Escaping my past

Disclaimer: I don’t own Inuyasha….surprised? T_T

Note: ok guys I’m sorry about the last chappy. I know it was too damn short. I didn’t realize that until the day after. Heh XD well im gonna try my best to make this 1 LONG and INTERESTING! So read on! ^__^

On with the story!!

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CHAP 4:

*%*(CONTINUING FLASH BACK WITH INU AND MIROKU)*%*

Miroku Looked at his silver haired friend; rather shocked. He couldn’t believe everything he had just heard. The exact thing he thought was undoubtedly Impossible…just happened to be the case. Inuyasha? In love? Hah!

Though Miroku told himself this, he new by his dog eared friend’s seriousness, that it was all too true. Miroku looked at his friend thoughtfully, a question ringing in his brain.

“so my friend…do you still love this girl?”

Inuyasha looked down. Though he tried to put up a shield, you could tell he was pretty emotional at the time. Inuyasha wanted to tell Miroku ‘yes’ but…he couldn’t say that. It was no longer true and he felt so much guilt for it…so much guilt for leaving her there, so much guilt…

for all those girls he so easily tossed around…

“…no…”his voice was shaky; he said as if he was caught doing something bad and new he would get the proper consequences. Even though he thought Miroku would look down on him for it…he did not.

“Inuyasha…its not your fault that you stopped loving her. These things happen; it merely means you have not found that special girl yet.” Miroku said this, meaning every word he said.
Though Inuyasha wanted to believe him, he just couldn’t. Not after all those girls. He deserved no one. A filthy hanyou like him didn’t deserve to live…he believed this strongly.

“No Miroku…no one is there waiting for me. Don’t you see I’m meant to be alone??”
Miroku gave him a sad look.

“Inuyasha, Don’t you know that no matter how many times you sin, you can be forgiven? Forget your past. move for-“”I am forgetting my past!!” Inuyasha stood up as he cut Miroku off. “that’s why I’m here! That’s why I’m going to a fuking strict school! I’m not going to be who my past was! No girls going to tempt me!”
He said this as he glared at Miroku, who was currently taken back by his actions and words. He never used to get so easily angered. But he realized he was going to have to get used to the hanyou’s new found temper. Inuyasha just looked at him with a frown.

“Well my hanyou friend…if you wish to throw your life away, that’s your choice. I’m going to leave now.” Miroku then got up out of seat and went for the sliding door to the apartment. He gave Inuyasha one more skeptical look as he departed. Inuyasha just stood there, watching as if his friend was still here.

Soon realizing he wasn’t, he heavily sat back down; angry…not at Miroku but at himself. He new his wise friend was right. He wasn’t really out of his past. Maybe away from it physically, but mentally it tortured him. After all, you cant just…run…from your mind…from your sins…

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Kagome huffed…it was lunch time once again. And she was quite a bit angry and feeling hurt at the moment. She new it was positively stupid, and she wasn’t about to admit that it bothered her to anyone. He had ignored her; purposely ignored her, and it bothered her so much.

The reason why had not yet occurred to her. She didn’t think the reason would show up in her head suddenly because… damn it she just met him! She shouldn’t be getting hurt by his mere ignorance of her on his second day here!

She walked to her usual lunch table, finding Sango already there. “Hi sango, you’re here early.” Her friend just smiled at her realizing she was here. “Oh hi kags, yeh I know its because Miroku wasn’t at his usually spot were we meet after class...wonder were he is.” Kagome took in her friends words. He was probably with his “friend”.

She pulled out her lunch and put it on the clean table. It was a box lunch with rice, dumplings and steamed veggies on the side; the aroma was delicious. Sango looked at Kagome’s food thoughtfully “looks like someone decided to bring lunch today!” Kagome laughed a little, knowing all too well she didn’t bring lunch a lot. Sango took in the aroma with closed eyes…then opened them as she stared at Kagome with sad eyes.

“and guess who DIDN’T bring a lunch this time??” Kagome didn’t get what she was saying till she saw her friend with an empty spot on the table in front of her. She laughed again. “Sharing is caring Kagome!” Kagome sighed dramatically. “Fine fine, ill let you have some since you buy me stuff all the time.” Sango gave her a hurt look “what?? Not just because I’m your friend??...you wound me Kagome.” Kagome stuck her tongue out and giggled “you hang around Miroku too much. You even sound like him!”
This time it was Sango’s turn to laugh. “Oh just leave me alone!” they both started digging into Kagome’s food after their little fun and ate quietly.

But suddenly Sango’s cell phone rang. She stopped her eating ‘mm’ and grabbed her cell out of her pocket. *beep* “Helloo?” Kagome watched as her friend answered her phone.
“oh hi Miroku! Where were you today?....uhuh….oh!... ok well be there ina sec. love you bye!”
she flipped her phone close and stuffed it back in her pocket. Kagome looked at her questioningly. “what did he want?”

“Weeell he wants us to go meet him outside on the westside of the school. He said him and his friend are hanging out over there. You know, the one from yesterday?”

Kagome cringed outwardly and frowned. Sango seeing her reaction just rolled her eyes. “aww common Kagome! This time you guys can start out better..dont let your first impression of him be your last!” she said as she took Kagome’s hand and pulled her with her. Kagome went along a little reluctant.

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On the Westside outside the school, two figures were present. One carelessly leaned his back against the wall; his jet black hair a beauty in the slight breeze. (the outside wall of the school..yeh) the other who happened to be Miroku, was standing next to Inuyasha. They talked quietly….

This is what Kagome saw as she was pulled by Sango to where the men stayed. She wasn’t sure what she would say to him, Inuyasha. ‘should I just say hi?...or whatsup?” a second later she realized they were both In front of the 2 and Sango was talking up a storm. She looked over to Inuyasha as he stood against the wall. He was staring at her…again…no longer ignoring her like before. ’wonder why..’ she took a deep breath and walked over to him.

She smiled sweetly as she talked to him. “hi…Inuyasha, its me Kagome. I’m sorry about what happened yesterday it was really rude of me…” he looked at her for a second…blinked…then turned his head with a ‘keh...’ she looked at him irritably, but soon changed it to a smile once again. ‘I will NOT get upset at what he does!’ she decided to try and start a conversation with him…

She took a deep breath and then said “so, what brings you to Tokyo? I heard you were from Kyoto..” he just looked at her again, kind of surprised that she would still want to talk to him. Then he put back on his usual scowl “keh! It’s none of your business.” She was taken aback by his behavior once again.

‘Why does he have such a bad attitude?! I’m just trying to be friendly!’ she wanted to be furious but that would just make things worse she decided. She just looked at the floor, moving her feet a little. “Well, I’m sorry if I made you mad…I know it’s not my place to ask you personal questions like that.” She looked up timidly and he gave her another weird look. he quickly brushed it off and came back with yet another rude comment. “keh! you better be!” he then left that spot after that comment.

Kagome was very confused…and hurt. Why was he so hostile?

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*Inuyasha’s thoughts*

Inuyasha was very confused himself. Why was this girl so nice to him even after he tried to get her to stop? She didn’t realize that her being so close to him and talking to him was NOT a good thing! ‘Dumb bitch…’

He tried to get her to leave by being rude, but nooo she just had to keep it going! He signed inwardly. ‘I cant stand this..’ he moved away from her quickly. Maybe then she would get the idea that he didn’t want to talk to her! he walked a few feet away from the 3 and just stared out at the trees and grassy field that was used for freshman PE and what not.

He came to this school for a reason…and a promise to himself that he was not ready to break. Some dumb wench was not going to get in his way. It may be a boring life but a new and better life none the less.

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The wind caressed his jet-black hair lovingly as Kagome watched the back of his form. his hair touched every inch of him. His tan muscular arms, His slim waist, his strong yet firm back; they were all behind an almost tight short sleeved shirt that complemented his upper body well. His hair even touched his thighs and upper leg. Though they were covered by his semi baggy jeans, you could tell they were something to see.

she sighed in delight. ’he’s so…dreamy… Kagome stared dazedly…but soon blinked out of her current state; she gave herself a look of disgust. Was she honestly thinking he was sexy? …and not only was she thinking…but she was also feeling the effects he had on her. She was beet red at the moment. She quickly walked into the school once again. She heard Sango calling her name but chose to ignored her.

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Inuyasha was lost in his condemning thoughts...but soon snapped out of it when a smell passed his nose. It was a smell that was delicate, yet deliciously spicy…a smell that was all too familiar to him. He turned his head quickly to see where the aroma was coming from, only to see that girl named Kagome to dart off into the school doors. His eyes grew wide. ’what the hell?! I didn’t even say anything to her!’ he looked down at his raging hard on. “fuck!”

…that smell…that damn sent always got to him! …was he going to do something about it his little problem? No! he swore he wouldn’t let anything effect him. And that damn girl wasn’t going to change his resolve damn it! He needed to do something about this problem. Not the problem between his legs...but the problem with that girl.

He decided it was time to change things. He was planning on never saying a word to her again…and that’s how it was going to stay.
******SOMEWHERE ELSE******

Somewhere in a deep dank forest, was a girl wondering aimlessly. He looked mad; her face and everything else was dirty and…bloody. Clumps of dirt and blood lay in her messy hair. She was laughing maniacally as she was coming across a cottage. She broke the door and ran into it…seconds later all you could here were blood curdling screams. Until they stopped…one…by one. An hour passed…and the girl slowly walked out of the small house. Covered in yet more blood. Her eyes were covered with her unruly bangs and her head curved down. A corrupt yet deranged smile settled on her lips. She licked them wiping away the blood.

As she spoke blood pored out of her grinning lips.

“your next….Inuyasha”


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A/N: ok!!! So the plot is very, very slowly unrolling! And to all my reviewers, I’m am so…SO sorry about my absence! College is tough and so is keeping your apartment clean and trying to pay rent at the same damn time! XD lol ..excuses, excuses…all I can say is Im seriously sorry. I Promise I’ll update sooner then before…but please, I want to know what ya’ll thing of this story!

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~Nano