A Love From the Past

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Alright, LEMON time!! Yay!!! Sesshy/Rin pairing. I'll make the next one Sesshy/Kag. Maybe even a Kog/Kag pairing later on!!

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Part 5: Sesshomaru's lost love


Sesshomaru looked down at Kagome's sleeping face. He lovingly stroked her hair as she slept against him. Last night he had made her his. Right now, she reminded him of his beloved long lost Rin. Even during their love making, Kagome's pants, whimpers, and screams all seem to bring back the memory of Rin.

He had been Rin's first also. However she had been younger than Kagome and more innocent. He closed his eyes and remembered that day so long ago.


*~Flashback~*


It had been ten years since Kagome, InuYasha's discarded miko love, had disappeared through the well. He had warned the girl not to let InuYasha have the Shikon's wish. However, blinded by innocents or love, she didn't listen to him. He leaned against an old worn tree, trying to get his wits amongst him.


Today had been Rin's 16th birthday and the day she also came into heat. By law, Rin was a woman and ready for any man to pick. Despite what his heart told him, he offered Rin to a demon nobleman's son in his lands who graciously offered. When he told her the news, she fell to her knees before him and cried.

She begged him not to send her away. She begged over and over again for him to let her stay. He had gotten angry and stuck her out of him own pain. To told her she should be grateful to be married into such a strong family. Her sobs had died down, but the tears still fell.

He felt guilty for what he had done, but he had to get her away for her own sake. This morning, he had almost jumped into her room and took her. Again, when he had passed her in the hallway. He had pinned her to the wall and crushed his hips to her and started rubbing against her. When he smelt her blood coming from her wrist, did he stop and hurry away.

He had found some lost peasant girl in the forest and rutted with her. She was a virgin herself, but enjoyed what he had done to her. After making sure she wasn't able to hold his seed, did he leave her sleeping in the forest. He then bathed and sent Jaken a message. He told him to make Rin's birthday as enjoyable as possible then go purchase a wedding kimono for her later that night.

He growled in frustration when he smelt her approaching scent. He had the urge just to leave, but then he knew that there were other demons around that would cause her much more harm than himself.

"My Lord?"

"Yes, Rin."

Sesshomaru looked at her from the corner of his eye and gaped. She was in a sea blue kimono with lilies embroidered on the bottom up. Her long black hair was loosely braided with an iris tucked behind her ear. Sesshomaru gulped and gritted his teeth. Why on earth did she have to make this so hard.

"Master Totosai told me why you wanted me away so badly."

Her voice sounded so weak. Sesshomaru growled. Damn that Totosai! He knew he didn't want Rin to know and he told her anyway. Damn him! He would make sure to kill him slowly. Her soft voice broke him out of his thoughts.

"I want you to know, Lord Sesshomaru, that I want you to have me. All of me. You have my heart....now I want you to have my body as well."

Before he could protest, Rin pressed her young body firmly against his and captured his lips. He pulled her away and struggled to keep himself under control. His whole body shuddered when he felt her small hand rub the front of his pants. Sesshomaru, finally giving in, grabbed her shoulders and crushed her lips against his own in a hungry kiss. Rin's whole body shook as he pushed her kimono from her body.

He trailed kisses down her jaw to her neck then to her breasts. Rin cried out his name as he took the first rosey bud into his mouth and suckled on it. His other hand tweeking and playing with the other nipple. When satisfied with the first, Sesshomaru turned to suck on her other breast.

Rin's scent grew stronger as he suckled more and more. Her hands desperately trying to pull the kimono off his body. Sesshomaru chuckled softly and took off the top half of his clothing. He laid her on the ground and reigned kisses all over her untouched flesh. Rin whithered as Sesshomaru placed his mouth onto her womanhood.

He parted her thighs and ran his tongue in between her moistened lips. His inner beast took over as he buried his face in her mass of curles. Rin's hips bucked and she cried out his name over and over again. He took the little nub into his mouth and sucked on it. To make sure she was ready for him, he slid a finger into her.

That triggered her orgasm. She tossed her head side to side and arched her back as her release came. Satisfied, Sesshomaru withdrew his finger and stood to remove the rest of his clothing. He growled with need as he smelt her arousal reach his nose. Rin blushed when she saw him and unconciously licked her lips (lol, would we all!).

Sesshomaru got on his knees before her and opened her wider. Then he positioned himself at her entrance. He nudged some of himself into her and dug his nails into the earth. She was so hot and tight. He pushed into her some more, trying to ingorned the little mews that were coming from her mouth. When he felt resistence did he stop and look down at her.

Her eyes were filled with desire and love. He could tell she wanted him to continue but he had to warn her first.

"Rin, this Sesshomaru does not wish to hurt you, but a woman's first time hurts to matter what. Do you want this Sesshomaru to stop?"

Rin's eyes bore into his as her small arms encircled his neck. She placed a small kiss on his nose.

"No, my Lord. Don't stop. That pain would be nothing compared to the pain of not having you."

When she wiggled her hips, Sesshomaru let out a growl of defeat and slamed into her with one hard stroke. Rin cried out in pain. He waited a few moments for her to adjust, then withdrew and pushed into her again. He moved slowly into her as he fought with his demon. He wanted her so badly but he didn't want to harm her.

Soon she became adjusted to him inside her and the pain subsided. Her gasps of pain turned into whimpers of pleasure. Shuddering Sesshomaru quickened his pace. He dug his nails into the earth as he patiently pushed into and out of her.

"Pl..please.....se...Sesshomaru.............more!"

He pushed into her faster and harder. The pleasure blinding. Her voice, her scent, her body were all drving him mad. Her pleas didn't help him either. He was soon slamming into her nonstop. Her whimpers turning into screams of bliss.

Sesshomaru buried himself into her at the hilt. His face buried into the crook of her neck. Her nails dug into his back drawing blood. The forest shook around them as they both screamed their releases.

Sesshomaru felt his entire being, squirting from his cock into her womb. He slammed into her a few more times, feeling her womanhood milking out every last drop of his seed. He laid panting on top of her for a few minutes then withdrew. He carefully picked her up and took her to a nearby hot spring. There they made love again and again, until night fall.

He carried her pressed against his chest protectively. When he arrived at his castle, he told Jaken to go tell the nobleman that the wedding was off. He wasn't going toallow anyone else to have his Rin. He laid her on his bed and looked down at her sleeping face. Then it struck him that one reason her loved Rin so much was that she reminded him of the miko that used to travel with his brother.

A year before Naraku's end, was when he discovered his feelings for her. He resented InuYasha for hurting her so much and causing her to return to her own time. He had followed her and InuYasha to the Bone Eater's well and when the jewel's light engulfed them, he had ran to catch her and called out her name. He kissed the top of Rin's head. Even though he loved Kagome, he also loved Rin.

The next day, Rin wore her wedding kimono, but her marriage was to Sesshomaru. Through their entire marriage, he never once marked her as his mate, which caused her anguish along with the fact she was not able to bear him a child.


*~End Flashback~*


He opened his eyes and stroked the mark on Kagome's neck. He felt guilt for still loving Kagome when he loved Rin. When she died, he left the Westernlands and wondered the world for five hundred years. He prayed that his love for Kagome would be happier for her than with Rin.

Kagome stired and opened her eyes. He smiled when he saw the brief expression of confusion replaced by the one of love. She placed a kiss on his chest.

"Good Morning"

He kissed her forehead. She looked into his face and frowned.

"You look like you were thinking of something sad. What was it?"

"I was thinking of Rin and the time when I loved her."

She stiffened.

"You don't love me because..."

"No, I loved you before I loved Rin. And that love is seperate."

Kagome smiled and laid her head on his chest.

"What happened to Rin afterward?"

"She died..."

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TaDa!! A sesshy lemon!! Next chapter will be a sesshy/kag lemon and InuYasha reappears!! *hears susensful music* I'll post it in a few days. Until then, leave a review!!