Pleasure and Pain

Disclaimer: Do I really have to do this every chapter? Oh well... don’t own the rights, never said I took credit for any of this anyway.

Warning: Um..... yeah, sweet incestuous sex (finally). ^_^

Note: I am incredibly sorry this took so long to post. I had the worst time trying to write this chapter. I went through like, a dozen different versions of it, and finally came up with this one. Sesshoumaru and Inuyasha might be a tad bit OOC, just to warn you. But I think it works under the circumstances. This is my interpretation, and I hope it’s not too unbelievable.

Pleasure and Pain: Chapter Five


“Inuyasha. This is going to hurt, and badly. But it will also feel good in time, but you have to relax. If you don’t it will hurt worse. Understand?” Inuyasha nodded slowly, and Sesshoumaru returned to his previous position and prepared to enter his brother.

Naraku’s grip tightened on his erection, and he began to pump faster as Sesshoumaru leaned into Inuyasha. Sesshoumaru wanted to go slow, as to not hurt Inuyasha, but found it difficult with him squirming beneath him. He pleaded mentally for Inuyasha to stop, and as if he had heard his brother Inuyasha relaxed. Sesshoumaru drove the tip of his arousal past his brother’s tight entrance, making Inuyasha moan. He slide himself in further, letting his brother get used to his size, and he felt Inuyasha will himself to relax, letting Sesshoumaru slide in even farther. Sesshoumaru knew that the longer he drew this out the more it would end up hurting, so in one quick thrust he plunged himself to the hilt into the warm passage. Inuyasha screamed from the sudden invasion, but his screams soon turned to passionate moans as his brother thrust deeper, hitting a spot inside Inuyasha he didn’t even know existed.

The screams of pain made Naraku stroke faster, and he could feel his slick pre-cum already issuing from his arousal. If he wasn’t careful he’d come before the show was over, and he didn’t want that. He reluctantly slowed his pace as Sesshoumaru rocked into his brother harder, both of them now panting in their pleasure. Naraku could never imagined how easily the brothers would take each other, but he was pleasantly surprised none the less. He silently reveled in the guilty look on Sesshoumaru’s face, and the look of complete surrender on Inuyasha’s. ‘These two have probably secretly wanted each other for years,’ Naraku mused. It was obvious in how unrestrained they were. Naraku idly wondered why he hadn’t done this sooner, and smiled as he heard Inuyasha cry his brother’s name.

Sesshoumaru quickened his pace, hitting the same spot in his brother consistently, making Inuyasha moan his name. He never would have thought how arousing such a thing as someone saying your name in the heat of passion could be, and was even more aroused as he began to slam into Inuyasha as hard as he could. His brother was so tight and warm around him, and Sesshoumaru knew that he could quickly become addicted to this. It was better than any virgin girl he ever had, and he found himself reluctant to ever go back to women after he experienced this strange new intimacy.

The feel of his brother deep inside him made Inuyasha groan, and he pushed his body back into Sesshoumaru, telling him to go deeper. He loved the feel of being completely filled up, of having his brother touching him so deep inside. He moaned louder as his brother’s thrusts became more frantic, and he could feel his own neglected erection throbbing for attention. He reached gingerly between his legs, and grabbed his arousal, stroking it along with his brother’s thrusts. But as soon as he laid a hand on it he felt Sesshoumaru’s arm reach around his waist, and he pushed his hand away to grasp it himself. Behind him he heard Sesshoumaru say, “No... let me do it.” Inuyasha nodded as he felt his brother’s strong hand roughly stroke him, and he could feel himself coming close to climax.

The sight of Sesshoumaru stroking Inuyasha almost made Naraku come. It was very interesting to see them interact like this, both of them trying to make it as loving as possible. It almost made Naraku laugh a their pitiable logic. Now was not the time to ‘make love.’ Now was the time to take what you wanted and not have to worry about the consequences, not try and bring equal satisfaction to all. Oh well, it just made the scene that much more arousing as Naraku felt himself on the brink. He could tell the two brother’s were also, and he anticipated the sweet look of climax that would grace their pretty faces.

Sesshoumaru stroked Inuyasha faster with each thrust, and felt his brother’s body go rigid as he felt the sweet explosion in his hand. Inuyasha gave one last cry of ecstasy as he came, which drove the older brother over the edge, and thrusting one last time as deep as he could go until he finally came inside Inuyasha’s wet depths. Inuyasha contentedly slumped to the floor, relishing the feel of his brother’s warm seed coursing through him. Sesshoumauru reluctantly pulled out of Inuyasha, already missing the tight warmth as he lay down next to his brother. Naraku gave one final stroke before coming himself, covering his hand with his own seed.

Licking his lips, Naraku approached the two exhausted brothers and stood only a foot or so away from them.“Ah, that was splendid. I usually like to participate in such things, but watching you two was infinitely more gratifying.” He then bent down, and grabbed Sesshoumaru’s hair, bringing his face up to meet his. “Now, didn’t that feel good? I bet you’ve been wanting to do that for some time.” Sesshoumaru averted his gaze. He didn’t want to admit that anything Naraku said was correct, and instead remained silent. Naraku smirked as he dropped the older brother back to the ground. He then went to Inuyasha’s side, and the silver haired hanyou looked up into Naraku’s eyes.

“How dare you make us do this. You’re a bastard, and I’ll make sure you pay for this.” Naraku’s smile broadened at the idle threat. “I think you’re in no position to say such things, when you were just fucked by your own brother.... and especially since you liked it.” Inuyasha scowled as Naraku lowered himself to Inuyasha’s ear, and said in a whisper, “You know.... you moan like a bitch in heat.” A growl rose in Inuyasha’s throat, and he swung his claws at Naraku’s face, but the raven-haired hanyou saw it coming and rose before the claws could connect. Naraku started to laugh as he said, “Now, now, a pet should never try to attack it’s owner. Now be a good little doggy and hold still.”

Inuyasha had no time to react when he suddenly felt himself being flipped back onto his stomach, Naraku leaning behind him. Smiling Naraku drove a finger into Inuyasha’s still damp passage. “Hmm, it appears there’s still some left over from your brother.” Said Naraku as he withdrew his finger, licking off the contents. Sesshoumaru shuddered. He knew what Naraku was going to do, and he found he wanted to stop it. But he knew he couldn’t, and he tried to hide his anger as Naraku slide a finger back into his brother.

“Your still so tight Inuyasha.... I can fix that.” He then slid another digit past Inuyasha’s ring, making him moan at the invasion. Naraku could feel himself becoming hard again, and he slid a third finger into the whimpering hanyou, stretching him to his limit. He then began to wiggle his fingers, making Inuyasha gasp at the sensation. Smirking Naraku withdrew completely from Inuyasha, and leaned forward to lick the silver haired hanyou’s buttocks. A shiver went up Inuyasha’s spine as he felt Naraku’s tongue go lower, and almost screamed when he felt the hot muscle graze his entrance. Naraku could still taste Sesshoumaru there, and pulled Inuyasha’s cheeks to get better access. He delved his tongue inside Inuyasha, lapping up the remainder of his brother’s seed.

A new throbbing began between Inuyasha’s legs, and he moaned as the tongue went deeper, making Inuyasha ache at the sensation. Naraku’s erection began to throb even more at Inuyasha’s moans, and he withdrew his tongue from Inuyasha with a slick noise, and aimed his arousal at the stretched entrance. Naraku thrust himself into Inuyasha, sliding in easily from the moisture of Sesshoumauru’s seed and his own saliva.

Inuyasha gasped as Naraku pounded into him, much harder and faster than his brother had been. The pain was undescribable, Naraku ravaging him so soon after his first time. Inuyasha still wasn’t used to it, and he shut his eyes tightly as he felt something deep inside him rip from Naraku’s thrusts. Blood started to spill down Inuyasha’s thigh, and Naraku laughed as he deepened his thrusts.

Inuyasha screamed as he climaxed, and Naraku gave several more hard thrusts before coming inside Inuyasha. Naraku had never delved so deep into anyone before, and it was difficult to remove his now soft member. He withdrew from Inuyasha, making blood and semen spill from the silver haired hanyou’s entrance. Inuyasha groaned in agony as he fell to the floor, his body racked with pain from the lashings and his torn insides.

Naraku slowly stood, taking his time to gaze down at a broken Inuyasha as he retied his hakama. Sesshoumaru looked on in disgust as Naraku walked over to him, a satisfied smirk spreading over his thin lips. “Did you enjoy me taking your little bitch of a brother? Though I think he likes to be dominated.... he was practically begging for it.” Sesshoumaru growled as Naraku walked back to the entrance of the cellar, and before closing the door behind him, he said, “I think you two deserve some rest after that. And also maybe some time to think on your deviant tendencies. Oh, and Sesshoumaru,” the older brother glared at Naraku. “When I return.... it’s your turn to scream.” With that he closed the door, leaving the brother’s with their pain and mental anguish.

Sesshoumaru crawled to his brother, not knowing what to say or do. He gently turned Inuyasha over onto his back, and saw his brother’s eyes were blank and staring blindly up at the ceiling. Sesshoumaru stroked his brother’s face, willing him back to coherency. Inuyasha started at the feel of a hand on his cheek, but slowly relaxed when he realized it was his brother. His eyes gradually regained their previous shine, and looked at Sesshoumaru with pain and hurt. Sesshoumaru couldn’t meet his brother’s gaze. He knew what must be going through his brother’s head, but he had no answers to give him. He felt just as confused about what they had done.

He had taken his own brother’s virginity, and that thought alone made Sesshoumaru feel more guilty than he had ever been about anything. It was unforgivable, and he knew that after it was all said and done, his brother probably hated him now, and for a far more serious reason than fighting over a family heirloom.

Inuyasha watched dully as Sesshoumaru moved away from him, but stopped him by weakly grabbing his brother’s wrist. “I-It’s.... alright Sesshoumaru.” He hoped he had sounded sincere, and that the truth of his words had reached his brother even in his retched state. But Sesshoumaru remained silent, not moving or saying anything as he pried his wrist away from Inuyasha’ grasp. Inuyasha had never known his brother to be one to regret anything, and seeing him like this was wrenching his heart.

“Don’t touch me Inuyasha.”Came Sesshoumaru’s cold voice. Inuyasha knew that he must be feeling immensely guilty, and said, “Come here Sesshoumaru.” Sesshoumaru paused, but looking into his brother’s pleading eyes he felt himself come closer, and when he was within reach Inuyasha placed a bloodied hand gently on Sesshoumaru’s face, stroking his cheek fondly.

Sesshoumaru could feel how his brother felt for him, and he wondered if it was misplaced. But Sesshoumaru didn’t want him to stop, and felt selfish for taking advantage of his brother in his present state. Being with Inuyasha had awakened something deep inside him that he couldn’t ignore. He had to say something to his younger brother, but he struggled with the proper words. In a rushed voice he finally said, “I’m sorry.” Inuyasha looked at his brother, and smiled meekly. “Don’t be. There’s nothing to be sorry for if you didn’t hurt me.” Sesshoumaru shook his head. “No. I took your innocence; I..... wasn’t worthy.” Hearing his brother apologizing and acting so humble made tears rise to Inuyasha’s eyes.

Saying the words was harder than Sesshoumaru thought. He had shown more emotion in the last few days than he had his life. He didn’t like it, but he felt it had to be done under the circumstances. He heard Inuyashas sigh, and looked up into his younger brother’s face. Tears were silently spilling from his eyes, but not because of hurt; he looked sad, sad that his own brother was in emotional turmoil. Without even thinking Sesshoumaru rose himself up, and touched his lips to his brother’s. He kissed him chastely, and Inuyasha slowly reciprocated, kissing him back. Their eyes closed, and Sesshoumaru leaned further into Inuyasha, deepening the kiss. Inuyasha slowly opened his mouth, and his brother gently slide his tongue inside, savoring the sweet taste. Inuyasha had never experienced a kiss as passionate as this. It completely consumed him, making him forget all his pain.

Still kissing, Inuyasha ran his hand through Sesshoumaru’s hair, loving the feel of if sliding through his fingers. He had always secretly admired his brother’s hair, and had always wanted to touch it, but before now he never really had a chance to.

Reluctantly parting, Sesshoumaru bent to Inuyasha’s ear, and whispered, “When we get out of here, I want you to make love to me.” Inuyasha nodded contentedly as his eyes slowly closed, and a dreamless state of unconsciousness overtook him. Sesshoumaru slowly withdrew hid lips from Inuyasha’s, and laid down next to his brother.

Sesshoumaru stared at his brother for a few moments longer, savoring the peaceful look on his brother’s face. Sesshoumaru slowly closed his eyes, images of his brother dancing behind his lids as the also drifted to sleep.

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Inuyasha awoke to the sound of the large door to their prison being swung open. It felt like he had just fallen asleep, and now Naraku was back for more. He heard several footsteps come closer, and he wondered if Naraku decided to bring some friends along for the entertainment.

He was surprised when he thought he heard Kagome’s voice calling his name. He opened his eyes more, and saw her face staring down worried into his. She was crying, and he hoped this wasn’t just a dream that he’d wake up from and see a smirking Naraku there instead. But it didn’t go away, and he felt her hand stroke his face. She was real, and soon her form was joined by that of Miroku and Sango. He could also hear Shippo squealing from far off, his high pitched voice laced with worry. He tried to tell them about Sesshoumaru, that his brother needed help too, but his voice failed him. It came out as a dry crack and grateful tears began to flow from his eyes. He then felt hands lift him up, and his arm was flung over Miroku’s shoulder. He tried to turn to see where Sesshoumauru was, but his vision blurred as he fell back into unconsciousness.

~*~*~*~

Inuyasha opened his eyes, and found himself gazing up at a wooden ceiling, a small fire in the middle of the room illuminating the walls. His head ached, and he felt his lower torso ache as he tried to sit up. It was dark outside, and he could smell that is friends were close by, most likely in another small cabin.

“I’m glad you’re finally awake.” Inuyasha started at the voice, and looked to the corner of the hut to see a lounging Sesshoumaru. The light of the fire danced in his eyes, making them glow an even more intense shade of amber. Inuyasha felt his face flush at the gaze his brother was giving him.

Inuyasha looked around the rest of the room, and found what he was looking for. His Tetsusaiga lay peacefully next to his brother’s swords, and he was glad his friends had enough wits about them to find them in that hell hole. They probably recovered their clothes too.

“How long was I out?”Asked Inuyasha, his voice flooded with relief.

“Eight days.” Inuyasha sighed. He must have been more injured than he originally thought. “The effects of that damnable forest wore off some time ago. You should be back to your original strength. The humans...” Sesshoumaru paused. Inuyasha gave him a look to continue, and said reluctantly, “They helped me. They didn’t even care that I had tried to harm them in the past.” Inuyasha smiled. “That sounds like them. Forgiving to a fault.” Sesshoumaru nodded, and unconsciously ran a hand through his long hair.

Inuyasha gulped hard. Sesshoumaru looked so beautiful at this moment, and the promise that they made came crashing into his mind. He wanted him; now. Slowly he crawled over to Sesshoumaru, his face flushed a bright shade of red. An amused smirk spread over Sesshoumaru’s lips, and he didn’t resist as Inuyasha unsurely pressed his lips to his own. Sesshoumaru grabbed the back of his brother’s head, and deepened the kiss as he lowered Inuyasha on top of him. Leaning over him, Inuyasha began to untie Sesshoumaru’s yukata clumsily, and could feel his brother’s already hard arousal. Smiling faintly he flung the fabric aside, exposing his brother’s pale body. Inuyasha blushed even more as he traced a finger over the red stripes that ran along his brother’s hips, enjoying the rushed breathing and shudders ushering from Sesshoumaru at the contact.

Sesshoumaru arched into Inuyasha, silently pleading for more. Inuyasha moaned at the contact, and he felt Sesshoumaru fingers deftly untie his yukata. Seshhoumaru snaked his hands inside his brother’s robe, feeling the smooth planes of his chest and stomach. Inuyasha gasped at his brother’s roaming fingers, and Sesshoumaru smiled at Inuyasha’s innocent reaction. Even after being defiled repeatedly by Naraku, his brother could still find pleasure in this, and could still act like a virgin despite his ravaged body. It made Sesshoumaru want him even more.

With a possessive growl Sesshoumaru pushed Inuyasha’s yukata completely off, and it fell silently to the floor. His brother’s erection brushed incessantly against his thigh, and he let out a sigh as he spread his legs farther apart. Inuyasha bent down to give his brother one more kiss before he eased himself to Sesshoumaru’s entrance. But his brother stopped him, and Inuyasha looked on as Sesshoumaru flung his legs over his shoulders, the crook of his knees resting on his collar bone. The new position opened up Sesshoumaru even more, and Inuyasha could clearly see his brother’s tight ring.

Inuyasha hesitated, waiting for his brother’s permission. After not feeling Inuyasha move for several seconds, he slowly opened his eyes and silently gave his approval. Still blushing furiously Inuyasha eased himself into his brother, pushing his tip past the entrance. Sesshoumaru willed himself to relax, and Inuyasha slipped in more easily, finally immersing himself completely inside Sesshoumaru.

Sesshoumaru marveled at the feeling of his brother inside him, and pushed his body forward, making Inuyasha’s length brush just the right spot deep inside him. Inuyasha gasped at the feeling of tight warmth all around him, and instinctively pushed forward, rocking his body into Sesshoumaru’s. They both moaned as Inuyasha’s thrusts went deeper, and Sesshoumaru roughly grabbed his own length, stroking along to the rhythm of their bodies. But Inuyasha stopped him, and carefully grasped Sesshoumaru’s erection, smiling at his brother’s surprise. In a voice thick with lust, Inuyasha said, “You did it for me... I’ll do it for you.” The faintest hint of a smile graced Sesshoumaru’s face, but disappeared quickly as Inuyasha thrust harder into him.

Inuyasha picked up his pace, stroking his brother faster as he come closer and closer to climax. Sesshoumaru felt himself on the brink also, and could barely contain himself any longer. Through the rough sounds of their love making, Inuyasha heard his brother. “Inu-Inuyasha, let’s... uh... come... together.” Inuyasha nodded as he stroked faster, and pumped harder. It lasted only a few moments longer, and they both climaxed at the same instant. Inuyasha let his seed spill into Sesshoumaru, and he felt his brother come hard into his palm. Exhausted Inuyasha slumped down on top of Sesshoumaru, both panting heavily.

Inuyasha could hear his brother’s heart beat steadily in his chest, and he ran a hand lovingly over the pale skin. Sesshoumaru tangled his hand in Inuyasha’s hair, and stroked the fine silver tresses. Both were content to lay where they were, neither of them moving for some time.

~*~*~*~

It was time for Inuyasha and his group to continue on their journey, and Sesshoumaru had to depart to meet back up with Rin and Jaken. They gave each other insure glances as they approached the forest where Sesshoumaru would take his leave. The brother’s had been getting along quite well the last few days, and everyone was surprised at the turnaround They just figured that they both had been through a lot, and had put their differences aside for the time being. But they were shocked when Inuyasha followed Sesshoumaru into the forest, and Kagome said, “Inuyasha, what are you doing?” Inuyasha turned momentarily before saying, “I’m just going to go in with him a little ways. I want to say bye to him in private.” Shocked glances were exchanged between the three humans the little fox demon, but they shrugged and waited patiently for their comrade’s return.

Sesshoumaru walked silently into the forest, too embarrassed to say anything to the humans. They probably weren’t too surprised at his rudeness, and he pushed it aside as the turned to face his brother. Both had a detached look on their faces, like they never imagined this day would come. But here they were, about ready to let the other go for who knew how long. Sesshoumaru stepped close to Inuyasha, and lifted his brother’s chin to gaze into his eyes. “I’ll come back to you.” Inuyasha tried to hide the disappointment in his voice. “When?” Sesshoumaru thought for a moment, then replied. “Whenever you call for me.” Inuyasha was confused. “How will you know?” Sesshoumaru smiled with his eyes. “Believe me, I’ll know.” Inuyasha smiled as his brother kissed him tenderly, and he closed his eyes to better savor the sensation. He felt Sesshoumaru pull away, but when he opened his eyes his brother was gone. Inuyasha took a deep sigh as he walked back to his friends. He missed his brother already...

Naraku smiled at the vision in the mirror. It appeared the brother’s had fallen in love... it was almost enough to make him puke. What a trivial human emotion. He expected Inuyasha to do so, but he was sorely disappointed in Sesshoumaru for falling into such a trap. Naraku’s brows furrowed in anger. His toys had been taken away too quickly. He wanted them back, and he smiled wickedly as he watched the brother’s depart. “Just wait.... I will soon reclaim you both, and we’ll have even more fun.” He then laughed maliciously, Kanna not even reacting to the sight in front of her as she continued to placidly hold the mirror.

A/N: Wow. That was really hard to write. I hope I ended it well, and I kind of set it up for a sequel I may or may not write. I might if I get bored of my other fics and feel like writing some ‘yasha smut, but this took a lot out of me. Anyway, I hope you enjoyed reading it, and sorry again for the ungodly long wait. I’m very, very bad.

Oh, and I want to give a special thanks to those who have stuck with this fic since the beginning. Thanks to: Dante, YoukaiObsessed, Eye of Ra, TearsofTwilight, and cas. You guys stuck with it from the very start, and your reviews really helped me along. I really appreciated your continuous input, and it encouraged me to keep writing. You guys rock!!