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Hey!!! Wow this is the longest I have waited to review and I’m sorry!! It would have been posted yesterday but it was my birthday…lol yes people I am now 19 and yes I know half of u want to kill me for that cliffy J I feel so special though. I have 37 reviewers!!!! MM (18) AFF (17) FF (1) lol I’m just glad so many ppl like my story. It’s going way better then I thought it would. So again thank you for reviewing…lol.

Well I’m getting tired of changing my comments and such for both websites, so I’m just gonna bring them both together. (If you get confused about something you don’t see here in the review boards look for it at AdultfanFiction.net under nameless under lestatsAngel ok?)

Well after a long while my thinking juices have gone up once again, and I have provided you with lovely chapter 5. I fell kind of bad about that cliffy…and literally last night I came up with chapter 5. And 6. So both of them are done and written out.

After I get done posting 5 I’ll get to work typing up chap 6 for ya…also do any of you know any good beta readers???? Well any help given would be greatly appreciated. Heh well anyways enough with me rambling I know you want me to shut up now because of what I did last time, so as of now ON WIT DA FIC!!!!!!

Dancing across her face, the rays of the sun gently led Kagome from her sleep and into the new day. Slowly she rolled over only to have her hand brush against something almost feather soft in touch. * Huh? What’s that? * She wandered. Slowly opening her eyes, she turned and saw the most beautiful flower she ever had the pleasure of viewing. Gently she picked it up and cradled it against her cheek.


* Who? * She wandered. Looking over to Shippo, she saw that he hadn’t moved an inch from the place that she left him the night before. * Well if it’s not Shippo… then that leaves only one person. She smiled as she thought of her hanyou * this must be his way of saying sorry* she concluded as she buried her nose in the intoxicating sent of the lavish flower.


Slowly rising out of her sleeping bag she saw that everyone was still sleeping. * Hmm. Well we did go to bed later then usual* she thought. With a final look at her flower she placed in inside her bag with a protection charm on it so it wouldn’t get crushed. With a final look around the camp she made her way to look for Inuyasha.


Racing through the woods he was disgusted with the behavior of the retched hanyou.
How could have half-breed have trouble deciding between something that was dead or alive? * The hanyou should have killed the dead onna on the spot; did she not threaten what was his? The girl was his wasn’t she? She was treated like the head bitch in his pack, for she made also important decisions for their pack. She was the alpha bitch. For some reason though, he had yet to mate with her. Pausing for only a moment to pick up the sent of his newly selected prey, he once again began the chase. He decided to do this when he came upon the realization that this onna threatened the woman’s life. He could not allow this to happen for 2 reasons. 1. He was honor bound to the retched girl, and 2. He had to repay the debt he owned her. Her had to protect her life as she had done his. Not even his own whore of a mother would have done that, as she had left him to die at the time he was born.


Without a second thought he doubled his efforts. He would kill the dead onna, and take great pleasure in doing so. For he desperately wanted to kill the girl, and the fact that she dead onna looked so much like her was a perk.

Ah how he hated that girl, for he hated owing people anything. But the girl earned his respect. Oh he still wanted to kill her, and did not trust her as far as he could maker her blood spill from her body. But he had a very small amount of respect for her. It was the night she fought for him against the neko’s. At that moment he respecter her for the simple fact that she fought for his life. A deathly smile ghosted his lips, as he relished at the pain he would inflict on the dead miko.


Halfway through the woods, Kagome finally found Inuyasha. He was sitting in a small clearing against a tree with a clear pond to his right. Kagome was about to say hello, when she noticed he was deep in thought. “Inuyasha?” she questioned. Slowly he turned to look at her with pain filled eyes. The pure intensity of them nearly made Kagome fall to her knees. “Inuyasha…Inuyasha what’s wrong?” she demanded as she raced to his side. Trying to offer whatever comfort she could for her precious hanyou.


In the blink of an eye Inuyasha crushed her to his chest. Startled she tentively called out to him “I-Inuyasha?” Slowly loosening his grip, he gently rested his head on hers. “Kagome? We need to talk” *Oh no, what’s going on? * she thought, but simply nodded. For she knew only bad things started with those dreaded words “we need to talk”.

“Kagome? I’ve known you for four years now. During that time you’ve become so important to me. You were my first true friend. You showed me how to love, how…how to be somewhat human.” A sad smile traced his lips. “And during that time I cared about you. I cared about you like I had no other, and soon you became an even closer friend to me” he stated.

Kagome’s heart slowly began to fall. * Is he going to tell me that I’m nothing more then just a best friend? * Mentally shaking her head *no! NO! That can’t be it. Kami onegai… for if it is…. with the way he’s holding me. I think I might break * She cried in her mind. Inuyasha started up again. “By my knowing you, I’ve figured out what I really want… I now know who I want to be with” Inuyasha suddenly felt Kagome grown deathly still as he became even more nervous in his confession of truths, that have been kept buried in his heart for far too long. Taking a deep breath, Inuyasha stilled his nerves. He wanted her to know. He wanted Kagome to know how he truly felt before it was time.


“ Kagome. You’ve helped me not to be so cold…you’ve warmed this once stone heart and made it capable of feeling again…and for that I thank you. Kagome…I now know that I truly love Kikyo.” At that moment Kagome’s world began to shatter. Blinking back the tears that threatened to spill from her glittering depths. *Why…why do you hurt me so? * Pleaded her mind as she bit her lower lip so it wouldn’t tremble.


Inuyasha held Kagome closer. “ But I love you more…Kagome” At that moment Kagome was stunned. * He… He loves me…more? * Tears began to flow freely from her sparkling eyes. She had never been so happy in her life. His ears flattened against his head in shame. * I should have known. No one would want half-breed after all who would? * Sighing just as he was about to apologize, Kagome threw her arms around him, pulling him close.

“Oh Inuyasha…I love you too” she whispered as she buried her face in the crook of his neck “ More then you could ever know”. Inuyasha was stunned. This splendid creature before him actually LOVED a hanyou?? It was almost too much to take. Slowly as a lone tear made it’s way to his cheek, In that single moment of his life, Inuyasha was truly happy.


Kagome finally felt that the stars were forming in her favor at last. She happily snuggled herself in Inuyasha’s chest, thinking of all the directions their life could go from here. As Inuyasha became aware of the harsh reality around him, his heart once again began to despair at what he was going to do to his beloved miko.

Why now? It wasn’t fair! Why now? Why now when he finally had everything he ever dreamed? ... Why now? * He thought sadly as he ran his claws through her silky thick locks. “I never thought you would have loved me” he whispered, “ How could you love me…a hanyou? “ Kagome looked into his eyes, brushing away a stray lock of silver hair that fell into his face. “ I love you because you are you Inuyasha. You are not a hanyou. You are not a youkai. You are not a ningen. You are Inuyasha, the man I fell in love with the first day I saw you. “ Softly smiling. “That is how I fell in love with you. “

Slowly he brought them up while wrapping her in his arms securely with his hands on her sides. “ You have no idea how much it means to me and know that no matter what happens it was always you who I loved the most, and it was you who I loved first”. He forced out through the tight ball that was forming in his throat, due to the emotions, guilt, and pain that were beginning to overwhelm him. Gripping her tighter his voice cane out in a wavy air. “I just wish we could have had more then just right now.”


Kagome was in her own world. She still could not believe that after four years the man she loved, loved her...her, when something forcibly kicked her out in time to barely hear Inuyasha’s words. * Huh? What does he mean? We have all the time in the world. * Looking into his golden depths Kagome called to him questionably. “Inuyasha?”

Quickly he pulled her flush against him tilting her face towards his while ghosting his lips across hers. Oh how long he wanted to do this…to show her that he loved her and that she was special. He wanted her to know how he felt in the little time he had with her left. He hated how time was so short. He wanted more time…he wanted to show her he really lover her...but there was just no time. He hated it…just as he hated himself for the things that were to become. All he could do now was try to enjoy the moment.


Kagome was startled at Inuyasha’s sudden action. All thought left her mind as she focused on the soft lips that were on hers, while she slid her arms around his neck. Feeling him gently nip her bottom lip she gave him what he wanted. At that moment kagome nearly died and went to heaven. The feel of him kissing her so passionately was making her mind numb. All she could do was feel. Feel him against her lips, feel the taste of him in her mouth, feel the passion that lay dormant so long for him finally break free. As they fought for dominance over this kiss, the feelings were almost too much for Kagome to bear.

Inuyasha was in a world of pleasure where there was only he and Kagome. He realized now was the only time to act. Hating himself more with every moment he now did what he felt he had to do. Placing butterfly kisses near her ear as a long tear began to fall he whispered out to her. “Know that I really do love you, Kagome.” Puller her tighter with his hands at her sides he brought his lips to her ear once more. “Forgive me…fore I never meant to wrong you.”


Kagome looked at Inuyasha with confusion in her eyes, attempting to question him. Quickly he reclaimed her mouth with his pouring every ounce of love he had for her in the scalding kiss at he cried, while she suddenly stiffened.

The pain she felt in that one single moment was almost unbearable. She was trying to process what happened, but her heart did not want to. All she could do is feel the bitter cold of the pain that surrounded her threatening to swallow her whole. With Inuyasha’s claws embedded deeply in her sides as they worked their way further, and the feel of his tears on her face along with the sounds of his muffled cries, were making her soul shatter as her own tears became intertwined with his running down their tear stained cheeks.

Well folks there you have it!!!!! I’m sorry I just realize that this was a cliffy but there really was no other ways to end it believe me I looked. I thank you all for putting up with me J well I am now starting to type chap 6 and also..If you want it faster then what I plan… REVIEW lol well anyway I hope you all like it..TTFN!!