Just Grind

Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha, but I wish I did. Do you know what I would do with Inuyasha's fuzzy ears? *Grins* Miroku doesn't have anything on me. Teehee. Kidding

Author's Note: Oh My Goodness. What a surprise. I'm updating. Anyway I hope you all enjoy this chapter I made it just for you. Also I would like to thank my reviewers who are;
FoxFireDemoness,
reviewer, - - - the smirking, I edited that too because I read it again and I was like 'what the hell?' but anyway I appreciate your advice - - -
animegirl007, - - - first of all I would like to say that you are one of my favorite reviewers, and that's a lot coming from me because I'm a complicated person. - winks - and Kagura is... well plain twisted in some sort of way and finally yes Sesshoumaru is an ass, but in the end it will all work out, you'll see, but not without the heartbreak and 'DRAMA' - - -
Nikki, - - - don't sweat it, I mean you probably can write lemons and of course everyone has their own style of writing. Also I got a new cat and he's black and cute, and that's where I got the idea and then I changed it again as you can see. I'm a complicated person *sigh* Teehee - -
essie,
gv,
Silent Screams,
binab86, - - - I'm glad you liked the lemon - - -
CHIBIchibi, - - - sorry, but I had to stop it there, trust me this chapter will be better... hopefully *crosses fingers* - - -
Cassie, - - - I think I need a cold glass of soda too, Teehee - - -
animelo, - - - no he won't humiliate her, trust me - - -
lady caboos,
New Fan, - - - yes I too, wonder when he will figure out that she is Rin *kidding* but he is attracted to her too, my, my what a tangled web we weave - - -
Moon Dog, - - - what happened to you, you don't know how much I've missed you *sniff* and yeah he will be pissed, but also hurt when he wakes up, you'll see - - -
SesshomarusMistress, - - - I know I'm so evil leaving it like that, but I hope this chapter was worth the wait - - -
ivy, - - - I'm so bad, I can't believe I left it like that, but you'll see - - -
Bookreader9999,
chibi, - - - the other female that I mentioned was Kagura - - -
dark.kagome, - - - I wrote this story because I like Rin and Sesshoumaru as a couple, even though on the show she's young, there is also a hint saying that she wants him, teehee - - -
imagine-me, - - - well if I told you what happened then what's the point of reading it? - - -
techempath1, - - - yeah it feels like I'm bursting into flames and also there were clues hinting to that Sesshoumaru was a demon - - -
sphinx,
Inus_Kagome_Forever, - - - I have a lot of things to do, like a mountain of homework, but I am updating which is quite extraordinary foe me, don't you think and I'm glad you love this story - - -
kheylia,
animelo, - - - guess you'll just have to read to find out, lol - - -
DarkLady,
Jennifer,
MariB
Paige C., - - - ahhh Paige C. why is it that every time I come across your review I find myself completely and utterly dumbfounded. Anyway Sesshoumaru wasn't a bastard he was just... hmmm how do I put *purses lips* he was just being who he was, lol besides everyone has their own opinion, ne? Besides, Rin will have her chance to be dominant, but not now, hopefully it will be sometime soon... - - -
morwen we,
Midnight Lady, - - - hmmm, what sort of club do you have in mind? It's not that sort of club that's what your thinking, lol, it's not a brothel where guys and girls fuck *excuse my language* ermm and a about the liquor license thing well she just works there, so she does what she's told, and don't worry about it everyone has a question, don't they? - - -
and kit. - - - Well to be honest I sort of had a lot of things to do, someone close to my family died and I was at the funeral so I just kind of forgot about this story, so to speak... hmmm what else oh yes my school work is very important to me, and I cannot fail any of my classes, so that kind of side tracted me as well and also I really didn't know how to start this chapter, I mean I started it so many times I thought I was going to go crazy if I couldn't do this, but finally when I heard some music that one of my closest friends lent me, a song that I fell in love with when I first heard it, I knew exactly how to start this, not the kind of begining you were expecting, ne? - - -
Anyway here's chapter 5

Chapter 5: Breathe

She groaned, closing her eyes. He was torturing her with his sweet and hot touch. His fingers lightly skimmed over her round and ample breasts. Heat pooled and soaked her already damp panties. His husky laugh brought her back into reality and she snapped her eyes open and found herself staring into his deep, dark eyes. He leaned forward and she watched him transfixed, entranced. He was so close to her hardened peak that she could feel his hot breath fanning it. His eyes glittered with a dark promise full of painful pleasure and his lips curved up in a cunning and sly smile that aroused her even more.

She whimpered slightly and closed her eyes tightly when she felt his mouth surround her nipple. She arched off of the bed and felt a jolt of different sensations run through her body. A mixture of hot and cold. His tongue felt like a little piece of heaven. He lavished her soft mound with soft nips and licks that made her feel dizzy all around and the heat just seemed to grow inside her belly. She quivered slightly when his hand went lower down her body. His teeth scraped over her body making her shudder. He caressed her lush and soft skin. His other hand cupped her breast and she quivered again finding herself needing a release.

He rocked his hips forward and his eyes closed in pleasure. She shuddered once more when he did that. She mewed softly and she shyly moved her hips back and he let out a pleased smile. Every time they did this she acted shy and timid, but he knew she wanted it, just like he did. The fabric of his pants made her skin burn. It was soft and rough at the same time and she was naked, while he had on his black slacks and it made her burn, but she still had on the red button down shirt that was currently open.

"Please" she cried out and her back arched off the bed.

He stopped sucking on her nipple long enough to look at her and he smiled and she saw his pearly white teeth gleaming in the darkness, promising her that she would get it, but first she would have to beg. He shifted and she could feel his erection being placed on top of her center, her core and she felt herself moaning, drowning with need. Her mind felt muddled, confused, and foggy from all of the sensations, the heights of pleasure he could bring her to. Her fingers fisted themselves in his jet-black hair. Her blood red finger nails grinding into him, making him hiss with pleasurable pain. His teeth lightly scraped over her sensitive peak and her hips bucked forward instinctively.

He stopped and went for the other neglected nipple and he clamped his mouth over that. He swirled his tongue over her nipple and she moaned, needing more. She made incoherent noises, soft little pleading noises of want, need. He suddenly stopped and she opened her eyes and stared at him confused. She let out a startled yelp when he pulled her up harshly, but not enough to hurt her. Her breasts bounced and she was standing on the cold hard ground. Her legs felt like jelly and she backed up in slight fear and excitement when she saw the feral gleam in his eyes. She looked back when she noticed that she couldn't move back any further and she let out a startled squeak when she felt him moving against her.

She blinked and looked back up at him and he grinned at her deviously and she felt herself melting. She ran her hands over his bare chest and crowed inwardly with satisfaction when he took a sharp intake of breath and she lightly braced her hands over his shoulders to keep from slipping to the ground, though she doubted that would happen because he was pressed so tightly against her that she could feel everything, his scent, his very essence. He surrounded and clouded her thoughts. She moaned slightly and she felt her body shake, restless with desire, with need.

His fingers squeezed her soft mounds, but he didn't touch her sensitive peaks and she felt as if she were going to sob with frustration. His lips crashed on to her own and she kissed him back. He ran his tongue over her bottom lip coaxing her to open up for him, to let him run his tongue over her cavernous mouth, though she didn't need much coaxing because she would do - anything - for him. He inhaled sharply, amazed that every time he kissed her he could taste and savor the soft nectarine sweetness of her, with a hint of spice. Her hands lifted from his bare shoulders to link around his neck, pulling him to her aggressively and he groaned into her mouth.

At this point he felt so hard that he could feel his cock was straining against the confines of his pants. He pulled away from her reluctantly and she let out a soft whimper, trying to pull him down once more. He stared at her critically, his eyes, dark with desire. Her lips were red and swollen from his hot kisses and her eyes were a shade darker than they normally were. She licked her lips and then she grinned at him. He shook his head, deciding not to take the bait and he lowered his head kissing and licking her neck. He bit her softly and she closed her eyes, her hands, kneading his hair.

She was restless as she pressed herself against him and pushed her bare groin down until she was straddling his thigh. Her juices had wet his slacks leaving marks on his pants and he felt his erection throb harder than before. He growled at her and pressed into her harder and she let out a startled gasp, her mind ablaze with passion.

He lost most of his control and his hands slid down her body, trying to soothe her, but all it did was make her want, need, and crave more. His hands slowly traveled up her body slowly, so slow that she felt as if she would explode with need. His hands felt slightly rough and calloused over her delicate skin and she groaned slightly when he left a soft fleeting kiss on her already swollen lips. He stopped at her soft mounds and her body tensed slightly when he finally touched the aureoles followed by the hardened peaks. He fingers flicked them and he rolled her sensitive peaks between his skilled fingers. He leaned forward and used both his mouth and tongue over her delicate skin. He left a hot trail of saliva over her sensitive peaks. She felt something sharp slide over her nipple and her fingers tightened in his hair when he did that and she reveled in the softness of his jet-black hair when it slid over her skin.

It seemed like an eternity as he kept alternating between his lips, tongue, teeth, and hands. He pulled away from her and grinned at her and his eyes gleamed with male pride knowing that only - he - could make her feel like this.

Helpless...

His fingers lightly tweaked her sensitive peaks and she quivered, as the tugs and slight tweaks became harder and her legs quivered and she found her body being fueled with a mixture of pain and pleasure, until he was pinching and fondling her roughly, so roughly that she was shocked that she found her body was being triggered with jolts of pleasure that tingled through her crotch.

Her nipples were so erect that she felt as if she was going to fall to the ground. Her body felt so weak and that's when she suddenly realized that he was holding her up the whole entire time. She was shaking when he pulled back, she looked at him through her thick black lashes. He was studying her and she closed her eyes, refusing to look at him, it was just too much. He looked down and enjoyed watching the dark rosy color of her nipples and he blinked and his fingers traced the faint markings he left on her skin and she shivered slightly and felt her arousal grow.

His fingers moved lower, down her body and his fingers lightly parted her slick folds, accidentally grazing her wetness. His fingers became coated with her thick and slick juices. His fingers lightly pressed into her, drawing loud moans from her mouth, from her lips, from the deepest secrets she kept locked within her heart. He rubbed, pressed and drew cries from her mouth until he could feel her shuddering against him.

The tightness pounded inside her lower body and her insides curled and snapped violently with fire. His arms encircled her waist and he hissed when her fingers almost pulled out his hair.

"You hot little bitch" he said, his cobalt blue eyes glittering dangerously as he captured her lips in a hard, dominating kiss until they both shuddered and came violently, hard, and quick.

He pulled his fingers back from her swollen lips and he put his fingers into his mouth sucking all of her juices dry and she shuddered again, knowing all too well what those hands could do. The lower half of her body was still throbbing, the lips of her vulva, the internal muscles, still needing to be saturated with tempted longing.

She blinked and felt herself being flipped over and she bit her bottom lip hard to stifle a moan when she felt her hardened peaks glide against the wall. She closed her eyes tightly, knowing what was about to come and she shivered slightly, feeling a chill run through her body, or was it a thrill?

She couldn't think about it too much because the next thing she knew was that he was growling at her telling her to spread her legs apart and she did. He grinned at her and his hands slowly cupped her round and luscious bottom. His hands trailed lightly up over her back and then her neck, he growled irritated with the shirt in the way and ripped it off and she yelped and shivered again. He brushed away her silky hair and kissed her neck and her fingers curled into tight fists. She knew how he wanted it now, he wanted in hard, he wanted it rough and... so did she.

He caressed her warm globes and then suddenly he drew his hand back and her emerald eyes snapped open. A loud slap echoed through the quiet room and she bit her lip hard drawing blood and her hands curled even harder into her palms and she felt her palms sting with pain, but she would not yield.

She would - never - yield.

He grinned and drew his palm back again and this time hit her harder and she shut her eyes tightly willing the pain to go away. Tears pricked her eyes, but she would not let them fall, she was too stubborn. The stinging sensation crawled throughout her body, and she gasped audibly and felt him shift even closer to her.

"Do you yield?" He whispered it quietly and she gulped feeling his erection against her bare bottom, but she wouldn't give him the satisfaction of seeing her pain so she shook her head and a cunning smile curved on his lips and he leaned back.

Quietly he said "alright, let's see how long it will take you to break."

The blows became worse and she knew she couldn't take this any longer and wondered how long would this continue. Her skin was burning, blazing, coiling with pain and every so often her back would arch against the wall when the blows became too much. The hits became harder, increasing with intensity and proximity and she knew she was crying. Her body shook with sobs and the tears she tried so hard to hold, fell from her eyes and onto her rosy cheeks. She was crying in anguish and she swallowed thickly.

"Please stop, please" she said with anguish filling her body.

He stopped after a while and finally snapped back into reality. He looked down and saw his imprint on her buttocks. It was inflamed and probably throbbing, but the force of his slaps and hand prints left his mark, proving she was his. She silently wept, grateful that he stopped hitting her bottom. She gasped when he faced her around to look at his dark eyes and his eyes softened momentarily and he fell to the ground on his knees his hands grasping her around the waist and he hugged her, briefly before he lowered his head until he was directly between her core.

He inhaled her womanly scent sharply and she took a sharp intake of breath waiting for him to make the next move. His tongue stuck out from his mouth and he parted her swollen lips while she gasped in pleasure. He nearly lost all of his control and will power when she did that and her taste filled his mouth, his senses, his body, his soul, and his heart.

She tasted of the sweetest things. Like wildflower mixed with honeydew and the faintest taste of spice or salt. He swallowed the lingering droplets on her lips where her skin burned the most. She was on the verge of screaming because of the way his hands and lips felt on her skin. They brought havoc all over her skin made it feel unbearable. His hands knew just where to touch her and she was sweating, panting with need. Desire coursed through her veins and she was helpless to stop it, not that she wanted it to stop. He ran his fingers over her swollen lips and he parted them softly and she moaned lowly deep within her throat.

"Kouga" she groaned moving her hips forward, egging him on, telling him to drive her over the edge.

He spread the folds of her sex, staring at the glistening honey that flowed from her body. Gently, he ran his finger tips lightly over her and he was rewarded with her bucking forward murmuring soft cries of "please Kouga" of "more Kouga."

"Hush Ayame" he said softly, trying to calm her down. He blew his breath against her sex and she bucked forward uttering soft cries full of need. He tormented her with his hot slow touches, or his hot and fast ones. After he blew against her he leaned forward and used his tongue to delve deep inside her folds, tasting her, letting her sweet nectar seep into his hungering mouth. He continued to lavish her with soft licks over her willing body, until she was jerking against him, wanting, needing more, crying out his name.

"Kouga" she cried out and felt her body shudder and convulse.

His face was trapped between her thighs, but he continued to lick her as she came hard, saturating his mouth and tongue with her juices and he could not get enough of her sweet nectar and essence. His hands cupped her soft bottom, pulling her even closer, needing to feel her even closer. When she finished shuddering she tensed slightly and put her hands on his shoulders trying to brace herself so she wouldn't fall. He laughed huskily and that sound vibrated through her body and she shuddered once more. He stood up sliding his body against hers and she whimpered softly. He smiled at her and picked her up with ease and she was slightly startled. He put her down on to the bed before he started to take off his pants

She whimpered softly at the loss of body contact and he quickly stripped of his remaining clothes before he joined her once more on the bed. His lips crashed on to hers and he positioned himself above her entrance and he slowly eased himself onto her. She groaned before wrapping her legs around his waist, groaning, as she closed her eyes, feeling her pleasure starting to become fulfilled. She opened her eyes and stared at him as he started to move against her and she groaned softly before she started to move with him as well. Their breathing was erratic, the bed squeaked with every thrust and the smell of hot sex filled the room. He pulled back from her lips to breathe in deeply and blindly she reached out for him again, needing to feel the soft velvet of his lips upon her own.

He was the one who controlled the kiss. It was bruising and he bit and nipped on her bottom lip, that made her even more aroused. Her back arched off the bed and she could feel her climax, she was so close. He rammed into her harder than before and she matched each and every one of his thrusts with one of her own. Her fingers curled and dug painfully into his back and she could feel warm liquid accumulating on her fingers, his blood. She heard him hiss in some pain, but it was mainly pleasure and she felt herself going over the edge and her juices saturated and coated his hot cock. He groaned and his teeth scraped over hr skin before he himself erupted, spilling his seed inside of her. After a while she calmed down and she closed her eyes feeling sleep overcome her and the last thing she felt was him moving out of her and his hand brushing back her sweat dampened bangs and he kissed her softly on the lips and a contented smile fell upon her lips.

"Goodnight Kouga, I love you" she murmured softly and she shifted against him snuggling against his broad chest. She didn't notice the way his eyes dilated in pain or the way he smiled bitterly. His eyes drooped forward slightly.

"I love you too... Ayame" he mumbled and his eyes closed and the darkness invaded his senses and he pulled the sheets around their naked bodies and finally sleep over took him as well.


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He groaned softly and the sheets rustled beneath him, he smiled softly and his hand reached over to the other side of the bed and when he came in contact with a... soft silky... ribbon? His eyes snapped open sharply, the sleepiness that was once there faded from his eyes.

'Was I dreaming?" he wondered to himself and his nose twitched slightly.

"Couldn't have" he mumbled to himself, because the room smelled like sex and of... her.

Besides the ribbon was next to him, what other proof did he need?

His eyes reflected helplessness and hurt. Why did she leave him? Countless questions assaulted his mind and he shook his head angrily. When he looked around the room, he saw their clothes on the floor from their sexual escapade last night. The only thing that wasn't there were her high heels and her bra. He got up not really caring that he was stark naked and he walked over to the strewn and ripped clothes. He looked down at her underwear and he bent down snatching it up and he brought it to his face where he inhaled it deeply closing his eyes needing her to be here.

Images... so many images.

Hot, erotic, tantalizing.

Need began to pulse through his entire length once more and he drew in a shuddering breath trying to calm himself down, but it was so hard when everything in the room smelled like this, like her, like their sex. He closed his eyes once more and shook his head, trying his best trying to rid himself of the images, but no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't.

He could see it all, her groans, her need, her cries, just for him, only for him. His face pressed into her most intamate places. Rolling around together in a fury, trying to get closer to one another, skin touching skin, sweat mingling with sweat. Erratic breathing, the rising and falling of chests, the screams of climaxes. It was too much.

"Oh God" he murmured quietly to himself shutting his eyes tightly, willing the images to leave.

His body began to pulse, began to pulse... with anger.

When he opened his eyes again anger were reflecting in those golden depths and he was breathing harshly, but not once did he put down her underwear.

He closed his eyes again and then he snapped them open.

His eyes bled... they bled crimson.

He stood up and in a rampage he threw things to the floor not really caring that they were priceless antiques or not. He stopped though suddenly, as if snapped out of a trance and then he looked down. Her ribbons, she left him her ribbons, even the one from... he swallowed thickly... even the one from yesterday.

'Could this be some sort of sign?' He felt the thought flash and then disappear as quickly as it came.

'Did this mean that she wanted to see him again, did this mean that she believed they would be together, that she would see him again?' Too many unanswered questions filled and whirled around his already confused and frazzled mind and he closed his eyes willing everything to go away.

He shook his head and walked to the other side of the room and picked up a pair of boxers slipping them on, he blinked and turned his head when the door open and he saw his ex-girlfriend Kagura. He frowned at her and raised and eyebrow at her inquiringly wondering what she wanted.

Kagura blinked and her face twisted into a queer combination of disgust, and anger, if not down right fury. That bitch, she was such a slut, she could not believe it, could not believe that Sesshoumaru had moved on so quickly. He was already sleeping with her, though she would have known that even if she didn't have a sensitive nose. Their clothes were all over the place, Sesshoumaru obviously must have been rough with her, purely because of the fact that her clothes were destroyed, torn even.

'My, my he must have been in a hurry to get her to bed' she thought frowning and then she suddenly wondered if he was cold in bed as he was in real life. She laughed to herself at that ironic thought.

She blinked and then walked into the room, more like sauntered into the room, her hips swaying from side to side, but he paid her no mind and her cheeks puffed out angrily. He didn't even spare her a second glance. She wondered if she walked in stark naked would he even give her a glance?

'Probably not' she thought and was so startled that it came to her mind quickly, sometimes she hated having a conscience.

What was so fascinating about this ningen, this weak ningen girl that had Sesshoumaru so entranced? Sure she was pretty, but there were others that were much more prettier than her, beautiful even, but Sesshoumaru never gave them another glance, how did Hara capture his attention so quickly?

She growled angrily and then flushed quickly seeing both of Sesshoumaru's eyebrows rise up in surprised amusement. She lowered her eyes and glanced at his body appreciatively. He was still the same. Same silvery white hair that gleamed and glowed beautifully when the suns rays shone upon it. Same stunning golden eyes, that could make anyone fell as though they were drowning, though in the next moment they could be hard as ice... frigid, cruel, cold. Same hot body. Slightly pale skin, a nice, fine toned chest, rock hard abs and...

Her eyes traveled lower until they stopped at his genital area and the corners of her lips curved up slightly and she licked her lips, none of this which didn't go unnoticed by Sesshoumaru.

He blinked and then finally cleared his throat, thoroughly annoyed now, what the hell did she want. If she just came here to gape at his body, she had another thing coming. His lips formed into a sneer and he decided that he would make this... meeting... very frank.

"What are you doing here Kagura?" The tone of his voice sounded bored and when she glanced back at his face he had a blank expression.

Her lips curled into a malicious smile and she knew it was time... for the plan to start... for someone to start burning.

"Well Sesshoumaru, I see you haven't lost your touch" she said and her voice came out sounding low and sultry.

He stiffened automatically, angry she would even bother to say that and he felt his chest rumble with an angry growl.

"If that is all you have to say Kagura I would like You. To. Leave. Now." he punctuated and bit out the last four words his eyes narrowing into a menacing glare and he saw her lips purse before he saw it form into a wide smile.

'How dare she' he thought and felt his hand curling into a tight fist, how dare she even have the audacity to smile like that. He knew he was growling at her and all he wanted to do was rip her head off at the moment, but he refrained himself from doing so.

"So Sesshoumaru" she started off slowly walking over to him and she stopped until she knew that she was pressed up against him, knowing that she could feel him.

All of him...

His lips curled into a snarl and he pushed her away from him, disgusted. He stood rigid and waited for her to speak. She smiled once more before she said softly,

"I didn't know... didn't know that you left so quickly. I tried to keep your attention on me, but your mind was always somewhere else. Sesshoumaru, was it on her, on that girl, the one that always had you entranced? I don't understand at all, can't begin to fathom why you chose a mortal, a ningen, and a weak one at that... yet when I look at you I know that you seem more calm, relaxed, laid back. Why did you choose her, out of all the girls, why, why her, why Sato?"

Sesshoumaru was momentarily shocked and stunned at what she said.

'She knew about Sato? How? How was it even possible?'

And then he remembered. A wry smile filtered on to his lips and he remembered when Kagura had straddled him, he didn't call her name out, he called Sato's, but that wasn't her real name. He frowned at the thought and Kagura smirked almost as if sensing his thoughts. She took a few steps forward and then cleared her throat and watched as his head swiveled back to look at her.

"Sesshoumaru" she purred and her hand came around him as if to hug him, but she didn't she let her fingertips lightly touch his smooth sleek skin, until she stopped at his boxers. She cupped him through the fabric of his boxers and she leaned forward to place a kiss on his lips, but he pushed her away angrily.

Her cheeks puffed out in anger. He didn't even respond when she touched him. She growled and turned away from him.

"I see" she stated softly. "Maybe it would be better if I left Sesshoumaru."

She turned leaving the room, but then at the doorway she suddenly stopped and whirled around glaring at him, her lips curling into a sly smile.

"By the way..." she paused. "You should know that sometimes people aren't what they seem and you should talk to Jaken, it seems as though your best - friend - is hiding something from you."

Her voice was laced with sarcasm and this time she did turn to leave and when the door closed quietly behind her she knew that Sesshoumaru was confused, and she wanted him to be, wanted him to suffer, wanted him to hurt, wanted him to lose his mind.

She smirked and the only thoughts that were in her mind at the moment were 'my work here is done, now let's see how things play out and then I'll go after Hara.'


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Sesshoumaru stared at the closed door confused. What just happened? Did Kagura know something that he didn't? He shook his head and looked around the room for his cell phone. Finally he found it, and he picked it up flipping it open to find a specific number. Once he did, he pressed it and then put the phone to his ear. He heard it ring a few times, and then got the answering machine. He growled and then stopped when he heard chuckling from the other side of the room. He glanced at the door and almost dropped his phone in shock when he realized Jaken was already here, but he didn't hear a sound.

'Was I really that distracted?' He thought offhandedly and then he shrugged his shoulders.

"Hey" Jaken murmured softly stepping into the room and then his obsidian eyes widened in shock before his lips curved into a knowing smile. He waggled his eyebrows at Sesshoumaru suggestively before he sat down in a chair. He looked in a dresser and found what he was looking for. He smiled before picking up his lighter and he lit up his cigarette.

He took a long drag of his cigarette before sitting down shaking his head softly.

"So did you have some fun, was she a screamer" he mumbled quietly and watched the corners of Sesshoumaru's lips quirk with amusement, but his eyes betrayed his smile. His eyes held a bit of pain and anger. Jaken sat up straight in his chair when he saw Sesshoumaru open his mouth to reply.

"She was different, so different from the rest" he said softly and he pulled on a pair of dark grey sweat pants.

"It's always the quiet ones" Jaken mumbled to himself and he missed the look that Sesshoumaru directed at him.

Sesshomaru's eyes widened briefly in shock, then narrowed in anger.

"What did you say?" He asked in a calm and dead quiet voice and he snapped his eyes open suddenly realizing Sesshoumaru still didn't know who she was.

'Damn it' he mentally cursed and Sesshoumaru stood up grabbing him in the process before slamming him hard on the wall.

"Do you know who she is, do you know who... Sato is?" His voice wavered and Jaken gulped before nodding his head solemnly and Sesshomaru let out a bitter laugh.

"Countless times I've suffered trying to find out her identity and you already know" he yelled shaking him roughly.

"Well.... you better tell me now who she is because if you don't you're in for a whole lot of pain" he growled angrily and Jaken stared at the floor pitifully before murmuring softly.

"Her name is..." he paused and swallowed thickly. "Rin Hara."

Sesshoumaru felt his whole world come crashing down on him and now everything made sense. Kagura's word's, the reason why Sa-- no why Rin knew his name, the reason that Jaken was talking to Rin, everything fit into place. He growled and let go of Jaken before storming out of his room.

"Where are you going?" He heard Jaken yell.

He growled angrily before yelling back "not that it's any of your business, but I'm going to finish off what she started."

Jaken felt a sense of dread overcome him and he gulped.

'What have I done' he thought feeling dread crawling through his whole entire body.

'What have I DONE?'


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Rin sighed tiredly. Even in a hot bath, it still didn't make her feel relaxed. She could feel the guilt nagging at the back of her mind and her conscience... oh her conscience. She shook her head and lowered herself even further into the water closing her eyes. When she got home, Kouga wasn't here and she was thankful for that, she really was, but... she couldn't stop the sadness that had overwhelmed her, the guilt that had tortured her, even though she was tired she still couldn't sleep, WOULDN'T sleep. She had fooled Sesshoumaru, had lied to him, had SLEPT with him and he didn't even know her name. How sad, how tragic, how WRONG. It wasn't supposed to be like this, not at all.

She opened her eyes and got out of the tub, her legs still felt like jelly and her body still tingled from his touch. Unconsciously she ran her fingers over her lips and closed her eyes once more feeling his very essence, wishing that he was here with her, but...

A bitter smile formed on to his rosebud lips and she shook her head murmuring to herself "no matter how much I wish, it will never happen, never."

A tear fell slowly, and then another. Her shoulders slumped with defeat and she covered her hands over her face. Her cheeks flamed with shame and she felt horrible.

"I'm such a selfish person, such a horrible person, why did I do it? Why did I have to go after him and why can't life ever be simple?"

Her questions remained unanswered and she shook her head before finally stepping out of the bathtub. She swiped her tears away with the back of her hand and looked into the mirror. She smiled bitterly seeing her reflection. Her brown eyes looked sad, distant, and haunted as if they were hiding something, something deep, something important. Her cheeks were flushed, her lips were their natural color, but her eyes were...

...Lifeless...

She gasped taking a few steps back almost stumbling in the process. She looked so pale, compared to the creamy color she usually had.

"What's happening to me?" She was murmuring feeling helpless.

She shook her head and dried herself off quickly, before going into her room. She glanced at the corner of the room, noticing Sesshomaru's clothes and thought 'how am I going to give them back?'

She shook her head angrily and started to put on random clothes and stopped when she heard the shrill ringing of her cell phone. She glared at it angrily, as if that would stop the ringing, but she sighed before picking it up.

She flipped it open and said softly "yeah."

"Rin" she heard a deep voice say and her eyes widened momentarily.

"Ko.. Kohaku" she stuttered, not really registering the fact that her boss was calling her. She blinked and heard chuckling on the other side of the phone and blinked staring at it.

"Yeah, Rin it's me, listen I need you to do me a favor." he said.

Rin blinked and tried to gather herself together, she licked her parched lips and said softly "umm... what..." she cleared her throat before finishing off her sentence. "What do you want me to do?"

"Well Jess isn't coming in today and I was wondering if you could cover for you know since the crowd loves you and besides, you seduce them with your hypnotic movements" his voice was low and husky.

It sounded sexy even to her own ears, like a silken purr, but... it still didn't match with Sesshou--- Rin slapped a hand to her cheek her eyes lowering, suddenly feeling shame creeping up her cheeks.

Her thoughts were on her boss, her very good looking boss who was very cute and sexy in some twisted sort of way. She lost her balance and fell to the ground at the moment those thoughts had popped into her head. Forbidden thoughts of Ko-- her boss. She dropped the phone as well and she groaned bringing a hand to her forehead. She was - NEVER - going to hang out with Ayame again. Her lips twisted into a sneer at the words Ayame had said a few days ago.


_ _ _ _ _ Flashback _ _ _ _ _


It was hot and Rin just couldn't seem to concentrate, not when her thoughts were on - him. - She blinked and turned her head when she felt someone nudge her and turned her head to see her best friend grinning at her crazily. Her eyes narrowed and she propped her elbow onto the desk where she rested her head on it. She raised an eyebrow at Ayame inquiringly and wondered what she was going to say.

Ayame smirked at Rin before she whispered quietly "do you think Kohaku is hot?"

Rin felt her whole body flush and she almost toppled to the floor.

"Wh... what?" She stuttered and glared at Ayame seeing mirth dancing in her emerald eyes.

"You have eyes Rin, besides he's handsome and sexy, and did you get a look at his abs..." she trailed off siggestively and Rin's eyes widened.

"Ayame" she hissed. "He's our boss, ewwww.... and besides aren't you dating my - Brother -"

Her eyes narrowed and she tapped her foot impatiently waiting for Ayame to answer her. Ayame looked up at Rin with eyes that feigned innocence.

She pouted before she said softly "just because I'm dating Kouga doesn't mean I don't have - eyes- Rin, besides you have Sesshoumaru don't you?"

She wiggled her eyebrows her mouth curling into a sly smile and Rin's mouth opened in brief shock and her cheeks inflamed with a hot blush.

"Don't say that Ayame" she hissed her eyes darting nervously around the classroom before glancing at Ayame and saw her lips curl into an even wider smile before she said quietly, amusement laced in her voice,

"sorry I forgot, - Sato - has Sesshoumaru, am I right?"

Rin glared at her before turning around to face the board, but she did hear Ayame's mocking laughter...


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Her thoughts were quickly cut off when she heard her name being called. She shook her head, before picking up her phone.

"Yeah sorry, my mind is wandering, I'll be there soon."

She hung up the phone and closed her eyes thinking 'I can do this, I can do this.'

She blinked and looked up at the ceiling suddenly unsure of herself.

"I can do this, right?" S

he shook her head and heard her conscience say reassuringly 'of course you can, never doubt yourself, you dance because you love to, now go and do it.'

For the first time today a small smile fell upon her lips and she nodded her head and stood up, putting on some baggy clothes. Once she was dressed she went to the mirror to comb her hair.

She stared at herself in the mirror before tilting her head to the side and said softly to herself "he deserves to know."

She was startled that those words came from her lips, but she knew... deep down in her heart that it was the truth. He did deserve to know. She knew who he was, why shouldn't he know?

She shook her head and thought 'I'll tell him, I'll tell him who I am, tell him who Sato is... tonight.'

With that thought in mind she walked downstairs writing a quick note to her brother to let him know of her whereabouts. She left the house and finally felt her mind being put at ease with each step she took she felt her spirits rising.


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Sesshoumaru got out of his black Toyota slamming the door behind him. He inhaled quickly before walking over to the house. Anger seeped through his clothing, radiating off of him in waves and he rang the doorbell and waited. After waiting a few minutes he suddenly realized no one was home. He growled and closed his eyes wondering where she was and suddenly a place popped into his head and he knew... knew where she was.

'She's at the place... where... where we first met' his mind whispered to him and he turned around to his car.

He would find her, at all costs he would do anything to find her.

He shook his head and got into his car and the only thoughts in his head were 'I will find you Sato, I will find you Rin Hara and when I do you will be mine... forever.'