Kagome's Diary

A/N: ALL LYRICS OF
SLAVE ARE OWN BY MSD. LYRICS WILL NOT BE IN ORDER TO THE SONG CLOSE BUT NOT
CLOSE ENOUGH. LYRICS WILL BE IDENTIFY BY ~lyrics~.

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Inuyasha slid off the
bed.

"Insults will get
you no where. Go to sleep Kagome. You will need all your strength for tomorrow
activities."

 
>

He walked out of the
door and shut the lights off. Casting Kagome into dark oblivion.

Kagomeoom

The first week was
horrible. I have so many different piercings on my body it makes no sense. However,
I cannot seem to get rid of them ::shrugs:: I guess for remembrance. I do not
know. All I could think about was making it thru the month and not caving in,
giving up to him. However, I did... I styleo-spo-spacerun:yes'> gave up on that third week. Come sit down let
me tell you what happen that week.

Kagome was lying in a
pool of her own blood. For the past 2 weeks, Inuyasha starved and torture Kagome
relentlessly. The once white dress was now caked with
his and her blood.

Inuyasha was lying on
the bed where he collapsed. He rolled onto his side and looked down at the
floor and the trembling figure.

"Get up," he
said.

"No," she
whispered.

Inuyasha sighed and lay
back down.

"You’re strong. I
never expected you to last this long," he murmured to himself. class=GramE>"Never. Too strong."

Kagome listen to
Inuyasha ramble on to himself and wonder if he was
sane right now.

She lifted her head
with care because of the gash running across it. She peaked up over the edge of
the bed and saw Inuyasha sitting up and rocking himself. He was mumbling to
himself incoherently when he looked over and saw Kagome looking at him. He
stopped moving. The look that graced his eyes was empty. No one was at home in
Inuyasha. Kagome moved her battered and broken body away from the bed and
bumped up against the dresser that held his latest "toys".

Inuyasha climbed down
off the bed and crouched in front of Kagome.

"What am I to do
with you?"

"Let me go
home," she whispered. Her voice gone from the screaming.

"I can't. One
month is what I told your parents and one month it will be."

Inuyasha went to
caress her face and Kagome sighed. Inuyasha arched an eyebrow and grinned.
Kagome opened her eyes to a smiling Inuyasha. When she realizes what she did,
she pushed herself deeper into the dresser.

"Why Kagome was
that affection you were showing me?" Inuyasha laughed as he knelt on his
knees in front of her and grabbed her face.

He traced that gash
across her forehead and tsked himself.

"Should have
never touched you face. Got carried away," he mumbled to himself. At that
moment, Inuyasha’s whole demeanor changed. He stood up, walked over to a chair,
and sat there staring off into space. Kagome saw the vacant look in his eyes
and slowly went to him.

~So come before me

She brings her being

She crawls across the floor~

Something flickered in
Inuyasha's eyes but disappeared. He just stared at Kagome with that same vacant
look as she touched his arm.

~Touch my skin

Cold I am

Inside she feels how cold I can be~

Kagome removed her
hand. Now Kagome is terrified at the predicament she is in but seeing Inuyasha
the way he was, damn near scary. Kagome slowly braced herself on her knees and
pushed the dress of one shoulder.

~Her skin is a gift

She gave to the world

She shed it to bare her bones~

Inuyasha stild
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that haunted look in his eyes but he finally was looking at Kagome. She looked
up at him scared but still firm in what she was doing. She eased the other side
of the dress down so it bared her other shoulder. She held the dress close to
her making sure it did not fall any further and lowered her gaze.

~Precious pride

Precious little

style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>She'll be bleeding profusely in here,

She'llbleebleeding profusely in here ~

Inuyasha eyes blinked.
He brought his finger up to her bahoulhoulder and drew his fingernail down it.
He left a long wicked scratch on her. The blood welds up under the skin. Inuyasha
kept drawing his finger down on her arm until he broke the skin. He lifted her
head and she was looking at him with a lost look. He smiled and pushed her back
onto the floor.

~So put her down

On back or face

She's purged and tainted by this~

Kagome flinched at the
roughness of the rug on her raw back.

stylso-sso-spacerun:yes'> "That dress is horrible. It must come
off," he replied. Kagome shrugged and tried to undo the dress that she was
wearing but her fingers would not work for her. She stopped and started to cry.

Inuyasha took the
liberties of removing the dress. As he pushed the clothing down over her shoulders,
it was hung up on the ring that was embedded there. He gently tugged the dress off
her until it was lying in a pool around her ankles. He stared at Kagome's nude
body taking in the sight of his work.

Crisscrossing the
front of her body were rings (the kind
you can lace up or like hoop earrings except larger).
They started from her shoulders and travel down under her clavicle (collarbone)
to the first set he put in on her chest. He had put another row of class=GramE>4 on each side parallel to the ones on her chest.

 p>

Oh her legs, there
were crisscross shaped scars from were he whipped here repeatedly.

"Beautiful,"
he whispered. The lace he had in his hand, he used to thread it thru the loops.

~Sweat and blood

Of needles and lace

Empty is her shell

Beaten and broken

The way that she loved it

This blood in my mouth is my prize~

When he was finish,
Kagome was wearing a lacey top all thanks to the rings he embedded into her
skin. Inuyasha laid down next to her when he finished.
He felt Kagome’s head turn to look at him

~ Her breath on my neck

It brings me no more comfort~

Inuyasha turned onto
his side away from her.

~And her pain my hand is not enough to make me feel the same

Lying so numb

Can't feel anything

I am nothing~

Kagomebulace a hand on
his back and Inuyasha exploded. He whipped around and started punching her in
her chest face. Anyway where he can lay hands on her. Kagome screamed and screamed
trying to force him off.

~But she makes me feel like a God when she's
screaming

And bleeding at night while I'm falling apart

style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>And she dies everytime
that she dreams of me

style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>And you can't understand what's
happened in here

style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>It's the way thatstyle='mso-bidi-font-weight:normal'>
loves

style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>It's all inside her

Leave her be

Flesh is a toy that was meant to be broken

Bleeding Fantasy

Flesh is a toy that was meant to be broken by
me

She makes me feel like a God when she screams

She makes me feel like a God when she bleeds~

By the time Inuyasha’s
explosive tirade was done. Kagome’s face was a mess. He had knocked out her
front teeth and her face was swollen two times its normal size. You class=GramE>wouldn’t be able to ID her if she was dead. Her breathing
was shallow. Inuyasha cursed at his lack of control and went to the closet and
brought out a face mask with a breathing apparatus on
it. He secured it onto her face and started the machine.

“I have to keep her
alive,” Inuyasha mumbled to himself as he postion
Kagome more comfortable in bed.

“Can’t return her dead
now can I?” He mumbled and started laughing softly then
it gradually got louder and crazier.

Inuyasha had finally
met his match.

Well what do you all
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