The Seven: Wanted Dead or Alive

Title: Used and thrown away

Prompt and Word Count: One man's trash-246

Characters: Jakotsu

Warnings: Implied adult situations, mentions rape.

Prompt Summary: Jakotsu tries to deal with what happened.

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Unable to do anything while waiting for his friend to regain consciousness, Jakotsu sat there silently with his knees pulled up to his chest and his arms wrapped around them; in a vain attempt to give himself some comfort. The longer he sat there in silence, the less control he had over his emotions and it wasn't long before the dam burst and everything he was holding back came rushing to the surface in the form of tears.

This wasn't the first time he had become one man's trash, or at least felt like he was, but once again he prayed that it was the last time. He loved the feel of a man's strong body beneath his own. The way well toned muscles pulsed with each thrust of their hips. The heat and friction that was caused when callused hands slid across his smooth skin.

He didn't even mind so much having to lay with the men he was completely not attracted to. At least he had the chance to feel the pleasures another body could offer and he could always imagine it was someone else there with him. A past customer he had taken a fancy to; whether it had been one of his own or one of the other saloon girls that had entertained him.

But this, there was no pleasure to be had from being taken like that and no amount of wishful thinking could replace the man's face in his mind.