When all is Lost

(The morning light shone through Kagome’s window as the castle staff prepared for the mating ceremony that would take place later that evening.)

* Kagome’s dream*
Good-Bye Inu-Yasha. I’m sorry. ( scene: Kagome laying flowers at the site where Kikyo had dragged Inu-Yasha to hell).

*Dream Changes*
Kagome Honey, time for school. ( Mrs. Higurashi shouts from the bottom of the stairs)

Mom I can’t go to school anymore……( Kagome descends the stairs)

(Gasps) Kagome dear…. You’re a demon, Oh you have a tail, ( she grabs hold of Kagome’s tail while smothering it in her face) Kawaii , It’s so silky, Kagome, (Kagome does an anime face fault at her mothers sense) Oh Kagome you’re just so beautiful.

Oh mom, you don’t hate me because I’m a demon now. ( tears stream down her face)

Oh ….. Honey what could have made you think such a thought , you are my daughter, no matter what you are now, or what you might become, I will always love you , never forget that. ( Mrs. Higurashi hugs her daughter.)

( a smile plays on Kagome face as she hugs her mom as well as in the real world)

* Dream Changes*
Sesshomaru, Lord Sesshomaru, please let me go, I’, not needed or wanted here, ( Kagome said in a hopeful tone)

You are here to be my mate, ( he said with a low growl) you are mine no one else’s, ( his tone of voice turning possessive ) Or is it that you have a lover. ( his cold voice echoed in her mind as he asked her )

No ……. I jus believe love should play a part in a relationship of this magnitude. (she answered in a whisper no audible to human ears but he had heard it) I’m a….. virgin Lord Sesshomaru……..( she admitted with her head held down staring at the floor a blush covering her cheeks)

* End of Dreams*

(Shake, Shake, Shake)

Huh? Hmmmmmm… Hmmmmmmmm…….. Hmmmmmmmm……… What? ( Kagome asked in a groggy voice)

( Kagome’s eyes fluttered open as she turned to see who was shaking her vigorously)

Hi, I’m Rin ( said a little girl no more than 5 years old smiling and talking cheerfully)
Are you going to be Rin’s new mommy?

HUH? ( Kagome responded confused )

Rin, What are you doing here, you’re supposed to be with your tutor. ( Sesshomaru’s Stoic voice cut the through the little girls chattering)

BUT Sesshomaru-sama, I wanted to talk to the pretty lady, ( Rin whined)

Rin-chan, my name is Kagome, and yes I’ll be your new mommy, now go to your tutor and listen to Sesshomaru-sama k Rin-chan we can talk later. ( Kagome’s sweet voice reassured the young child)
Ok Kagome-okaa-san , nut you promised, Bye now, Bye Sesshomaru-sama ( she left running out of the room)

Why didn’t you tell her no. ( Sesshomaru’s cold voice asked)

Because I made a blood pact with you that I would be your obedient mate ( she answered matter of fact) and mostly because she’s an innocent child who seems to adore and love you, why I really don’t know, but you must have done something to have won her attention and trust, and further more ( she continued) because it really isn’t me place to deny her such a simple request. I am not a monster even to you, and I see that you are not one to her. ( she finished all the while looking up at Sesshomaru with a dazzling smile that took the arrogant Lords Breath away though his facial expression revealed nothing)

(Beautiful, he thought, Where did that come from, )

Your maid will be in shortly to assist you in getting ready for breakfast ,( he stated ) Oh and there is a surprise awaiting you in the dining hall ( he stated with a hint of amusement before he took his leave and walked out of her chambers)

A surprise??????? ( what could it be , Kagome wondered forgetting it was Sesshomaru who actually said there was a surprise for her )

Curiosity killed the cat ( she said out loud to no one)

But hey you know what they say , ( She shrugged ) Satisfaction brought it back , ( she giggled to herself)

* Knock, Knock, Knock*

Come in ( Kagome’s voice answered in a sing song tone)

Milady Kagome, I’ve come to take you to the hot springs .
Thank-you Lira.
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(After Kagome’s bath , Lira dressed her in a metallic purple kimono with a metallic blue obi and blue blossoms decorating her sleeves and aligning the lower part of her kimono.)

Milady, you look beautiful………( Lira exclaimed as she looked at her mistress, Handing her a mirror)

Oh…..My…. ( was all Kagome could say as she looked at her reflection is this really how I look now)

Milady , we must hurry, Lord Sesshomaru is not a patient Lord.

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(As lira opened the door to the dining room, Sesshomaru looked up and stared at Kagome)

(An angel , he thought)

KAGOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ( A little brown fur ball screamed as he ran to her , a hand catching him from the neck of his little shirt)

Shippo? ( Kagome asked)

Sit down runt. ( His eyes addressing Shippo)

Kagome sit ( Sesshomaru’s angry voice addressed her) ( no one touches what is mine he thought angrily)

Y…ee…es…….Lord Sesshomaru ( Kagome said shakily as she sat next to him on his right side)

I Missed you so much Kagome, wow Kagome you’re a demon ( he chattered on and on ) Now I can really be your pup and you my mom!!!!!! ( he jumped up and hugged her) Will you be my mom Kagome? (He asked shakily)

( A low growl was emitted from Sesshomaru )

( In Kagome’s mind: I do not want his scent mucking up your scent)

( Lord Sesshomaru please, he’s my pup and he hasn’t seen me for a while , he’s not interested in me as a potential mate only as a mother figure)

( You are mine, are you disobeying my orders)

( Another low growl was emitted from Sesshomaru)

Shippo , honey calm down now, I’m here, and I’ll never leave you, (Kagome smiled at him)

( tears fell down his cheeks as he heard this) You promise? (He looked up at her with tears still falling from his eyes)

Yes, now go play in the garden with Rin sweetie.( She said sweetly) I have to talk with Lord Sesshomaru in private ( She suggested in a motherly fashion with a smile on her face)

Ok Mommy….. ( He answered happily as he jumped up and hugged her again causing another growl from Sesshomaru as he exited the dining hall)

I don’t want him touching you , now his scent is all over you ( He said angrily almost growling out his response)

He’s my kit…….( Kagome answered shakily , fear etching in her voice)

You are mine , ( Sesshomaru answered) Till we are mated the only scent other than your own on you is mine do you understand me? ( His growl intensified as he grabbed her chin so she was facing him)

( He looked into her eyes, A red tint taking over his normal shade of amber eye color)

Yes , ( she answered quickly) but…. Please lord Sesshomaru he’s a child ( she blushed at his demanding protectiveness)

( He softened his grip on her chin as he finally regained his control, and stared into her eyes)

Kagome ( he replied in a serious tone emotion lining his words)

Mates are for life, this is more than a human bond of marriage, it literally means for eternity, this Sesshomaru will be yours forever , for all eternity, as a soul mate , and our bond will continue on till the end of time, ………. ( his words coming out in a more emotional tone) in every life we live…….. I will be with you and yours forever and you will be with me and mine forever, in every life to come we shall find each other, we will be one ( His face had slowly moved forward mere centimeters from Kagome’s) …….for eternity ( He whispered and with that he sealed his words with a kiss of utter passion)…………..
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Wow that was my longest chapter…… I hope you enjoyed it I decided to space it out more so you guys and gals could understand it better since most of you all requested it oh and i also editing the other chapters so you all would understand them better sorry I tend to forget in my mind it makes sense because I’m the one writing it.but it could look like a bunch of writing to you thats hard to understand makes me think back to high school when i turned in chicken scratch to my teachers he he oops sorry forgive me but I wanted to thank you all for your support it really means a lot keep on reviewing me and telling me any ideas you would like me to post in my chapters k I’ll see what I can do bye now and thank-you all again.