Never afraid of the Big Bad Wolf

Song~ Broken Hearted Girl~ Beyonce :3

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You're everything I thought you never were

And nothing like I thought you could have been

But still, you live inside of me, so tell me how is that?

"Well?! What the hell are you waiting for?" Sango hissed as she struggled to free her wrists from Kouga's powerful grasps.

Kouga chuckled and watch to tiny, fussy women beneath him. "You say that like you want 'it'?"

Sango stopped the struggle, finding it was useless and gazed into the wolf's warm, amused eyes.

Well maybe I do...? She mused as her face blushed and she looked away from him.

The atmosphere changed from heavy, frost bitten, lust to something warmer, something that made them feel somewhat warm on the inside.

Kouga's eyes softened as he saw her facial expressions change, a slight smile touched his lips. "Sango..."

Sango looked back up into his eyes a small smile touching her lips also as Kouga freed her arms from his grasp.

Sango reached up and wrapped her arms around his neck pulling him down into a heated, passionate kiss.

Sango then reluctantly pulled away looking him in the eyes as she nodded once. "Take me."

Kouga put his hand against her cheek, caressing it softly. "Are you sure?"

Sango nodded, keeping her arms wrapped around his neck. "I want you...don't you want me? I mean really want me..." She said in almost a whisper, searching his eyes.

Kouga stared at her for the longest. He did want her, he had fallen for her the first moment their eyes made contact. But there was one thing...person, rather, he forgot to mention.

"Sango I--"

There was a loud banging at the door which caused them to both flinched, turning their heads in the direction of it.

After a moment they once again found each other's eyes as the stared at one another with confusion in their eyes.

Kouga moved off of Sango as she slid off the bed, going into her bag and slipped on a oversized t-shirt and made her way over to the door. She glanced over her shoulder to Kouga who's face paled as he expression graved.

Sango placed her hand on the door knob and twisted it slowly pulling it open. She gasped when she saw a red pair of raging green eyes staring back at her.

A girl? No...not just a girl...

The girl wore a tight, white  v-neck shirt and a white denim mini skirt to match. She had her long red hair pulled into two large ponytails on each side of her head which draped over he shoulders.

Sango was about to ask the girl what she wanted but then she remembers Kouga's face and it hit her...

Sango breathed out heavily, preparing herself for the fury of the young female youkai. "May I help you?"

"His smell...is all over you!" The girl spat as she clenched her fists.

Sango knew damn well what she was talking about, and she knew she couldn't lie her way out of this. "...Who's? And who are you?" She kept the door partially closed so the youkai couldn't see inside.

The youkai girl growled, "I'm Ayame. Kouga's MATE!"

Damn it, Kouga! I should have known...

Sango looked down, her face filling with pain as she tried her best to hide it, the tears stinging her eyes. "...Kouga?"

That...that bastard...a mate? really?

Ayame clenched her teeth, having enough small talk, "Move!" She growled as she pushed Sango to the floor and busted into the hotel  room.

Sango clenched her fist and put it to her chest. The tears that she so badly tried to hide now running down her cheeks as she waited for Ayame to discover what was going on and possibly try to kill them both.

How could he do this? Why didn't he say anything?

She quickly turned her head when she heard a small gasp come from from behind her. What she saw had her completely puzzled.

"WHERE IS HE?!" Ayame screamed as she furiously turned back to Sango who was still taking in the scene. Kouga had gone...so was his cloths and the bed in which they once lay was completely made up.

Sango stood to her feet slowly and dusted herself off. "I have no idea...what your even talking about. Where is who?"

Ayame took a good look at Sango and then leaned in to sniff her. "I know my man's scent..." She squinted her eyes at Sango.

Sango sighed heavily and closed her eyes. "Your demented if you take me for some type of whore who sleeps with other women's husbands...."

I don't care if Kouga's a lying, horny, man-whore. I still like don't the way she said "her man"! Just who the hell does she think she is barging her way into my hotel room MY HOTEL ROOM, PUSH ME DOWN AND DEMAND TO SEE "her man" WHO by the way I JUST GOT THROUGH FUCKING!

Ayame smirked slightly, "Then perhaps i am demented..."

THIS BITCH!

Sango's eyes shot open as she swung her hand out, pointing it sharply at the door. "Get out..." She hissed, trying her hardest not to wack this bitch right along side her head, which, by the way was humongous.

Ayame scoffed and bumped by Sango as she left the room, "Your hiding something...and if i find out it is what I suspect it is and I AM going to find out then remember this...your only human!"

Sango glared sharply at the female youkai as she disappeared down the hall.

Yeah I'm only human...A human bred and trained to wipe snarling son-of-a-bitches like you off this planet... speaking of son of a bitches...

Sango slammed the door and ran into her room. She looked around everywhere but Kouga and every trace that he had ever been there was gone except for a sheet of paper that had been taped to the headboard.

She walked to the side of the bed pulling the paper off the headboard and sat down as she read.

Sango,

By time you read this letter I will have gone but my heart some how remains there with you. Please try not to be to angry with me. I had no intention on hurting you.

-Kouga

 

Please try not to be to angry with me? The nerve of this man!

You're the only one I wish I could forget

The only one I love to not forgive

And though you break my heart, you're the only one

And though there are times when I hate you

'Cause I can't erase

The tears stung Sango's eyes as they ran down her face, "That idiot...that complete moron..."

Sango stood and began to walk over to the window as she walked she crumpled the piece of paper in her hand.

She opened the window and stared up at the moon, clenching the piece of paper tightly in her hand, "You...you asshole..."

The tears streamed down her face as she clenched her teeth.

"YOU ASSHOLE!!!!" She screamed as she tossed the crumpled piece of paper out the window. "DAMN YOU!"

Her screams echoed out through out the town followed by her loud sobs as she slammed the window shut.

How could I be so stupid?! So gullible?! I let a man get the b-- no...not a man...a demon...i let a demon get the better of me! A DEMON!

Sango plopped face first onto her bed, burying her face into her pillow.

STUPID! I should have expected this! You can't just tie a guy down, have your way and expect him to love you...

Sango sobbed into her pillow.

I began to think we could have something more...then just a one night stand...this is my fault...I let myself fall...Father warned me...and I was stupid enough to give in...Ayame was right...I am a whore...a no good whore...and to think I was going to let him-- wait...this...this isn't my fault so why beat myself up about it... he tempted me...so why blame myself? No...this isn't my fault at all ...it's that...that...that DEMON'S!

 

END OF CHAPTER 4

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Sorry that took so long xD especially to sango2060 I'm sorrrry!!!!! D": I cried a little when I wrote this...It touched my heart a little.

But i can't continue without you guy's reviews so please please please review. Thank you. I will be working on the next Chapter tomorrow.

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