A Forbidden Love

I am not sure what I should do with this chapter. I have many ideas, but the one I have decided on is a little out there. I felt that I shouldn’t draw out some overnight romance, I felt there should be more “me against the world.” Type Drama, so I decided to Give Sesshomaru a Wife, and Turn Rin into a demon to jazz it up. I’m thinking this will bring out a deeper desire for Sesshomaru to lead to a more swift dilemma of his heart. Dunno. Comment most on this chapter if you can and let me know what you think. I do love comments, and Viper thank you so much for your loyalty to this story. You’ve really helped me keep a flow throughout.





What’s A Dog to do?





Sesshomaru woke up, so far he and Rin had avoided any sexual tensions between them and by themselves over the past 2 months. Mating season was over and he had taken Kannuro as his mate and bride. She had begged to tag along with Rin and her Husband only to understand him more and have more opportunities to lay with him and conceive a child. She found it rather inconvenient that he left for days if not weeks on tasks with little meaning. As far as she was concerned he had surpassed his father, and his only fret was that his younger brother brought much of a fuss to their allies. However he left on many occasions within those two months leaving Kannura much time with Rin.

“So Rin, does our Lord do this often?”





At first Rin was too upset to speak with her. Just the very sight of her, though beautiful as she was; felt like a knife jabbing into her heart. Eventually Rin did speak with her for the sake of conversation. “Lord Sesshomaru leaves when he pleases. If something sparks his interest such as a special scent, or a clue to his hidden agenda he ventures for it. It is our job to stay and wait for his return. We continue to wonder in the direction he was going until he comes back. Why does it bother you?” Kannuro shook her head. “Perhaps I must learn from you Rin. I am not used to such a man. I have been pampered much of my life and most the men I have been with have fell to my every whim. Sesshomaru does not seem interested in me.” It was then Rin noticed a saddened glisten in Kannuro’s eyes. “Perhaps you will learn from me.” Rin spoke venomously. With that Rin grabbed A-Un’s reigns and headed again towards the north. The next occasion came with much distaste.





“Rin! Rin!” Kannuro beckoned. “Our lord wishes to take me to a wonderful demon realm, you must come with us.” Rin hesitantly agreed. She never liked going to the demon realms due to the incident with the Ward and the demon butcher. All these memories came flooding back when she had lost sight of Sesshomaru and Kannuro. “Sesshomaru?” Rin looked around. A hand perched itself on her shoulder and Rin quickly turned. “Hey girl, you thirsty?” Rin shook her head and held up her hands to decline. “Awe please try my wine. It will help make you beautiful, it will make you…a demon. But just for one night.” Rin didn’t know this demon had read her heart and it’s desires. Rin was taken with the offer and though she knew better than to take such a potion she did regardless. It was then her body ached with pain, her veins turned black with the potions effects and the demon before her watched curiously. “I must see if it works. I shall see how …” The demon stopped as he too read Sesshomaru’s heart and his brides. While Kannuro hadn’t paid any mind to the missing Rin, Sesshomaru took notice. He had been searching in all directions except where they had just been, he grabbed the demon by its eyes which he had penetrated. Kannuro screamed horrified at her lords actions. “What did you give her?” Sesshomaru felt his body pulse. His reflection beamed off of him as his aura felt stripped of itself. Rin’s body floated upward and a green glow outlined her body.





Before all eyes; except the demon who had given her the potion, Rin’s hair turned to a light blue. It also grew long and down to her ankles. She grew small fangs where he canine’s used to be and her eye color changed to red instead of brown. Rin’s pale skin showed tattoos of swirls and vines that lined her arms and thighs, and her breath released a lime toxin. The demon though blind now rejoiced. “It worked! It worked! Try to resist the truth now great lord. Your heart screamed for her, and now there is nothing to alter such a desire. She is a demon, but only for tonight, she is who you love and there shall be no other. Your heart demands so. Tell me now demon lord? Do you hate me so much to leave me blind.” Sesshomaru frowned. Urges filled his body for the new Rin, like a deep desire uncontrollable by demon or man. Had this demon turned her into a succubus? What had he done? “What trickery is this? She is illusioned to be a demon. You can’t change a person’s blood.” The demon stroked the feet of the new Rin. Kissing her toes and loudly sniffing her. The demons in the square laughed at him and his obsession. “Check for yourself Lord and Lady.” He bowed and stepped away from the floating Rin. Rin held her arms out to accept her lord, but as Kannuro approached she screamed. It sounded like a large bird and Rin flew back and flung her arm at her not realizing it sent blades of light at the Demoness. Kannuro could tolerate many things but having an ignorant young woman attack her was quite another. When Rin was human she never would have touch her, she felt it were unfair. But now, if what his man had said was true, she was a demon. She would gladly tear her to shreds. Kannuro drew her small wakazashi blade but Sesshomaru held an arm in front of her. Sesshomaru tempted as he was to claim this new Rin had to make a choice. He had mated with Kannuro, she was his demon bride he would not break that seal for any demon woman. “My Rin is human. Rin! You can no longer follow me, you are a demon, you must fend for yourself alone!” With that he walked away.





Rin’s body felt as though it were on fire. Before being away completely Sesshomaru looked back to see Rin’s body had caught fire. She was screaming; it was as if she were facing a death that hell had cursed upon her. Sesshomaru closed his eyes tightly not wishing to watch his love burn. The Demon who had given her the potion wailed at the death. Rin’s human body had fallen to the ground. It showed no markings of a burning, thus Sesshomaru ran to her side. When Rin’ eyes had opened all she saw were the glare coming from Kannuro.



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Now there they were. Kannuro, Rin, A-Un, and Sesshomaru. The night was upon them and Sesshomaru had brought a large pot of rare Sake. It was sweet on the tongue and quickly intoxicating for humans. For demon’s it was like fine wine delicately aged. Ever since the incident with Rin becoming a demon there was awkwardness between her and Sesshomaru. Rin felt more disconnected than before. She wondered if it was because as a demon she had lashed out at Kannuro, but at the same time she wondered why Sesshomaru didn’t want her as a demon. She wondered what she had looked like, what he was thinking. Many things and more, watching Sesshomaru snuggled up next to Sesshomaru tore a gap in her lungs and chest that she stitched each night slowly with her own memories.





Tonight Sesshomaru drank the sake and avoided Kannuro’s lust for pro-creation. Sesshomaru had been trying to thwart Kannuro and have some time with Rin. It agitated him that it came to getting her drunk in order to do so. Sesshomaru laughed at himself for trying to sneak around to be with Rin. Usually he would just send Jaken off on some errand and play games with her, or stare at the stars. He missed those simple times. After the events at the MushoMisha Taverns Rin looked even more enticing. He had watched her become a demon, her scent of Orchids and vanilla had filled his brain, and hadn’t left him since then. The way she had looked that night, she was more beautiful than any demon he had encountered; he found himself asking over and over why he hadn’t taken her as a demon right then and there. Why he had chosen the Human version of Rin. Was he afraid that her feelings would disappear along with her transformation? Was he afraid Rin would not love him back? This questions had haunted him night after night. He would run the scenario through his head and think of all the reason why he chose for Rin to be human. And yet he had no reason. He always found himself fantasizing and cumming to Rin as a demon. It was pure torture. After the frustrating night before with Kannuro he just wanted to spend time with her. To be with his Human Rin and see if his answer my lay there.





Rin felt she had had enough sake. The floor was beginning to spin and the fire looked like it was pouring out of its foundation of rocks. Kannuro had fallen asleep on Sesshomaru’s shoulder and Rin noticed Sesshomaru was actually looking at her. His stance was slouched and his legs spread open as if Inviting her eyes to look and her mind to wonder. Wait, she thought, that might be the Liquor talking. Rin smiled her eyes not looking into his. Sesshomaru moved Kannuro to their bed and came back around sitting next to Rin.





“So. It’s not often a Human out drinks a demon. You should be proud.” Rin swaying a bit rested her arm and head on Sesshomaru’s shoulder. “It’s not often you let me drink.” They both smiled. “Rin I have been wanting to spend time with you lately. To contemplate … that night.” Rin being overwhelmed by the alcohol thought about the night in the cave and blushed. “Oh, that night. I was wrong that night Sesshomaru. But I only wanted to please you.” Sesshomaru looked up into the sky. Or what little pieces he could see coming in through the trees. “That’s just it Rin. That’s what’s puzzling me. I thought you becoming a demon would make everything right. And yet…” Rin began to sober up hearing her Lord in serious thought. This was strange, he was confiding in her. Should he not be confiding somewhere else? Should he not be discussing his feelings with his bride? “But that night I said I wouldn’t take you unless you were human. I have thought about it night after night Rin. I can’t explain why I didn’t take yo…” Rin sat up and kissed her lord. Her body had been screaming for it, her mind was spinning, the blood was rushing to her brain. Rin’s kiss was a sweet iron relief to Sesshomaru. His heart had been in turmoil, he had been in distress and her lips were like a healing ray to his soul. His strong arms pulled her from her seat and brought her in front of him. There he buried his face into her stomach and took in her smell. To him she smelled more heavenly that Kannuro. To him there was no smell like hers. Rin instantly wrapped her arms around him and ran her fingers through his mane. “My Lord, you must have been in great pain to come to me in such a way.” Sesshomaru did not answer. He only listened to the harmonic hum of her voice echoing through her tummy and clothes.



It was then Kannuro awoke. “Sesshomaru!” Not being one for surprises Sesshomaru did not move, but Rin afraid and startled she released him and rushed to her bed. In fear of the Lord’s Lady she clung to her blanket and knowing she was not well hid pleaded that she would show mercy. Kannuro walked with an unseen anger towards Rin. Since the last fight between them the two ladies had never seen a friendship. “Kannuro return to bed.”



“No Lord, she was overstepping her boundaries…” Sesshomaru used his demon speed to be behind Kannuro swiftly. “It was not a question.” Rin was surprised. Sesshomaru was acting so strangely. Rin added it up to the Sake, but Sesshomaru was now clear in his mind. The reason he had chosen Human Rin was because she was so humble. She was what he knew, Rin as a demon was an unknown for him, though a desired fantasy it was only a fantasy. Once the reality came he had too many unknowns to desire it. But this didn’t resolve the mantra that damn Demon had spoken. “Your heart screamed for her, and now there is nothing to alter such a desire. She is a demon, but only for tonight, she is who you love and there shall be no other. Your heart demands so.” Sesshomaru left that night to think. Kannuro and Rin awoke not knowing where he had gone. Kannuro claimed she was going to go look for him. Rin had nodded, but only so she and A-Un could go alone. Rin knew her lord better than anyone. Hopping onto the dragon they went trotting into the forest. Unlike Kannuro Rin wasn’t going to take to the sky. A-Un could find her lord by his scent, and it didn’t take her long to find him in the hotspring. He sat on a large boulder clad in nothing but his own skin. His hair was wet and messy and his scars showed from all his battles. Rin not caring that her lord were naked called out to him. “Sesshomaru!” She had seen him from below thanks to that faithful night in the cave. Sesshomaru wearily looked up. “Kannuro has gone looking for you! Are you alright?”





“Rin…” Sesshomaru Mumbled. Rin got off of A-Un and rushed into the water. “Rin no!” Being ignorant as she was she didn’t know there were Demon fish and a Large Water demon in this pool. They did not mess with Sesshomaru for to them he was an overgrown dog splashing in them as if they were a puddle. Sesshomaru Dove into the water and killed the water demon, he was not going to risk Rin becoming prey. Rin looked to her sides hoping he would resurface. As she did so she walked deeper and deeper into the water. Eventually she couldn’t feel the ground and began to tread the water. Her Kimono was getting rather heavy, she was about to wiggle out of it to better swim when Sesshomaru burst out of the depths. “Sesshomaru!” Rin wasted no time, her Kimono was off of her and she swam to meet him. Arriving at his side he went to hold her. The nakedness of his skin paused him for a moment to which Rin did not hesitate. She pushed herself into a hug and let her face press against his chest. Their bodies connecting and touching as they might should they lay with one another. Sesshomaru’s body came alive holding her. His heart began pounding and the urges returned like a beast long past. Rin saw the desire in his eyes and she blushed. After last night she knew of her desires swelling up for him were becoming untameable but she never expected that from her lord. He was always calm and collected, never straying from the larger picture.





Sesshomaru leaned in and kissed Rin. He took her hand and drew her up so that his arm could hold her small waist and his member could touch her womanhood. He intensified the kiss adding his tongue and biting her lip. Rin was turned on beyond all measures her mind could spawn forth. Sesshomaru kissed her jawbone and then ran his tongue down her neck. She tasted sweet and were like mint on his tongue. He bit into her neck only this time gently feeling her arch her body in passion towards his. Rin felt how aroused her lord was under the water. His member was pulsing and moving futilely to try and enter her. Rin didn’t want this moment of passion to stop, but to no one’s surprise, not even her lords, Kannuro showed her ugly face and growled at her Lord.





“This Time Rin I will not allow Sesshomaru to protect you. He is my mate, you understand that until I bare him a male heir you are nothing! So enough of the games. You have tempted my lord for the last time!” Still in her large Wolf Form Kannuro Charged at Rin, who was still in her lords arms. Sesshomaru was un-nerved by Kannuro’s appearance and had continued to tease Rin. Rin however was extremely uncomfortable and justifiably afraid of the demon coming at her. Would Sesshomaru stop her? Or was he lost in his own world and Rin was about to meet her end. Had she gone too far with Sesshomaru, and why was he not at fault for starting it all? Rin shut her eyes praying for forgiveness.





Sorry I know this is a rather short chapter, but I felt torn about killing Kannuro or not. Give me as many reviews on whether or not I should. I am looking forward to your replies so I can begin the next chapter. And tell me what you might want to see coming up.