The painful scars underneath
Ch-4
Ch-4: A FORGOTTEN REVELATION
Eight years ago
------------------------An
old recollection-----------------------------
those ordinary days, Inuyasha and his group has been searching for the Jewel
shards for nearly an year now…they also has been tracking Naraku for quite a
long time. Kagome has realized her love for Inuyasha after peeping into his
conversation with Kikyo on that fateful night*; though a couple of months have
passed since she has reconciled with Inuyasha, and has assured him never to come
between them again but even then, she felt too insecure of Inuyasha’a
feelings toward her…
The only atypical
thing about this night is Inuyasha and Kagome are all alone in the hut…
it’s been raining
and lately for a couple of days Kagome is forced to soak herself in the slight
rain due to the unrelenting slave driving hanyou, as a result she probably
caught a bit of cold** and today Miroku, Sango and Shippo all are out leaving a somewhat shivering Kagome
alone with a very grumpy and impatient Inuyasha starting a small fire.
“What a pain!”
Inuyasha mumbled; two lean recently caught fishes to be roasted for their
dinner and a constantly sneezing Kagome only increasing his protest.
Kagome giggled
childishly kicking herself free of her wet shoes; the little sneezes and cold
only flushing her face further with a warm shade of dark rich cherry, the tiny
droplets of rain on her hair and clothes making them stick close to her body,
her skin all shimmering as the blazing fire light is reflected by the dewy drops
on it, the chilly weather only making her nipples more pert and visible over
her thin shirt…
Inuyasha gulped
unconsciously and covered up his boyish shyness by his trade mark “keh!” and rather observed the thin line of water seeping
from kagome’s wet shoes…he turned his gaze back to
her as she shifted uncomfortably, now the sneezes are rather more un-welcome
for her .
“You all right, you
little school girl?” Inuyasha asked in his usual tone, though he isn’t exactly
unaware of what he asked; Kagome is having her monthlies, that’s the reason why
she sit-ed him today, she probably is sore due to riding
that ‘bicycle’ stuff, maybe her butt is aching now…the worst part is SHE HAS ALREADY STAINED HER SKIRT!! DOES SHE NOT
KNOW!!! He mentally cursed Sango for not being here…
Kagome nodded
innocently trying to get a bit comfortable on the hay-bed Inuyasha offered her
today…oh God! She has no extra pad now and with an unyielding and insensitive
guy as Inuyasha with her, help appears to be a foreign option!!
“Ummmmm…Inuyasha—attish-oo!!...can I come closer?”
They had ended up
cuddling each other a bit, both blushing like a newly wedded couple, Kagome
sitting on one of his thighs, lovably cradled on his lap, with her head nestled
on his chest and his strong arms around her lithe frame…both of their heart
beat and breathing increased rapidly, suddenly losing all topics of
conversation…Inuyasha’s senses filled with Kagome all
around, his nose heavily taking in the smell of her menses; he is well aware that
Kagome stained his hakama too!!
He only hoped that
she won’t notice or at least understand his obvious hard-on …
Within an hour Kagome
discovered her misdeed…first, a lot of cries and then, blushing deeper than the color of her ‘misdeed’, and finally, trying to sink
away from him…
Inuyasha laughed
outright…
“SUCH A CHILD!” he murmured…
“S-s-sorrry…I-I...ummm…” she lost her
voice, sitting limply on his lap…
“You are even worse…YOU ARE A BABY!!” he further teased…
Kagome freed herself
from him and backed away…her head is whirling in embarrassment and in - in
EXCITATION…the tingling feeling at the pit of her stomach has increased too
much and she ached uncontrollably in her ‘GIRL-PARTS’…and a part of her mind is
also telling her this night would be great for confessing her love…BUT…HOW????
Biting slowly on her
lower lip, Kagome thought to act a little naughty…like that time in the
beginning, when she so easily screamed and had him rushing to discover her
naked while bathing and then, yell at him for peeping in…or at that time…when
she would publicly hug him after being chased by silly demons to make him go
red…
…slipping off of her bra, she called upon a Inuyasha
busy looking at the fire, his amusement quite dissipated by now, as he indulged
at secretly touching that spot on his hakama which she stained with her womb’s
blood…
“Inuyasha…mmmmm” Kagome whispered softly, her voice laden with her
arousal, yet still appearing pure enough,
“DO YOU STILL THINK…I SHOULD BE A CHILD…??”
Inuyasha faced her
to find a slightly shaking Kagome drawing up her small shirt to reveal her
breasts…
“DO YOU WELLL…….ARE THEY NOT BIG ENOUGH???”
“WHAT TH-“ Inuyasha stoppedas Kagome rushed to him…her quick motions swaying the soft mounds viciously…and
then, she squatted in front… Inuyasha stared at
her soft and flowing breasts…the soft masses separated by a thin cleavage…the
nipples are jutting out, their textures are making his throat drier even when
his mouth has started to water…the areola part is pink all over…their contours
sharply burnt into his memory forever…
He turned his gaze on
her face, eyes showing a strange combination of burning lust and shinning
adoration…ever longing and painful desperation…an emotion that she can never
quite fathom, yet such a feeling that made her feel like succumbing into his
desire…she never felt herself so much needed ever before…being the
‘inexperienced’ girl, she has vague knowledge of what she is attempting…
“YOU…I MEAN…WE…SHOULDN’T!” Inuyasha voiced
his random thoughts at last; as he became a bit more composed, he chuckled,
“SILLY, YOU SHOULDN’T SHOW YOUSELF TO ANY MAN
LIKE THAT!!”
Giving a soft tug on
her clothes, he insisted on covering her, but she persisted, “TOUCH THEM PLEASE.”
Tears threatening to
fall from her eyes, her face all flushed in desire, wanting to be touched but
fearful because of a strange feeling of the outcome,
“I
ACHE…I WANT TO-“
Understanding her
needs better than herself, he suggested tenderly,
“YOU ARE SO, SO NAIVE!!” Inuyasha smiled
kindly…his heart throbbing in sympathy and love for the young girl,
“LET
ME CLEAN YOU AND TAKE CARE OF THE ‘ACHE’…”
------------End of recollection--------------
Present time
Inuyasha simply
spend his time reliving an obliterated fragment of a long lost time…one of
those days in which he really lived and was a mighty demon, yet a half-blooded one,
but for his friends it never did matter…but again WHO…USE TO BE HIS FRIENDS???
HE CAN’T REMEMBER WELL…EVEN NOW…
…and the diminishing vision of the girl…
It must be a hallucination…
Yes, indeed that’s most likely in the scope of
possibility…most of the money he earned by ‘servicing’
those customers is used for buying drugs any way, leaving almost no money to
buy any real food for him…its not that he won’t be
fed in the brothel house; as a matter of fact, every time he is fed there but
with things that are NOT CONSIDERED AS FOOD by any creature…
The consistent use
of opiates and other pain relieving drugs have even worsened his senses…
In spite of that, at
certain times on nights like these…with the rain outside and the weather a bit
chilly…in the absolute isolation of his dilapidated shelter…his mind often
conjures up vague and un-related memories;
Reminiscences that
transports him elsewhere and redefines his ever solitary and insignificant
existence…
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
He would hook up the
tiny green skirt of her only to observe the heavily colored panty spotted with thick red blood and the girl blushing all
over trying to close shut that wonderful view…
“IT’S SO EMBARRASSING!” she would say
affectionately…
“NOTHING ABOUT YOU IS EMBARASSING…” he
would pant out,
“IF THAT’S SO, WHY DID YOU SHOW YOUR CHEST??”
In mock taunting he
would say in undertone, “Not that I haven’t seen and fainted before in
amazement!”
She would scream at him but ultimately they
did together surrender in the lucrative promise of intimacy…
She is blind folded
and quivering in anticipation lying on the hay-bed, her heart beating wildly;
he would slowly slide her white-red panties off and sink his mouth on her pussy
to alleviate her ache…
Just as he licked
her privates with his tongues, she would thrash up and more of that red honey
would seep out…he would have to hold still her thighs to make her more stable…
“JUST RELAX…IT CAN BE PRETTY ENJOYABLE IF
YOU…TAKE PLEASURE FROM IT…”
She would eventually
stop her lashing and moan with him, bucking as pleasure stared to quake her…
He would suck in the
clotted blood and its thick fluids…with a little suck here and a little nip
there, but never directly attacking her clitoris…
“Ummmm….”
she whimpered, “MORE PLEASE…I WANT IT…”
He sucked in her
bean, slowly pumping at her tight virgin entrance with one long slender
finger…she pulled at his hair unconsciously moaning his name endlessly…and all
her shyness quite gone as she reflexively brought one of her hands to pull at
her nipples…
His head reeling
with unbelievable excitement at the scene above…here they are touching so
intimately…just as ‘he’ and ‘she’…with Kagome no less and she is
wanton enough to pull at herself like that…one hand messaging her rosy nipples
and the other pulling harshly at his hair…enough to undo him any moment…
“IN-INU-“ her mouth
turned into a perfect ‘o’ as her first climax wretched over, gushing out lots
of bloody fluids…because of her ‘period’, the intense fluttering of her inner
walls along with the slight abdominal pain drawing out a powerful climax from
her…
over watching her like this…gleeful excitement littering it as he tried to
foresee her expression as recognition of their activities will dawn into
her…maybe, she doesn’t know much about these ‘things’.
“I AM SORRY…TO DO IT ON YOUR FA-“
“HOW DID IT FEEL?”
“UMMMM…….” She thought,”much, MUCH
BETTER THAN THE ONES OF MY DREAM!”
He chuckled raising
a brow trying to imagine such an innocent Kagome fucking him in her dream, his
eyes so warm as she removed her blind fold and asked,
almost euphoric after her climax, “IT’S
QUITE...ummm, GROSS… I MEAN PUTTING YOUR MOUTH OVER
TH-“
She paused abruptly;
shell shocked by his face…drops of her pussy blood gracing his features…
of children they would t brawl silly again…only to end up with him on top of
her, straddling her…and she repeatedly asking him to take her… “WHY CANT WE DO THIS?”
“WHY DO YOU WANT ME TO DO THIS?”
By this time, they
are naked and are touching each other a bit here and there mostly in modest
places…
“IT’S A PRETTY VIOLENT ACT…YOU WILL BLEED
BADLY AND HURT TOO”
…a bit of more time
and she finally agreed…”THINGS LIKE THESE REQUIRES MORE TIME…”
“CUM…I WILL TEACH YOU…hmmm” he provided
the hint…as he slightly messaged her folds with the tip of his engorged penis…..his
thoughts wandering around Kagome…
TINY…PERHAPS WE CAN NEVER…again a bit depressed for denying her his more
than willing, crying in fact, cock…
She touched him a
bit and he came too and then, she too CAME AGAIN and they simply cuddled the
rest of the night…she is exhausted for Cumming over three times, yet he is wide
awake…the entire situation too confusing to be real for him…SHE APPROVES OF HIM; it’s not like he doesn’t
know she loves him, but she is willing to make love to him even after knowing
about Kikyo…a bit of pride swelled in his heart…and then, a strange foreboding…
…SHE IS A VIRGIN…AND SO SMALL…WHAT IF I SPLIT
HER PUSSY, WHEN I MOVE…
…and then he
probably falls asleep…
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
. . . .
…and then, the
present Inuyasha woke from his past and uncertain memory…
Now, that there is no
one to talk or listen to, he feels cold and too immaterial to be even
considered as worth living in this tormented world…these spare times are even
more haunting in certain ways…in times when he ‘serves’, the acute pain often blocks these ‘trivial’ thoughts…but now, slowly a numbing heaviness settles over
his body and all remembrances become hazier and muddled up into one single
identity…
…who was she???....
…yet the longing to
hold dear any living soul never stops…CUSTOMARY
OF OLD AGE PERHAPS… …….OR MAYBE, SIMPLY
LONLINESS………..
A/N: (feels shy) so…how’s that for my
first ever written fluff? All kinds of ideas, criticisms and reviews are most
welcome…I have tried to make this scene as much related to the anime as
possible,
*refers a bit to episode-47, **AU setting of episode-87.
Please do show a bit of love by reviewing ^_^…R & R!