A Geisha's Love

A/N: Thank you InuYoukaiLiz for beta'ing!! ^^



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"Now, you are ready..." he growled gently against my lips. I nodded my head even though I was nervous and unsure. But because I trusted Sesshoumaru, I willingly opened my legs and allowed him to settle between them, the head of his penis against me. I closed my eyes waiting for the discomfort to come but it did not. I opened my eyes and saw that he was staring at me.



"Keep your eyes on me." he said, his hands coming around to take mine. Placing them on either side of my head his slowly began sliding himself into me. My breath hitched. He was big. I wasn't too sure if he would fit either.



"Sess--"



"Shh...." he whispered, his eyes on mine as he continued to slid himself further inside. Suddenly, he stopped and pulled back before forcefully pushing back in. When my mouth opened to scream, his lips covered mine, his length embedded deep inside me. My nails began scratching his hand, my body stiffening.



"You must stay calm. The pain will go away soon." he promised. I whimpered and tried my best to relax my body. He growled his approval.



He slowly pulled out of me and slowly moved back in. He began using short, slow thrusts. When the pain faded away I felt the pleasure.



I stared into his eyes as he found a spot inside me that made me moan. After hearing my moan, his pace changed. His short, slow thrusts turned into long, slow thrusts. My legs found themselves wrapped around his waist as my hands freed themselves from his and wrapped around his neck. I had front row seats as I watched Sesshoumaru's eyes burn a crimson red, his thrusts becoming slightly harder. Though this felt good, it wasn't enough...



"More..." I whispered softly, my nails digging into his back. Sesshoumaru's eyes narrowed and I thought he would devour me with his gaze. His thrusts suddenly stopped and I immediately thought I shouldn't have said anything. I opened my mouth to apologize but only a scream was heard when he roughly rammed himself into me.



"Sesshoumaru!" His thrusts didn't stop as he took my hands and pinned them above my head. I did not have anything to complain about afterwards. He never gave me the time to say a word as he worked himself back and forth into me. I have never experienced anything that felt this good before. Nothing could be better than this. Nothing. I closed my eyes feeling my inner walls clench around his length like they did his fingers. I felt the air leave my lungs when his warm breath softly caressed my cheek.



"When this Sesshoumaru says to, you will come." he whispered huskily.



I moaned, my head slightly moving forward in understanding.



He growled which I could only take as one of approval and when he jabbed his length into me hitting something deep inside me that brought pain and pleasure to my body. I was in pure bliss when he said, "Come."



The only thing that came out of my mouth at that moment was his name. After that, I knew then that his name would be the only name I would ever call. I felt him pause after I slowly came down from my high and something warm fill me. My eyes opened and I watched as his eyes opened, the red in his eyes completely gone and the citrine return. Sesshoumaru stared down at me for what felt like an eternity and I felt like I had done something wrong.



"Did I do something wrong?" I asked softly, my hands coming down to cover myself. He immediately took them in his and shook his head.



"You did nothing wrong."



"Then what is it?" I asked. My heart began racing. What could have I have done to make him look at me in such a way?



"Nothing is wrong, Kagome. You should go to sleep." he said before removing himself from me. I bit my bottom lip to keep from whimpering from the loss. I wanted to ask him something else but he was dressed and gone into the onsen before I could speak. I stayed awake for what only could have been for five minutes before I felt the exhaustion hit me. I pulled the sheets over me and glanced over at the onsen door before closing my eyes and falling to sleep. I really hoped that I hadn't done anything wrong.

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I had done something wrong. It's been two weeks and he hadn't touched me or brought up the night he took my virginity. Whenever I would try to start a conversation, not even related to that night, he would ignore me.. Many times he left the room to go speak with his father. I've seen Toga less and less and when I saw Izayoi she seemed to give me an apologetic smile. She's spoken to me since the night Toga attempted to rape me, so I don't think she's angry with the incident. She actually understood but she hoped Toga's beast would leave me alone from now on. She made it somewhat clear through her blushing that she knew about Sesshoumaru taking me that night. Her blush was not as dark as mine.



Lady Izayoi asked for me to accompany her to the gardens. I'm not too sure why she did so, but it may have been because she knew that Sesshoumaru hadn't been with me and knew that I was lonely. Which I was. As we removed the weeds from the garden, I had hoped Sesshoumaru would come out and ask for me. It's not that I didn't enjoy spending time with Lady Izayoi I just missed his voice and the talks we had. Maybe he just doesn't have time for me anymore...

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Sesshoumaru paced back and forth in front of his father, his hands clasped behind his back as he did so. Toga could only smile as he watched his son do this.



"If you continue, I may have to have someone come in and put in new floors." Sesshoumaru's pacing stopped as he turned his head to glare at his father.



"Kagome has feelings for this Sesshoumaru." Toga nodded his head, sitting comfortably in his chair near the books.



"That was quite apparent, son." Sesshoumaru's eyes flashed.



"I'm beginning to regret taking her that night." Toga's eyes narrowed at his son.



"If you hurt her Sesshoumaru--"



"She is MINE father! Not yours! I will do what I wish with her!" Sesshoumaru lashed out, suddenly angry.



"Lower your voice, pup." Toga growled warningly. Sesshoumaru's nostrils flared as he turned his back to his father to calm himself.



"Kagome is human, Sesshoumaru. You must remember that. You must have shown her a different side of you that she liked,"



"Maybe that was my mistake."



"Maybe that's what you should continue to do," Toga replied. Sesshoumaru sniffed as he turned back to his father.



"Many Lords asked me about you and Kagome that night before my beast went off and kidnapped the girl." Toga laughed a little, trying to lighten up the mood. Toga noticed that his son's eyes slowly began to narrow into slits. Maybe he should talk a little faster.



"They thought you were courting Kagome from how close you were to her..." Lord Taisho drifted off, his finger on his bottom lip. "Though Lord Raiden didn't find it right for a human girl to be there with us, but who cares--"



"Lord Raiden?" Sesshoumaru asked. His jaw clenched. While he spent time with Kagome, he had forgotten about Lord Raiden's daughter. He could not believe he had let that slip. He was pretty sure Lord Raiden had seen it. "What did he say?"



Toga coughed. "Well, I didn't speak to him. I was able to read his expressions, though. He was not happy. But forget Lord Raiden's daughter."



Sesshoumaru looked at his father blankly. "Father. Lord Raiden's daughter is one of the best bitches in the pack." Toga shrugged.



"What does it matter if you are happy with Kagome."



"Everything." Sesshoumaru answered, his eyes on his father. Toga caught his son's look and shook his head.



"Then what will you do about Kagome?" Toga asked with an raised eyebrow.



"Do not worry about that father. She will be fine."

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I sighed as a female servant came and helped me and Izayoi's to our feet. When Izayoi smiled at me and I couldn't help but smile back. She doesn't like taking advantage of the servants in the palace, but that didn't mean she wouldn't use it to her advantage once in a while.



"Thank you for helping me, Kagome. Of course we have people that weed the garden for me, I'd rather do it myself. It feels a lot more satisfying that way. " I looked down at my hands. They were dirty and were a shade of light green when we had finished. I was quite glad we washed up afterwards. I looked back up at her and smiled, shaking my head.



"No. It's all right. I did not have anything to do anyway." Izayoi nodded, patting my hand.



"I still thank you," Izayoi stretched her arms and rubbed her stomach.



"All that hard work... I believe we deserve a reward, don't you?" I nodded.



"Then come on! Let's go get us something to eat!" I couldn't help but giggle a little at Lady Izayoi. I wondered if this is what it felt like to have a mother....



After we finished eating, I leaned back in the chair and patted my stomach. "That was delicious!" Lady Izayoi looked at me for a moment before laughing.



"I think it was delicious too. Are you ready for the next thing?" I nodded my head. I could only wonder what she had planned next. She tilted her head to the side and rubbed her chin.



"I think I'm going to straighten your hair." My eyes widened. I hadn't had my hair straightened since... Hana. Izayoi must have noticed my expression for she laughed and shook her head.



"What's wrong?" I blinked and looked at her..



"Well, I have not had my hair straightened since I left the geisha house." I answered softly, absentmindedly playing with a strand of my hair. Izayoi smiled softly at me.



"You miss it. Don't you?" I gave her a weak smile. "Did you have friends there?" My smile immediately brightened.



"Yes! Hana! She was-- is my best friend. She helped me throughout the years there at the geisha house. I really miss her. I hope Hasuma and Jositomo is treating her okay..."



"How about we visit?" Izayoi offered. My eyes widened. "Would Sesshoumaru allow me to?"



"Maybe... I think I'll ask Toga first. Just in case." I giggled. Everyone knew Toga was a push-over when it came to women. "But! It will be after I straighten your hair."



"Hai." I smiled. Maybe this is what I needed. A little time away from Sesshoumaru.



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"Do you know when Lord Raiden will be visiting again?" Toga sighed, rolling his eyes at his son as he turned around his chair.



"Leave it be, Sesshoumaru!"



"Father! It is imperative that you tell me!" Toga dismissively waved his hand at his son. "Find out for yourself." Sesshoumaru growled at his father. He was being stubborn about this and it was annoying him.



"Fa--"



Knock



Knock



Toga thanked whoever was at the door. "Come in!" he said, quickly. Toga smiled when he saw that it was his mate.



"Izayoi..." I slowly came out from behind her. I suddenly felt like a child again hiding behind their mother. "And Kagome." he said, winking at me.



It would still take a while for me to forget that night. It still bothers me when he does that, but I do not say anything.



"What is it, darling?" he asked softly, his eyes solely on her. That's when me and Izayoi remembered that Sesshoumaru was also in the room. She cleared her throat and bowed her head.



"I am sorry. I did not realize that you were in conference with your son." A soft growl left Toga's throat and Izayoi immediately stood erect.



"I have told you before, dear that you need not bow." Izayoi nodded slowly, glancing at Sesshoumaru. I watched him through long eyelashes, my hair pulled back into an extravagant twist. Toga turned to me and smiled.



"What have you done to Kagome, love?" Izayoi blushed a pretty pink. "I thought I would try something different to her hair. Do you not like it?" Toga shook his head as he stood and began walking towards me.



"No. I believe my daughter looks rather beautiful." My jaw almost dropped to the floor. Toga just called me his daughter, in front of Sesshoumaru. Izayoi's eyes widened in surprise.



"You are too close to her." Sesshoumaru growled suddenly. I swallowed and glanced over at him. His eyes were fixated on me and I quickly looked away. Toga smiled and stepped away.



"Forgive me. " Toga apologized. "Now, what is it that you needed to speak to me about?"



"I wanted to know if it would be all right if I take Kagome back to town tomorrow to see her friends." Toga rubbed his chin, his eyes closing in thought. After a moment, he answered. I took the time to watch Sesshoumaru who's eyes seemed to narrow with every second.



"I don't see anything wrong with you doing so." Sesshoumaru growled as soon as his father spoke.



"She is mine, Father. I believe this Sesshoumaru should be the one to decide." Toga snorted, his eyes staring disappointingly at his son. I could only wonder why.



"You have nothing else to decide. You have already decided on what you wanted." Toga looked back to me and Izayoi. "You may go, my love. But I will have someone to accompany you." I smiled and I couldn't help it as I ran to hug Toga.



"Thank you." He smiled and patted my head. "Have fun." Ignoring his son's glaring and growls.

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I hugged Lady Izayoi as soon as we left the room. "Thank you, thank you, thank you!" Izayoi smiled down at me as we walked down the hall towards Sesshoumaru's room.



"You are welcome, Kagome. You may stop thanking me now." she laughed, rubbing my back. I nodded but I did not think I could ever thank her enough.



"This really means a lot to me. I am very excited about tomorrow." Izayoi smiled as she stopped at Sesshoumaru's door.



"Honestly, I'm not supposed to be down in this hall. If Sesshoumaru saw me here, he would--"



"What would I do?" Izayoi and I both stood still as we slowly turned around. Izayoi bowed her head.



"Sesshoumaru-sama. I was just showing Kagome to her room."



"She knows where it is." Sesshoumaru answered. I slowly swallowed as I stared at him. He did not seem happy and I did not think it was just about Izayoi being in his hall.



"Leave." Izayoi nodded, glancing over at me. I hugged her before she left and she gave me a small smile in return. When she was gone, I glared at Sesshoumaru.



"Why are you so mean to her?"



"My father is mating that human." My ire rose immediately at his statement.



"'Human'? Have you forgotten that I'm human?" I asked, my eyes boring angrily into his. Sesshoumaru's nose slightly wrinkled as he looked me over in that 'I'm better than you' way.



"How can this Sesshoumaru forget? Your scent is in this Sesshoumaru's room. All you humans smell the same."



"And what does 'human' smell like?" Before he could answer, I opened his door and immediately slammed it with all the strength I had. I had just began rummaging through my wardrobe for my kimonos and sleeping yukata when the door slammed back open with an angry looking Sesshoumaru standing there. I glanced at him and went back to removing my clothing.



"What do you think you are doing?" he growled, walking towards me.



"Since I smell so bad, I think it woulf be better to find another room to sleep in." Before I could think to move, his hand came out to take hold of my wrist.



"Let go of me--"



"You will not be going anywhere." I soon began trying to get my hand back.



"Let go of me, Sesshoumaru. I do not wish for you to be burdened by my stench anymore." The room was suddenly silent and when he let go of my wrist, I rubbed it with my other hand.



"I'm sure Toga will find me a room," I whispered. After my statement, Sesshoumaru's arms were wrapped around my waist. I tried to pull away but he just held me there. I suddenly felt his lips on my ear. My jaw clenched, but I found myself tilting my head to the side for him.



"You do not smell, Kagome. You always smell like honey." he whispered softly into my ear. His kisses were soft as they left my ear to slowly slide down my neck to land on my shoulders. "Sweet, sweet honey." he purred against my skin. I sucked in a sharp breath, my hands clenching by my sides.



"This Sesshoumaru does not wish for you to go into town tomorrow." It seemed as if my body lost it's heat as I turned and pushed him away.



"Lord Toga said that I could go." Sesshoumaru seemed to be surprised that I had left his arms, but it did not take long for him to register what had happened. His eyes narrowed at me as I began to step further away from him.



"Come here, Kagome." My eyes narrowed as I shook my head.



"No."



"Kagome," Sesshoumaru growled warningly.



"Why do you not want me to go into town tomorrow?" I asked. Sesshoumaru's jaw snapped shut as his lips fell into a thin line.



"Is it because you think Miss Kishito will ask that I come back?"



No answer.



"Is it because Lady Izayoi wishes to take me?"



Still no answer. When he did not answer that time, I decided to ask a different question.



"It is because your father did not ask you, isn't it?" Sesshoumaru seemed as if he would speak, but his eyes immediately set into stone. I could not help but smile. Though Sesshoumaru was quite older than me and knew how to hide his emotions, I knew when someone was pouting. I walked towards him and poked his chest.



"You did not like that your father answered for you." I stated. Sesshoumaru grabbed my wrist and held it tightly. Though it hurt, I made sure that he did not know it.



"Do not think for a minute that you know this Sesshoumaru." he growled, his nose touching mine. I was not intimidated by his growling or cold citrine eyes. I more aroused than I was frightened. I watched as his nostrils flared and I knew that he had caught my scent.



"Horny bitch," he growled and before I could reply, he wrapped his other hand around my waist and pulled me closer to him .One hand around my wrist the other on the back of my head as he pushed his lips onto mine.