Always

Chapter: 4/?
Rating: NC/17
Warnings: au, yaoi, incest
Pairing: Sesshomaru/Inuyasha

A/N Oh, did I mention there would be Kagome bashing???? *snort* my bad!

The Inu-Yokai sniffed audibly as he peered at the morning sun nearing its zenith, his thoughts drifting…

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After the hot spring, Sesshomaru watched as his ototo walked back to his friends. In doing so, Inuyasha would glance back towards his aniki wistfully several times. Again the great Lord would find his heart aching with emotion, all the while refraining from acting out what he truly wanted to do and that was to rush to his baby brother, grab hold of him and whisk him away.

But if there was any attribute this Sesshomaru had in abundance, it was patience. He would wait on the marrow to let his ototo know what he desired, to return to the palace and become bound as mates for all eternity.

Sesshomaru was not want to act impulsively. He knew for certain this was what he wanted. He harbored a deep and ardent affection for his ototo. Not just as a brother, but as a lover and mate. He had lived a long time and never once felt this way about another being, not even for his oto:san or okaasama. Oh, he loved both his parents, there was no doubt, but his love for Inuyasha was growing in leaps and bounds, surpassing even his reverence and adoration for them. It was becoming so deep it was even scaring him, the great Inu-Dai-Yokai of Japan.

Nodding his head and uttering “Hai” in resolve, he donned his koromo and left to return to his palace. To make ready for its newest Lord and Untenshi.

Upon his return to his fortress, the first official act was to inform Jaken of his intent and that the need for the southern wing, of which had been Inuyasha’s suite while visiting, would need to be aired out for his imminent return.

Which would be as soon as possible, if Sesshomaru had any thing to say about it.

Jaken bowed and asked, “Will Master Inuyasha’s pack be accompanying our Lord?”

Sesshomaru paused for a moment, not having thought about that, but knowing his ototo, he may well want his companions to tag along. “I am not certain Jaken, however, it may be prudent to prepare for the possibility.”

“Hai, my Lord. Necessary preparations will be made.” With that, Jaken disappeared to apprise the house staff of the influx of guests along with the youngest Lord and make preparations. Before the sun would rise again, the castle was abuzz with activity.

Sesshomaru was aglow with the implications of the hustle and bustle that permeated the castle and the idle chit-chat that reached his pointed ears.

Through the years, Inuyasha had captured the hearts of most of those employed by the Dai-Yokai, whether they be ningen or yokai. Sesshomaru saw to it from the beginning that no one in his house disrespected the hanyo or his companions. Although truth be told, if they showed any towards the miko, he would not have cared really. However, he knew even with the ama, he needed to present a united front with Inuyasha when it came to his friends. Besides, he sighed in resignation, his little Rin actually liked the baka-biata.

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Sesshomaru shivered involuntarily.

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That night he slept and dreamed of a beautiful and lusty little hanyou, moaning out his name with want beneath him and for the first time in a long time, Sesshomaru spent his seed during repose.

The next morning, Sesshomaru unhurriedly took care of any important matters, which were only a few and dressed for his rendezvous with Inuyasha with enthusiasim.

Once at the hot spring, he removed his katana’s and sat cross legged at the base of one of the trees in front of the path he knew his ototo would emerge, and waited.

And waited.

And waited some more.

By the time dawn would soon break and still no Inuyasha, Sesshomaru would puzzle over what he should do.

Should he go and find the hanyou? Should he just return to the palace and wait word from him?

He was a bit perturbed, yet knew that Inuyasha was not one to equivocate. Obviously something came up that could not be avoided. But one thing confused the great Lord, though he could scent most of his pack, Inuyasha and the miko-ama were noticeably absent.

Sesshomaru decided to satisfy his need to find out why his ototo not only did not meet him, but why he could no longer scent where he was at and headed to the village they stayed in.

When he arrived, the sun was peeking over the horizon, finding Inuyasha’s friends rising for the new day as well. None were surprised at seeing the Lord, nor were they surprised Sesshomaru could not scent his ototo or Kagome.

As they went on to inform him, Kagome and Inuyasha fought after Inuyasha’s return the night Inuyasha returned from his visit with Sesshomaru. Kagome was so upset they said, that she went back through the well. With Inuyasha confused as to why Kagome was so upset, he followed suit and they had not been back since.

Sesshomaru dipped his head in acknowledgement and inquired as to what the fight was about?
He could only guess, having been aware of her presence while they had made love, but he would not assume.

The group only offered that they were as confused as Inuyasha was. Miroku, the Buddhist hōshi, who had found Inuyasha on the pathway leading from the hot spring, offered that she was already ranting about the ‘baka hanyou’ under her breath by the time they passed one another on the trail. It was one reason he continued on in search of his friend.

The very pregnant yōkai taijiya Sango, who had married Miroku after the demise of Naraku added, concurred. She was by the time she returned to their camp site, absolutely livid, but would not venture why when queried.

“Did you see Kagome-chan Lord Sesshomaru at the hot spring,” Sango asked.

Without breaking his stoic demeanor, Sesshomaru answer, “Iya Sango-san.”

It was not a lie really. He did not SEE Kagome, only sensed her presence, so technically there was no untruth told. But his pack need not know that he indeed sensed her, for then they would want to know why she would be upset and the dai-yokai was not prepared to divulge the encounter with Inuyasha’s pack if he in fact had not informed them him self.

All present shook their heads in confusion, Sesshomaru instead dipped his head and added, “I must return to my palace. Could you please inform my ototo that this Sesshomaru requests his presence as soon as he returns. It is utmost importance?”
Afore mentioned hōshi requested the reason for his request and the great DaiYokai curtly replied, “Iya.” Effectively putting an end to any more prying.

So they just nodded their heads and in near unison, answered, “Hai,” and Sesshomaru, concerned and a bit bewildered over this development called upon his ki. A sparkling cloud of dust seemingly rising out of nowhere, formed beneath him and he floated East towards his palace.

The slower mode of transportation would allow him a bit of time to think of all what was said.

~So, little ototo, did the miko-ama confront you concerning what she witnessed? Did she lure you into her time so that she could attempt to bewitch you in private, devoid of any possible aide?~

Suddenly Sesshomaru’s heart leapt within his throat and he turned sharply, heading whence he came.

A few moments later, he was hovering over the ‘Bone Eaters’ well.

Floating near and letting his ki extend, he sighed in relief. It was still intact. He could feel its aura as well as he ever could.

“At least you are not trapped my koi,” he whispered and returned to his destination. He would wait for Inuyasha’s return. Although he knew in his very soul it would take all the patience he could muster, lest he lose it.

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There would be a number of times he nearly did just that. Waiting for Inuyasha was one of the worst periods of his life. Unperceivably the daiyokai shook his head. He would come to realize that indeed matters could, and did, get worse.

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Sesshomaru would recognize Inuyasha’s arrival well before even his guards at the gate, so when Jaken turned at the palace’s front entrance to go and announce his arrival, he ran right smack-dab into the daiyokai, falling flat on his backside.

The little toad nearly asphyxiated. Quickly changing his position to that of a subservient, he got down on hands and knees, head bowed to the floor and profusely apologized to his regal master, who had the most amused look on his face.

Jaken would not, on pain of death, point this out in any way shape or form.

“Jaken?” He bemused.

The toad knew that tone and stopped his vocal groveling and instead answered, “Your Great and Gracious Lord, Master Inuyasha and his pack have arrived.”

Sesshomaru, who had been looking at his amused ototo, spared a glance at his retainer, “You state the obvious Jaken.”

“Hai.” Jaken offered, just as quickly rising and added, with head remaining bowed, “Is there any other tasks my Lord would have me perform?”

“Yes, Jaken. I wish to speak to Inuyasha-sama in private. Please show his companions to the family parlor for now.” And with that, expecting Inuyasha to follow, which he did, he turned and started to move in the direction of his study.

The miko started to object, but Inuyasha turned to face her before she could get much of his name past her lips he demanded that she follow the others, effectively shutting her mouth.

~At least for the moment~ Sesshomaru thought sarcastically, as he allowed a wicked grin of satisfaction to form on his lips for just a moment.

He led Inuyasha down the hallway while the rest of his entourage made theirs in the other direction. He could hear the ama mumbling the whole way.

The second he had Inuyasha, alone, behind closed doors, he turned around so quickly and full body slammed the diminutive hanyou with such force that it knocked the breath right out of him, rendering Inuyasha incapable of any response but for shock and a surprised squeak. At the same moment, Sesshomaru’s lips crushed their pouty counterparts with fury, Inuyasha’s own fang catching and causing it to bleed.

Sesshomaru’s hands were all over his person, and his ototo’s body responded. Smaller hands came up to grip the daiyokai’s biceps, with claws digging through fabric as Sesshomaru slowly lapped the blood that began to drip off of Inuyasha’s lower lip. A leg came up between Inuyasha’s thighs and ground into his sex as he moaned into the onslaught, as powerfully clawed hands came to grip hair at his temples.

The lust filled Lord began to trail kisses, licks and nips over Inuyasha’s entire face. All the while he rubbed his powerfully muscled leg against his puppy's hardening sex and leaving the luscious lips long enough for Inuyasha to find his voice, but not without trouble.

“Sessh… aniki… do:zo…” Inuyasha whimpered.

“Do:zo what ototo?” Sesshomaru growled desirously, a hand roughly making its way from the grip it had on the hanyo’s hair at his temple, down to the prominent bulge his knee was kneading. Unknotting his ototo’s hakama ties so quickly it made Inuyasha gasp and once again loose what sensibilities he had begun to regain, his aniki’s strong hand began to stroke his penisu with determination.

Sesshomaru attacked Inuyasha’s honey-sweet lips once again, cutting off any articulation his ototo might attempt.

Inuyasha’s entire body was aflame and careening towards overload with desire as Sesshomaru continued his attack. A thumb from that torturous hand slicked over the tip of his sex that protruded from its foreskin and Inuyasha melted further into the growling daiyokai’s embrace.

Inuyasha never had a chance. He was blissfully lost within the euphoria, grinding against his aniki now with almost equal frenzy.

Sesshomaru nearly howled triumphantly as he quickly untied his own hakama, pulled out his stiffened velvety sword. Grabbing both of their sexes with one hand he pumped their sexes in tandem with abandon.

Sesshomaru was not totally oblivious to Inuyasha’s earlier resistance, but he would not cease. Not now, not when he had his future mate right here, before him. He would have his tsume come hell or high water, renitence be damned!

Pre-cum leaked from both of their sexes, slicking their rods so thoroughly it allowed for Sesshomaru to quicken his pace to demonic urgency without traction.

Releasing Inuyasha’s bruised and swollen lips, Sesshomaru moved his assault onto the erect velvety ears that sat upon Inuyasha’s head.

~ Ara Kami~ they both mentally screamed, Inuyasha for the absolute debauched stimulation and Sesshomaru for noticing the delicious yelp his ototo emitted.

The daiyokai lapped hungrily at the soft appendages, once thinking them a tad silly, but falling completely in adoration and awe of their softness and ultra sensitivity. A definite erogenous zone, he mused.

When Sesshomaru felt his baby ototo shudder, close to his release, he latched onto one of those delectable organs and bit down.

Inuyasha’s body thunderously began to spasm, his silvery seed splattering them both and the most beautiful wail resounded through the chamber.

~Maybe even the entire castle~ Sesshomaru hoped.

As Sesshomaru relished in his puppy’s release, holding his trembling ototo close with one hand, furiously continuing to pump with the other, he howled to the heavens his own.

Everyone in hearing distance, yokai and ningen alike would bare testament to the Lord’s inu bay.

Reflexively he bent down laving Inuyasha’s neck and was about to mark his koi when a hand came up just as quickly and stayed his attempt.

Inuyasha leaned into Sesshomaru’s own ear that was close to his lips and murmured, “Iya aniki-sama, do:zo,” tears beginning to trail and dampen his cheeks.

Sesshomaru leaned back just a hair, continuing to lightly and affectionately stroke both of their members, and gazed into his ototo’s beautiful golden eyes, much like his own.

“Do:shite koi,” he asked as his heart sank and his own eyes misted, leaning back into Inuyasha and pleading with his kisses to moistened lips. Inuyasha lowered his head but Sesshomaru would have none of it, he cupped Inuyasha’s cheeks, continuing to kiss him, repeating, “Do:shite ototo, do:shite,” kissing the trail of tears away.

“Because I can not… we can not.” He pulled himself away from Sesshomaru’s grip, who let him go reluctantly, the look of confusion and pain written all over his aniki’s usually stoic mask.

Sesshomaru felt adrift. Everything around him felt surreal. If yokai could suffer heart attacks, he would swear he was having one now, but all he could manage standing there with his hakama pooled around his feet, watching his ototo gather his own was a forlorn sounding, “Do:shite?”

Once Inuyasha secured his hakama, he slowly descended to his knees in front of his ani, drew up the daiyokai’s, rose and tied them. Docilely he peered up at his sibling and as Sesshomaru inhaled to ask again, Inuyasha gently put his fingertips to his lips to stay him, then taking the rigid yokai’s hand said, “Let us sit aniki and we will talk.”

Blindly, Sesshomaru let his ototo guide him to the futon that sat below the grand window on one side of the room.

Translations: which are all in Japanese unless otherwise stated

do:shite -why
tsume -mate
hakama -traditional pants
penisu -penis
do:zo -please
hōshi - low-ranking, itinerant monk
yōkai taijiya -demon slayer
Untenshi -mate
hai -yes
ara -oh!
onno-no-ko -female child; daughter
ningen -human
kodomo -children
kijin -demon
kijin-aijin -demon-lover
yi -button less coat (Chinese)
akuba –witch
koromo -clothes
ro:bo -for all intent and purposes, it indicates Sessh’s night robe
chichiue / oto:san -father
akape -unconditional love, as in agape
ki -life force
okaasama -mother
kitsune -fox demon
chikyo:dai -foster brother
iya -no
musuko -son
onzo:shi -son of a distinguished man
Tenseiga -“Heavenly Fang”, can revive the dead, made from Sesshomaru’s fathers fang
Bakusaiga -“Explosive Crushing Fang”, generated at the same time as Sesshomaru’s
regenerated left arm, so therefore carries the same significance as the
Tetseiga in showing Sesshomaru’s power
Izayoi -Inuyasha’s mother
kirai -dislike
baita -slut
Inu no Taishou -Great Dog General, Sesshomaru and Inuyasha’s father
fuchu -adultery
jisatsu -suicide
Setsuna no Takemaru -the soldier who kills Izayoi and causes ultimately
the death of the Inu no Taishou, not sure what
rank he had
gaki -brat
baka -idiot
yaro -bastard
Shippo/bibu -tail
sho:jorashii -girlish
tsu:kon -sorry
hentai -pervert
otokonoko -boy
onzo:shi -son of a distinguished family
ketsu -ass, buttocks
ranko:-no -promiscuous
kamishimo -samurai garb


Feedback Response:

My heartfelt thank you's go to....

Nikkie23534:
Horny Dog Demons RULE!!!! :)

Demitria Miriam, Princess Sin & SoSickOfNyQuil (phew, that's a mouthful So!):
Hopefully this answers some of your q's... if not, all questions WILL be answered sooner or later. And doesn't Sesshomaru just SCREAM "fuck with my regalness!" ????? As for his pain... well, some would say it was his comuppance, considering the torment he dished out to Inuyasha, but that is NOT why I'm writing it that way. I'm actually trying to keep it as close to the actual story as the story was told by Rumiko. I'm just filling in some perceived blanks. *shit eaten grin*