Garden of Love

2.

First Sight

I remember when I first ''met'' him. He was sitting on that gigantic monster. His
long silver white hair flew freely along the wind as his soft looking lips were
twisted into a smirk and his eyes! Oh, when he turned his gaze on me, making me
see his golden pools I swear I almost fainted. They were so beautiful.

*sigh*

Although, I don't understand why people says he is a cold hearted, emotionless
monster, for I've seen he has emotions and warm heart, just like any other
living being. Why else would he had saved Rin and brought her back in the books
of living?

I have spoken with Rin countless times while Inuyasha and Sesshomaru were
fighting. She, Rin, has told me her story how come she now travels with ''her
Sesshomaru-sama'' as she put it. She has told me how he takes care of her like
father would his own daughter. Rin has also told me how she thinks him as her
father.

*another sigh*

I love him, I know I do.

Every time I think about him it makes my knees go weak, my face turns into a
pretty shade of red. Everything around me disappears and my hearts starts to
beat faster than normal, like I just have ran
marathon.

Only...

I wish I could tell him how I feel, but I'm afraid how he will
response my feelings, for he hates humans.

But maybe... Maybe someday I will be brave enough to face him - and not get killed-
and tell him my true feelings for him...

Until then I will just remain like there're nothing wrong and continue my life
as a shard director and a time travelling miko...