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InuYasha › Het - Male/Female › Sesshōmaru/Kagome
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A NEW BEGINING
CHAPTER FOUR: A NEW BEGINNING
Three after going to sesshomaru she finally is talking. Her damaged heart closed and locked away. Her mind erased of everything involving the horrible halfbreed.
“Sesshomaru-sama, where do I come from?” her small meek voice asks afraid he will yel at her.
“You come from a world beyond the well” he answers emotionlessly.
Kagome flinches at his tone and tears well in her eyes. I knows I am nothing more than a burden. I know I haves always been a burden. But who?, who was I such a burden to. I cant remember. That is all I want to do is remember.’ she thinks as she looks down a her plate of food with blurred eyes. Quickly she darts up and races out of the room. Three tears flying from her eyes and landing on the cold wooden floors. The floors that have seen many a tear seem as if they have no room left and just let the drops of anguish sit on its surface.
‘ what has this sesshomaru done as to have upset her so?’ his thoughts betray his emotionless facade.
Running to her room she takes out the small dagger that is customary for all women to have during the feudal era. Taking the hghly sharp blade out of its sheath she proceeds to draw the blade across the flesh of her upper arm.
Once
twice
three times she drags the blade against her arm. Sighing as the pain takes hold and makes her feel a sense of peace and calm she had otherwise not had. Sitting there she looks at the deep lacerations on her arm with morbid fascination.
Just before poking the knife into one of the incisions her door bursts open and sesshomaru looking around the room his eyes blood red fall upon kagome and the knife. His growl low and menacing. Immediately she drops the knife and covers her arm. Then racing over to the corner of the room she proceeds to huddle against it. Trying to make herself smaller.
“I’m sorry sesshomaru-sama, please don’t hurt me” she whimpers. Shaking with the force of an earthquake.
Sesshomaru not in the right state of mind growls again. Relishing the waves of fear radiating off her.
‘She cut herself, she must be punished’
“No she is in pain fluffy”
‘Do not call me that, I am lord sesshomaru’
“Fine lord sesshomaru, do not punish her”
‘ I shall do what I want without remorse or regret. And she needs to be punished. No one hurts my mate to be, not even her own person’
*sigh* “fine but be gentle she is still very fragile.”
‘ so be it’
sesshomaru approached kagome and picks her up off the floor. Before setting himself on the chair next to her armoire and grasping a hair brush that is set upon it. Pure jade with horse hair bristles. This was gong to hurt. But then again she needed to know it is forbidden to harm herself no matter the level of pain.
‘Oh no what is he going to do, please dear Kami don’t let him hurt me. I cant take another person hurting me’ she thinks before her thoughts are stopped and she is abruptly lain across his lap stomach down. One of Sesshomaru ’s legs trapping hers against his other. So as to make sure she does not get away.
“For disobeying this sesshomaru and harming yourself you are to receive thirty thronging. Is this sesshomaru understood?” he says even as his beast is roaring inside to let him free to comfort her.
“Yes Sesshomaru -sama, I understand” she says brokenly as she finally comes to the realization that she will always be in pain no matter who it is from.
Nodding he arks his hand back and swings the brush downward. The brush comes into contact with her fully clothed backside and she does nothing. Seemingly as if she did not feel it. The second strike was done three times harder earning a slight wince from her. As the spanking continued by the time he was to 20 she was in tears. As the last spank rained down she tensed as it was the hardest one yet and lets out a scream so loud it startles sesshomaru into dropping her right on her abused derriere.
~~~~~~~~kagome’s POV~~~~~~~~~~
Kagome feeling each spank is thoroughly humiliated and wishing for a swift death. ‘That is what I need, death. To make all this pain go away...’ her scream ripping though her as he hits her bottom harder than any of the other ones before that one. As she crashes to the floor spots cloud her vision as not only does she land on her abused bottom but the skin split open deeply from the last thrashing.
~~~~normal POV~~~~~
Sesshomaru looking at her with shock scents the air and all he smells is her blood and tears. A rancid mixture. 'Wait ...blood. Her wounds have already healed. Where is this coming from?’ he rationalizes and starts sniffing her sobbing curled form.
Finally finding the source he lifts the bottom of her kimono up past her hips and examines the welts left from the brush. A pang of guilt running through him as he sees the damage he has caused. He only wanted to leave her a little red. Not full of bleeding welts and one deep enough to be bleeding profusly.
“ not once did she cry out except for the las one. She has a high tolerance for pain. Yet this sesshomaru went beyond that. I have failed her’ his thoughts hidden from view.
~~~~~~~sesshomaru’s POV~~~~~
Swifty sesshomaru exits the room to get the suplies needed to bandage her wounds he hears her heart wrenchng sobs and lets a sympathetic howl slip past his lips before his self control stops it.
‘Why did you do that?’
“You hurt her! I told you not to hurt you and you did!” his beast roars.
‘Control yourself, she is fine’
“Fine! You call her bleeding as fine! You are such an ass! Let me out she needs me”
‘I will do no such thing’
his beast now in a blind rage swifty takes over sesshomaru.
‘Now to get back to my mate!” sesshomaru says his eyes fully blood red.
~~~~~~~normal POV~~~~~~~~
‘I am nothing, I knew it. I will only live for pain’ kagome’s thoughts her only voice.
Looking around the room she soon spots her dagger. Its perfectly sharp blade glinting int the moonlight. Muster ing all her energy she slowly painfully makes her way over to it. Now holding the glinting steel she presses it against her throat.
well here is the next chapter hope you all like it!
thank you all who reviewed this story it helps me so much thank you
Three after going to sesshomaru she finally is talking. Her damaged heart closed and locked away. Her mind erased of everything involving the horrible halfbreed.
“Sesshomaru-sama, where do I come from?” her small meek voice asks afraid he will yel at her.
“You come from a world beyond the well” he answers emotionlessly.
Kagome flinches at his tone and tears well in her eyes. I knows I am nothing more than a burden. I know I haves always been a burden. But who?, who was I such a burden to. I cant remember. That is all I want to do is remember.’ she thinks as she looks down a her plate of food with blurred eyes. Quickly she darts up and races out of the room. Three tears flying from her eyes and landing on the cold wooden floors. The floors that have seen many a tear seem as if they have no room left and just let the drops of anguish sit on its surface.
‘ what has this sesshomaru done as to have upset her so?’ his thoughts betray his emotionless facade.
Running to her room she takes out the small dagger that is customary for all women to have during the feudal era. Taking the hghly sharp blade out of its sheath she proceeds to draw the blade across the flesh of her upper arm.
Once
twice
three times she drags the blade against her arm. Sighing as the pain takes hold and makes her feel a sense of peace and calm she had otherwise not had. Sitting there she looks at the deep lacerations on her arm with morbid fascination.
Just before poking the knife into one of the incisions her door bursts open and sesshomaru looking around the room his eyes blood red fall upon kagome and the knife. His growl low and menacing. Immediately she drops the knife and covers her arm. Then racing over to the corner of the room she proceeds to huddle against it. Trying to make herself smaller.
“I’m sorry sesshomaru-sama, please don’t hurt me” she whimpers. Shaking with the force of an earthquake.
Sesshomaru not in the right state of mind growls again. Relishing the waves of fear radiating off her.
‘She cut herself, she must be punished’
“No she is in pain fluffy”
‘Do not call me that, I am lord sesshomaru’
“Fine lord sesshomaru, do not punish her”
‘ I shall do what I want without remorse or regret. And she needs to be punished. No one hurts my mate to be, not even her own person’
*sigh* “fine but be gentle she is still very fragile.”
‘ so be it’
sesshomaru approached kagome and picks her up off the floor. Before setting himself on the chair next to her armoire and grasping a hair brush that is set upon it. Pure jade with horse hair bristles. This was gong to hurt. But then again she needed to know it is forbidden to harm herself no matter the level of pain.
‘Oh no what is he going to do, please dear Kami don’t let him hurt me. I cant take another person hurting me’ she thinks before her thoughts are stopped and she is abruptly lain across his lap stomach down. One of Sesshomaru ’s legs trapping hers against his other. So as to make sure she does not get away.
“For disobeying this sesshomaru and harming yourself you are to receive thirty thronging. Is this sesshomaru understood?” he says even as his beast is roaring inside to let him free to comfort her.
“Yes Sesshomaru -sama, I understand” she says brokenly as she finally comes to the realization that she will always be in pain no matter who it is from.
Nodding he arks his hand back and swings the brush downward. The brush comes into contact with her fully clothed backside and she does nothing. Seemingly as if she did not feel it. The second strike was done three times harder earning a slight wince from her. As the spanking continued by the time he was to 20 she was in tears. As the last spank rained down she tensed as it was the hardest one yet and lets out a scream so loud it startles sesshomaru into dropping her right on her abused derriere.
~~~~~~~~kagome’s POV~~~~~~~~~~
Kagome feeling each spank is thoroughly humiliated and wishing for a swift death. ‘That is what I need, death. To make all this pain go away...’ her scream ripping though her as he hits her bottom harder than any of the other ones before that one. As she crashes to the floor spots cloud her vision as not only does she land on her abused bottom but the skin split open deeply from the last thrashing.
~~~~normal POV~~~~~
Sesshomaru looking at her with shock scents the air and all he smells is her blood and tears. A rancid mixture. 'Wait ...blood. Her wounds have already healed. Where is this coming from?’ he rationalizes and starts sniffing her sobbing curled form.
Finally finding the source he lifts the bottom of her kimono up past her hips and examines the welts left from the brush. A pang of guilt running through him as he sees the damage he has caused. He only wanted to leave her a little red. Not full of bleeding welts and one deep enough to be bleeding profusly.
“ not once did she cry out except for the las one. She has a high tolerance for pain. Yet this sesshomaru went beyond that. I have failed her’ his thoughts hidden from view.
~~~~~~~sesshomaru’s POV~~~~~
Swifty sesshomaru exits the room to get the suplies needed to bandage her wounds he hears her heart wrenchng sobs and lets a sympathetic howl slip past his lips before his self control stops it.
‘Why did you do that?’
“You hurt her! I told you not to hurt you and you did!” his beast roars.
‘Control yourself, she is fine’
“Fine! You call her bleeding as fine! You are such an ass! Let me out she needs me”
‘I will do no such thing’
his beast now in a blind rage swifty takes over sesshomaru.
‘Now to get back to my mate!” sesshomaru says his eyes fully blood red.
~~~~~~~normal POV~~~~~~~~
‘I am nothing, I knew it. I will only live for pain’ kagome’s thoughts her only voice.
Looking around the room she soon spots her dagger. Its perfectly sharp blade glinting int the moonlight. Muster ing all her energy she slowly painfully makes her way over to it. Now holding the glinting steel she presses it against her throat.
well here is the next chapter hope you all like it!
thank you all who reviewed this story it helps me so much thank you