A Goddess from the Past

Chapter 4

Sesshomaru plunged into the icy water of the former pond. 'I can't take much more of this... My body... No, not only does my body ache for her, but my heart and soul are calling out for her... What is this feeling? Why can't I stop thinking about her? What makes me desire her so much?'.

Sesshomaru's mind brought forth hundreds of questions, none of which he could answer. All he knew was that he desired her, her elegance, strength, beauty, passion, loyalty, and most of all, to just have her by his side. 'Is this what the mortals call... love?'


Kagome wandered through the large palace, trying to sniff out where he was. The whole place smelled of him, and Kagome found the scent addicting. 'Snap out of it Kagome! You're just going to check and see if he's okay, then leave.' Kagome could sense a presence coming from her left, so she tried to find a way in. After looking briefly, she found that it was connected to room, and it seemed like that was the only way in. Kagome carefully slid a door open, and when she looked inside, she gasped.

Before her, was the largest, most spacious, and the most beautiful bedroom she had ever seen. The bed was covered with shining silk sheets, and at the top of the bed, was a mountain of pillows. ‘So this is what a Lord’s life is like!’. Kagome soon remembered why she was in there, and tried to look for Sesshomaru’s aura. She slowly made her way into the top right corner of the bedroom, and found a door, which Kagome assumed would lead to Sesshomaru.

Kagome cautiously opened the door, not knowing what to expect. At first, Kagome thought that she had walked into a hot springs, but immediately noticed that it couldn’t be a hot springs if it was this cold. She walked up to the water and gasped as she saw a submerged Sesshomaru.

She quickly kneeled down at the water’s edge, ‘Sesshomaru-sama…?’. It started out as a whisper, and she kept repeating his name, each time getting louder, until she was almost yelling. Tears filled her eyes as he remained reactionless in the water.

He could hear an angelic voice call out his name, ‘Sesshomaru-sama… Sesshomaru-sama?’. At first, he thought that it was just his imagination, and tried to make the voice go away. Then, Sesshomaru remembered that he was in the pond, and realized that the demoness had come into his palace, and was now crouching at the edge of the pond, calling for him.

Sesshomaru had drunk some of the potion his father had left him, so he knew his demon side would not be coming back anytime soon. ‘Let the demoness think I’m dead. Maybe then she’ll leave me alone, and stop torturing me.'

Kagome felt the tears leave her eyes, and make their way down her face. 'Why am I crying? He tried to rape me, and plus, I barely know him... But why?? Why does my heart feel like its breaking all over again?'. Kagome couldn't take it anymore. She rushed into the water, and pulled Sesshomaru out. She laid his head on her lap, and stroked his pale, cold cheeks. She placed her hands on his left shoulder and imagined his arm there, and soon enough, his arm was back.

Sesshomaru felt his arm grow back, and made a small mental note to thank her if he ever saw her again.

Suddenly, he felt her hot tears fall on his face, and then soft, warm hands would wipe them away. 'Why is she crying? I've tried to kill her, kill Inuyasha, and then I almost raped her today... How can she still cry for me?'. His thoughts stopped as he heard her whisper:

'Kami, I beg you, please give Lord Sesshomaru the strength to come back. I know that I have feelings for Sesshomaru-sama, thus perhaps making this wish selfish, but I do not care if I can't be with him, I just want him to come back...'. Sesshomaru could feel his heart pounding on his ribcage, it ached, and made him regret tricking her.

Kagome bent down, and placed a soft kiss on Sesshomaru's lips. When she raised her head and looked down, she saw a pair of golden orbs stare back at her.

'Did you really think that this Sesshomaru would die from drowning?'. Kagome's eyes widened, and she immediately shuffled back and bowed down to him. Her face burned from embarassment, 'I... um... well... I... was worried... when you left... umm... earlier...' 'Tell me... did you mean what you said?'. Kagome looked up at him, but quickly looked back down. 'I.. uh.. I don't know what you mean...'.

'There's no point in trying to deny it, I heard everything. So, answer me, did you mean what you said?'. Kagome sighed, 'And what if I did mean it? What IF I did tell you that I loved you? That I loved you since I first met you? What would happen then? All it would do is just make things more awkward, and make you feel disgusted. You know what? I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I wasted your time. I'll be leaving now'.

Kagome got up to leave, but she felt an arm snake around her waist, and heard low voice say, 'If you told me that you loved me, this is what I would do'. Sesshomaru leaned forward, and gave her a soft, but intense kiss.

Kagome gasped as she felt his lips on hers. Gently, she pushed away and looked into his eyes. 'Sesshomaru...'. 'Demoness, I don't know why you affect this Sesshomaru so greatly, but my heart and soul long for you... They long to be completed, and to be a part of you. I...'.

The demoness silenced him by kissing him. Her tongue hesitantly ventured into his mouth, and Sesshomaru quickly took that as a sign to continue. His tongue danced with hers, both of them passionately embracing each other.

Sesshomaru wrapped his tail around her as he guided them to his bed. Kagome broke the kiss, and she gasped for air. Sesshomaru gently placed her on the bed, and hovered above her. She gazed at him with lust filled eyes which widened when she felt his arousal touch her leg. 'Don't force yourself to do anything you don't want to do. I'll understand'.

Kagome kissed Sesshomaru, then said 'Sesshomaru... I needed someone to fill in the hole in my heart, and right now, the only one that can do that is you... I need this just as much as you do...'

That was all Sesshomaru needed to hear. He tore off their clothing, and captured Kagome's lips. His right hand found her soft, firm breast, knowing that it was already budded from the cold water. He squeezed the tip, earning a moan from the beauty underneath him. He continued his assault on her right breast as he trailed kisses down to her left breast, and when he reached it, he nipped and licked it. Kagome moaned at the new sensation, never knowing that her breasts were that sensitive.

Sesshomaru let his right hand leave her breast, and make its way down to her arousal. He penetrated with a long, slender finger, and slowly plunged in and out of her passages.

Kagome gave a small yelp in delight before she continued to moan. Sesshomaru gave her clit short, but firm flickers of his tongue, which soon led to her release. The demoness shrieked in delight, as she tightened around Sesshomaru's finger.

She sighed in delight, 'That... was amazing... But it's only fair that you get something as well...'. Kagome flipped him over so that she was on top. She made her way down to his manhood. Kagome was confident that she would be able to make him feel as good as he had with her. Yuka and Eri had made sure she knew this stuff, despite her protests. Now, she was thankful that they had taught her.

Gently, she held his length in her hand, and began to stroke along it. Sesshomaru growled with pleasure, and began thrust irresistibly into her hand. She increased the pressure and speed of her hand. She placed her mouth over the head of his erection, and began to suck on it.

Sesshomaru gripped the bed as he resisted the urge to thrust his erection into her mouth. He knew that his climax would soon be there, but he needed to do something else before he released.

‘Kagome… I need… to be inside you…’ Sesshomaru grunted. He pulled out of her grasp and flipped her over. Kagome nodded as she saw him look up at her. As fast as he could, he rammed into her. Sesshomaru heard her hiss in pain, and quickly kissed her, trying to make up for the pain.

After a few moments, Kagome began to shift, which made Sesshomaru’s manhood throb with need. He started out slowly, moving in and out of her tight passages. Kagome moaned with pleasure, his large member hitting all the right spots. Sesshomaru began to quicken his pace.

Her already tight passages, gave spasmic clenches, and Sesshomaru knew that he was going to climax soon. Kagome moaned, 'Please Sesshomaru-sama... more... faster... deeper...!'. He didn't need to be told twice. He thrusted uncontrollably into her, and he finally felt her climax, he himself, releasing right afterwards.

He bit down by her neck, marking her as his for all eternity. Using her remaining strength, she bit down on Sesshomaru, and lapped up the blood flowing from the wound.

After licking clean her new mark, Sesshomaru collapsed beside her. She shifted closer towards him, and snuggled up with him. Sesshomaru placed a protective arm around his new mate, and began to fall asleep. 'I love you, Sesshomaru...' Kagome murmured. 'I love you too, my beautiful goddess...'

For the first time in his life, he felt needed, complete... and loved.

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Whew... THAT was hard to write XD Pwease, pwease, pweeeeaaase review!!! It may not be the best ever, but this was my first time trying to write something of that sort. I will try and improve it later, but right now, I have no more creative ideas left XD

So review, review, and review some more!!! *glomps* =) *hugs all reviewers*

~Endless Sorrow