Kainashi

Kainashi

By: Rosiel

Disclaimer: I don’t own anything but a Sesshie-sama Wall scroll! Don’t sue!

(Thoughts)

“Dialogue”


Author’s Notes: And I’m back again! Thanks for all the wonderful reviews! I really appreciate them! I’ve been really lazy ever since I got home and it’s taken me a while to do anything, since I’ve only wanted to sleep for a few days! I love being home though, my mom spoils me rotten, and needless to say I enjoy it immensely!


Listening Choice: “Betrayed Me” by Adema


Chapter 3: Feelings of Sadness



Sesshoumaru sighed wearily as he stepped into his quarters. The meeting had been long and very tedious. (Those damned rebels had more people than we thought. I’ve got to figure out a way to stop them.) His cold pretty eyes narrowed just slightly, though by looking at him you wouldn’t be able to tell he was upset or feeling any other kind of emotion, for it would never be present on his angelic face. No emotion was ever present on his face, except when it came to “him.”

His anger festered just beneath the surface at the whole reason the rebels were able to infiltrate his lands and intercept his commands so much. He now walked with a purpose towards the main room where the little hanyou lay curled up in a corner. Inuyasha’s head was tucked down towards his chest, his little doggy ears twitching as they picked up his soft movements and footfalls. His pale skin glowed in the light of the dying sun and Sesshoumaru knew he needed to start a fire soon, it would be cold and he liked the light to see by.

He walked over to the little half-breed, nudging him with a slippered foot. The boy immediately awoke, his dull yellow eyes, never leaving Sesshoumaru’s legs to look up and see who it was that hit him. /Well trained are we? We’ll see about that./ He knelt down beside the little mutt, slowly lifting him till he was on his knees. The boy’s head never once lifted to look at him. Sesshoumaru reached out gently sliding his hands into Inuyasha’s soft thick locks, pulling them off to one side. He almost lovingly smoothed his hair out.

Inuyasha didn’t move throughout the gentle touches. It was almost too much for the broken boy to hope for that Sesshoumaru had decided to be gentle with him. And his instincts told him that something was going to happen, something worse than being raped, something much more humiliating and painful. His instincts turned out to be right.

Sesshoumaru slipped to his feet, removing a small leather collar from his inner pocket. He knelt back down beside the boy, before placing the collar around his throat. But it wouldn’t go on totally. There was something holding it slightly away from the soft flesh of his neck. Sesshoumaru used his strength and pressed down on the small spines inside the collar, driving them into Inuyasha’s soft flesh. The boy screamed in excruciating pain. Not only did the spines hurt badly when they went through the skin, something on them or close to the burnt badly.

“There’s snake youkai venom on those spines if you’re wondering the burning. Once it’s in your system, enough of it can paralyze its victim. But only a small amount will cause the victim horrible pain, no matter what he or she does to try to escape it.” Sesshoumaru spoke in his normal cold voice, his claws barely brushing Inuyasha’s skin.


Tears flowed down Inuyasha’s face unchecked. He had always promised himself he would never cry, not for anything. But he had broken that and so many other promises he had ever made. He was useless and completely helpless in Sesshoumaru’s hands. He knew better than to fight, to fight meant Sesshoumaru would kill him. To fight meant even more pain and he couldn’t deal with anymore pain, but knowing well that Sesshoumaru would torture him one way or another. It was kind of a double edged sword really. Not fighting meant less pain and broke the promises he had made to himself. Fighting meant more pain and more torture at his brother’s hands. /No he’s not my brother; he’s my master, my owner. I’m his, this collar and his mark on my back tell the world that./

It hurt really badly. All he had ever wanted was to be loved, but even that simple act had been denied him. He wasn’t allowed to know love. Not the kind of love he craved anyway. Kagome and the others loved him dearly, but it wasn’t the same. He wanted someone to love him the way his father had loved his mother. He wanted to be held and kept safe in the arms of another. He wanted to be touched and loved right, not forced to do the same acts with only pain and hatred coursing through him. But did he really hate Sesshoumaru? He couldn’t bring himself to really examine the question. He knew he shouldn’t, all the things he had put the poor boy through, but there was a part of him…./No I can’t think that way, if I do, I’ll go crazy. I just have to shut myself off from my feelings and endure what he does./

“There. Perfect, you really do make a good pet and an even better whore.” Sesshoumaru’s voice broke through his thoughts.

He knew he expected a response; he wanted to hear the boy’s spiritless voice.

“Yes, master.” He spoke in a quiet meek voice.

Sesshoumaru grinned widely at that. The boy was indeed broken, and though he tried to hide it was in an excruciating amount of pain. He was surprised the boy didn’t pass out. /Well I suppose it’s a good thing the little bastard doesn’t pass out. More fun for me after all./

Sesshoumaru reached out, picking the boy up, and carrying him to his bed. He almost gently set him down. The boy didn’t move, just lay in the position he had been set down in. But his master’s voice immediately brought him out of this almost catatonic state.

“Undress me.”

Inuyasha immediately slipped to his knees, wincing at the pain this small amount of movement caused, before reaching out and slowly undoing his master’s white silk hakama. The youkai lord was beautiful. He probably would’ve liked this more, if he were willingly doing it, but nothing in his life could ever be that good. Once he was fully undressed Sesshoumaru slipped up on the bed. Leaning back against the head board, he slowly spread his long legs. Inuyasha watched confused by the sight. What exactly did his master want from him?

Sesshoumaru pulled the little whore towards him, his cock all ready swollen, red and dripping with need. The little mutt cocked his head, almost confused by what was expected of him. Sesshoumaru grabbed his head, forcing it down to the hard shaft.

“Suck and if you bite me so help me, I will kill you.” He commanded.

Inuyasha stared at the hard cock in front of his face, before doing as commanded. He lowered his head, slowly opening his mouth to take the shaft into his mouth, but he was going to slow for his master’s taste. Before he even realized it, Sesshoumaru had shoved his face down, so that his mouth engulfed him. Inuyasha fought the urge to gag. Gagging would cause Sesshoumaru to hurt him even more. Slowly he was allowed to slip the cock out of his mouth a little, before using his throat muscles and tongue to pleasure his owner. Sesshoumaru thrust his hips upward, slowly impaling the boy on it; it was good, considering the fact that little whore had never done anything like this before.

Slowly the boy lowered himself back down, taking the shaft back into his mouth, once again forcing down the urge to gag. He sucked as hard as he could, using his tongue to further pleasure his owner. Finally, Sesshoumaru’s hot seed spurted into his mouth. He forced himself to swallow all of his master’s “gift”. He slowly lifted his head, forcing his rebellious stomach not to throw up the seed he had been forced to swallow. He must’ve looked a little green, for his owner sat up and grabbed his face forcing him to fight down the urge to vomit.

“Don’t you dare vomit in this bed. You hear me?” His master demanded.

“Yes, Master.” He sobbed out.

His master flipped him onto his stomach, before forcing him up on his hands and knees. He kneed his legs until they parted fully, before he roughly thrust into the tight channel of the little mutt’s hot body. Inuyasha screamed but it made no difference. His master would have him one way or another. He was taken hard and fast, then forced to straddle his master, his owner’s cock never leaving his soft body. He rode his master’s cock, this time with no help from his owner. His eyes were squeezed shut, his mouth open in agony as he felt his master’s seed fill him.

/He was right about the venom making everything hurt./ The rapes were much more painful due to the venom. His whole consciousness narrowed down to the pain of his owner’s touch. He was taken a few more times before his owner seemed to tire out.

Sesshoumaru lay there panting. The whore really was good in bed. Even if he was forced to do the things Sesshoumaru had demanded of him. He slowly closed his eyes, trying to regain his breath and control of his tingling body. He pulled Inuyasha into his arms, holding him tightly for a moment before pushing him off the bed. He hit the floor with a dull thud. Sesshoumaru rolled over on his side, pulling the silk sheets up around him before drifting off to sleep.


Author’s Notes: Yet another depressing chapter! Geez, I can’t seem to not be depressing in my writing can I? Anyways, sorry once again for the delay! I promise not to take so long next time.

Huong: Eventually the group is going to show back up. It’s just going to take some time, next chapter or so they’ll be back and trying to cause Sess trouble!

Kougasmate: Me likey! I might just have to use that idea! Thanks so much for the imput!

Bakura: Thanks for the sweet comments! And wonderful idea, may use it too!

Kaji11: I hope this was another good one for you honey! I plan to probably use some of your ideas as well sweet one!

EVERYONE ELSE: YOU GUYS KICK ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!