A Forbidden Love

Sesshomaru placed his hand on her back to comfort her. “Rin…I’m Sorry.” Rin feeling the pain of her lord mixed with her own felt warm inside. “I will never let anyone hurt you again…” Rin’s head perked up at that. “You mean like Lord Inuyasha and his friends?” The words stung being compared to Inuyasha and reluctantly Sesshomaru nodded. “What can I do for my Lord to make him happy then?” Rin asked for nothing as usual; she only wanted to give more to her lord Sesshomaru. “Just rest and get better Rin, there is a lot I must do while you recover.” Baffled at what might be troubling her lord; Rin could hardly sleep. She had tricked her lord many times over the years pretending to sleep but listening in the dark. Tonight was no different. Lord Sesshomaru waited until he thought she was asleep and then he let forth a howl. This howl was to summon his concubines, any of the women who wanted to be his potential mates, and his mother. He hoped all would show but her, his mother knew of the deep connection between him and Rin and she never was one for keeping her mouth shut. The women arrived, and with the intricate tunnel in the cave Sesshomaru believed he could stray to one and not be far from Rin. His mind told him that he would hear the danger, he could save her from anything; and yet his heart ached at the simple mention of leaving her side. It became more and more apparent that Sesshomaru didn’t look at Rin as a human.







With the woman assembled Sesshomaru looked over them all. “I want my concubines to Separate themselves from the woman coming to court here…” Sesshomaru was cut off by his mother striding to his side. “Actually he wants you all to go home. He has already picked a mate and you time was wasted. Hahahaha!” Sesshomaru scowled, that wasn’t the case. “Shut your Fucking mouth Cunt.” Sesshomaru’s mother looked at him and saw no reason why she should test him further. “I apologize lord.” She humbly bowed but stayed at his Side. “For all of you who wish to become my mate you need to understand this now, I have a Human Ward. I will never allow anyone to become my mate who might bring her to harm; She is not going to Leave my Side. I have promised to Protect her and I shall stand by this until I am rotting bones in the soil. If you are unhappy with such arrangements Leave now, and the same for my concubines.” There was great silence, Many of the women had made faces of disgust at Sesshomaru, his face remained proud and unwaivered. Not to his surprise almost all of the Demon Women had left with the exception of two. Sesshomaru was surprised that any had stayed. “Lord Sesshomaru.” A silver haired fox demon bowed after calling out. “I am madly hoping to be yours, but even though I can except a Human Ward; I must ask you… Why is she so special?” Sesshomaru had never been asked to explain why Rin was with him, much less Why he had kept her. Not even his mother had asked him this question; it irritated him that he should have to explain it at all. Seeing though that he wanted to continue his demon lineage he explained it all. “Rin was a young girl when I met her. I had just barely survived a battle against my brother and the only reason I was alive was thanks to my father’s sword. This girl knew nothing about me other than I was hurt. She never asked me for anything and even though I never ate the human food she brought me; she brought it every day. She wouldn’t pester me and stay by my side all the time, she only brought me what she thought would make me better, leave to the village where she was beaten and abused; and do it again. This actually hit my heart. I Didn’t understand her; I didn’t know how to look away. When I had healed I wanted to tell her goodbye, she had tried to bring me food and was killed by wolves. I brought her back to life; she knew she had died and that I had brought her back. She is the only person I have ever wanted by my side. The only person I knew could be in my life, with my lifestyle, that would have it no other way. Therefore no matter who I choose as my Mate; they will have to Accept my Rin.” Sesshomaru had passion in his eyes and they glistened when he spoke of her. The other demon had left already, had had no care for the sob story she assumed was about to be told. The Fox demon simply closed her eyes and bowed. “Sesshomaru I will be your mate, but I must say. I will only mate you to bare you an heir, Because unlike you I am wise enough to see what you are too blind to.” Sesshomaru smiled. Something he never did. “That is all you were ever good for to begin with.” And with that Sesshomaru headed back towards Rin and the tunnel where he had left her.



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Rin had stayed awake and listened as Sesshomaru picked another woman. The devastation she felt manifested anger. What was she doing wrong that Sesshomaru didn’t want her. Was it because she was human? If she could become a demon she would, just to make him happy. Once Rin heard his footsteps coming. She sat up, she loved Sesshomaru but enough was enough. She could only take so much before she couldn’t take anymore. She was going to confront him. As Sesshomaru arrived he wasn’t surprised to see Rin awake. He spoke nothing when he saw her, but was curious as to the malice in her eyes. “Rin don’t look at me that way.” He sat down on the edge of the cave’s entrance to look out into the Forest. “Sesshomaru Why don’t you Mate me? Why do you never acknowledge me! I am here for you, I am the only one who knows you like no one else yet you don’t want to be with me. Why?! Why offer to protect me then choose to love someone else.” Sesshomaru’s eyes widened and his cheeks flushed. Rin was fighting with him. She had no place to tell him who he could mate with! “Rin, silence…”





“No! I don’t want to be quiet! I Love you Sesshomaru Sama. I Chose you as MY mate Long ago. I could have mated with many others in Villages along our travels but I want you Sesshomaru. Why is that so wrong? I don’t want to be Human, I haven’t wanted to be ever since I knew you hated them. I just want you…” She crawled over to him, it felt like he was ignoring her. “Don’t ignore me Sesshomaru…” She brought her body around and climbed from his lap and putting her arms around his neck forced him to look into her face. She still had bruises and a few cuts on her lips, her wrists were sore and in immense pain, but she didn’t care. She wanted Sesshomaru to explain why she wasn’t good enough. “Look at me Sesshomaru, I’m beaten up like when we first met. What did you see in me then that you don’t now?” Sesshomaru did look at Rin this time, But what he saw wasn’t a beaten up human girl, he saw her soft long brown hair, her brown eyes that could melt his icy center; He saw her pale skin, and how fragile she was. It was beautiful. Rin’s eyes were so full of Sadness and Anger, there was no explanation Sesshomaru could think of. He let his hand touch her arm. “Rin, the only reason I chose this woman was to bare my pups. I don’t…” Rin Interrupted. “Oh, so you think I cannot have Children now Sesshomaru?! How Dare you!” She moved backward and slapped him across the face. “You Know I actually thought you cared about me, but it is clear now. You only care about me being around, not whether I’m happy or Who hurts me. You are the person who left me with that Leper, you LET Him do that to me. Because you didn’t want to have to go places with me! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU!” Rin got to her feet and began running into the cave. Sesshomaru held out a hand to catch her, “Rin! Don’t…” She had already disappeared into the darkness. Sesshomaru felt foolish, he hadn’t checked the cave to see if she would be safe from jagged rocks, or for areas in the tunnels that held poisons, or more. There were so many risks for Rin because she was Human. Sesshomaru felt a sharp pain and his breathing became more difficult. He was not used to this, much less he didn’t know what could be causing it. He sat there debating on going after her, but she was right. Sesshomaru had caused Rin a lot of grief, he couldn’t let her run off and hurt herself. He sniffed the air for her scent, he closed his eyes in anger. The herbs the Leper had used were still evident and hid Rin’s smell from him. He couldn’t rely on his senses, he had to rely on his gut.





Sesshomaru’s mother chuckled. “You know, now that you have a mate; and you still have Rin don’t you find it a little ironic the girl isn’t allowing you to. I mean; she wants to the the Only girl for you Sesshomaru, quite Selfish.”

“Not Now, she has run off and I can’t find her, my nose is of no Use to me.” His mother laughed louder this time. “You’re no better than a Human wandering in the Dark for your trinket. Sesshomaru perhaps if you had understood better she wouldn’t be gone. Maybe you’ll lose Rin…Forever this Time. Remember I brought her back from the Underworld for you, and yet you still can’t keep her safe. Tsk Tsk Sesshomaru, your better off With you Demon betrothed Anyway. You Don’t need to inherit that aweful trait for loving humans that your father had…” And then she was gone. Sesshomaru growled, his anger boiling in his mind, and his breathing still rough. “You were no help you useless Bitch. Perhaps that’s why Father cast you aside.” Sesshomaru continued to wander through the cave. With the Darkness never ending and his nose not being able to help him Sesshomaru many times stopped and felt the ground. If it felt untouched he would back track his own steps and search the other routes. He wanted to find Rin. He had to. He Swore that he would Protect her. Days had passed now and still no Rin. Sesshomaru called out her name and there was no response. He was more than worried and he had grown Light headed. The Pain in his chest increased more and more that he was away from her… but it was then that Tenseiga began to pulse. “Tenseiga… Wha…” Then Sesshomaru thought. Tenseiga should be able to find Rin, she had a bond with Tenseiga both because of Meido and also because Tenseiga had brought her back. He Allows his sword to guide him and he Found Rin. “Rin.” He rushed to her and held her in his arms. She was fine. Probably hungry but at least he knew she was safe. “Sesshomaru… do you hate me now?” Rin could barely speak. Sesshomaru shook his head which was buried in her hair. “No Rin, I could never hate you… However…” Sesshomaru wrapped Rin along his Knee and lifted her Kimono. Rin seemed full of Life then as she struggled against his Hold.





SMACK! SWAT! SMACK, SMAck, Smack, Swat.





“That is for running off.” Sesshomaru laughed to himself. He had never spanked Rin, even when she was a child. But he could see no other way to scold her severely with little pain besides doing so. With Rin sobbing from the stinging pain Sesshomaru rubbed her soft ass. He felt the round muscle and the texture of her flesh. He went from rubbing to slightly groping and he even kissed it maybe once or twice. These seemed to soothe Rin, and she gave out moans of satisfaction when her clawed into her the right way. Sesshomaru covered her ass. Like before when he had seen her at the spring he had wanted to use her cheeks as chew toys. Very playful he knew. Rin looked back at him like an angry child. Sesshomaru smirked. It was no surprise to him that she would act that way. She had never been spanked. Sesshomaru on the other hand rather enjoyed looking at her cute face. “What Rin? You know better than to run off after I’ve told you not to.” With that he spanked her again, this time looking at her face. She winced and her cry was more of a pleasured moan. “Hm?” Sesshomaru did it once more. This time Rin bit her lower lip and closed one eye, perhaps the sting was going away. Sesshomaru’s primal sensations from his sadism were starting to emerge.





He rubbed her ass and allowed his fingers to trail along her asshole teasing her sensitive spot. Then he let them wander further and touch her warming womb. Rin’s body shivered, Sesshomaru realized that this might be due to the experience she had just hours ago. But her body despite all it’s fears and abuse still loved his touch. Sesshomaru sat Rin up and allowed her back to face him as she sat on his leg. Losing her balance every so often.; “Rin, I Sesshomaru have kept Rin around for much longer than any of these women…” Rin opened her mouth to interrupt him. He Silenced her by breathing into her ear slightly, “I need this woman to give me Demon sons, something you and I both know we together cannot due. And I am not ready to bed a Human girl. To lay with you is much different from Laying with another demon. She and I have much different forms.” Rin with her head held low know that he meant his dog form. This she understood and even though she was still upset she couldn’t stay mad for long. “Lord Sesshomaru?”





“Yes Rin.”





“Then will you let me please you? I Want to give you joy, I want to please you in a way that other’s will not compare. So that you may love me more.” Sesshomaru frowned.





“Rin there is no laying that we shall do until you are better.”





“But please, let me try!” Rin argued.





Sesshomaru sighed, she was never this stubborn before! Shaking his head he agreed. As they headed back towards the fire Rin’s cheeks grew flushed with the thought of her lord. Sesshomaru noticed the small flame, they needed more wood, or something flammable. Rin smiled, she had been forced to wear three Kimonos for too long, she took one of her Kimonos off and allowed a small piece to set fire and slowly moved the fabric around so that a fire could brew. Sesshomaru began to head toward the entrance of the cave, but Rin stopped him. “Over here.” She asked him to sit on a smooth Rock that gave his body light from the Fire. There his eyes glowed a brighter yellow than the flame itself. Rin began to undo his Yellow sash. She rubbed his strong thighs and along his member. Sesshomaru showed no response, he simply looked down at her. Despite what Rin might see, Sesshomaru’s inner animal was howling to be released. Her touches and gentle massages were sending his blood rushing fast and swiftly to his loins and head. Sesshomaru was watching her as a hunter watched its prey. Rin rugged on Sesshomaru’s Pants and he lifted himself so he might be exposed. His member was large, and not yet fully hard. Rin stared at if for a moment or more and watched as it twitched and brought itself upright. Rin stroked Sesshomaru’s balls, making almost a kneading motion. This sent thrills through his cock and Rin watched as it pushed forward in her direction many times. Rin smiled, even if her lord’s face didn’t show the enjoyment’ his body did. Rin let her tongue run from the bottom of his cock to his tip, where it went through a form of spasm. Twitching multiple times at once then releasing. Rin then placed one hand on his cock and held it in place as she allowed her whole mouth to cover his cock. Up and Down she went tasting him, her own spit becoming his lubricant. Try as he might Sesshomaru eventually grabbed Rin’s hair and forced her to keep sucking and make her go faster. Her tongue even when he made her suck him more she moved it around getting the rim of his tip, If not then it was a teasing to the rest of him as she ran her tongue across the sides sending him into a haven of pleasure. Sesshomaru didn’t hold back grunts, or thrusts. Only he did not shove all of him into her mouth yet. He wasn’t sure if Rin could handle such a feat.







Rin grew wetter with Sesshomaru’s dominance. He wanted this from her, and her head was spinning hearing him grunt with pleasure and it being from her lips. Whether Sesshomaru watched or not Rin Fingered herself to their rhythm wanting to climax with him. Only she found herself want ing more and more of him. Her breasts pert as they already were, showed no mercy to her. She was pressed stressfully against the rock and his inner thighs. As she moved up and down or forward her hard nipples underwent either pleasure or pain. It was then she went for it all. She wanted to deepthroat her lord. To take it all. As she did so Sesshomaru held her nose and thrust one, two, three times before hearing Rin gagging. He pulled out and waited to see if anything came up. Nothing except spit and her gasping for air. He let her nose go and Rin looked up into his eyes. They were not the golden she remembered, they were his primal eyes, the ones right before he would change. She wondered if she may have angered her lord, but it was then that he pounced on her. Binding her hands above her head and kissing her collarbone. His warm wet tongue went down from there to the inside of her breasts and then her nipples. He sucked them lightly then pinched them with his tteeth grazing his tongue around there hardness. Rin was surging with desire for him. She was arching her back for him to continue, she didn’t want him to stop. If only he would let her hands go she would stroke him and make him cum. “Lord Sessho…ma…ru sama. “ Growling in his throat and nipping at her flesh Sesshomaru guided his hand down to Rin’s bud. There he fingered her, sneaking in silencing Kisses and rubbing his cock along her leg teasing her. Rin begged for him to enter her but he would only kiss her and bite her more. Rin screamed as she orgasmed from his playing and eagerly took the chance to break free from his hold and kiss him. She wrapped her hands around his member and stroked him hard. She increased the speed with ease and saw as Sesshomaru’s body claimed its release all over her stomach. Rin was overjoyed then. “I love you Sesshomaru sama.” Sesshomaru placed his member back in his pants. “You have gotten you wish rin. Now rest, I will need you to be healthy we have a long way to go before we reach the West. It will take us about a month to get there.” Rin nodded. “Sesshomaru, when can we lay together.” Sesshomaru paused for a long while, staring into Rin’s eyes. “Once my mate has bore me a son we can mate Rin.” Rin didn’t smile. “Can you lay with me sooner? As long As I don’t bare you a child yes?” Sesshomaru was shocked. Her persistence was annoying yet cute. “Perhaps. We shall see.” And with that Rin cuddled up on his leg and rested in his lap, like many years before. She dreamt of Sesshomaru and her having children and living happily.

Sesshomaru on the other hand looked down at her. What had happened that night did prove to be quite amazing. Should Rin be more persistant and use actions as those, he might end up bedding her before he has taken his mate. This worried him and so uneasily he tried to sleep.