Rain Forever

"Are you going to stay with us Isuzu, I really hope you do. I like you alot!" She said happily. I smiled.

"It depends sweetie," I replied softly almost in an inaudible whisper as I made it to the clearing of my secret spot. A beautiful garden of various flowers and most of all my favorite flowers Momo(Peach) and Hydrangea. There were also Daphne, Hollyhock, Snow Willow, Camelia and Wisteria. They were beautiful flowers that created a serene setting, thus making it the perfect thinking spot.

"Wow! These flowers are amazing!" Rin said in awe looking around at all the beautiful flowers. I slightly smiled as I sat down on a giant rock that was sitting under a Sakura tree. I sighed as I remembered as a child finding this place with my brother.

Flashback

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"Aww! Brother look! Look it's so pretty!" I exclaimed happily. My parents not to far behind us,
"Isuzu don't get to carried away their just flowers," Nagako said dully. I glared sticking my tongue out at him,
"They are not just flowers! This is a peaceful spot and I shall make it my secret spot!" I declared with a determined look on my childish face. My parents laughed, as I smiled and then jumped onto the big rock.
"Ah, Isuzu be careful!" My mother Mizuki said.
"It's alright Mizuki, she'll be fine," My father Raiden said reassuringly. She just smiled up at my father as I sat on the rock happily humming. Then I started giggling as a butterfly sat on my nose and bounced around on the rock until I lost my balance and fell to the ground flat on my face.
"Ow..." I quickly jumped up, "I'm okay mama, papa!" They chuckled,
"Alright lets go Isuzu, your father and I have to discuss some things. You can come back later I promise," My mother said. I pouted,
"But I don't want to go yet."
"Isuzu, stop being a big baby just come on already," Nagako nagged at me. I glared and smacked him on the head before trotting up to my parents.
"Oh why you little brat!" Nagako yelled.
"Enough!" My father boomed. We both shut up and followed our parents back to our castle but I had managed to get a Momo and Hydrangea blossom before I left.

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I sighed nostalgically of the memory from my childhood.

Oh how I wish you were still alive mother...father...Nagako...all of you.

I kept an emotionless face as I caught one of the falling Momo blossoms in my snow white hand. I sighed crushing the blossom in my hand.

"I won't do it," I muttered to myself as I watched Rin happily prance around and then crawl up on the rock with me.

"Look Isuzu! I'm tall now," She said a huge grin on her face. I slightly smiled.

"Yeah you are." She laughed and then swayed back and forth.

"Whoaaaaa!" She exclaimed as she slipped off the rock. Scared I caught her before she fell to the ground on her face. We both laughed.

"Well all I have to say is be careful next time." We both stood up and she saluted.

"Yes M'lady!" I smiled at her cute stature.

"Anyways, hey Rin how about your opinion what would you think about me being with Sesshomaru?" I asked curious. She smiled.

"I'd be happy of course." I slightly smiled.

"Should I give him a break?" I asked.

"Perhaps, though I know he hurt you Isuzu but Lord Sesshomaru told me it was for the best," She said. I blinked.

"Oh really did he?" I asked getting angry.

"Yeah, but I know he cares about you Isuzu. I often see Sesshomaru in a daze sometimes and I ask him what he's thinking but he never tells me. Though I have a feeling its about you," She said smiling. I sighed.

"Even if it were true, hell would have to freeze over before I decided to be his mate," I retorted.

"Is that a good thing?" Rin asked confused.

"It's just a figure of speech sweetie."

"Oh," She replied a smile still on her face as we headed back to Sesshomaru's castle. As I was walking back to the castle I guess I came to realize it wasn't as bad as it could be.

Was it possible that Sesshomaru was protecting me from this demon that was after me?

I quickly brushed that thought off though as I walked into the castle and stalked right past Sesshomaru while Rin was discussing with him the flowers she had seen and how I caught her before she fell to the ground face first. I shook my head as I ran up the steps and walked into Sesshomaru's room closing the door behind me. I sighed as I sat on the bed and noticed how comfortable it was. I blinked and yawned then crawled up to the pillow and slowly fell asleep smelling Sesshomaru's scent.

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I slowly fluttered my eyes open to see golden orbs staring back at me. I jumped out of the bed.

"What the he-" I got cut off by Sesshomaru's hand appearing on my mouth.

"Rin's asleep you better shut up before I have to kill you. Which I'd rather not," He said more to himself than me.

"Hmph...well then," I said removing his hand from my mouth as I turned around to face him and leaned in close to him, as I saw him glare.

"Don't think for one moment that I like you implement fool." He took a step back. I glared and approached him again. He shoved me to the floor.

"You took my actions far to serious earlier, why don't you think before you act woman." He sneered. I glared before getting up and dashing at him before my lips met with his as soon as we collided against the floor. He growled at first but I keep him down as I bit his lip teasingly. He nipped at my neck and broke through my skin but it didn't hurt me. Before anything got to out of hand I got off of him and gracefully jumped back to the bed and sat with my legs crossed staring intently at Sesshomaru as he stood up and glared at me. I smirked.

"Don't mess with me Sesshomaru, you shouldn't take my actions so serious. I'm quiet the tease," I said. Though before I could say anything more he had me pinned to the bed without a word he pressed his lips against the skin that wasn't covered by my kimono. Which meant my neck, my face and my half exposed chest. He ran his tongue down from the line of my jaw to my breast. I flinched trying to get him off me but he wouldn't move. So the only thing I could do was try to fight him off me. I tossed, I turned, I kicked, I clawed, I bit and scratched and still he held onto me. I glared then bit down hard on his lip finally making him get off me as I quickly ran out of the room and downstairs quietly as I rushed out of the castle to run straight into Sesshomaru.

"Dammit! Why can't you just leave me the hell alone!" I yelled at him pounding at his chest with my fist. He held an amused look in his eyes.

"For being a woman, you're more difficult than I expected you to be."

"Dammit! What's that suppose to mean?" I snapped at him. He glared and threw me against a tree, making me hit my back as he held me up by my throat with one hand.

"What did I tell you earlier, I told you to shut your trap. Now listen, foolish woman."

"Would you stop calling me that! I have a fucking name!" I snapped. He struck me, I held my face where he just slapped my now stinging cheek. I blinked.

"What the hell was that for?" I asked.

"For not listening," He said coldly with a glare and then let me go. I slid down the tree and hung my head.

"I hate you..." I mumbled.

"What was that wench?" He said menacingly.

"You heard me I said I fucking hate you!" I retorted crossing my arms.

"Hmph...we'll see about that," He said as he began walking off back into the castle. I glared holes into the ground as I heard him walk back into the castle.

Thats so like him! He always thinks he's saying "wise" things and he's not. To me he's a bunch of bullshit. Damn dog...gah who am I kidding, I have the same genes running through my body. I'm just like him and as much as I try...I can't avoid my place as being a dog demon, one of the only dog demons left...

I looked up at the sky to see the stars shinning brightly and a nice crescent moon high in the sky. This was my place and I'm sure that my mother and father would have urged me to do the same...to be with the Lord of the Western Lands.

But he's so heartless! He's so cruel, how can he even be taking care of a human child. Unless...he plans to eat her? No...no if he was he would have done that by now...what was he looking for in her? Company? A companion? Someone like me?

I shook my thoughts off of Sesshomaru. I stomped my foot on the earthen dirt, clenching my fists.
"Damn you! I hate you Sesshomaru!" I shouted as I stormed off to go take a bath in the hot springs.

Maybe with being so emotionless he won't be a pervert and follow me.

As I made my way to the hot springs I slid out of my kimono and gracefully walked into the hot water. I sighed contently as I closed my eyes and relaxed. Then I heard a commotion in the bushes and someone fall to the ground in a heap. I blinked as I saw a human, a monk to be exact.

"Hello there I couldn't help but notice your extraordinary beauty. Could you do the honor of bearing my child?" He asked. I twitched and smacked him on the head.

"Pervert!" I shouted and got out of the hot spring and threw him at least a good Twenty feet away.

"Hmph...deserves him right..." I said dusting off my hands and sinking back into the water only to notice I wasn't alone. I turned around and saw Sesshomaru. I swallowed nervously as I slumped down in the water only allowing my face to show and backed away as he made his way into the hot spring completely nude. I turned my face away and turned a deep crimson color as I had my back to him.

"Stupid wench, I wasn't here to peep on you," He said icily. I glared at the rock I was facing.

"Then why did you come?" I demanded.

"I needed a bath," He replied.

"You didn't have to take one now!" I snapped. Then before I knew it he turned me around as light pink blush gracing my cheeks as he tilted my face up and leaning in. I could feel his hot breath on my neck as he spoke.

"You like what you see?" He asked lightly grazing my lips as he nuzzled my neck then slammed me against the rock that was behind me. I gasped as his rock body pressed against my fragile, baby soft body. I turned my face away from him exposing my neck fully to him. He just smirked.

"Heh, your pathetic...to think your bothered by me this easily." I growled.

"Who said I was, I do believe I said nothing. Damn you Sesshomaru, you think you can get anything you want but your wrong! I won't ever give into your seduction act," I said glaring. He clenched his teeth, and got near my face again.

"Your lying, you can't even stand to look at me wench." He snarled. I let out a jagged breath as a new feeling washed over my body. He ran his nails down my arm and my back. Giving me delightful chills up my spine.

Ugh...I can't let him win...I can't...oh but it's so irresistible.

I whimpered as he insisted on teasing me more. He slammed his hard member against my throbbing warmth. I let out a half-moan, half-whine as he just smirked because he succeeded in his little game. But I had a little something up my sleeve. I wrapped my arms around him allowing one arm loosely around his neck as the other was around his waist as I licked his neck whispering in his ear seductively.

"Don't think I won't get you back, you can't resist me and you know that's the true fact."

I felt him grow more excited against my thigh as I let my arms slid down his side before I "accidentally" brushed against his groin. He let out a clenched moan as I hopped out of the hot spring and got back into my kimono before quickly darting off.

He may kill me, but I don't care...I'm sticking with what I said earlier. I won't mate with him for what he's done. No matter how bad the temptation gets, if the occasion arises I will seek for the half-demon and his followers.

I jumped back swiftly to the castle before quietly seeking into Rin's bedroom and falling asleep in her bed with her. Having nothing but dreams of re-living the death of my parents.