A Geisha's Love

A/N: Thank you InuYoukaiLiz for beta'ing!



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"Ah, there you are, Kagome!" Lord Toga said when we had arrived.



Standing inside his study for the first time, I couldn't help but look around, taking notice of all the books on the shelf. My eyes soon fell on the dog general himself. "As long as it took for Sesshoumaru to bring you here to me, I didn't think you would ever show up before dinner." Sesshoumaru growled at the comment.



"Father--"



"Has she eaten?" Lord Toga asked, motioning for me to come to him. I bit my lip not sure if I should or not. I looked up at Sesshoumaru and I saw him nod.



"Yes."



"Good." he said, gently taking hold of my arms. "This is a beautiful kimono. It looks very good on you, Kagome." Lord Toga praised making me blush.



"Thank you, Taisho-sama." I said softly my head bowed. He soon tilted my chin up so I could meet his gaze. He smiled pleasantly at me.



"Toga."



"Toga." I said, remembering what he had said yesterday. Toga nodded in approval. "Now," he sat down and had me sit in his lap. I blushed at this. As Toga began talking, I watched Sesshoumaru from underneath my long lashes. I could feel his eyes on me and when his father asked his questions, they would be short and cutting. Sesshoumaru's sudden growl made me look up and while I stared at him, that was when I realized what Lord Toga's free hand was doing... subconsciously caressing my cheek.



"Father." Sesshoumaru ground out. Toga shook his head. "Forgive me my son. I must have forgotten who I were holding." he said, his voice apologetic. Sesshoumaru did not care.



"Kagome. Come here." Sesshoumaru demanded. I bit the inside of my cheek, but quickly went to Sesshoumaru. Taking hold on my waist, he pulled me to him.



"Why won't you go show Kagome the gardens." Lord Toga said, dismissing him.



"Kagome," Sesshoumaru said to me. "Leave the room." His tone left no room for argument, so I quickly did what was asked of me.



As soon as I had left the room, the door was slammed closed behind me, making me jump.

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Sesshoumaru walked up to his father's desk and narrowed his eyes at him. "I would like it if you keep your hands off what is mine."



"Sesshoumaru--"



"She is mine, father. You have that damn wench of yours." Toga growled at his son then at the mention of his soon-to-be mate Izayoi.



"You know I do not like it when you speak to or about Izayoi in that manner." Sesshoumaru sneered. He could tell that his father seemed to favor Kagome and it did not suit to his liking. If his father continued this then his father would try in some way to take Kagome away from him until he himself had had her. Though his father loved the little human wench of his, when his father's instincts took over, he would do whatever he could to get what he wanted. This was not going to happen.



"I care not, father. Keep your hands off. Kagome is mine. Not yours." Sesshoumaru said before leaving, not giving his father enough time to respond.

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I twisted my fingers and looked around the foyer as I waited for Sesshoumaru to come out of the room.. When the door had opened, I immediately turned to see Sesshoumaru. I nearly smiled, but stopped when I saw the slight red tint in his eyes.



"Sesshoumaru?" He said nothing as he took my hand and led me outside. I waited until we reached the gardens and sat down near the fountain to talk to him.



"Sesshoumaru... are you okay?" I asked. He did not answer me, only stared ahead at the forest. I hesitantly rose my hand to touch his cheek. His jaw tightened.



"Please," I whispered staring up at him. He suddenly took my hand and held it. I nearly smiled instead I slid closer to him and laid my head on his arm.



After a long while, he answered me. "My father desires you." My eyes widened at this.



"But... he can't. He's mating Izayoi isn't he?" Sesshoumaru nodded.



"Hai. Though he loves that... woman, his beast desires you as well. If he continues to be around you much longer, he may not be able to hold himself back."



"Why does he want me?" Sesshoumaru looked down at me then, his citrine eyes holding me there.



"You have been untouched, Kagome." he answered softly. I gulped then, trying to tear my eyes away from his.



"What if..." I began. I wasn't too sure if I should be asking this. "What if... I... you... had me first?" I asked. His eyes seemed to widen.



"I will not." he said, pushing my hand away from him. I shook my head lightly touching his cheek. "But you want to." I said softly.



Sesshoumaru growled.



"I'd rather have you have me than your father, Sesshoumaru. I know that's not the way it's supposed to work, but from the last time I checked, I belonged to you, yes?" I stared at him, not planning to back down any time soon.



"Kagome..." he whispered, placing a soft kiss on my lips.

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"I don't like this kimono." I nearly whined, looking at myself in the mirror.



"I think it looks beautiful on you, Miss." Rai said, tying the obi.



"The color is horrific." I said, pinching at the yellow kimono.



"Stop complaining." Sesshoumaru said, watching from the door. I nearly glared at him through the mirror. I could hardly believe that this was my second month living here with him.



"It looks exceptionally beautiful on you." he said, walking up to us. When Rai was done he dismissed her.



"Does it really?" I asked glancing at him. His hand ran through my curls. He only nodded, turning me around to get a better look at me.



"Are you ready?" he asked, taking my hand.. I bit my lower lip. "How many Lords will be here?"



"All of them," Knowing that I was nervous, he placed a soft kiss on my forehead. "Do not worry. Nothing shall go wrong." he promised leading us both out of the room.



I sure hoped so.

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Making sure I stood close to Sesshoumaru, I watched all the Lords and Ladies walk around, talking and dancing.



"Are you thirsty?" Sesshoumaru asked, suddenly.



I nodded and leaning down to my ear he whispered, "Do not move." I nodded again, seeing that was the only thing I could do. "Okay."



Leaving me, I watched him as he went through the crowd of humans and demons. I turned back around and fought the sudden impulse to wrap my arms around myself. As I looked around, I noticed some familiar faces; many I have seen at the tea house when I was a geisha...



Was... I began to wonder if living with Sesshoumaru meant that I was still a geisha or not. I would have to ask him later, --



"Would you like to dance?" The question came, startling me out of my musings. I looked up to see the voice belonged to Lord Toga. I immediately stilled.



"Hmm?" he asked, smiling. 'Quick, Kagome! Think of something!' I yelled at myself mentally. "I don't dance too well and besides I'm waiting for Sesshoumaru to return. I think I should wait--"



"Nonsense!" he said, gently taking my hand and pulling me along behind him. I inwardly groaned looking around for Sesshoumaru. Where the hell was he?! Sesshoumaru and I both had done well with me not being around him for any long period of time, and now this!



After a moment, the dance was slow moving and I enjoyed it. I wasn't completely ignorant when it came to dancing. I had learned from the best. It wasn't until the dance seemed to go a little more fast paced that I noticed Lord Toga's hand began to tread down a little further down. I gulped heavily. When the music stopped, I tried to politely pry myself away from him. It only took one glance at Toga's eyes to see them flicker with something I've seen before. Lust.



"Excuse me, Lord Toga. I should find Sesshoumaru." I said softly. Before I realized what he was planning to do, he took my hand in his, tightly this time, and quickly walked past the others dancing and into a vacant room on the same floor. When the door was closed and locked behind us I looked around the dark room.



"Lord Toga?" I whispered, knowing he would be able to hear me. I suddenly felt hands around my waist and his warm breath near my ear.



"Toga, darling. Make sure you remember that name while your moaning and writhing underneath me." he whispered huskily. I quickly removed his hands and pushed him away.



"No, Toga. Your mate is Izayoi, remember?" I said gently, hoping I would be able to bring him back to his sense. He didn't answer, only pulled me closer to him.



"Toga. Let me go." I said, my voice hard. He didn't let go he only held me tighter. I become very nervous then. I knew that Toga was stronger than me and I would never be able to keep him from doing what I knew he was planning to do. Oh, Sesshoumaru! Where are you?

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Sesshoumaru came back with a glass of sake, expecting Kagome to still be standing there. He had been caught by Lords wanting to talk about their daughters and Ladies wanting to... spend a night with him.. It only disgusted him. Finally being able to get back to Kagome, he noticed she wasn't in the same place. Sniffing, he growled when he smelled his father.



"Sesshoumaru-sama. Have you seen your father?" His father's wench asked, appearing behind him. Giving her a quick glance, Sesshoumaru sniffed. "He must be getting a drink for you." Sesshoumaru lied. She smiled. Sesshoumaru almost told her what his father was really up to.



"Then, I suppose I will go and see him." she said, bowing and excusing herself.



Looking off to the right, Sesshoumaru stalked down the ballroom floor, removing people and demons that were in his way. Many had stopped to glare at the offending person, but immediately backed down upon realizing who it was.



Sesshoumaru paused by each door on the hall before stopping at the one he smelled Kagome the strongest. His nose flared when he smelled his father's arousal.



Father. This Sesshoumaru can only pray to Kami that he'll show mercy when I... Sesshoumaru's thoughts trailed off when he forcibly pushed open the door. The Prince's eyes glazed over red from the scene before him. There they were, Kagome's kimono shredded and deposited on the floor, her body on the bed and his father naked laying on top of her, his hands on her legs, trying to force them apart.



"Father!" Sesshoumaru yelled, his growl angry. His father stopped then his red eyes glaring at him. Before his father could open his mouth to comment, Sesshoumaru appeared beside the bed using his demon speed and angrily removed his father off of her person.

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I had never been as terrified and happy as I had been when I saw Sesshoumaru burst through the door. I wanted to open my mouth,but Toga had covered it as he played with my body. When Sesshoumaru knocked Toga off of me I had quickly jumped off of the bed and hid behind him. My hands digging into his white haori, I stayed close to him.



"Kagome," he growled out, removing his haori. "Go back to my room and stay there." he demanded as he handed me his shirt. I nodded, immediately pulling it on and covering my body. I glanced back at both demons before leaving the room.



I don't know how long I was in Sesshoumaru's room but I began feeling uncomfortable. I had seen Izayoi while I was escaping to Sesshoumaru's room, but I had ran much faster to avoid her. I hoped she had not seen me. When I had got to the room I jumped into Sesshoumaru's bed and wrapped myself in his much too large haori. I had waited there a while before getting up and bathing again. I had felt way too dirty from Toga's touch to go straight to bed. Afterwards, I found a sleeping yukata. It was still a little early but I did not feel like doing anything else. This was too much for me.



Keeping Sesshoumaru's haori close to me I pulled his silk sheets over me.. When I had felt tears prick my eyes, I felt the anger rise in me. If Sesshoumaru had just taken me like I had said those other times before...!!



"Chikushou baka." I moaned into the pillows tears flowing freely now. If he had just taken me then his father would not have desired me as much, if at all anymore. When I felt a hand on my shoulder I stiffened but didn't turn around. I hadn't even heard him come in. Quickly wiping my tears away, I glared at the pillow beside me.



"My father will not bother you anymore Kagome." Sesshoumaru whispered, his hand rubbing my shoulder. I shrugged him off.



"It's your fault." I said, my voice cold. I felt the room drop a whole ten degrees then and I shivered despite the warm covers over me.



"What--"



"If you would have accepted my offer long ago that wouldn't have happened to me." I whispered. Sesshoumaru growled then forcibly turned me onto my back.



"What my father did was unacceptable and This Sesshoumaru realizes this. This One apologizes." he growled softly, leaning into me. I turned my head and his lips touched my cheek instead.



"Do not test me onna,"



"You should have just taken me, Sesshoumaru." I said, glancing back at him.



"I will not." he said, his tone final.



I sat up then to glare at him. "Your father almost raped me and you still continue to say you that you won't!" I was very angry with him right now. It wasn't entirely his father's fault. I've already understood that but Sesshoumaru... he's just being so damned stubborn.



"If you won't I will find someone else who will." I threatened. Sesshoumaru's golden eyes flashed with red briefly .



"You wish for me to take you?" he asked and I stiffened. I did not like the sound of his voice. It was too dark.



"Sesshoumaru?"



He didn't say anything else as he began removing his clothing. My eyes widened. He didn't really mean it, did he?



"Sesshoumaru?" I said again, my hands on the sheets tightening. He still did not answer me as he began to crawl up the bed to me. I stared at him with my mouth agape. I made sure to keep my eyes on his. I knew what was in between his legs and I didn't wish to see it.



"Well, I think I will be going now...." I said, helping myself off of his bed. He quickly grabbed my leg and pulled me back towards him. He immediately climbed on top of me and leaned down to my face. I turned my head away. His eyes were the most primal of red I've ever seen directed towards me.



"Is this what you wanted?" he asked, his warm breath hitting the side of my face. I suddenly felt his tongue caress my left cheek. I stiffened when I felt one of his hands slide down my stomach and in between my legs to cup me.



"Is this what you wanted to feel?" he whispered, his hand pushing my yukata up and running a finger across my little bundle of nerves. He continued teasing me until a soft moan involuntarily left my lips. "Isn't it?" he growled, his other hand coming down to tease my nether lips.



"Look at me!" he demanded. I flinched before doing so. I did not wish to look up at his eyes but I did not have much of a choice.



"No!" I yelled back, suddenly trying to push him away. Instead, he caught my hands and pinned them on either side of me. "Let go of me, Sesshoumaru." I whispered. Sesshoumaru slowly moved my hands above my head as he came down to capture my lips. He placed a soft kiss on my lips only to pull away and leave a trail of kisses from my cheek to my neck. I involuntarily shuddered wanting to close my legs. The heat radiating from his body was doing things to me. Things that I didn't know if I was ready for.



"You are no longer a geisha, Kagome," he whispered into my ear. I moaned when his teeth began nibbling on it. "This One will not push you into anything you do not want. But it is hard to stop myself when I feel the heat from the center of your body." he growled softly, his hands leaving me to explore.



"Don't move." he ordered, huskily as he slid a hand down to massage my still covered breasts. "I will not intentionally harm you. You know that, Kagome." I nodded.



He then asked, "Do you want me?" I swallowed, staring into his tinted red eyes. I did. I wanted him. I didn't want to love him as a geisha. I wanted to love him as a woman.



"Yes." Answering him with that one word was the beginning of something amazing. When I felt his finger enter my heat I immediately felt some of the tension begin to uncoil but I needed more. He pushed that single digit further inside, his eyes on my face as he did so. It only made me hunger for him more than ever. He pulled out his finger and slowly began thrusting it into me. I moaned as my walls pulled against his finger.



"How does that feel?" he asked, after a moment. I bit my bottom lip.



"It... it feels good." That seemed to please him for he removed that finger and added another. My breath hitched. His fingers was stretching me and it was slightly painful. Sesshoumaru seemed to notice this and placed a soft kiss on my cheek.



"Stay calm Kagome. I am only preparing you for what is to come," he purred silkily against my lips. He pushed his fingers as far as they could go without breaking my womanhood..



"Tell me, how does it make you feel." I slowly nodded, my eyes closing as I continued to feel his fingers work themselves in and out of my wet heat.



"It... it feels... it feels so good. It makes me feel really good. It makes me... makes me want more..."



"Soon," he promised, thrusting his fingers faster now. My hand came down on his, wanting him to stop and continue at the same time.



"What is it, Kagome?" he asked softly.



"Too much. Way too much..." Sesshoumaru moved my hand, his other hand coming down to play with my little bundle of nerves.



"Just let go." he whispered. "Let it all go." Before I could stop myself, my walls tightened around his two fingers and I came. After a long moment, I opened my eyes and saw that Sesshoumaru's eyes were on my heat. I opened my lip, but somehow I knew I could not speak. I whimpered when I felt him pull his fingers out of me with agonizing slowness. I watched as he brought his fingers up to his mouth and allowed his tongue to lick them. While he did so I couldn't help but notice his large erection. Even though that frightened me I could only hope that he would use that on me.



"Your pussy is quite delicious, Kagome," he praised, getting down on his knees and pulling my legs over his shoulders as he removed the rest of my yukata.



"Sesshoumaru.... you shouldn't..." I blushed. I had never had anyone say that to me or even say something so vulgar. He ignored me as he grabbed my round cheeks in his hands and squeezed them bringing my heat closer to his face. I had to swallow a moan when I felt the head of his member slid between my cheeks. I rose myself up by my elbows watching his face as he brought his lips down to place a soft kiss on my bundle of nerves.



"Wh-what are you doing?" I stammered, wanting to pull away. His hands clamped down on my hips holding me firmly in place.



"This Sesshoumaru is going to eat you. Now, be still." He brought a hand up and ran a finger across my hard nipples.



"Play with them for me," he demanded, his mouth still on my heat. I felt his tongue slowly begin to enter my heat and I didn't need any other encouragement. My hands found my breasts and I began rolling the hardened pebbles around with my small fingers. He began eating me then, the hand he had used to play with my nipples came to play with his tongue. I wanted him to touch me more. Sesshoumaru pulled his mouth away from my heat to stare at me.



"Is there something wrong?" he asked, his deep baritone making me wetter than I already was.



"Will you... I need..." I wasn't sure how I should say it. He rose an eyebrow his finger sliding into my wet heat as he asked, "What do you want me to do, Kagome?"



"I want you to touch me."



"Where?" I nearly groaned.



"There."



He wiggled the finger that was inside me making me moan.



"Here?" I shook my head as I breathed out a heavy, "No."



He pulled out his finger and slid it up to my little bundle of nerves.



"Here?" I nodded.



"If you want something, you must tell this Sesshoumaru.. Do you wish for me to play with your clit?" he asked, his finger teasing around it.



"Hai. Hai, I do."



"Then tell this Sesshoumaru," he ordered, his finger still teasing around it.



"Please..." I swallowed. "Please, play with my... my clit." It was as easy as he made it seem for when I did ask him, his finger began teasing it, gently twisting it, pulling, and rubbing. I nearly screamed from the immense pleasure it brought me.



"Does that feel good to you?" he asked, his lips teasing my wet slit. I nodded. "Hai."



"What feels good?" he asked, his tongue running up and down my wet slit.



"My... my..."



"Pussy..." he growled, the vibrations teasing me.



"Yes."



"What feels good?" he asked a second time. He was waiting for me to answer.



"My... pussy feels good.." His claws met my ass, holding me steady. I moaned, his tongue beginning to work itself in and out of my tight channel.



"Very good." he said, lapping at my clit. I wouldn't last too much longer. He knew I wouldn't. Gods, did this feel good. He suddenly pushed a finger into my bottom as his tongue and finger entered me and I came harder than I did the last time. He pulled away his tongue and fingers after I came down from my high and set my legs back down on the bed as he climbed on top of me. He snaked out his tongue and licked me across my lips.



"Now, you are ready...."