Unwanted

“talk”
‘thoughts’
*actions*
Sounds/imagination/visions/dreams etc.


Chapter three
How Much Worst Can It Get?

Kagome had a rough night. She could not sleep, she was having nightmares, tossing and turning repeatedly. She was totally restless. She knew she had to return to the past tomorrow and she hoped she could handle it. When Kagome was finally about to sleep, the last thing she thought was “I am pregnant with Sesshomaru’s child..”


Kagome’s Dream

She stood in the middle of a field in the feudal era, belly swollen with her pregnancy. As she sat alone looking to the sky she felt a demonic presence approaching her from behind. She knew who it was, after the incident at the springs she mesmerized his aura. She stood and turned to where he would be entering.

Sesshomaru walked into the clearing.

“So it is true then?” He said mainly to himself.

“What do you want, Sesshomaru?” Kagome asked, a little nervous now ‘How did he find out?’ She wondered.

“I wanted to see if the rumors were true, that the hanyou mated,” He replied stoically while looking at her belly.

“Inuyasha is not the father, Sesshomaru.” She stated, but said nothing else.

“No? Who is,” He asked out of curiosity.

“That does not matter, the father doesn’t know. I was raped.” She said, with sadness in her eyes.

Sesshomaru walked closer to her, but he could not pick up the scent of the pup. He wanted to know what kind of demon had raped her, not that he cared or anything. For every step he took towards her she took two back. It started to irate him, so he used his demon speed to approach her. When he was within a few feet of her he was able to get a good scent of the pup she carried. His eyes widened in shock, it was the scent of a InuYoukai, but that was not the problem. The problem was it was a mixture of hers and his scent.

“How?” He asked, looking into her eyes
.
Kagome returned the look without hesitation.

“Does it matter? Like I said, I was raped. He didn’t know, you didn’t know. It doesn’t matter, you do not have to bother with your hanyou pups I will take care of them on my own.” She replied still not breaking eye contact.

He said nothing, just turned and walked away.

End Kagome’s dream


Kagome shot up ,eyes wide and fearful, brimming with unshed tears. It felt like she was really there talking to him. She got out of bed and began to get ready to leave, she knew she would not be sleeping anymore this night.


Kagome went to the shower so she could get ready to leave first thing in the morning. She stood in the center of the room, facing the mirror above the sink as she began to undress. As she lifted her shirt over her head she gazed at the mirror and released a started gasp.

Forcefully now taking the shirt off she drops it to the ground. Lifting her hand she holds back her bangs and gazes shockingly at the indigo crescent moon that was now adorning her forehead.

0ooo0

With her make-up concealing the mark she left the modern era at sunrise to return to the past. Kagome knew her friends would be worried but she couldn’t do anything. She would tell Sango because she was her best friend and would be able to offer advice and a comforting shoulder if nothing else.

‘The only problem is how to go about starting that certain conversation.’ Kagome thought to herself, while imagining Sango’s reaction to what had happened to her. Kagome thought it would probably go along the lines of:

Me: Sango want to take a bath? I want to talk to you.
Sango: Ok Kagome sure.
We walk to the springs and then begin to bath.
Sango: So you wanted to talk?
Me: Yes but I am not sure how to go about it.
Sango: Just start from the beginning.
Me: Ok, so I bathing last week and while I had my eyes closed Sesshomaru snuck up on me. He was not himself, he had red eyes.

I would pause because I am nervous about what I was about to say, then I start crying because I am scared.

Sango: Kagome? What is it, what happen? What did he do to you? I’ll kill him if he hurt you!
Me: He… he raped me.
Sango WHAT!! I’ll kill that bastard!

Then Sango would turn to me and be the good friend she is and hug me to offer me her support. We would hug, I would cry, then she would silently be planning Sesshomaru’s death.

Me: When I went home that day, I had my mother make an appointment to see my doctor to make sure I was ok. To make sure nothing was damaged.

Then Sango would hug me tighter scared for what I went through. And then wait for me to continue.

Me: My doctor said that nothing was damaged too badly and what was would heal by it’s self. But he also told me that I am…

Then of course I would start to hyperventilate again, all the while crying my eyes out. Then Sango would know that the doctor told me something horrible (or horrible to her, how ever you look at it) so she would ask me what.

Sango: What did the doctor tell you?
Me: He said I was pregnant.


Then Sango would probably promptly faint, or start screaming and yelling and hitting things.

Kagome knew it was not something that Sango would take very well. Sango was like an overprotective older sister and best friend, there was no doubt that it would end badly.

0ooo0



The sun was rising in the feudal era and a nice breeze brought forth the smell of flowers. The birds chirped, and squirrels in the back ground gathered food for the winter. It was a beautiful day, too bad Kagome couldn’t enjoy it. She was too worried about the conversation she would be having with the group, then later with Sango. Kagome did the only thing she could at the moment. She returned to the village.

When she arrived at Kaede’s hut, she was told that they had not returned yet, but she didn’t know how to feel. She didn’t know what to do, and the strange look that Kaede was giving her was making her nervous.

“Kaede, what’s the matter? Why are you looking at me like that?” Kagome asked, trying to sound calm.

Kaede just looked at her strangely and Kagome could have sworn that the elderly woman was looking right through her. As odd as it sounded, that‘s what it felt like.

“Ye have something different in ye aura now child. There is some youki, has something happened to ye while ye were away?” Kaede asked in a grandmotherly tone that told her it was ok to talk to her.

The tone and words were to much for Kagome, so she burst into tears. She didn’t know what was wrong with her, every time someone brought up something that made her think of what happened she could not control her tears. Kagome knew she had to get a hold of herself.

'Maybe I wasn’t ready to return?' She could not stop the thought as it entered her brain and it did nothing but agree. Her brain was telling her that if she stayed in the past she would see him again. That was something she never wanted to happen.

Kaede looked at the young miko as she sobbed her heart out, she was confused. Kaede was at a loss of what to do. Kagome’s reaction was not something she expected to see, Kaede knew who’s youki it was in her aura. She also knew that the lord was honorable, because his reputation served as much. So why was Kagome crying? She didn’t know.

“Kagome, what is wrong” She asked, concerned while walking towards Kagome, who was still crying.

Kaede’s question only caused more tears.

“I was raped!” She managed to say in between sobs and sniffles.

Shocked and even more concerned Kaede stared at Kagome.

“How did it happen child?” She asked. She had to know. She knew it could not have been good.

Kagome began the story of how it all happened, while Kaede sat quietly listening. Kagome ended the story with a soft, sad sentence.

“Then I found out I was pregnant with his child.”

This was not something she expected to hear. She never could have thought that Sesshomaru would do something like that, to a human no less. What made things stranger was that he considered her Inuyasha’s wench, so why would he mate with someone he considered to be a consort of his younger brother? Kaede knew it was mating season for youkai but she knew no more then that.

“Kagome, are ye aware that it is youkai mating season?“ She could not help but ask. She had to know for sure. Watching Kagome shaking her head she knew for sure that Inuyasha was an idiot for not tell them this little fact.

It was not until the sun started to set that the rest of the group made their appearance.