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Instincts and Control

And now for chapter 3

A/N: Yes its been awhile, erm sorry life at the moment has been very demanding...And this chapter proved to be difficult to write. Its hard to get from one point to another *sigh*
I feel like I may have been moving too fast and I don't really like that last chapter.

This one will be more drawn out. Not a lot of kissing just a small scene of it. I also realized
my descriptions were severely lacking. This chapter will delve more into InuYasha's demon
instincts, and maybe past. remember they are new to this. They both still have doubts, rivals
and an evil part demon after them. (not the greatest settings for a relationship)

ANYHOOO thanks for all the reviews! I didn't get ten which is fairly disappointing, but I'm
just glad I got any. ^^ remember! Reviews inspire me and may help get chapters up sooner.
critiques and suggestions are welcome!

Disclaimer: No I don't own hence the reason it is called FANFICTION...geez

Warning: Lime, het, maledom... Yadda, yadda when I really need em I'll post em.


CAHPTER 3: Instincts and control


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Kagome's last thought before she fell into a lust induced stupor was 'its about time'
AS InuYasha pressed chapped lips firmly against her own, and hauled her closer to his body. She
gasped into his mouth, as her bare crotch scraped against the coarse fabric of his Hakama.
It was a delicious friction that had her panting and slightly wet.

Her male counterpart began moving his lips over her own, trying to coax a response out of the
shocked girl. After a moment Kagomes lips hesitantly pressed back and she carefully threaded a
trembling hand through silver locks. His hair was soft to the touch and she ran her fingers through it, before coming to rest at the base of his skull. Her other hand took residence on the Hanyou's toned bicep. She could feel it flexing through the white fabric of his under kimono.

A masculine groan reached her ears and she felt a shiver run down her spine. A tongue (rough almost like a cats) lapped at her lips franticly. She opened her warm cavern and allowed InuYasha his first taste of her. She moaned at the feel of his wet muscle running over her own. His hands reached around her waist, and she could faintly feel his claws pressing into her back.

InuYasha growled and he nipped gently at her bottom lip. He ran his tongue over her teeth and tried to get Kagomes tongue to join with the dance. She obliged him and shyly lapped at his intrusion. After a few more moments of this play, she felt a burn make it's way into her lungs. She pushed against The demons chest and broke the kiss gasping.


Dimly she became aware that InuYasha's breathing was as harsh as her own. Her eyelids were heavy as she opened them to peer up at her new boyfriend. That’s what they were now right? She shifted uncomfortably and gasped. Eyes wide she looked down in horror and embarrassment. Firstly she realized that she was totally naked under the haori. Second she had a rather large bulge pressed against her most private area. Well she supposed this cleared up all his denials of her being ugly. He obviously was attracted to her enough to get...one of...those

Blushing madly she scrambled off his lap and glared at him accusingly. Had he seen her naked?

"InuYasha where are my clothes" she asked trying to keep from stuttering.

He had the decency to blush and look slightly abashed, before answering.

"Um you were wet and cold so I took them off...but don’t worry! I didn't look"

She squinted down at the floor and saw the sad remains of what used to be her school uniform. The heat in her cheeks intensified, but now there was also anger laced with the embarrassment. It
appeared he had torn it right down the middle... How exactly was she supposed to explain this to
her friends. Sango was bad enough, But Miroku... She didn't want to think about HIS reaction.

She sighed letting go of her anger, this was a time to be happy. Many things had been left unsaid
and she knew that there were still obstacles they would face. But for now it was just them. They
had established that they cared for each other. Though there was no confession of love, she was
satisfied. Smiling now she glanced around her.

It was very dim, and the she was sitting in damp packed earth. She looked up and saw rotting wood. The little hovel they were in was barely large enough for them to sit side by side.
Kagome looked to the small opening, it looked like the rain was dissipating somewhat. It was now a small sprinkling shower.

"Kagome?" InuYasha's voice cut through the din.

She smiled at him.

"It's alright, I'm happy, but I think we should head back to camp the others will be worried."

He looked torn for a moment, and snarled quietly. He gave her an intense questioning gaze. A year of his silence had made her more intune with his facial expressions and she knew exactly what he was brooding over.

"We don't need to tell them yet" She offered quietly. In truth that had been bugging her somewhat too. It's not that she was ashamed or anything, but it would still be akward. Even though her friends were good people they liked to pry and spy. She didn't want them interfering when their relationship was new and fragile.

"KEH! as if it's any of their business anyway." InuYasha snorted, in his trademark fashion.

He looked at her suddenly and pulled her to him pressing his lips against her gently. He stopped
rather quickly though and simply gazed at her. His golden orbs seemed to penetrate down to her
very soul. She shuddered. This is what had made her fall in love with him. His deep feeling and
understanding of others, his intense gaze that made her melt. He may hide it well, but she knew he was very aware of the pain of others, what they were feeling. He would say it was a part of
his demon instincts but she knew it was just a part of who he was and how he had grown up.

"I'm glad Kagome" was all he said. turning towards the entrance to their temporary shelter.

She watched him crawl out in a daze. Everything was moving so fast and she had trouble believing that this was reality. It was like her mind was separated from her body. The school girl was brought out of her stupor as InuYasha called to her. She shook her head. She would think about this later right now she just wanted to enjoy InuYasha's company before they went back to pretending. She also wouldn’t mind getting to a fire of sorts.

Crawling out of the hole she stood and turned to her companion. He smiled lazily at her, before
giving her his back. She clambered on and he gripped the backs of her thighs grazing them lightly
and giving them a small squeeze took off, to what she assumed was the direction of their campsite. She nuzzled his neck and took in the scent of him, he smelled like the forest with
a hint of something darker that she couldn't explain with words. The wind rushed in her ears and
blew against her bare legs, it was refreshing and cold at the same time. The rain pattered gently
on her face. She let her lips twitch upwards, as she enjoyed the ride.

After a few minutes of quiet just enjoying each others company she spotted their campsite. InuYasha landed roughly jarring her slightly. He had a nervous tick in his eye and his muscles were stiff under his clothes. She sighed. He really did care what others thought, no matter what he said otherwise. dropping to the ground she shared one last look with him before squaring her shoulders heading towards the entrance of the cave.

Upon entering the shelter she was bombarded with a small but deadly furry projectile, to the stomach. Her breath left her lungs in a whoosh After a moment she smiled down at the being attached to her.

"I missed you too Shippo"

Green eyes brimming with tears met her own. She stiffened momentarily. Had her absence affected her little fox that badly? Feeling guilty she picked his up and cradled him to her chest. Cooing absently and rubbing soothing circles on his back.

"K-Kagome I thought you were gonna leave for real this time!" the kitsune sobbed his small body
trembling against her chest while tears leaked through borrowed clothes.

"Who would have taken c-care of me then?" he questioned dissolving into more tears.

Her eyes widened. She hadn't known he held such insecurities. Her brows scrunched together in
confusion. What did he mean who would take care of him? Lost her?

"I won't leave you Shippo" she stated carefully not wanting to say forever she didn't know if there would be a forever after they defeated Naraku.

"And you know that the others would take care of you so no more tears. I'm here now."

Hiccups followed her declaration and she let out a breath thinking that she wouldn’t get anything
else out of him at the moment. Turning to the other occupants in the cave she grinned nervously,
and said in a somewhat sheepish voice.

"Ummm I'm back"

She flinched at her own idiocy. It was obvious she was back. They stared at her silently for a
second or two, until Miroku spoke.

"Kagome...what happened to your clothes?"

This question though seemingly innocent was said in such a way, with wandering eyes that the other beings in the cave knew that the houshi's thoughts were far from decent. Sango glared at the monk before slapping him across the face with enough force to cause him to fall to the floor.

"PERVERT!" she yelled looming over the twitching form that was her husband to be.

"Now my dear Sango there's no need to get violent! I was merely wondering what happened to
our sweet Kagome sama's clothes." The monk defended which only caused the demons slayers aura of doom to increase. Maybe it was lucky that InuYasha choose to walk in at that precise moment. He looked Miroku over carefully before growling

"not that its any of YOUR business pervert but Kagome changed into my haori because her clothes were soaked."

The monk leered at him with something akin to glee in his eyes causing InuYasha to take on a wary look.

"So where are Kagome sama's clothes now? I wasn't aware you were at the stage of being able to
change in front of each other."

Kagome blushed along with InuYasha, sometimes she wished that Miroku's observation skills (though they had gotten them out of a lot of trouble before) weren't so good. The hanyou spluttered, and held his hands out in front of him defensively.

"who would want to look at that woman naked! Its not what it looks like! and why should I keep
track of the bitches clothes anyway?" he snarled glaring at the monk below him.

Kagomes eyebrow twitched. Really even though they had agreed not to tell the others about there
relationship, did he have to be so rude about it? He hadn't complained about her body earlier
when they had been kissing. The nerve of him.

"INUYASHA SIT BOY!" she yelled stomping her foot irritably. The sacred beads glowed momentarily before they took the cursing hanyou to the stone floor. The was a loud thud, and a crack, as InuYasha's body met the ground.

Sango sighed in frustration walking over to a mad Kagome. Shippo had stilled in her arms and was looking at their supposed leader, face down on the ground. The small boy grinned, and snuggled back into the warmth that was Kagome.

"I'm glad your alright Kagome" Sango said warmly placing a hand on the other girls shoulder.
Smiling they looked at each other and giggled, things had gone back to normal for the group, and
Kagomes and InuYasha's crisis was diverted for the moment.


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It had a lot more difficult than he had anticipated not to ravish Kagome on the spot. It was not
only the fact that he was a part demon who could smell arousal, of a potential mate. It was also
the fact that he really cared for her, and after companionship and love wasn’t the next step rutting?

Of course the fact that she had responded in that innocent enthusiastic way hadn't helped at all.
Purity seemed to turn him on he thought thoroughly disgusted with himself.

'But don't other demon always go for Kagome? They went after Kikyo too maybe it's a normal demon kink.'

‘ew…’

It was hard to keep all the demon away from Kagome, without the others noticing what he was doing. He didn't know why he hid the fact that demons wanted to mate Kagome. Maybe it was the fact that he didn't want to make things more complicated. Or maybe (and this was the more probable one) he just didn't want them to see his eyes turn red and his fangs elongate, his speech leaving him in place guttural growls and snarls. Maybe he didn't want them to see him lose control.

The phrase mine had been going through his head for several months now, whenever he looked at
Kagome. The possessiveness and protectiveness had worried him. It had gotten so bad that at times he had had to leave to regain control. Tetsusaiga didn’t seem to help him control his demon when it was brought to the surface by lust.

At first he had thought his Demon had wanted to kill her. And hadn't that been scary. Then again
it was hard not to notice the boners he got whenever he changed around her. Jacking off had become a routine. Every morning he would wake up and have to go out into the woods and solve his 'problem' that occurred because of his over active imagination.

Their new relationship made things better, or so he had thought when they had exchanged confessions. But her reaction to his erect penis had been disconcerting. She had seemed mortified. Maybe he had moved to fast, or maybe she loved him and his supposed ‘cuteness’ but didn't want to mate with a half demon no matter what she said otherwise.

He pondered these things outside of their shelter. The soft rain and the cool breeze helping to
ease his body back into a relaxed state. The journey back to camp had gotten him hot and bothered again. Bad enough that he could still feel her soft moist lips on his, but to have her nuzzling and rubbing against him was an entirely different matter. The knowledge that she hadn’t been wearing anything underneath his haori, and that just a small movement of his palm... No he wasn't going there. His body would reheat and then he'd never be able to go into their shelter.

Vaguely he head Miroku asking Kagome about the state of her dress. That was another worrisome thing their prodding poking no good human counterparts. He got enough lectures as it was and if he suddenly announced that he was with Kagome, they'd get even worse. Only they'd be about that ceremony humans did when they found their mates. If he made her cry again or had to go to Kikyo for one reason or another, they'd be on his ass worse than before.

It wasn't that he didn't WANT to be mated to Kagome is all sense's of the word, but there were too many uncertainties. The worst one was one nobody dared to speak of but hovered over them like a dark cloud of doom was what would happen after they defeated Naraku. There was no guarantee that she would remain in this time. They also couldn't have children at such a time.

Naraku already tried to use Kagome to get to him, if he knew that they were now together he would surely use that to form a new sadistic plot of their demise. That damn Naraku was always butting in and ruining his life in some way he'd be damned if he let that evil son of a bitch ruin this for him too.

He did however want that flea bitten bastard Kouga to know that Kagome had consented to be his mate ...sort of. That ugly wolf bastard never seemed to take a hint! Always putting his dirty paws on His bitch! It didn't seem that Kagomes constant denials and his beatings would keep the idiot away!

Unbeknownst to him he was snarling. Tetsusaiga pulsed faintly at his side. His fangs were digging into his bottom lip and drawing blood. InuYasha didn't notice these things. What alerted him to his change was the sharpening of the surrounding forest, and how everything seemed to have a hint of red in it. His eyes had gone crimson again.

Breathing deeply. He calmed his body. Focusing only on his breathing and the sound of rain and birds in the distance. Sniffing he smelled Kagomes distress and sighed. straightening and schooling his features into a scowl, he walked towards the cave. He was a good actor always had been, It had been the only way to survive in his world. He would use that to his full advantage now to save his ass from Sago's beatings, Miroku's lectures and hopefully a sit or two.

………….

He hadn't been spared the sit. The dumb bitch had gotten mad and sent him to meet his friend the
ground. He was sure his nose was smashed. Trying not to whimper he realized at least one thing
had gone his way. The others were oblivious and things seemed to be back to normal.

Now came the daunting task of telling his companions what Kikyo told him. He winced at just the thought of that awkward and painful conversation. Pulling himself up from the crater his body had made, he went to the fire. He sat a little closer to Kagome than normal. partially to
reassure her and partially to check on the runt, who had been acting strange and emitting the smell of worry and sadness.

Stupid kit. He had enough to worry about.

Looking at his feet and taking a deep breath he tried to prepare his thoughts and what he would say. He looked to Miroku first. Somehow the monk always knew when InuYasha needed to be heard. The monks expression immediately turned serious, and he stopped talking. Which alerted the others to InuYasha's plight. He cleared his throat.

"Uh...Naraku his barrier it’s weakening..." His voice came out softer than he wanted, but he hoped he had conveyed his plea to not be questioned on his know-how of the situation.

He felt Kagome stiffen beside him. She wasn't the only one with a negative reaction Sango had sat up straight and glared at him. The monk at least only gave him a pitying look. Shippo gave
him a watered down version of his usual glare before snuggling back into Kagomes bosom. That
worried InuYasha slightly and he purred lowly so lowly that the humans wouldn't catch it. Kirara's ears perked up but other than that she stayed immobile on her masters lap.

The fox demon gave him and incredulous look that turned confused. He seemed on the verge of saying something, and opened his mouth. After a moments hesitation he clicked it shut and just grinned tiredly and settled down, but a lot of the tension in his frame was gone. which pleased InuYasha for reasons he didn't understand. Nor did he know why he had purred. He’d think on it later. Miroku was talking.

"I wont pretend that we don't know who gave you that information, as it would just be painful.
What else did Kikyo sama say? Did she tell you what our plan of attack should be?"

Blunt as ever that Miroku was. Yet some of the dark atmosphere seemed to lift at his words. Maybe he would thank the pervert later.

"No, we just need to follow the bastards aura, we'll come up with a plan ourselves" He said gaining confidence as Kagome relaxed beside him.

"We only need to find him to kill him. With Kagura dead we don’t have to worry about her half
assed attempts of assassination. Tetsusaiga will definitely defeat him this time!"

Sango smiled at him for a moment then letting out a huge yawn.

"What a useless battle planning skills you have. But there never is a very good strategy for
going up against Naraku. He's too crafty to use the same types of attacks. We don't know what he
has in store for us." Sango's said this with an odd gleam in her eye, betraying her fairly calm
exterior. The excitement for the hunt was something that would never leave her.

"The only thing we can really do is go there and hope we kill him first. Maybe we'll have the
element of surprise as well, seeing as we didn't find his castle the last time." she continued.

Silence reined until Kagome also yawned.

"We can't worry about it 'till we get to it" she said smiling grimly. "Lets get some sleep so that
we'll be able to start tracking him down in the morning."

Nodding his compliance for that particular suggestion Miroku got up from his spot, heading toward the back of the cave. Sango blushing the whole time followed him, laying beside him covering up with a small blanket. Seeing this as her queue Kagome stood as well with shippo and went to her sleeping cocoon. She snuggled under it and gave InuYasha a sleepy smile. Her eyes closed and she turned away from him as her breathing evened out.

Smiling himself InuYasha let his head droop to his chest, as he went into his own version of
slumber never going to far into the realm of sleep. He wanted to be able to protect his friends.

Always.

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And now we know something about InuYasha's instincts. hehehehehe Next we ponder the word bitch and it's meaning for Kagome, along with Shippo's odd behavior. There will also be a kouga pov YUP Kouga's gonna appear in the next chappie ^^

THANKS AGAIN FOR YOUR REVIEWS! please tell me what you thought of this chapter! once again sorry for the long wait. The next chapter will be up sooner.

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