Love Lost Now Found

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Chapter 3 `Yelling then Wounding'


“Why is my head pounding so much? What did I do last night?” Sesshomaru grumbled as he rubbed his temples and forehead. It was pounding like hell and he had the worse headache ever. “All I remember was that woman being kissed by father then…” His eyes snapped open and he growled. “Fuck! I got drunk!”

He sat up then fell back down not able to hold himself up. “I better not have done anything. If I did then I'm going to kill myself. I must have drunk a lot if I don't remember anything.” He slid off his bed and landed on the floor with a loud thump but ignored the pain of that by the dizziness of his head. He sat up against the side and closed his eyes to wait for everything to stop spinning.

Sesshomaru always acted like himself when he was in his room. It took almost all his energy to not laugh or do anything that was joyful of him. But what took most of his energy was keeping his cold mask on. He may have never cried when he found out that his mother died but it devastated him into silence when he was around people.

He heard a knock at his door and made himself stand up so he wouldn't look stupid. He walked over to where his clothes were and began to dig around for something. “Come in.” He said smoothly.

The door slid open and when he looked he saw Solia's maid. She bowed. “Lady Solia would like you see you Lord my lord.”

He arched an eyebrow at this and wondered to himself why she would want to see him. “Tell her that I will be there soon after I have dressed and eaten. Unless she wants to join me.”

Yuniko bowed again and said she would tell her. She closed the door behind her leaving the puzzled Sesshomaru in his now state of questioning. “Why would she want me? Did I do something with her last night?” He growled at himself once again why he would let himself get drunk.

He grabbed a blue kimono top outlined in green and green pants then got dressed quickly. Before he would eat, he would have to get some antidote to the hangover so he wouldn't look stupid when he was against the walk holding his head.


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Yuniko smiled to herself and walked inside where Solia was. She put her hands over her eyes after she tiptoed over to her. “Guess what?”

Solia laughed and took her hands off bending her head back to look at her. “I said yes?”

She nodded and sat next to her. “He also has a terrible hangover. He was trying to hide it like a small child being sick but you could smell it on him.”

They both laughed together at that for a bit until said something. “When is he coming?”

“He said that he was going to eat then come but said you could join him if you want.”

She nodded and then sighed as she took a sip of her tea. “I just hope father doesn't come to see me. I hope he has forgotten.”

“You never know with someone who had drunk the night before.”

Solia nodded but ran her hand through her hair still worried that he would come. “He has never broken something that he said he would do.”


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Sesshomaru walked out of the healer's room stretching after looking for anyone in the hallway. He felt much better now and was ready to question the woman about why she wanted him.

He headed there and in a short few minutes he was there knocking at her door. An answer came and he walked inside bowing his head slightly to Yuniko then a lot to Solia.

“You wanted me my lady.”

“Hai, I just wanted to say that you were majorly drunk last night. Why would you be that drunk? Yuniko here says that you've haven't done that in a long time now.” She held her hand out to the cushion in front of her.

Sesshomaru blinked and looked at Yuniko then took his seat. “I was. I don't remember why I wanted to drink though.” He knew alright but he lied instead because he thought it would just embarrass himself. “Why are you telling my something that I would already know?”

Solia smiled then it turned into a sort of sad expression. “I just thought that you were sad so you drank.” She looked at Yuniko telling her to go so she could talk to him privately. After Yuniko had left she looked back to him and began to say something ”, I know you miss your mother.”

He was quiet for a bit but then spoke also. “I said that didn't I?” He kept his expression cold but what she said was true and that was what made him want to go to his old self. He wanted to cold his eyes and let tears pour down his face. But he didn't want to do that in front of her.

“I don't mean to come into your privacy but…” She looked at him straight in the eyes. “I know it hurts and I hate people being hurt. I know it must have felt horrible and broken our heart and joy, when she died.”

He growled lightly at her. “You don't know my feelings and you have no business looking for why I am like this. Your may be the wife of my father but you are not my mother so don't try to act like you can be. She is dead after all.” He closed his eyes before she could see the redness that was coming to them.

She smiled inside her head. `He's stubborn and that's good but it hurts even more to keep it inside. But he is almost a adult so he probably wants to keep his pride where it is suppose to be so it won't cause him an embarrassment.'

“You are lucky my father is so generous or else your family would have lost to him. Your father was desperate wasn't he? Or else he wouldn't have married you t my father.” He said in malice and he looked at her for her reaction.

She growled and formed fists but wouldn't do anything else to show that she was angry. If she hadn't had been taught so good to control her emotions, then she would have her hand on his throat. You could hardly tell she was angry when she spoke a few seconds later after him. “Really, I told him to do it. My people were in terrible debt from the war so I told my father that it would be smartest to propose a treaty with Inutaisho saying that he will retreat from the war if I marry him.” She calmed her nerves down and continued. “If ours fathers would have kept the war on then my father and his lands would have died or gone to your father. I thought it smartest to retreat and give up then let my father's effort of trying to control those lands, from when he was small, to wash away like a spring rain would to everything. My people and their safety is all that I care about.”

Sesshomaru was impressed with her plan and forced himself to not smile at it. He swore to himself that if he did to her, someone he just met and hated, then it would show that she was changing him like he didn't want to. “That was a good choice. But I am impressed that a woman came up with that. I've never known any female to be so skillful with the art of war plans or treaties.” He noticed her smile and thought of something else. “Do not be that joyful. This is the only compliment I will give to a wench like you. Pardon, my lady, but I'm going to go if you will let me.” He bowed his head.

“Go ahead, but sometime we will talk aga- Shit.“ She growled and formed fists as she closed her eyes after looking at the door and hearing stomping. She smelt her father coming this way and his scent seemed to be having the intense scent of madness more than usual. “I would go if I were you.” She warned him and swallowed.

Sesshomaru looked towards the door and sniffed the air just enough to give the whiff of someone very angry. He stood and bowed to her quickly walking towards the door.

It slammed open just as Sesshomaru was grabbing the handle and jumped back a little at whom was standing there. Solia's father looked like he just came back from hell compared to his usual appearance. His long, tins black hair was a mess looking like the back of a porcupine and his clothes looked like they were just thrown back on from yesterday after a bath in some mud. That made both Solia and Sesshomaru suspicious at hat he did last night.

“How dare YOU! After what you said to me about the war and the MARRIAGE! If you care so MUCH about your people and your family then you better act like a true LADY! That means that you NEED to wait for the lord to leave BEFORE you do!” He ran over to her and slapped her hard across the face. Hard enough to make her fall to the floor.

Solia just layed there doing nothing because she knew that if she did any movement them he would just hit her again. The only thing that she could do was say sorry and she did. “Father! I sorry! I forgot! Please, I ….I won't do it again!” She begged and forced her tears not to fall even she wanted to cry so hard from how hard he hit her. He had left an already bruising face and five long claw marks that were deep, and already bleeding quite severely, on her face. He was really pissed off this time and drunk besides that, which made it worse for his anger.

“Forgive you! I should just KILL you after I caught you with Inutaisho's son!” He raised his hand up again and was already swinging when it was suddenly stopped. He growled long and deep as he turned around to see who stopped him but it brought out a more threatening growl. “You… How dare YOU stare at her the whole time while it was happening! I saw lust in your eyes for her!”

Sesshomaru narrowed his eyes and growled back at him, his grip on his wrist tightening. “Lust? I haven't had lust for anyone. Why would I start with your daughter?” He narrowed his eyes at him.

“You did show lust for her! Don't deny it!” He growled and yanked his own hand away hard. “The only reason you are so quite since your mother's death was because you tried to fuck her and she tried to stop you so you killed her!” He was ready to punch him but turned back to Solia thinking that he won that contest of words. He raised his hand once more.

He was pissed now. NO ONE talked about his mother, even if he wasn't as close as they could have been. He didn't care about is emotions or controlling himself any longer. He just wanted to shred him to pieces. He pretty much did too as he grabbed him by the neck and threw him into the floor swearing at him. “I'll KILL YOU for saying that! How dare YOU! YOU are the one that has NO respect! You have NOTHING!” He growled deep as his eyes turned red and wrapped his hands around his neck squeezing as hard as he could. The poison in his claws seeped out as his anger rose even more and as they punctured the male's skin.

Solia gasped and her eyes went wide as she yelled for anyone to call for Inutaisho because she knew that he would be able to be the only one to stop Sesshomaru. But she was too late because Yuniko was already at him yelling that Solia was in danger.

Inutaisho sped through the hallways, from all the way across the castle, and in a few minutes he arrived there. “Sesshomaru! Sesshomaru stop this nonsense!” He yelled trying to get his hands off the other lord's neck.

Sesshomaru just growled at him and bit snapped at him so Inutaisho fucked the negotiation and threw him outside into the garden. He held him down as he held his arm behind Sesshomaru's back and hit him in the neck hard enough to have him fall unconscious. Sesshomaru's eyes went back to normal and poison stopped coming out from his claws.

Inutaisho stood up panting staring at his son then looked back to Solia who still had wide eyes. “Is your father alright?” He asked walking back to her from the garden.

She blinked and looked at him then felt his neck for a pulse and nodded her head. “Hai, but he's barely breathing. He's lucky to be alive after what your son did.” She smiled a little because Sesshomaru was the first to ever have enough courage to do that. She winced though from the gashes on her face and growled slightly from the pain.

Inutaisho kneeled beside her and turned her face to him so he could look at the wound. “You should have known that he can't do that. You're lucky to be immune to poison because its in there very deep. You better get something on it really soon or else it'll turn into a scar. We don't want that to happen to a pretty thing like you.” He smiled at her trying to cheer her up a little and she blushed a little at the comment. He looked back to her father and looked him over but didn't see any wounds besides the ones around his neck. “Sesshomaru got pretty mad if he was able to do this. Your father just fell unconscious, but what did he say that made him so mad?” He asked her and turned back to her.

“About his mother.” She said looking down. It was the rudest and most horrible thing that she's heard him say.

“Tell me exactly.” He took her arm and helped her up walking to the door and told some servants to take Sesshomaru to his room and her father to the healing woman, where he was taking Solia.

After he had told them to do that then she began to talk. “He said that the only reason that your wife is dead is because he wanted to have her and she said no, so….” She closed her eyes stopping because it was too awful to stand.

“Continue Solia.”

She nodded slowly as she apologized and finished it. “So… so he killed her.”

“Heh… Why are you so worked up about that? Its wouldn't be true because Sesshomaru was here at the castle with me while she was traveling back here. But I'll have a talk with him about respect for you and my son.” He took her to the healing woman and she put an antibiotic on the wound and gave her some more liquid form of it. She told her to use it on it everyday till it healed all the way.