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InuYasha › Het - Male/Female › Sesshōmaru/Kagome
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Adult +
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4
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11
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Bed of lies
Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha or this song.
Bed of lies
It had been a little over a month since the stuff happened with Sesshoumaru. Kagome sadly looked out her window her relationship with Inuyasha was becoming rocky. Your probably wondering what she means by rocky well if you mean Inuyasha avoiding her calls, doesn’t have time to hang with her or them arguing every minute they do talk or get together. Kagome you could say was not happy nope not one bit.
She let out a sigh “Maybe I should call again.”
Kagome dialed Inuyasha cell hoping he would pick up. The phone rang then a voice came on the other line “Hey I can’t reach the phone right now so leave a message if you don’t Feh.” Kagome rolled her eyes as she hung up after hearing his voice mail ‘Nice message he’s such a gentlemen.’
Kagome stood up and walked to her coffee pot pouring herself a full cup. She sat back down sipping her hot coffee wondering what she should do next.
Kagome finally decided to try the house ‘Maybe his cell is dead I should call the house.’ Though she didn’t want to call there just incase Sesshou picked up but it was a chance she was going to have to take. She dialed the number and hoped again that Inuyasha would pick up.
Kagome waited patiently hearing one ring after another suddenly a little voice came on the phone “Hello”
She smiled “Hi Rin sweetie is your uncle Inuyasha there?”
There was a brief pause “Umm…”
Kagome had a sharp pain in her stomach telling her that something wasn’t right “Rin sweetie Does Uncle Inuyasha have a friend over it’s okay you can tell me?”
Rin whispered “Rin saw a lady that looked like Kagome with uncle Yasha but he told Rin not to say anything. Will Rin get in trouble?”
Kagome frowned slightly ‘Kikyou’ Her heart began to race ‘ Is Inuyasha watching Rin while he has that thing over?’ “No you will not get in trouble. Umm Rin is uncle Inuyasha watching you?”
Rin giggled, “No Jaken is watching Rin!”
Kagome let out a deep breath ‘Thank god!’ “Okay Rin well I’m going to let you go now and you tell Jaken to be nice the little toad.”
Rin giggled some more “Rin will do that. Kagome will you come and see Rin today?”
Kagome was silent for a minute ‘should I go over there I know I can’t be in a relationship built on lies no one can. Maybe it would be the best to get it over and done with and I can see Rin too.’ She smiled “Well I have things I have to do today but I’ll swing in to say hi to you okay Rin?”
Kagome heard Rin clap her little hands “Yay!!! I’ll see you soon Kagome.”
“Rin but will you do something for Kagome? Will you not say anything to Uncle Inuyasha?”
“Okay Kagome I won’t say anything.”
Kagome smiled “Thank you Rin I’ll see you in a little bit.”
“Bye-bye” Rin hung up on the other end.
Kagome took a deep breath and grabbed her keys running out the door.
When she pulled up she happen to notice the car she wasn’t hoping to see ‘So I was right it is Kikyou.’
Kagome turned away ‘How could he… No I won’t cry not this time.’ She got out and walked up to the house.
She knock softly suddenly the door flew open.
“Kagome!!!!!” Rin squealed
Kagome smiled “Hello Rin sweetie.”
Rin giggled “Rin’s glad Kagome’s here.” She started to get excited again “Rin is going to make Kagome something okay.”
Kagome nodded “Okay Rin you do that.”
Rin ran off somewhere to make whatever she was going to make.
Kagome smiled ‘She’s such a sweet girl.’ Just then Kagome remembered why she was really there. She walked down the hall toward Inuyasha’s room.
Kagome stood in front of his door listening to the laughing and giggling. She took in a deep breath ‘They seem so happy I guess I’m doing the right thing.’
No I would not sleep in this bed of lies
So toss me out and turn in
And there'll be no rest for these tired eyes
I'm marking it down to learning
I am
She knocked on the door and heard soft scrambling around the room. This hurt her but she forced a smile “Inuyasha it’s me Kagome.”
She turned the handle to see Inuyasha putting on a tee shirt. He smiled nervously “Hey baby.”
Kagome looked at him then to the closet ‘Come on Kagome you can do this.’ “Kikyou you can come out I already know you’re here.”
The closet door creaked open Kikyou stepping out. Inuyasha looked surprised “How?”
Kagome held onto her fake smile “It doesn’t matter how I know I just do.”
Inuyasha was speechless and for Kikyou she just stared at the floor.
Don't think that I can take another empty moment
Don't think that I can fake another hollow smile
It's not enough just to be sorry.
Don't think that I could take another talk about it
Kagome felt herself shake “Why would you do this Inuyasha?”
Inuyasha frowned “I’m sorry Kagome but I’m still in love with Kikyou. I really do care about you and never wanted to hurt you.”
Kagome stared dead in his eyes “You lied to me I can understand you being in love with her Inuyasha b…but this was the wrong way of doing it.”
Inuyasha continued to stare “No Kagome you wouldn’t understand what I’m feeling.”
Kagome laughed, “You think I wouldn’t understand boy you are way off. Do you think that you’re the only one that is in love with someone else? Inuyasha I have a past you would never believe but I pushed my feelings away because of you. So don’t tell me I wouldn’t understand because I do.”
Just like me you got needs
And they're only a whisper away
And we softly surrender
To these lives that we've tendered away
Inuyasha just stared at Kagome ‘Who is she in love with?’
Kagome saw this “It doesn’t matter who it is nothing will come of it. That relationship was in the past and that’s where it’s going to stay. Unlike you Inuyasha I don’t want to peruse it there was too much pain involved and I don’t want to go through that again. Just like I can’t have a relationship with you anymore. I can’t and won’t be with someone that doesn’t truly love me. I don’t belong with you or…anyone else.”
Inuyasha walked a little closer “Kagome I didn’t want it to end like this.”
Kagome shook her head “I know you didn’t but sometimes it just does.”
But I would not sleep in this bed of lies
So toss me out and turn in
And they'll be no rest for these tired eyes
I'm marking it down to learning
Am I'm marking it down to learning
Cuz I can
Kikyou looked up for the first time “I’m sorry Kagome. It was never my intentions to hurt you either.”
Kagome frowned slightly “You don’t have to be sorry Kikyou you were just following your heart. I don’t belong with Inuyasha or here you do.”
Kikyou glanced at Inuyasha but did not say anything more.
Don't wanna be the one who turns the whole thing over
Don't wanna be somewhere where I just don't belong
Where it's not enough just be sorry
Don't you know I feel the darkness closing in
Tried to be more than me
And I gave 'til it all went away
And we've only surrendered
To the worst part of these winters that we've made
Kagome walked to the door “I think I should leave now.”
Inuyasha went up to Kagome and hugged her “Kagome I’m truly sorry. Will you ever forgive me?”
Kagome felt tears form behind her eyes but she pushed them back “I forgive you Inuyasha and I’ll miss you.”
Inuyasha smiled “I’ll miss you too. Maybe I’ll see you around some time.”
Kagome let go “Yeah maybe. Goodbye Inuyasha take care of yourself.”
She turned and walked out the door closing it behind her.
Kagome took a deep breathe ‘It will hurt but you did the right thing.’ She glanced out the window “I hope so.”
But I would not sleep in this bed of lies
So toss me out and turn in
And they'll be no rest for these tired eyes
I'm marking it down to learning
Am I'm marking it down to learning
I am all that I'll ever be
When you lay your hands
Over me
but don't go weak on me now
I know that it's weak
But God help me I need this
A couple minutes later Rin ran up to Kagome smiling but noticed she looked sad “Kagome are you okay? Rin doesn’t like it when Kagome’s sad.”
Kagome smiled “I’m fine Rin.”
Rin giggled “Rin is glad that Kagome’s Okay. Oh Rin has something for Kagome.”
Kagome bent down to Rin's height “What do you have for me Rin?”
Rin pull a piece of paper from behind her back “Rin made Kagome a picture.”
Kagome took the picture out Rin's little hands. “Thank you Rin.”
She looked at the picture and smiled “Who are these people?”
Rin smiled “That is Rin right there, that is Kagome and that’s daddy.”
Kagome felt a lump in her throat ‘She made a picture and put Sesshoumaru and I in it.’ “Oh Rin it’s beautiful.”
“Rin is glad Kagome likes it. Rin made one for daddy too. Do you think he’ll like it?”
Kagome touched her cheek softly “Yes Rin your daddy will love it but I need to go now okay”
Rin nodded “Okay Kagome.”
Kagome kissed Rin on the forehead “Bye sweetly.”
Rin grinned widely “Bye Kagome”
She walked out the door and got in her car glancing at the waving little girl. Kagome smiled and blew her a kiss as she started it up and drove away.
Kagome sighed slightly ‘I should have done what I’m doing 2 years ago.’ She frowned “Well I guess it’s time to call mom and go… home.”
I will not sleep in this bed of lies
So toss me out and turn in
And they'll be no rest for these tired eyes
I'm marking it down to learning
Am I'm marking it down to learning
Cuz I can
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>So what did ya think? Did ya like well I won’t know unless you review!!
Shymiko
Bed of lies
It had been a little over a month since the stuff happened with Sesshoumaru. Kagome sadly looked out her window her relationship with Inuyasha was becoming rocky. Your probably wondering what she means by rocky well if you mean Inuyasha avoiding her calls, doesn’t have time to hang with her or them arguing every minute they do talk or get together. Kagome you could say was not happy nope not one bit.
She let out a sigh “Maybe I should call again.”
Kagome dialed Inuyasha cell hoping he would pick up. The phone rang then a voice came on the other line “Hey I can’t reach the phone right now so leave a message if you don’t Feh.” Kagome rolled her eyes as she hung up after hearing his voice mail ‘Nice message he’s such a gentlemen.’
Kagome stood up and walked to her coffee pot pouring herself a full cup. She sat back down sipping her hot coffee wondering what she should do next.
Kagome finally decided to try the house ‘Maybe his cell is dead I should call the house.’ Though she didn’t want to call there just incase Sesshou picked up but it was a chance she was going to have to take. She dialed the number and hoped again that Inuyasha would pick up.
Kagome waited patiently hearing one ring after another suddenly a little voice came on the phone “Hello”
She smiled “Hi Rin sweetie is your uncle Inuyasha there?”
There was a brief pause “Umm…”
Kagome had a sharp pain in her stomach telling her that something wasn’t right “Rin sweetie Does Uncle Inuyasha have a friend over it’s okay you can tell me?”
Rin whispered “Rin saw a lady that looked like Kagome with uncle Yasha but he told Rin not to say anything. Will Rin get in trouble?”
Kagome frowned slightly ‘Kikyou’ Her heart began to race ‘ Is Inuyasha watching Rin while he has that thing over?’ “No you will not get in trouble. Umm Rin is uncle Inuyasha watching you?”
Rin giggled, “No Jaken is watching Rin!”
Kagome let out a deep breath ‘Thank god!’ “Okay Rin well I’m going to let you go now and you tell Jaken to be nice the little toad.”
Rin giggled some more “Rin will do that. Kagome will you come and see Rin today?”
Kagome was silent for a minute ‘should I go over there I know I can’t be in a relationship built on lies no one can. Maybe it would be the best to get it over and done with and I can see Rin too.’ She smiled “Well I have things I have to do today but I’ll swing in to say hi to you okay Rin?”
Kagome heard Rin clap her little hands “Yay!!! I’ll see you soon Kagome.”
“Rin but will you do something for Kagome? Will you not say anything to Uncle Inuyasha?”
“Okay Kagome I won’t say anything.”
Kagome smiled “Thank you Rin I’ll see you in a little bit.”
“Bye-bye” Rin hung up on the other end.
Kagome took a deep breath and grabbed her keys running out the door.
When she pulled up she happen to notice the car she wasn’t hoping to see ‘So I was right it is Kikyou.’
Kagome turned away ‘How could he… No I won’t cry not this time.’ She got out and walked up to the house.
She knock softly suddenly the door flew open.
“Kagome!!!!!” Rin squealed
Kagome smiled “Hello Rin sweetie.”
Rin giggled “Rin’s glad Kagome’s here.” She started to get excited again “Rin is going to make Kagome something okay.”
Kagome nodded “Okay Rin you do that.”
Rin ran off somewhere to make whatever she was going to make.
Kagome smiled ‘She’s such a sweet girl.’ Just then Kagome remembered why she was really there. She walked down the hall toward Inuyasha’s room.
Kagome stood in front of his door listening to the laughing and giggling. She took in a deep breath ‘They seem so happy I guess I’m doing the right thing.’
No I would not sleep in this bed of lies
So toss me out and turn in
And there'll be no rest for these tired eyes
I'm marking it down to learning
I am
She knocked on the door and heard soft scrambling around the room. This hurt her but she forced a smile “Inuyasha it’s me Kagome.”
She turned the handle to see Inuyasha putting on a tee shirt. He smiled nervously “Hey baby.”
Kagome looked at him then to the closet ‘Come on Kagome you can do this.’ “Kikyou you can come out I already know you’re here.”
The closet door creaked open Kikyou stepping out. Inuyasha looked surprised “How?”
Kagome held onto her fake smile “It doesn’t matter how I know I just do.”
Inuyasha was speechless and for Kikyou she just stared at the floor.
Don't think that I can take another empty moment
Don't think that I can fake another hollow smile
It's not enough just to be sorry.
Don't think that I could take another talk about it
Kagome felt herself shake “Why would you do this Inuyasha?”
Inuyasha frowned “I’m sorry Kagome but I’m still in love with Kikyou. I really do care about you and never wanted to hurt you.”
Kagome stared dead in his eyes “You lied to me I can understand you being in love with her Inuyasha b…but this was the wrong way of doing it.”
Inuyasha continued to stare “No Kagome you wouldn’t understand what I’m feeling.”
Kagome laughed, “You think I wouldn’t understand boy you are way off. Do you think that you’re the only one that is in love with someone else? Inuyasha I have a past you would never believe but I pushed my feelings away because of you. So don’t tell me I wouldn’t understand because I do.”
Just like me you got needs
And they're only a whisper away
And we softly surrender
To these lives that we've tendered away
Inuyasha just stared at Kagome ‘Who is she in love with?’
Kagome saw this “It doesn’t matter who it is nothing will come of it. That relationship was in the past and that’s where it’s going to stay. Unlike you Inuyasha I don’t want to peruse it there was too much pain involved and I don’t want to go through that again. Just like I can’t have a relationship with you anymore. I can’t and won’t be with someone that doesn’t truly love me. I don’t belong with you or…anyone else.”
Inuyasha walked a little closer “Kagome I didn’t want it to end like this.”
Kagome shook her head “I know you didn’t but sometimes it just does.”
But I would not sleep in this bed of lies
So toss me out and turn in
And they'll be no rest for these tired eyes
I'm marking it down to learning
Am I'm marking it down to learning
Cuz I can
Kikyou looked up for the first time “I’m sorry Kagome. It was never my intentions to hurt you either.”
Kagome frowned slightly “You don’t have to be sorry Kikyou you were just following your heart. I don’t belong with Inuyasha or here you do.”
Kikyou glanced at Inuyasha but did not say anything more.
Don't wanna be the one who turns the whole thing over
Don't wanna be somewhere where I just don't belong
Where it's not enough just be sorry
Don't you know I feel the darkness closing in
Tried to be more than me
And I gave 'til it all went away
And we've only surrendered
To the worst part of these winters that we've made
Kagome walked to the door “I think I should leave now.”
Inuyasha went up to Kagome and hugged her “Kagome I’m truly sorry. Will you ever forgive me?”
Kagome felt tears form behind her eyes but she pushed them back “I forgive you Inuyasha and I’ll miss you.”
Inuyasha smiled “I’ll miss you too. Maybe I’ll see you around some time.”
Kagome let go “Yeah maybe. Goodbye Inuyasha take care of yourself.”
She turned and walked out the door closing it behind her.
Kagome took a deep breathe ‘It will hurt but you did the right thing.’ She glanced out the window “I hope so.”
But I would not sleep in this bed of lies
So toss me out and turn in
And they'll be no rest for these tired eyes
I'm marking it down to learning
Am I'm marking it down to learning
I am all that I'll ever be
When you lay your hands
Over me
but don't go weak on me now
I know that it's weak
But God help me I need this
A couple minutes later Rin ran up to Kagome smiling but noticed she looked sad “Kagome are you okay? Rin doesn’t like it when Kagome’s sad.”
Kagome smiled “I’m fine Rin.”
Rin giggled “Rin is glad that Kagome’s Okay. Oh Rin has something for Kagome.”
Kagome bent down to Rin's height “What do you have for me Rin?”
Rin pull a piece of paper from behind her back “Rin made Kagome a picture.”
Kagome took the picture out Rin's little hands. “Thank you Rin.”
She looked at the picture and smiled “Who are these people?”
Rin smiled “That is Rin right there, that is Kagome and that’s daddy.”
Kagome felt a lump in her throat ‘She made a picture and put Sesshoumaru and I in it.’ “Oh Rin it’s beautiful.”
“Rin is glad Kagome likes it. Rin made one for daddy too. Do you think he’ll like it?”
Kagome touched her cheek softly “Yes Rin your daddy will love it but I need to go now okay”
Rin nodded “Okay Kagome.”
Kagome kissed Rin on the forehead “Bye sweetly.”
Rin grinned widely “Bye Kagome”
She walked out the door and got in her car glancing at the waving little girl. Kagome smiled and blew her a kiss as she started it up and drove away.
Kagome sighed slightly ‘I should have done what I’m doing 2 years ago.’ She frowned “Well I guess it’s time to call mom and go… home.”
I will not sleep in this bed of lies
So toss me out and turn in
And they'll be no rest for these tired eyes
I'm marking it down to learning
Am I'm marking it down to learning
Cuz I can
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>So what did ya think? Did ya like well I won’t know unless you review!!
Shymiko