Breaking Hearts Only To Heal Them Later

Last Chappie:

He kept him self in me and on me. I couldn't help but fall asleep. The pain was too much to bare anymore and the effort of moving right now, even after being taken against my will, I didn’t want Inuyasha to leave me. He sunk his teeth into my shoulder, adding to the pain, this one was slightly pleasurable. I felt a low rumble against my back and knew he was out too. I fell asleep listen to his breathing and his purring.

Dis: I don't own Inu...once again bed and chains come to mind...*Smiles wickedly*

An: PLEASE READ!! NC-17 here!!! If you are not old enough, please turn back. I do not wish to add to the sickness of children learning about sex at a young age... Oh yeah I do not want to be flamed for what I have happen

Thanks Pat and Beccapatty!! I know I don't like rape stories either, but thought this was a cool way to go about how things turn out. Becca you predicted a couple of things I wish to do...So right on. Thank you both for the reviews!! *Hugs both* I hope you like this chappie...

Chappie three:

I woke up to feel wide biting at my skin. I opened my eyes and realized I was naked. I sat up wrapping my arms around my chest and bringing my legs to my stomach. I looked around and heard something growl. Taking a deep breath I remembered what had happened after the battle. It seemed to be dawn. Looking to my left, Inuyasha sat with his lower half clothed.

I mentally sighed relief 'At least he's not going to take me again.'

Gods how wrong I was....The pain was there, but it was faint. He continued thrusting into me even after he came. His member stayed hard until the sun beat down on his back. I felt my body try to protest his retreat. It felt so good, but so wrong. He never said a word to me, not since he realized I liked being touched. Finally he pulled out of me and slumped to the ground, pulling my close to him. He fell asleep, his arm under my neck, as it cupped the nearest breast, while his other hand was placed over my womanhood, his middle finger was inside me.

I heard something move in the background and tried not to think about someone coming close. I moved slightly and he pulled his hand up sharply, digging his fingers into me, entering another. His other hand, cupping my breast, pierced the tender flesh, a flow of blood began. My breath came shattered as I tried to still myself from pulling away. Since I wasn't able to quick enough, his hand pulled up suddenly again, as I felt pleasure and pain come from my lower area. My breast hurt, but it was forgotten for the other pain.

So I lay still for the longest time. I was unable to sleep with his digits buried so deep in me. I felt him slowly release me from his hold as he turned to lay on his back. He pulled me and turned me so my head was on his chest. His arm rested lightly across my back. I lifted myself ever so slightly and closed my eyes tight....

Nothing.. Good.

I leaned up and looked at him. His face was dirty as was his hair. The streaks were still etched into his cheek. I looked at him, and felt myself soften. How he looked so innocent. Slowly and slightly regretfully I moved from his side. My pain pushed to the back of my mind. Something was out in the field, and if whatever it was, was alive, I might be able to help. I looked around for my clothes and found none of them, minus what use to be my panties. I found Inuyasha's outer kimono and wrapped it around me as a strapless dress, I used the arms to hold it closed and tie it around me.

Slowly I walked forward and look around. Despair isn't even the word I could use for this...It was utter terrifying. How could one creature kill and mime everything here? I felt sadness fill me. I walked to where Rin was. She and Sesshoumoru's shirt were gone, so he had survived and taken his young human charge. I looked at the blast marks from Shippou's foxfire, and walked slowly threw the small bushes to find him. Looking down I see his tail. I crouched, tears streaming down as I picked up his cold form. His neck was snapped, he was thrown and must have landed wrong. At least he died quickly and relatively painlessly, I hopped.

I carried the kitsue close to my chest, numb now to everything. He was too young to have died in this battle. It had nothing to do with him. But he chose to protect me, with his life. I walked to where I had seen Miroku and Sango, sure they were dead also...They were gone. Blood was soaked into the ground showing one if not bother were hurt badly. I continued to walk threw the bodies and whatnot. I seen Kogua and rushed to his side. Placing Shippou by my legs I felt Kouga's neck and pulled back on horror. His throat had been sliced. I felt a wave of sickness fall onto me and I stood. Running as fast as I could into the forest. I couldn't be there to see my fallen friends.

I finally stopped and puked what was in my stomach, which wasn't much. I heaved until my throat screamed with protest. I stood leaning against a tree until the smell of my vomit reached my nose, making me gag. Slowly, breathing deeply I walked away from the tree and the battlefield. I had no wish to go near that field ever again...

It seemed like I was walking forever when I finally stopped to look around. Somehow I managed to find my way back to the well. I walked towards it and sat on it, the hard wood itching my skin of my legs Inuyasha's kimono didn't cover. I thought of going back, but looked down at myself. I was covered in blood and dirt. I knew I looked like death warmed over and I finally felt my body react towards what had happened. I slipped to the front of the well using it to support my back as a flood of tears cascaded down my dirty cheeks.

The day pasted with what seemed peaceful, considering everything that went on with the vile creature. The sun was going down when I realized I wasn't crying anymore and that there was someone sitting behind me. I jumped to my feet, but my legs were stiff from sitting for so long, and I made a quick descent to the ground again. Red eyes watched me from the well.

"Thought you were going home?" He asked his voice deep and eerie, not his own. "You don't leave my side when I am asleep, understood? I'll let you go this time, next time you will be in pain and wont be able to move."

He stalked towards me and picked me up. I began to protest, his growl shut me up before I could utter a word. He jumped into the trees and took me away from the only way home...or was this my home? I pondered this as he leapt from tree to tree only touching the ground when there were none in sight. When I when to my time, I felt as if my soul was trapped here. When I'm here I only think about my time when I know I've missed to much school, or when Inuyasha makes me angry enough to want to leave. Even then though I can't wait to come back here after being there three days...Three days, our silent agreement. I was allowed three days to let both of us cool down. Three days for us to miss one another’s presence.

We stopped suddenly, ripping me from my thoughts as I was dropped to the ground. I looked around me and came to realization he wasn't letting me go anywhere, lest of all to my time. He stood on the edge of the space. A cave entrance stood before us, willing, daring us to enter. I knew I should be afraid to be here or to go in, but I felt safe somewhat knowing Inuyasha was here and wouldn't let anything hurt me. He grabbed my arm, I winced from the pain, and pulled me to my feet. He dragged me in and towards the back.

The tunnel was dark and damp. Long and narrow. Allowing him to go before me and me to be pulled behind him. With no other option he released my arm as it narrowed even more. I followed, not thinking of running. Him, in his hanyou form, could catch me in a beat of a heart. I didn't want to test his speed in this form, for fear he might do something other then drag me back here. The tunnel widened immediately. I stood in the hole and looked around. Inuyasha continued to walk, but this was the end. He stopped on a rock and sat down looking around as I did.

The area was bigger then my house! There were rock spouted out of the ground every now and then, but other wise the ground was perfectly smooth. A huge pile of fur lay on one side near the wall of the cave. Where Inuyasha sat I noticed stream emit from all around him. The cave had a hot spring!!! Gods if I didn’t care about my mom, Sota, and Grandfather I wouldn't mind being here. Also I wanted to know what became of Miroku and Sango. I realized I was staring at Inuyasha, only because he growled deeply. I walked forward unaware of what he wanted me to do.

"Bathe. You smell." He said and walked past me. I caught a whiff of him and he smelled normal. No trace of blood except for what was on me.

I nodded and walked to the spring. I nearly had a heart attack as Inuyasha's tanned hand snaked around me, turning me to look at him.

"Don't think about leaving. There's no way you'd live the fall...and if you did. You wouldn't live long afterwards." With that he stalked out of sight.

I undressed and stepped into the hot spring. After letting my body adjust to the heat, I began to scrub myself down. I washed every part of my body with my hand twice. I went under the water and cleaned everything out of my hair. Surfacing I gasped to see Inuyasha in front of me, in the spring. His eyes closed as he lowered himself into the water.

"Skin and clean the rabbit, then cook it and eat it." He said as he finally sat.

I nodded then rolled my eyes to my self. 'He can't see you if his eyes are closed...Duh.' I thought and climbed out. I frowned noticing I only had his upper kimono to redress in. It only reached my thighs and when I bent over, the whole world could see everything I had to offer...

I did as was told and after eating I banked the fire. Looking up into the spring I didn't see him. I took a deep breath and looked around. Nothing. I stood and walked to the spring. Had he slipped under? Was he alright? He would have said something if he was leaving again, right? My mind raced as I looked into the water.

A pair of hands grabbed the kimono and pulled me into the spring head first. I screamed and then found my mouth full of luke-warm water. Fighting I managed to surface and gasp for breath. I looked at Inuyasha. He had a smirk on his face. His eyes danced with mischief.

"You could have drown me, Inuyasha!" I screamed without thinking.

My head cried with protest as a clawed hand slapped it with full power. I felt my knees slip from under me on the rock bottom of the spring. I went under as my eyes rolled in my head with the pain. He grabbed my ass with his hands and pulled me onto him. I felt him enter me, while my back was bent, my head still under. I felt as if I gave up nothing would matter. Blackness of death seemed so close, but I was soundly ripped from it as he stood. I was pulled from the water to the cold floor. He undressed me and threw the wet garment in a heap by the spring rocks. My hands fisted into his hair as he entered me again. His thrust made my hand leave his hair and press to the ground from the sheer force.

I whimpered and he pressed on. Harder and faster. I neared an orgasm when he stopped. I opened my eyes to see him looking up at the entrance. He pulled himself from me and walked over to the hole. He growled and returned. My eyes fluttered closed. I felt him slam into me again and again. His seed shooting into me as I fell into the darkness of sleep. To tired to stay awake as he took me again.

And that was how we stayed for almost a year. I knew my mother must think I was dead. I pleaded with Inuyasha to take me home, but he wouldn't. I realized I was pregnant when I would wake up and retract everything I ate the night be for. Then Inuyasha stopped fucking me, too. Which was good in it's own way. I had become submissive. I didn't care if he took me and he pleasured me. So it was win win for us. I was his mate, but he had still yet to mark me. I only knew this because Sango mentioned it to me after meeting Kouga for the first time.

Something fueled his anger to keep him in his demonic form. Thinking of it one night I woke up and almost beat on his chest to wake him. I asked him if he used the jewel to keep his Youkai form and he only growled "No, You returned and the jewel was gone." So I imagined I was dead and he used his wish to bring me back...So that may be the reason, he used the jewel without thinking and was blaming me for his lack...He should be happy though, because he was still in his demon form.

I woke in a start one morning, nearly before dawn. I felt something wet around me. Pain laced threw me and I screamed with all my might. Inuyasha jumped to his feet, his sword useless so he took a defensive stance. He looked around, then down at me as I took short deep breaths. My water hand broken and I was having contractions. I gripped the furs under me and threw my head back at the pain. Inuyasha dropped down at me and growled.

"What's wrong wench?" He asked.

Instead of a word response like he wanted I released the fur and gripped the chunk of hair that always fell over his shoulder. I pulled his head down, closing my eyes as another contraction came. They were close. I was going to have this child soon.

"Let me go, Bitch." He growled and I did.
"Move me to the spring.." I said in-between breaths. He complied and pulled me and the furs to the spring across the cave. "We...we need cloth. Clean." I said as I stood.
"Where am I going to get that shit?"
"Inuyasha, please. I'm in pain. Could you try to be pleasant until your child stops trying to rip me apart." I plead with him, and he helped me stand and helped me settle into the spring.

He said nothing and raced off. I don't really know how long he was gone, only that I was contracting and pushing. Inuyasha ran and jumped into the spring. I felt him dispose of the cloths behind my head. I didn't want to know where he got them, only that the pain was increasing.

Then I felt it. My child's head had been pushed threw. Inuyasha wasted no time and grabbed the babe from me. Pulling lightly, so not to hurt it. He lifted our child from the water to allow it to scream it's protest at having to leave my warm womb. He reached over me as I collapsed against the rocks crying and he grabbed the cloth. He cleaned the child and cut the cord. I closed my eyes and sighed.

'My life was never going to be the same.' I thought for the thousandth time since finding I was have a child.

I opened my eye when I heard sobbing, mixed with the baby's wailing. I sat up and looked at Inuyasha. His hair fell around his face, it acting as a curtain. It shielded me from him and our child. Reaching out I moved it aside and he looked up at me.

Ember eyes were tear filled and showed so mush pain. I moved closer and pulled him and our screaming child into my arms.

"Inuyasha. I love you. It's alright. I promise you didn't hurt me." I said as he sobbed into my shoulder. Our child, the sex still undetermined to me, had found my breast and suckled.
"I did this to you. I can't even begin to say how sorry I am, Kagome." He said when he finally pulled away. His face and eyes red from crying.
I took the child before it fully left me, allowing it to continue feeding. Despite how he, I noticed when I finally held him close, was created I loved him with all my heart and I loved his father. "You can begin by naming our child." I said with a smile.

There was silence and then I found myself being lifted from the spring, I had forgotten I was in. Inuyasha placed me softly on the fur, wrapping a blanket around me. His hands barely made contact with me. I turned to face him.

"Inuyasha, please. I swear by the Gods, you didn't hurt me." I said I knew my eyes were pleading also.
"Kagome..."He said and then the babe, our child, moved from my breast to look up at Inuyasha, as if knowing that was his father.
"Name your son." I said softly.
"I will have a name when you wake up." He said softly as he laid me down, our son resting in the nook of my arm, close to my heart. He, himself spooned around us, wrapping his arm around me protectively. "I'm sorry Kagome. I never wanted it to be like this with us."
"I know, Inu. I know. Stop being sorry. It's not like I didn't enjoy most of it." I said and felt his surprise. "I love you." With that I was asleep with the two males I love with all my heart.

Ok end of chappie...Problem though....I need a name for their child...will give credit to the one I chose...Hopefully if I get a review by tomorrow night I'll write the fourth chappie....Hoped you liked...I know Inuyasha was Ooc, but how wouldn't be after realizing you raped your love and are now a father of a child created by that......Byes!!!!