Forbidden Love

I do not own Inuyasha. I don't have any money. I don't have a life and please dont sue. (actually I do have life)

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Well now I'm up to chapter three. I hope you enjoy reading this story as much as I enjoy writing it. I don't know what I'm going to do with this chapter I just hope in ends good. I was thinking of throwing in some flashbacks. Who knows well you will once you read. Then go on and read and don't let me bother you.

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Normal POV

Inuyasha stopped infront of Sesshomaru noticing that he seemed frustrated. Sesshomaru quickly covered his expression with his normal cold look. They stood staring at each other without a word. Even though Inuyasha was the one to came he didn't want to talk first. Of course Sesshomaru wasn't going to speak first. So they just stared waiting for the other to speak. Finally Inuyasha got enough courage to ask the question he came to ask.

"Why did you save them?" He asked fast before he stopped could stop himself.

"It matters not why I saved them. You should just be glad they're alive."

Inuyasha knew Sesshomaru was right but of course he also knew if he didn't get answers he would go crazy. So he continued to try and pry the answers out of Sesshomaru.

"Of course I'm glad but still why did you do it?" Sesshomaru was getting very annoyed by his half-brothers persistance.

"Why can't you be content with what you have?"

"I will NOT be content until I get some answers!" Inuyasha yelled apparently getting angry.(As always)

"Oh Inuyasha your anger never cease to amuse me." Sesshomaru said apparently trying to get on Inuyasha bad side.

Inuyasha growled at Sesshomaru and slowly the anger began to take over. Sesshomaru could smell Inuyasha anger swelling up inside. He liked how his little brother looked when he was angry. Always so determined ready to fight proud and not caring if he was hanyou or not he just fought his best. Sesshomaru smirked at himself knowing that he wanted to fight his brother today and knowing he was going to fight today.

"Sesshomaru stop it!!!!" Inuyasha sayed trying to calm his anger.

"What is it Inuyasha... to scared to fight."

That was it Inuyasha was on the edge and that just did it. He charged towards his brother at full speed. He swiped at his brother who easily stepped out of the way. Inuyasha turned and went after Sesshomaru again but this time Sesshomaru didn't move he just waited for his brother to attack. They were fighting for about four hours before Inuyasha settled down and was ready to talk again. He asked his brother the same question once again. But this time Sesshomaru answered the question willing tired of holding every thing in and it sent Inuyasha into a state of shock.

*In Kaede Village*

Kagome stood infront of the well all alone. She couldn't purify the jewel and Inuyasha had been gone for a while and won't return any time soon. So she decided to go home since she didn't have nothing to do here. After Inuyasha left she kept having nightmares of being all alone and no one to help her. She had those dreams before but Inuyasha would save her in those dreams but now she just stayed alone crying in these nightmares. In the morning she would wake up with tears pouring down her face. She didn't know why she felt this way but even if she tried to talk some since into herself her doubts were still there. She jumped into the well leaving the fuedal era behind her hoping Inuyasha would come back to her soon.

*Meanwhile with Inuyasha*

Inuyasha was still shocked at what he heard he even thought that he imagined it.

"What!?!?!?!?"

"You heard me Inuyasha It's because I love you and I didn't want to see you in pain." His usual cold voice changed into a calm and gentle voice which warmed Inuyasha heart.

"But...But you said you hated me and dispised me how could you love me!?!?!?!?" Inuyasha was in a state of confusion.

"Inuyasha I do not hate or dispise you I just said those things so you won't know how I really felt."

"But we're always fighting and you're always trying to kill me!" Inuyasha sat down because his legs were to weak by now.

"I love to see you when you fight always so determined and ready." Sesshomaru sat down to tired of standing. He closed his eyes remembering all the years that past and how he made so many mistakes

*Flashback* (I hope you like it.)

Sesshomaru POV

I toke Inuyasha in after his human mother died. When I found Inuyasha he was locked in a dark room. I opened the door and found him in the corner scared for his life. He looked up at me and I saw his face beaten and bruised. I looked at him in disgust but not at him but at the people who did this to him. He noticed my look and most likely thought it was towards him. I knew that but I didn't correct him and that was my first mistake. At that time he was only five and still a pup. I told him and every one around that I only toke him in because my father asked me to before he died. But really my father didn't ask me, he just left without a word and I decided it on my own. That day I toke a sad beaten boy from his room and brung him with me to give him a better life or so I thought.

When Inuyasha was seven he would always run around and play in the fields. I watched him from afar not knowing my feelings yet. At this age Inuyasha always played he was so full of energy. He always told me how he loved me. Of course I never responding but I didn't think he ever expected me to. Which was my second mistake.

When he was nine my demon instincts toke over and I decided Inuyasha was old enough to go on his own. I didn't consider the fact that he was half-demon or that he was to young my instincts just toke over. So on the day I decided to kick him out I wanted to make him angry so it wouldn't be so hard on him. Which was the third mistake I made. That was the day I fell in love with him and at that time I decided I would make him leave and then find him and bring him back when he was old enough to mate. He left me crying but I did not care I told myself it was for the best. Then after a week my demon side subsided and I realized I did the dumbest thing in the whole world. I went searching for him but the rain and other smells washed away his smell and I couldn't find him.

During my years of searching I kept getting side tracked by fights and conflict on my lands and since I was the lord I had to honer my duty. Nine years passed and a huge war started so I had Jaken go get my brother. I located him already but when I tried to bring him back he told me how much he hated me. It was to late by then but I went after him still. When Jaken returned with the news I was angered and that anger helped me through the battle which was won. After the battle was over I went to see Inuyasha for my self. I fould him just as Jaken told me he would be. He had an arrow pierced in his heart and looked like he was in a peaceful sleep. That is when I begun to hate him for falling in love with a human and being killed so easily by a human. I decided to get rid of my feelings of love for him. I really didn't get rid of them I just pushed it deep down so I would forget. Fifty years later he returned and by that time I forgot all feelings and was searching for Tetsasuiga and I found it. I lost my arm in the process of greed and yet I continued. After four years of fighting for the sword we stopped fighting because we were evenly matched. I decided I was strong enough already. We were friends nor enemies then.

*End of Flashback*

I looked at Inuyasha and wondered what we were now that I confessed my feelings.

"But...But..." He shock his head as if he was trying to empty out his confusion. " I...I thought... you hating me."

" You thought wrong otouto." I said.


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Normal POV

Sesshomaru walked to Inuyasha side and sat next to him. Then he held Inuyasha hands and they looked into each others eyes.

"I always loved you Inuyasha. I just hid it under all of my anger." Sesshomaru looked down in shame. " Will you ever forgive me Inuyasha.

Inuyasha held Sesshomaru face up so he could look into his brothers eyes.

"Of course I forgive you Sesshy." Inuyasha said before he slowly leaned in to kiss Sesshomaru. To his surprise Sesshomaru accepted the kiss and returned it. Thier kiss was hot with passion, lust, need, want, and most of all love. They kissed until they felt the need for air they broke thier kiss gasping for air.

" I love you Yashe."

"And I love you to Sesshy."

They held each other close and kissed again not wanting to spare a moment of the pleassure they felt. They spoke in a silent language that only they knew and that night the only thing they knew was each other.

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Finally I finished chapter three. Hope you enjoyed this chapter. It toke me a long time to figure out how there conversation would lead to kiss. I hope it came out good. And if your wondering Sesshomaru arm did grow back. I have to tell you that I won't be able to post the lemon until Tuesday morning. I'm sorry for false advertising. But don't worry it will be worth the wait. Please review and Im sorry. ( I'll make it the best I can!)

Otouto means little brother if you don't know. And I hope you enjoy reading my story. Thank you for the review so far. Bye Bye for now.