By My Hands

~*~CHAPTER 3~*~OVERTURE~*~


Sesshoumaru sat almost sliding off his chair, sweating, waiting. He slowly watched Kikyou walk down the stage towards him, talking to him but words he couldn't hear. His heart pounding rising in his throat. He wasn't sure about letting this happen, but figured he would do anything for Kikyou.

"Never meant to be so cold, never meant to be so... cold to you..."

Kikyou was mouthing the words to him and she smiat hat him quickly reassuring hi wou would be okay. She was st fst fully dressed a corset still but with jeans on now. She wasn't allowed to fully reveal herself unless it was a tournament. She strode down the long strip of stage twirling around the three poles along the way. Getting Sessh more aroused with each of her steps closer. She knelt before him smiling, a lusty smile with passion gushing from her. She had a glow to her, a red glow. Sesshoumaru sat tall yet relaxed and waited for her to get closer. She slowly slid her hands up his chest and she ran her fingers over his neck and face. Sesshoumaru closed his eyes at the pleasure. He felt her brush against his arousal, just enough to make him moan a little. Kikyou narrowed her eyes in another lusty smile. She stood and ran her hands over her breasts and stomach. Resting her fingers in the waistband of her jeans, too tight for her performance. She removed them slowly, making Sessh shiver again. Kikyou spread his legs apart with her hands. She let one hand go astray and slid between his legs.

"Kikyou..."

Sesshoumaru barely managed to whisper. He felt an amorous sink in his stomach, and shivered and moaned in pleasure at her touch. He closed his eyes and leaned his head back. A new opportunity for Kikyou who attacked his neck. Slowly biting at him, but also leaving kisses here and there. A burning kiss to his jaw line. He almost yelled out at each of her flaming kisses. Kikyou took his open mouth, looking rough to the crowd on the outside, but she slowly rubbed her tongue against his, comforting him. He started to kiss her back but she drew away. She sat on him, positioning herself just right as to rub against his erection.

"Do you like this Sessh?"

Sesshoumaru could only respond in a throaty growl. Kikyou smiled and kissed him harder. She finished her kiss and leaving him with a touch of her hand. Walked back behind the heavy black curtains indicating with her finger to follow her.


Sesshoumaru got up quickly and went back to Kikyou’s dressing room. Kikyou waited for him to get there. He held her and kissed her.

"Kikyou..."

"Sessh... not yet... lets go home first..."

Sesshoumaru nodded and wondered if he could make it home before exploding in a powerful orgasm. Kikyou told him the he could keep going if she could keep her clo on. on. Sessh jumped at the chance and unzipped his pants. He lay Kikyou on the couch and held her hands on him. Shs sus surprised at his size. She got up and sat him down. Sesshoumaru held Kikyou’s head, his fingers twirling in her hair grabbing at the midnight black strands. Kikyou slowly worked on him, taking his whole length in her mouth and slowly sliding it in and out until she felt a warm squirt. Sessh sighed in relief and felt Kikyou swallow hard before lifting her head. Sheled led at him, he was so happy. He had barely gotten his pants on before hugging her.

"Tonight’s my turn..."

Sessh warned her and Kikyou smiled up at him, arms still wrapped around him. He was breathing somewhat heavily and had started to sweat. She heard a knock on the door and left Sesshoumaru’s arms to answer it. She opened the door and went out stepping closely to Inuyasha. She closed the door behind her before being hugged by him.

"I take it, you won't be judging my performances again..."

"No Kikyou, that was your best. That's all I ask."

"Really, cause I was under the impression that you weren't finished yet."

"Well, actually I'm not. There’s still the issue of your virginity."

"No Inuyasha, leave that to Sesshoumaru. I love him, he's the only one I will allow to do it."

"Are you sure? Kikyou... he's in the army. He's waiting to arrest you. He'll take you to prison and you'll be sentenced to death. You've confessed your sins. Don't live a lie."

"The only lie I'm living is pretending to admire you."

"Oh that was harsh Kikyou, so harsh."

"It's not quite true... I just realized that I love Sesshoumaru. What we had wasn't real, it was a test."

"Just that? Kikyou, it meant more to me..."

Kikyou felt the hot thick lump rising in her throat, about to cry she took a deep breath.

"Well I'm sorry, but I can't return your feelings..."

With a truly pained look on her face, tears in her eyes she ducked under Inuyasha’s arm and headed back down the hallway. Sesshoumaru came out of the door, fully dressed. He and Inuyasha exchanged cold glances before Sesshoumaru followed Kikyou down the hallway. Inuyasha gave a sigh, and headed back to his office.

~*~

Kikyou was really his only interest, he didn't even like this club. His father had started it almost ten years ago and had passed it on to Inuyasha on his 18th birthday. Inuyasha was 23 now, only 4 years older than Kikyou. Inuyasha rarely left his office, besides to see Kikyou. He would get up to eat and go home to sleep, falling into his dreams late in the morning and waking up at around noon. Struggling to get downstairs to drink some coffee. Lounging around his house bored in his boxer shorts until it was time to go to work. Work meaning... Kikyou. He didn't even need to be in the club, he could do it all on the phone or by the computer. On days Kikyou didn't work, he usually stayed home or in his office. Only emerging to see her. It might not be full blown love, but he was attracted. He just couldn't believe Sesshoumaru would forgive her.

"He couldn't! How?"

Asking that question to no one. Standing in his bedroom, looking at himself in the bathroom mirror. He walked to the sink and washed his face, hoping to refresh himself.

"Does she not trust me? It's almost like she hates me. Damn it! Why wouldn't she hate me, she's probably heard all the other stories. Shit! I hate this whole situation!"

Inuyasha threw himself on his bed, 'There's no way she'll take me now.'

~*~

Kikyou and Sesshoumaru were in the kitchen, Kikyou had settled herself in a cross-legged position on top of the bar counter. Sessh was leaning against the fridge, sighing.

"What is it Sessh?"

"Just thinking Kikyou. What I would do if your parents had really killed you."

"Sessh, c'mon that's not true. They're old, good for nothing, waiting to shrivel up and die. They couldn't kill me... let alone make a plan! Sessh?"

Sesshoumaru had taken a seat on onethe the barstools, looking up at Kikyou who had turned to face in his direction.

"Kikyou, they aren't you're real parents. You were abandoned by your real mother and father, adopted by them. They took good care of you until an incident happened. They were running out of money. They figured they could kill you and then earn money from it.”

"What do you mean? Are my parents rich or something?"

"No Kikyou, it's not your parents. It's you. This is why the army was tracking you. Your parents are the Capitain and his wife. They couldn't keep you because they were always moving and there was a threat of war. The Capitain ordered the medical staff to put a micro chip in you. One day they would come back to get you."

"Then... why haven't they come?" asked Kikyou feeling around her body looking for the tracking chip.

"Kikyou, war was approaching. The Capitain was killed, and his wife had commited suicide because of it. That's when they sent me in. I specialize in undercover operations. That's when the army sent you a letter telling you your 'brother' was coming home."

"Sessh, my whole life... it's just a make believe world? I killed two people who had taken me in. And now I know my real parents are gone. And you... why you? They send me a soldier to act as my brother. And I, I end up falling in love with a man who's goal was to hunt down my caretakers?"

"Kikyou, that's not true! I've been waiting to come here! Ever since you were sent away, the capitain was waiting. My father was supposed to run this operation. He died in the war too. That's when I decided to join the army, when I was 16 I enlisted. I already knew the Capitain, so when I finished my training, I had already had an assignment to do. By that time you were almost 19."

"Sessh, you know... I was overjoyed to read that letter..."

~*[FLASHBACK]*~

"KIKYOU KANAWA GET THE GOD DAMNED DOOR!"

Her fathers voice yelled out to her from the bathroom. Kikyou cursed at him under her breath and answered the door. It was just the postman but with a special letter. Top priority, Army of Japan. Kikyou took a double take at the letter before tearing it open with her fingers.

"Ken and Keiko Nakahiro and Kikyou Kanawa:

We are pleased to inform you that your family member, Sesshoumaru Ayoyama, is on flight 182 home. He has served our army with great efforts, and we are glad to see him rewarded. He will arrive at the Bakoshiri Airport on November 9th 2004, at 10:30 am.

Hitogashi Kanawa,
Capitain of the 143 Infantry, Army of Japan."

"Wow! Oh my god! I have a brother!"

Kikyous father came out and tore the lr frr from her hands, she watched his bulging eyes as they scanned the paper.

"Congratulations, you're brothers coming home..."

Her father spoke in a fake ecstatic tone. Her mother trampled her way over to read the letter as well. Her mother and father, both mid 40's, both overweight. Most important, they didn;t ever seem to care about Kikyou, even on the day she came home from her first day of Preschool. Her mother gave a low grumble before heading back to the livingroom couch. Her father threw the letter back at Kikyou and headed to bed. Kikyou ran to her room shortly after reading and re reading the letter.

"I wonder what he's like... Oh... a picture..."

Kikyou unfolded a small photograph of Sesshoumaru. He looked young, eyes a light amber brown, hair a light blondeish silver. He had a smile on his face, but not too ecstatic. A small blue colored crecsent moon was tattooed on his forehead. He looked so nice and she couldn't wait to meet him.

"Only two days till' he gets here."

Kikyou marked it on her calander, before heading into the guest room. She figured she wouldy upy up the small bedroom turned storage room. She put all the boxes and crates in one corner before making the bed. She dragged an old dresser in and set it beside the closet door. She set up a mirror leaning it against the wall. She brushed off her hands satisfied with her work. She went downstairs and got a small picture of her to put on his bed.


On November 9th at 10:30, just like they had said, Sesshoumaru Ayoyama stepped into veiw. Kikyou had driven by herself to the airport to meet him alone. He smiled and waved at her slinging his black duffel bag over one shoulder.

"Kikyou Kanawa I presume?"

"Only if you're Sesshoumaru Ayoyama."

Sesshoumaru nodded and swept her into a hug. Kikyou took a minute to hug him back before walking with him to the car. A small black SUV, just right for Kikyou's personality. Sesshoumaru threw his things in the back seat and then buckled himself in the front passenger seat.

"Home is only ten minuawayaway."

Kikyou saith ath a smile, he was MUCH cuter in person. She asked him if he minded her turning on the radio. Sesshoumaru listened carefully to each song that played, getting to know what Kikyous style was and what to expect from her. Kikyou turned up the sound when a song came on called, "Survival of the Sickest" Kikyou was twirling her head around making her hair fly a little.

"One, two, three, four!"

Kikyou sang out just when the man in the song did. Sesshoumaru hed hed her slowly warming up to her style of music. Soon he was singing along to some of it too. He pretended to play the guitar at the solo.

"You play?" asked Kikyou

"Yeah, just a bit. Not in a long time though."

"Hey, don't mind me asking this but... if you're my brother, why haven't I met you before?"

"I was living with Uncle Ryotachi for a while. Then I joined the army."

"Oh, okay. I was thinking for a second that... nevermind I'm just being stupid."


It had been almost 6 months that Sesshoumaru was living with them, Kikyou would always hang out with him everyday. They went out around town and to the mall almost eveyday. Kikyou and Sessh started to grow together, they shared secrets and always comforted one another with problems. Usually it was Sessh who healed the wounded heart of Kikyou, when Kikyou's first boyfriend Miroku cheated on her with a girl named Sango, Kikyou was distraught and went to Sesshoumaru for comforting. Sessh held her and talked to her, stroking her back and gave her ice cream to calm down with. Kikyou always rewarded him with a hug until one day it became much, much more.

It was time and time again that Kikyou and Sesshoumaru would take walks downtown, or to the beach, laying on the sun warmed sand until it got dark. It was this one day that Kikyou and Sesshoumaru were walking on the beach, just letting the sun warm them, the waves struggling to reach their feet. Kikyou thought she would play a prank on Sesshoumaru for a laugh.

"Oh my god Sessh lookie!"

Kikyou pointed over out by the water and Sesshoumaru turned his head to look but saw nothing, until water splashed in his face and he found himself sitting waist deep in water looking up at Kikyou who was bent over laughing.

"No fair... you get to stay dry..."

Kikyou didn't realize that Sesshoumarus hand was looming closer to her ankle. He attacked it and she fell in ontop of him. Sesshoumaru was laughing now to see Kikyou come up from the water with sea weed in her hair. Kikyou freaked out and threw the grass at him. He easily dodged her aim and shook his head to dry his hair. Kikyou swam out farther to about chest level water. She smoothed the water out of her hair, a pretty sillhouette for Sesshoumaru. Kikyous small form and long hair turning black against the setting orange sun. Sesshoumaru walked out closer to her and looked down into her eyes. She seemed confused by the look he was giving, but soon succumbed to his mood. He leaned down and kissed her.

~*[END FLASHBACK]*~


"What a day that was Sessh."

"Yeah, it was."

"I want to live that again."

Kikyou looked down at Sesshoumaru who stood and picked her up bridal style from the counter. Sesshoumaru kissed her lips suddenly, which supprised her. She let out a small gasp which gave him access to her mouth. He pulled her closer to him, kissing her passionately. They explored each other's mouths for a while before he pulled away. Kikyou looked up at him with dazed eyes, She blushed slightly, resting her head on his t. Ht. His hands began to trace light patterns on her back, which made her look up and arch slightly into him,

"Sessh.."

He lightly nuzzled the soft, sensitive flesh around her neck, making her elicit soft noises that made his blood run hot. He could tell her arousal, and his was growing as well. This would be a perfect night.
Still nuzzling her neck, Sesshoumaru's hands slowly guided Kikyou onto the counter, to lay on her back. She looked at him a lea leaned over her with a look of glazed passion.

"Sessh...?"

She lightly breathed out. 'She's going to say no...' he thought, looking down on her.

"Yes?" he responded.

"...Here?" she asked, blushing slightly.

"Yes, right here. Now..."

Kikyou wanted to make him happy. She pushed him from her body and holding his hand slowly led him down the hall to his bedroom. She remembered her promise to let him be in control, she lay on the bed waiting for Ses Sessh stood for a minute and then lightly jumped on the bed. He lay his hands by her head and kissed her, softly at first, but then harder and harder until a coppery taste of blood filled their mouths. Sessh pulled back and smiled at her, he slid his hands over her trembling body and lifted up her shirt. Kikyou slowly let him remove her clothes and underwear. Sessh gave her a slight strip tease slowly unbuttoning his shirt and removing his jeans. Kikyou blushed at the full sight of Sessh in all his glory. He was strong and thin, her eyes followed down his body to his member surrounded by tight silver curls. She could see he was already getting aroused, and she also felt a strong feeling coming over her. He wiped the blood from her mouth and kissed her again, slowly drawing in her bleeding lower lip. Slowly sucking and releasing it, his hands playing with her breasts. He moved down and took her nipple in his mouth, he tasted the hard flesh and let his tongue work it. He moved down lower, Kikyou bent her knees and arched into his touch. Head thrown back moaning for more. Sesshoumaru left kisses along her stomach and down her thighs until he went back up to find her entrance. He licked at her, slowly playing with the folds of her until he could taste sweet honey.

"Sessh... oh Sessh... more..."

Sesshoumaru slid his body back up hers and claimed her mouth again. His fingers searched for the buttons on his radio and turned on their song. He blasted it real loud and at the start of the music thrust through her barrier, causing her to yell out at him. Her eyes were wide and she tightened around him.

"Did I hurt you? I'll never do it again, I swear..."
shoushoumaru whispered, his breath tickling her neck. She leaned her head towards him and kissed him while lifting her body up and wraping her legs around him. He sat up and held her to him, deepening his penetration. He lay her back down and started his rythym. Kikyou started breathing hard and moaning, only making Sessh go faster. It pleasured him greatly to hear her moaning to him. He got going faster and felt her tighten in her second orgasm, he knew his was coming soon too. Sessh hit a spot in Kikyou that made her break their kiss to gasp for air. Kikyous chest moved rapidly and Sesshoumaru kept his violent thrusting, making her whimper for him to go faster. The pain was nothing to Kikyou compared with her satisfaction. She atleast didn't have to worry about her virginity anymore. Sesshoumaru released into her in three more thrusts, he lay beside her still united caressing her face.

"Kikyou, you are not a virgin anymore."

"Thankyou Sessh."

"Aishiteru, so much Kikyou... so much..."

"I love you too Sessh, you have no idea..."

"Oh, but I do..."

Sesshoumaru leaned over her a lustful look in his eyes, a passionate smile.
And he started his rythym again.


~*~*~*~*~

ANOTHER DAY AT THE OBOKO KATACHI. INUAYSHAS LUSTING. KIKYOUS SECOND DEFLOWERMENT. SESSHOUMARUS ANGER GOES TOO FAR.

NEXT: CONCERTO #1