To Be Me

Chapter Twenty-Three

**** Lemon-Warning****


Yusuke saw the kitchen light go out, his ears picked up the sound of her moving around. He felt the urge to go and shout at her, how did he get himself into this situation? He was beyond pissed at her. It was bad enough Keiko had basically forced herself to stay the night here, Tar had helped her. It left no doubt in his mind that she regretted last night. So much she made sure it wasn't going to happen again. What was worse he woke up this morning wanting it to happen again. He had even looked forward to the idea of spending the night with her. Part of him wanted to see what would happen.

He felt Keiko press herself against his body. She was wanting to take up where they had left off last night. She was kissing his neck, running a hand over his chest. "Please Yusuke!" Her mouth claimed his and he kissed her back. Disappointment filled him when something was missing from it. He brought his hand up to cup her breast, they felt odd in his hands for some reason. He suddenly remembered how Tar's had fit perfectly in his hands. A groan of frustrastion left his mouth.

Keiko took it differently and decided to explore a little. Her hand was running lightly over his stomach, feeling the soft skin. It felt smooth under her tips. Her hand came to the edge of his boxers, she wasn't sure if she wanted to actually touch it.

He felt her hand at the edge of his clothes and closed his eyes. Why wasn't he enjoying this? Why did he feel guilty all of a sudden? He should be jumping for joy that Keiko was finally touching him some. But he felt like shoving her hands away. His thoughts went to the girl in the other room once more. Why the fuck did he feel like he was betraying her? Keiko was his girlfriend, the one he planned on spending the rest of his life with.

Instead of being excited he felt telling Keiko to leave him alone. He also wanted to go in the kitchen, he cursed outloud. "Fuck."

"What's wrong?"

"I can't do this Keiko. Not here in a house full of people, I feel too weird." He hoped she would accept that lie for now.

"Okay, I understand. She can probably hear us anyways. Goodnight Yusuke." She rolled to her side of the bed.

"Night Keiko." He closed his eyes. He doubted that she could hear them. Him and Keiko's sex was never loud, hell they never made any noise. His thoughts returned to last night, he sure had been loud then. He knew the fox had to have heard him. He felt his member spring to life at remembering. 'Damn, just thinking about it and I'm rock hard.' He turned on his side facing away from Keiko and towards the kitchen.


Kagome walked out the bathroom still towel drying her hair. She spotted Hiei laying on the bed looking way to comfortable for her liking. He had his arms folding behind his head wearing only his black pants. 'Cocky bastard probably thinks he's going to get laid.' She ignored him as she got ready for bed. She wasn't sure if she wanted anything to happen, she wasn't into casual sex. She knew he was, he was that type. For him it was okay to fuck someone you were attracted to and walk away the next day without any regrets or attachments. She didn't think she could have sex with him and let it end at that. She already cared about him and liked him, if things went further she'd end up like Taree. Alone with a broken heart. Kagome didn't want to experience that again, been there done that got the tshirt.

Hiei watched her lay down facing away from him. She was trying to be difficult for some reason. Human females were odd in his opinion. She desired him and wanted him so why was she being that way. They tended to be silly when it came to their emotions and ideas. It didn't matter to him, he planned on having her tonight. He wanted to be her first, to be the one that introduced her to pleasure. He'd make sure she thought of him whenever another man took her. The thought of another man touching her made anger fill him. He chalked it up to the fact that he hadn't experienced her yet. As soon as he had her, he'd be able to move on.
He removed his pants and was pressing against her back before she took her next breath.

Kagome was officially freaking out. He had to be naked, his THING was pressing freely into her backside. He wasn't playing around as he started to undress her. She tried to reason with him and stop him, he wasn't going to stop at foreplay tonight she knew. He silenced her with his mouth and forced her onto her back.

He was suddenly over her, kissing her neck. His hand cupped her breast, his thumb raked over taunt nipple. Hiei promised himself he'd make up for rushing next time. He was too excited and he was aching to be inside her. His head lowered to take one of the peaks into his mouth. His hot tongue ran over it, she arched her back. A moan escaped her when he placed a hand between her legs cupping her mound.

Kagome wasn't sure if she should run or simply melt right here. His finger was sliding against her folds, rubbing against the wet flesh. Her legs opened wider and he placed himself between them. 'I need to stop him or he's going to take my virginity.' Too late, he drove into her tight body. She felt a tearing hot pain and cried out, "Stop."

"It will pass." He waited for her to adjust to him and the pain to subside. There was no way he was going to stop now, he'd stop after he came deep inside her. He brought his mouth up to hers. His tongue slid inside her hot mouth, urging hers to come out and play. He didn't give up until she returned the kiss.

Kagome felt the pain begin to lessen. As soon as soon it was almost gone he pulled out and pushed back in. She moaned at the friction it caused. He took that as a sign, she was ready for him. She felt that tension begin to build again in her lower abdomen. It made what he was doing feel better. Her hips came off the bed trying to meet his thrusts. With each stroke she felt her peak growing, trying to reach that plateau.

He picked up his speed, slamming into her tight body. Her walls squeezed him urging him to cum. He felt her orgasm hit her as she called out, nails racking down his back. He was trying to hold back, wanting to enjoy her longer. He rode her as she came down, she whispered his name. His seed shot forth against his wishes. He had no choice but to let the pleasure take him.

Kagome felt him move off her and crawl behind her. He pulled her against his chest spooning her body, his arm draped across her waist. She closed her eyes, her thougths in turmoil. 'I won't think about that right now, I'll think about it tomorrow.' She let sleep claim her.

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