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Chapter 22
Lust of a Youkai

He did not know what had come over him; he was intent on fighting her then the next minute he was shoving his tongue down her throat. Not that he minded she was after all a very beautiful kijo, when he heard her moan of pleasure he growled appreciatively. It has been a very long time since he had seen a female of his breed who was not directly related to him, he chalked his actions up to instinct. She was strong and a great fighter, she may even be worthy enough to be his mate. That was the reason his youkai took control, it would not allow him to kill her because he wanted her.


Kagome's head was swimming fogged with lust. She knew she had to stop now or else they may end up mating. It was something she could not allow to happen. Especially because he did not know who she was really. That however wais not the whole reason she still mourned for Inuyasha. She had waited for eight years she didn't move on she kept holding on to the hope that she might have find him again. But it meant nothing because he did not wait for her.

Her thoughts lead her to her next course of action; she placed her hands on his chest and at first pushed him away lightly. When he did not move she pushed him more forcefully; forcing his mouth off of hers.
He felt her feeble attempt to push him off and he knew she was not really trying so he paid it no mind. Only when she tried a second time did she use enough force to separate their mouths did he stop and look at her.

"We shouldn't. I mean you don't know me or anything." she whispered throatily lust still evident in her voice. She wanted him but her logical mind would not allow it.


He looked at the kijo "That was what I was doing. Getting to know you." he replied huskily while licking the shell of her ear.


A light moan was her reply to his actions 'This whole stopping thing is not going too well.' she thought dumbly as she tilted her head allowing him more access. "That is not what I mean and you know it! I came back here for a reason and I cannot allow anymore distractions. Becoming Lady of the East is enough of a distraction in itself." she told him as her hands moved on their own accord running through his long silky hair. She was glad he wore armor because if he did not she was afraid her hands would have found his chest much more interesting to caress. She was always a stickler for a finely sculpted chest.


"Distraction am I?" he whispered into her neck while placing open mouthed kisses starting from just behind her ear to the section where her shoulder met her neck. He began to suck on that spot; it was his favorite spot on the female body. That was the place he would one day mark a mate.


"Yes a very distracting distraction." she breathed as she felt his hand on her right breast. She could not help herself for some reason her mind was not connected with her body, her hands acted on their own accord.


"Distraction I may be, but you will enjoy this distraction immensely." replied while openly fondling her breast. He knew what he was doing to her, he knew her instinct would not allow her to stop but he could not bring himself to care at the moment. He knew his scent had affected her; the scent of an aroused male of unmated status would arouse any unmated female near. Then her instincts would take over and do the rest for her. He did however wonder why she seemed to not know what it was that was happening to her. 'She could not be that innocent.' he thought while he slipped his hand through her kimono folds to fondle what he hoped to be her bare breast.


'Oh god! He did not just say that!' she thought as she felt his hand cup her bra covered breast "Oh!" she breathed the sensations making her not think straight.


Pausing in his ravishing of her neck he inhaled deep searching for something that he would not have thought to look for before. 'She is still untouched, but how?' he thought as he continued to ravish her neck. He knew about the heat that female Inu Youkai experience. What he did not understand wais how she could have lived through that and still be untouched? She was past the age of her first heat so he knew she had to have had it already. 'How did she put up with the pain from her heat if she did not mate during that time?' he mused while he slipped her kimono off her shoulders. He knew that the pain females went through during their heat was indescribable if they did not answer to the call of their body.


Kagome was confused and aroused, she did not know what was happening. She could not stop, 'No that is not right.' she did not have the will to stop him. Kagome was anything but stupid she knew what it was that was causing it. Except there was no warning in the memory of Inutaisho, there was however a warning of the female's aroused scent, but not the male's. She knew she had to get away from him or she would end up mating him there right against the tree. "Sesshomaru, you…we…need to stop!" she told him while panting from the sensations he was causing.


"Hm. Why?" he asked still continuing his journey of lowering her kimono so he could see her fleshy mounds.


Breathing harshly she replied "Because you do not know me. And if you did I doubt you would still be interested." she finished hoping that would work to stop him, it did.


Pausing from his mission he looked into her eyes.


Taking the chance she was given she pulled her kimono back to its rightful place while he spoke to her.
"And why is that Kijo?" he asked his stoic mask back in place as he took a step away from her.


Kagome looked up at him through her lashes 'Now what am I going to say?' she asked herself inwardly while gently biting her bottom lip drawing his attention there. "Because with me things are complicated." she told him while side stepping so the tree was no longer behind her, and retrieving her sword.


For the second time since he met her he watched her disappear back into the forest. She had rejected him! That was not something he was used to, any other kijo would literally jump into his bed if he felt so inclined. But not her, no not this Kagome she rejected him! He could not believe it, he had never been rejected in his life and he did NOT like the feeling. But like every other predator he enjoyed a good chase. Running his hand through his fur a smirk graced his face "Let the chase begin!" he thought with a certain amount of merciless glee.

She was a female and like all others of her kind seduction never failed, and seduce her he would. He would enjoy the chase fully and would not satisfy her lust until she begged for him to fill her.

'It is only a matter of time' he thought looking in the direction she left.

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Sango, Miroku, Shippo, and Inuyasha all stood there dumbly watching Kagome leave with Sesshomaru. They were all thinking one thing 'What the hell was going on?'


Sango nervously looked at her husband "Miroku do you think she will be ok?" she asked her voice shaky she was afraid for her sister. She had just gotten her back, and she did not want to lose her already!
Miroku looked at his lovely wife with concern, he too was worried about Kagome but "I think she will be. She is after all a youkai. And well she learned everything she knows from someone just as if not more skilled then even Sesshomaru himself." he replied trying to convince not only his wife but himself as well.
"I hope you're right Houshi!" she said in a grave tone. Before she could continue she was interrupted rudely by Inuyasha.


"What does it matter if the Kijo get herself killed? It is not like she is your friend or anything." Inuyasha huffed as Lasair growled at him viciously.


Lasair looked over to Kirara and growled :: Ungrateful hanyou, she had done nothing but talk about how wonderful he was. How wonderful you all were before she was reunited with you all again. Then you all act as if you do not know her! :: Lasair did not understand she did not know that the hanyou or ningen did not actually recognize her because of her new form.


Kirara tilted her head :: What? They do not know her. We have never seen her before! :: Kirara's answering growl sounded.


Huffing Lasair stated :: She said she was with you all when you were searching for the shards of the Shikon! That was not that long ago, how could you all have forgotten about her? ::


Kirara looked at Lasair a knowing gleam entered Kirara's eyes :: Kagome? But she was miko not youkai. :: she stated honestly trying to understand.


A strange noise sounded from Lasair :: Yes, she was ningen miko before her transformation. :: she told Kirara while Kirara’s eyes grew wide in shock.


Kirara knew there was something familiar about her! Then Kirara remembered, Inuyasha! He was mated now that must have hurt her so much.

Everyone stood back and watched the interaction between the neko; it was interesting to say the least. They had never seen Kirara talk to anything before and watching the interaction was something that one would consider strange, which is why they watched it. When they seemed like they were done with their conversation Sango voiced her opinion to the rude hanyou.


"She is my friend and I care Inuyasha!" she said in a dangerous tone that told him if he did not want to meet the wrong end of Hiraikotsu he would shut his big mouth.

He did.

A few hours later Kagome entered through the tree line where she had left them looking a little worse for wear. Her kimono was all wrinkled and her hair was tasseled, she had a few scrapes and bruises here and there. But overall she was fine.


As she approached the group Inuyasha's nose crunched up in disgust "Wench, you could have bathed before coming back here smelling like that!" he exclaimed rudely.


Kagome's face reddened in embarrassment and anger and she walked towards Inuyasha with steady measured steps. Once she reached within arm distance she cocked back her right arm and with all her weight punched him right in the nose.


Blood spurt forth and pain clouded his vision "You broke my nose bitch!" he said before glaring at her ready to pounce.


"Think before you speak Inuyasha. I will not hold back on you this time! You speak of something you know nothing about." she said in a low dangerous tone that made Inuyasha's ears pin to his head.


"Feh! I know exactly what I speak I can smell it all over you!" he grumbled angrily while pointing an accusing finger at her. While Miroku grinned lecherously. Inuyasha continued "I can smell his excitement all over you. As well as your own." he finished while placing his arms in his haori sleeves.


"That maybe so, but do you smell his pleasure, or mine on me hanyou?" she asked angrily while already knowing the answer, “I have the willpower and restraint to wait as long as it takes for what I truly want, can you honestly say the same of yourself?” 'He still needs to learn tact and manners, dumb inu!' she mused as she found it funny she called him a inu when she was now full Inu Youkai


Sputtering Inuyasha was angry and embarrassed "Keh, I don't care what you do with that bastard!" he spat before turning away.


Mumbling she retorted "Then why did you bring it up?" a soft growl from her and the hanyou's ears flattened to his head.


'He may not be full Inu Youkai but he still acts instinctually to the noises.' she mused while shaking her head to clear her thoughts. They really needed to get moving again.


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