A Blind Heart

Disclaimer: I don’t in any way shape or form own InuYasha or any of the characters. Just the Plot!

Author’s Note: I am sad to announce that my beta Faerie Demoness is no longer able to be my beta. She will be greatly missed! So until I find another beta this story may contain grammatical errors (No typos because of Word). So if any of the readers are interested in betaing please email me at: jadedinu8@yahoo.com, you may also email if you would like pre-alerts to the story!

Also this chapter is all about lemons, limes and heavy citrus. Anal, some beast action included. If you are offended by heavy citrus please skip entire chapter!


Slave to Love

Kags POV

I couldn’t sleep. I lay there on my pallet and tried to fall into my peaceful place. Meditation was not helping either. Granted this had not been my day. First the incident with Maru that was blown way out of proportion this mating thing was a real bitch. He hurts I hurt and we both feel pain beyond belief. Then the father and daughter talk with Taisho; while informative about my itoshi early life only serve to depress me more than I was already. For the piece de resistance we finished by topping off the day with Naraku and his usual shit. I felt worn out, anger, pain, hate, fear and sorrow I had run the gamete. To top that off I had played the let’s up the game with Maru by leaving him sexually frustrated. Not that I thought it was the end of that. Somewhere in this castle my Taiyoukai planned his revenge. I hoped that I could handle whatever he dished out.

My mind drifted back to when I first met InuYasha, and then everyone else. My heart had been so torn in the beginning, longing to stay in my time and knowing that it was my duty to collect the Shikon no Tama shards that I had shattered. My first love was InuYasha, to me it didn’t matter that he was a hanyou. He was larger than life and all others paled in comparison to him. Then I met his older half-brother and larger than life took on an epic scale. If I had not been so busy dodging death I might have swooned over him. He had silver hair, fantastic build and deep amber eyes that you could drown yourself in. I often wondered why the “Perfect Killing Machine” had never managed to kill InuYasha or myself when I was dumb enough to interfere. Now I knew, it was a promise made long ago to Great Taisho.

I still marveled at the fact that of all the females in Japan, the Lord of the West had chosen me. He did not see me as a carbon copy of a long dead miko. He didn’t even see me as the Miko who couldn’t perform well. I wasn’t a shard collector, or a failure. I was simply Kagome Higurashi the women he loved. I basked in the glow of knowing I was finally loved for just me! Damn sleep was never going to happen. I stood up and went outside the room wandering around the castle. I arrived at the ballroom. How grandiose it was. The ceiling looked like brushed gold. The walls looked like layers of rice paper, yet they felt as soft as cotton. The bamboo floor made intricate geometric designs. I began to sway to music heard in my head.
Don’t ask me why but I had always been partial to “Slave to Love” when I heard it on Eri’s ‘Best of the 80’s’ CD.

I whirled around only to have my hand caught and my body pulled back. I was enfolded in arms with my back against a chest. Even without looking I knew that it was Maru. I twirled out his arms and sank down to a graceful bow. “Would my lord honor me with a dance?” I asked while sneaking a peek at him. He bowed from the waist and replied he would be honored. We danced to music that suddenly appeared. I guess there really was an orchestra of angels out there playing music. I looked at him and suddenly I knew. There was no light bulb that went off, no lightning that struck but I knew in that moment that my life would not be complete without him. I wanted to be with him forever, by his side as his mate raising our pups. There was no more doubt, and whatever burden my heart had in the past was lifted.

When we stopped dancing, I looked up to him. This was the moment and this was the night. “Maru, I want you to make me your bond mate. You will forever reside in my heart and I will reside in yours. Our fate forever entwined.” His golden eyes showed such love and devotion. I smiled at him and reached up to trace his red lines on his face. To me they felt so smooth and warm. I was a little apprehensive about losing my virginity, but this was just the next step in our relationship. Through our bond I could feel his elation and relief that I was finally yielding myself to him. This big tough demon had not wanted to pressure me into a decision I was not ready for. I whirled away from him again and undid the ties to my robe. Subconsciously I had dressed for him, with white trimmed in red. The nemaki was off the shoulder and fell to my knees. It was a diaphanous material with red trim and small red sakura petals embroidered on it. It framed by body without blocking the view. My nipples and pubic hair were very much displayed for him.

Since I was feeling rather naughty, I trailed a hand down my neck to play with my nipples and then began to trek downward to my mound. A growl and a yip stopped my progress. My Maru’s eyes were red and his whole body was pulsing. The scent of his arousal nearly drove me to my knees. I sashayed my way over to him and stroked one finger down his chest. I leaned forward and in my best sultry voice purred to him “tag, you’re it” and took off. I could hear his frustrated growl. I threw my head back and laughed. I was an Inu-Youkai bitch and if my mate to be wanted to rut with me then he would have to follow tradition and catch me. I also knew for a fact that running with a hard on is not as easy as it sounds. I could feel him getting closer. Not to be caught I put on a burst of speed.

Snarls and growls rang in my ears. This sultry laugh did not sound like me. It was like a new sexual freedom and I reveled in it! I suddenly threw myself to the right and barely missed getting caught by Maru. The sounds of giggles and laughter intermingled with sighs and rumbles in the night air. I ducked and felt the air above my head stir. Oh now that was really close. I felt something deep inside me stir. Something that was wild and begging to be set free, to get out. I turned and ran straight towards Maru a move he was not expecting. As I reached him, I tucked into a handspring and jumped over his head. As I landed on my feet I could feel my body transforming.

Fangs elongated in my mouth, claws exploded from my hands. I could feel bones and muscles contorting and pulling as they formed a new shape. I threw back my head and bayed. Fuck when Maru transformed he made it look seamless and not painful. I didn’t fight the change, but I didn’t exactly embrace it either. Dark silver fur began to flow on my skin. I turned my face towards my itoshi with panic in my eyes. My mouth had already begun to form a muzzle and my ears were on top of my head. I fell down to all fours. Maru transformed within seconds to his demon form and began to nuzzle me for comfort. He placed his head close to mine and I could hear the thought that the first time always hurt and took time.

It seemed like forever but there I stood, not quite the size of Maru. I was about two feet smaller than him and darker silver more toward the pewter color. I stood on shaky legs. When Maru came close to me I snarled and snapped at him. Not to be outdone he snarled and nipped me on the ear. I lowered my head in submission, and then the idea of what led us to out here jumped in my head. I crawled on my belly towards him and when I got close licked his face. Tilting my head to the side I looked at him rather coyly. I gave him a little love bite and then took off; let’s see him play catch the bitch now, my laughter in this form came out like chuffing since dogs were not designed to laugh.

I glanced over my shoulder and no Maru. Where had that bastard gone? Before I could look forward I hit something hard and went down on my ass. Looking up there was a tall demon dog in front of me, smirking. He licked my muzzle and began to nipping at me. I remembered from my advanced biology class wolf behavior and pack bonding. I rolled over on my back displaying my belly. It was a sign of submission. He stood over me with his tail sticking straight out and bent to smell me. A part of me wanted to laugh over the fact that the Lord of the West was sniffing my genitals. Oh Kami!

I rolled onto my belly, when I felt Maru crawl on top of me. By the feeling in my rear quarters I could tell even in his natural state he was very happy to see me. I began to whine. Don’t get me wrong, a part of me wanted to have sex in this form instinctively knowing that it would be primal, heated and raw in this form. But the part of me that was still human wanted moonlight and roses. Romance and seduction if you will, the first time deserves to be something special. The more I concentrated on human things; I could feel myself losing my youkai form. I lay there naked shivering with anticipation. Maru still had not changed. I walked up to him and rubbed my body against the fur of his front paw. How can you describe the sensation of being stroked by fur on your entire body?

It was like being stroked with a million feathers at the same time. His fur in this shape was even softer than his tail. I had a very naughty thought and being Kagome, I just did it without thinking. “Maru, can you please lie down” when he complied I straddled his right paw. If I thought rubbing myself all over felt good, then feeling his fur between my legs was even better, I was almost orgasmic at the newest sensation. He growled, oh shit! It was like having a giant vibrating chair! I slid off his paw, okay enough puppy play. I wanted his human hand to caress and excite me. I backed away and began to dance and sway again. The only difference was this time I used my hands to stroke my body trailing one hand down to my pussy.

I knew from all the sensations that I was wet. As I dipped a couple of fingers in and rubbed my clit I shuddered. Kami I was so close to an orgasm! Suddenly his hand grabbed mine and wrenched it up. My fingers were stuck in his mouth and cleansed. I should have been embarrassed, and if I was still human I might have been. But the Inu bitch in me wasn’t conflicted it knew what it wanted and it wanted to get fucked within a in of her life. I drew his head down to me with my other hand. I kissed Maru like I was trying to climb in his mouth and devour him from inside out. When we drew away from each other I was triumphant in seeing his eyes red. He clutched my hair in his right hand and forced my head to the side. I knew he was able to rip my head off, but knew he would never hurt me. His fangs came down on my left side of my neck by my shoulder and grazed it. Instinctively I knew that his mark would be placed there for the world to see.

My hands had not been idle in all this time. I stroked his chest paying special attention to his nipples. I traced the muscles in his stomach and the patch of silver hair that acted as a runway towards my desired destination. His cock had not lost its rigidity in all this time. I used my thumb to trace the head which was purple and distended at this point, and gathered his pre-cum on my finger. Looking him straight in the eye I brought my thumb to my mouth and licked it. Judging by the way his face froze and his cock bounced I think he liked it! Before I could blink I found myself lying on the grass. Maru slowly crawled up my body making it look predatory and graceful at the same time. He stopped before he reached my mouth. I’d like to think it was coincidence but somehow I think my nipples just pleaded for attention from his mouth.

There was a lick, a graze from a fang and cool air blown on it. Kami-sama he was torturing me. I writhed around on the grass, trying to escape his devious mouth. When his mouth finally latched on I just sighed with relief which quickly turned into a moan of desire. Claws lightly danced upon my flesh, sending my nerve endings into a tizzy. His head began a southerly decent, pausing to lick and nip me here and there. When he arrived at my mound he grasped both legs and held me down. There was something about being unable to move and under his control that excited me.

By the wicked grin on his face, the smug bastard knew. He slowly lowered his head keeping his eyes rolled up towards me. His impossible long tongue came out to flick the outer folds. Fucking tease! Each time his head lowered he used his tongue in a different manner. Licking, flicking, thrusting, tracing, you name it and my demon tried it. I squealed there was no other word for that sound. His tongue had done a long sweep from top to bottom ending near my ass. When I felt his tongue rim my opening I was torn did I like it or not? “So soft and pink koibito, you do know that I will be having your ass, ne? Ah I see my little bitch likes the thought of it, see how you become more aroused?” A growl released from my throat, what the fuck this was not show and tell! Damn demon was driving me insane. I was more than ready to feel his cock sheathed within me.

I guess the growl meant something along the line of ‘shut up and fuck me’ in Inu because he rose to his knees and grasped my hips. “Itoshi are you sure, once done this can never be undone” and he looked deeply into my eyes. Well I’ve tried tender, and body language. Guess I was just going to have to go for shock value. “Maru, if you don’t hurry up and mate with me, this Kagome will ensure you are never able to reproduce” once that was said I reared up and bit his lip. With a visible shudder I could see him battling his beast. Deciding to tip the scales in the beast favor I swiped him with my claws. Not to hurt or maim, just enough to get some blood on them. Even the pain was a different type of pleasure for his beast. What really sent my lover over the edge was the sight of me licking his blood off my fangs.

He brought his head of his cock to my opening and nudged in a little. I sighed in contentment. This is what I wanted. He held his weight off of me with his two hands, sort of like a push off. Lowering his head he kissed me and pushed a little more in. When he arrived at the barrier of my virginity he began to play with my ear, Kami the points of them were like a whole new sex organ. He bit down hard on the point making me jerk up, before I could reprimand him for it he drew back and broke threw my virginity. I’m guessing that one pain was supposed to distract me from the other. But to tell the truth I felt overly full but very little pain. “Hello earth to Maru, are you going to move now or are you waiting for an invitation?

For those of you who’ve never had a lover laugh while inside you it was like an internal vibrator and made me start lifting my hips. Guess that was all he needed because he began piston in and out of my sheath. I was drowning, the feel of my sheath grabbing him, the sensation of his chest rubbing my nipples and let’s not forget his balls slapping my ass all of them began to overwhelm me. As a human I would have been struggling with all these new feelings, as a Youkai it was worse. Since I have been both human and Youkai I can tell you everything is times 100, the hearing, sight, sensations, smells were all HIGHLY developed. Lovemaking could very well spell the end of Kagome Higurashi. Oops, I meant Kagome Taisho.

I could barely remember to breathe, my spin curved from all the pleasure. When my breast caressed his chest Maru dipped down to take one into his mouth and pay it homage. I could feel my beast trying to break free. I was so close to an orgasm. Maru lifted his head, lips stained red with my blood and growled “come for me my little bitch”, and so I did. However instead of screaming my release to the heavens I reared back and bit him at the same time he bit me. If anything the pain of his bite prolonged and added to the orgasm. The feeling of his fiery blood going down my throat was unique; while it singed me it was also strangely addictive. Like a fine Bordeaux it was sassy, pertinent and complex.

Now that I had my explosive orgasm I became aware of other things. Things like our auras dancing around outside our bodies. A warm gentle wind surrounded us. Maru’s amber eyes developed specks of green in them. His crescent moon had an addition of the miko drop. Beside his mating mark a silvery molten kanji character for itoshi shimmered. I lifted a trembling hand to his face. I felt complete. The slightest thought let me know that he was forever sheltered in my soul. It was as if my whole life had been leading up to this moment. An emptiness that I had never truly acknowledged was filled. I nuzzled under his chin.

I should have felt exhausted, but all I could think of was more! I had to experience this explosion, this lost of self again. I flipped us over so that I was on top of Maru. By the grace of Kami while he stood inside me while rolling around. Moving experimentally I moaned. This way was nice too! After all I controlled the depth and motion. This was one ride I was going to enjoy. I began undulating my hips and slamming my body down on his. I knew I would reach my limit soon. Growls and barks emerged from my mouth; this was almost too much to bear. I lifted a hand to caress Maru’s face and was startled to see fur forming.

Wide panic eyes met his. I saw no fear or censure in them so I did not fight. This form was both Youkai and human, the closest reference I have would be a werewolf. Maru pulled me off of him and placed me down on all fours. I shivered in anticipation. This is where he truly made me his bitch. I was although somewhat startled to feel soft fur on my back when his cock began to thrust into my sheath. I glanced around, holy cow! He is fucking hot in hybrid mode! He had a soft covering of fur flowing down his body. And his tail which had remained oddly quiet during our initial bout decided it was time to come out and play.

And play it did! It began to gently caressing the back of my legs before winding its way to the front of the body. Maru tail slowly began teasing the inside of my thighs, as he thrust his length inside me. In this position he seemed larger, deeper and overwhelming. He bit my shoulder and forced me to arch my back ensuring that he hit my womb with every thrust. I howled at the sensations that he was wringing out of me. Orgasm after orgasm melted into each other until I couldn’t distinguish one from the other. Miraculously his cock swelled but he would not allow himself a release.

I felt something brush against my clit. Kami I was already drowning in the pleasures he wrought and now he added an additional layer. He pulled out and began thrusting his fingers inside me, gathering up the moisture and bringing it to my anus. Before I could protest or tense his tail went wild. Trailing between my breast and my pussy it kept me in a state of perpetual sexual thrall. How in the hell did he manage that? All I could do was wrap my tail around his arm or waist. Lightly squeezing and keeping us connected.

After Maru was satisfied that he had enough moisture he began to prepare my anus for his eventual invasion. First he inserted one finger, hitting a sweet spot I had no idea I had there. Then two, and three well you get the picture. He was trying to get my ring to stretch to accommodate his size. Finally when I thought I could not bear anymore he slowly commenced penetrating me. As much as I wanted this, I could not stop the tears that came to my eyes. Pain and pleasure assaulted my nerves, but I could not detach one feeling from the other. He paused to give me time to adjust, and to my astonishment his tail began to plunge in and out of my sheath.

I rocked my hips back and forth forcing his cock deeper inside, while I rode his tail. His claws elongated and he reared back and bit me on the shoulder again. Whether to establish his dominance or because blood excited him I did not know. And lost in maelstrom of desire I did not care. Our auras flared and I could see them blending, melding and dancing together. This was us at our most primal animalistic selves. The sound of his body slapping against mine, coupled with our snarls and growls filled the area. Something besides pleasure was building up inside me. As we became locked together, it broke free.

Unlike my previous transformations this one was seamless and did not hurt. One moment we were making love to each other in humanoid forms the next he was driving his demon self into my demon form. Truly in that moment I was his bitch. The sensation of him in demon form was indescribable. His tail still had not finished with my pussy and his cock was wreaking havoc in my ass. He was able to time it so that both drove into me at the same time filling me to the point of bursting. I could feel my inside trembling as the mother of all orgasm began to build. I would have to ask Maru later why pleasure in this form was much more potent.

With a final howl our passion peaked and the Kami’s themselves heard us. When we began to regain out human form he pulled out and sat back on his knees. He pulled me in his lap and tilted my head to the side. “My heart will forever walk with yours. Your triumphs and tribulations will be mine. We will be joined eternally from this life to the next. My soul is your soul, my power and strengths are yours. Perpetually entwined bound by love, desire, and soul we will never be apart. Completing each other and bringing out the best in each other. My pledge to you is eternal. My vow to you complete. My devotion to you unending itoshi, aishiteru Kagome.”

I looked into his eyes and repeated them back to him. Our fangs lengthened and we marked each others neck. With our final vows in blood I could feel the last link snapping in place. I threw my arms around his neck and snuggled into his embrace. I had to thank Kami. I had lost my family in the future, and I had gained a love like no other. I still had family; it was just different and extended. I had to swallow the lump in my throat. I felt like crying happy tears, but did not want to ruin the moment. So imagine my astonishment when Maru’s arms tightened around me and he whispered “I know” and nuzzled my cheek.

“I think you killed me Maru, how do you expect me to go back to my bed? I can’t even walk.” His chest started to rumble as he began laughing. “That’s not funny, you overgrown puppy” I playfully scolded him. The truth was I loved hearing him laugh and enjoying himself. He traced my ear tip and made me shudder. No more for me, I think I would need to nap into the next century. My beloved stood up and while holding me used his talented tail to gather our clothing. It seems someone had a yen for the onsen and some water sports!

Before we could depart I asked Maru if we were officially bonded and mated. He coolly informed me that I was officially the Lady of the West, but should I desire utter proof then I only need look no further that a mirror. My markings he blandly informed me had changed to reflect the new stage of my life as had his. I looked at his moon and saw the miko drop, his mating mark that I had given him had scarred and had a open lotus on it to show the Kami’s blessing of the union. I looked at me naked body and could see pink striped on my arms and legs. Couldn’t check out much more while in his arms.

I was suddenly anxious to see my whole body and a little nervous too. I mean just a few weeks ago I was made a youkai, and now this. I hoped somewhere along the line this transformation thing leveled out. Caught up in my internal musing I didn’t realize we had arrived at the onsen until placed on my feet. I looked up at him as his hand started tracing my newly colored stripes and marking. Okay nobody told me they would be new sexual zones. There had to be a book on demoness sexuality that I could read. Right? After all, my hot spots should not be a well kept secret. Speaking of hot spots, I needed a map for a male youkai. For once he should be at my mercy begging for release.

As we waded into the water, I wondered. How long could I hold my breath? Guess it was time to find out!




Japanese Glossary
Aishiteru – I love you