To Be Me

Chapter Twenty


**** Lemon Alert****

Yusuke tried getting comfortable once more, it wasn't working. Thirty minutes of silence and he couldn't go to sleep. She was bugging him the shit out of him. He told himself he felt guilty because she was still sitting at the edge of the bed. Did she think he was going to attack her if she shared the bed with him? "Stupid girl. What the hell is your problem?" He swore and got out the bed. He was going to shake some sense into her.

She ignored him as he approached even until he squatted down beside her. "Look stop being such a bitch, come share the fucking bed." He reached out to touch her arm, still she ignored him. Anger filled him and he jerked her arm, that got her attention. She struck out at him wildly. He tried to grab her hands as she began to fight him, "What the fuck are you doing? What's your damn problem?"

He wrapped his arms around her trapping her against his body. "Stop." She was struggling against him, like a cornered animal. 'Why is she acting like this?' He looked around the room he couldn't see anything. "Fuck. I forgot," He reached out until his fingers found the power button on the box. Light fill the room, he glanced down at her. She wasn't even looking at him, she was looking through him. Tears were streaming down her face, which was pale. He felt like an ass for not remembering what they'd all be told.

He picked her up and carried her to the bed, hopefully she'd snap out of it. He would hate to have to go get her friends. They'd probably castrate him if they found out what he'd just done. He hadn't been thinking, he let his temper get to him again. 'Damn she feels like a block of ice.'

He layed down beside her, pulling her to him. He had no idea what to do, he really didn't want to get the others. Hell Hiei would probably even slap him one. He concentrated on comforting her, easing her fear and warming her up. Her head finally moved after several minutes. She was facing him, her face buried against his chest as he stroked her hair.

"Yusuke?"

"Yeah, it's me, sorry if you're disappointed." He continued to stroke her hair, his other hand was resting against her back. He felt her hand land on his side right above the line of his boxers. Her body inched forward getting closer in his embrace. "Sorry."

"You're an asshole you know that don't you." She smiled into his chest, feeling the terror fading fast. She wondered if she should tell him, would he push her away? His skin felt smooth and hot under her fingertips. Deciding to explore while she had the chance, she brought her hand up his back.

His breath caught as the hand lightly caressed his back. Her touch was causing his body to come alive. He looked down at her face, she was watching him. He was expecting to see anger in her eyes but something else greeted him. It made his body ache and his heart to clench. He brought his head down, needing to kiss her.

She raised her face, waiting for him to claim her mouth. She wasn't disappointed as he took her mouth in a hot kiss. He didn't waste any time sliding his tongue in seeking hers. She let him dominate her mouth, feeling her nerves come alive wanting more. He kissed her until she was breathless and panting into his mouth.

"Do you want me to stop?" He asked. He wasn't sure if he could and he didn't want to.

"No, I want you Yusuke." She spoke freely without reservation. She knew she was actually blushing, a rare moment for her. He claimed her mouth once more. His hands were trying to remove the shirt, he was rather clumsy at it and she smiled. She pulled the shirt off leaving her with just bugs bunny panties on.

He looked down and laughed, "Why aren't I suprised." Then he took the time to look her over. Her breast were small but firm, he reached out to cup one. It fit perfectly in his hand, his thumb ran over the small nipple. It hardened under his touch, she arched her back for him. She went on her back, letting his hands run over her.

Yusuke went to his side, placing a kiss along her neck. Her hand went up to lightly run over his hair, pulling him down. Deciding to try, he made his way down her collar bone licking the tender skin. She moaned so he kept going, he waited for any sign that she wanted him to stop. His mouth came down on her right breast, wrapping the nipple with his lips. "Yusuke." His head jerked up, waiting for her to tell him no. Her hand pulled his head back down, her back came off the bed. "Don't stop."

She felt his mouth latch onto her breast once more this time with more pressure. She felt heat pool between her legs as he started sucking on her nipple. Her breath was becoming shallow, his hand was resting on her stomach caressing her. He seemed timid about going any further. He lifted his face to gaze at her and came back up. His mouth claimed hers once more, she cupped his face as she returned it. "Can I touch you?" The question suprised her to say the least. Did he really think he needed to ask?

She placed her hand over his and escorted it until it was at the edge of her panties. Yusuke took that as a yes, he slid his hands into the material. He felt his excitement soar as her legs opened to give him acess. His finger felt the heat before he actually touched her. He almost came when he felt how wet she was. He groaned as he slid a finger between her folds. She jerked up when his fingers ran across the top. He explored a little bit and found it once more. He started to rub the small jewel and was rewarded as she started moaning.

He felt her hand reaching between them to slide into his boxers. The tips of her fingers slid across the head of his shaft, he was going to lose it before ever entering her. He removed his hand and sat up. She looked disappointed as he sat up moving from her. He quickly removed her panties and then his boxers. He didn't want to cum in her hand, he wanted to be buried inside her. He climbed over her and pushed her legs apart futher.

He brought his mouth down kissing her, he grabbed his length and slid it against her wet entrance. She arched her hips at the contact, he moved his hand and entered her. He heard her gasp and stopped. "Shit sorry." He held still, not wanting to hurt her again. Her walls squeezed him, adjusting to his invasion. He groaned when she moved her hips, causing him to sink deeper. Her hand came up to rest on his back, stroking him.

The pain was almost gone, all that was left was the feeling of him inside her. She moved her hips causing him to slid out some, it caused that tension to build higher. She moaned in his ear, urging him to start moving. When he remained still she lifted herself again. Yusuke gave up and began moving with her. His whole body was being consumed with the pleasure she was giving him. He'd never experienced anything like it before. Her legs wrapped around his waist and she pulled his mouth back to hers.

She felt that tension begin to hit it's peak and called out his name. Her release hit her as he drove into her. Yusuke felt her walls tighten around him as she screamed his name. He let his own release take him as he released himself deep inside her. His body shook as he continued to kiss her. He rolled over onto his back not wanting to crush her. She planted herself on his side throwing her leg around his waist and an arm over his chest. Her head was resting on his shoulder as she held him. He brought his arm up to hold her to him and placed a kiss on her forehead.

He layed there for a while, just listening to her steady breathing. He remembered Kurama asking what he and Keiko did afterwards and his answer. He looked down at the girl in his arms and felt a slight tug in his chest. He didn't know what to think, he didn't know what to feel. He let sleep take him as he held onto her.


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