To Be Me

Chapter Eighteen


****Warning a little bit of sexual content but not really a lemon****

"Yusuke!"

He jerked his hand back up to place it beside her head. Once again he'd been trying to explore, he'd ran his hands over her breasts which she suprisingly allowed. Then he had the urge to touch her center while he drove into her. She freaked like normal once again. The most foreplay she would allow was kissing and him touching her breast. She wouldn't allow his mouth to go no lower than her neck. Hell she didn't even really touch him except his arms and neck. Disappointment filled him and he cursed again. For some reason he was having trouble staying erect. The few times they'd done it before he never had a problem being hard. As he drew out and tried to enter again, his dick bent refusing to go back in. He guessed it didn't help that he was going flacid and she wasn't really that wet to begin with. He rolled off her and closed his eyes.

"What's wrong?" She asked.

"Nothing, suddenly lightheaded for some reason."

"Are you sure you're okay? That shaker looked awfully thick."

"Yeah, I'll be okay just dizzy. Probably just overtired." He kept his eyes closed as she layed down beside him.

"Okay, get some sleep. I think I'm going to head on home since you don't feel that good. I'll give you a call tomorrow." She leaned over and gave him a quick kiss on the mouth. "Hope you feel better."

The four were sitting on the couch when Keiko walked into the living room to say goodnight. They watched her leave not saying anything.

"That is pathetic." Hiei spoke.

"It is not our place Hiei to comment." Kurama had to agree. Both of them could smell the scent of sex on the girl but that was it. They had sex but it seemed neither had found release.

"Maybe so, but I will voice my opinion none the less. He needs to wake up and stop being a fool."

"What are you two talking about?" Kagome asked. She was sure it had to do with the couple.

"Nothing." Kurama wasn't going to discuss Yusuke's sex life in front of them two.

"You suck!" Kagome couldn't believe these two. She wanted to hear the gossip dammit.

"Hiei will you come with me please?" Kurama got off the couch and walked outside. He waited for Hiei to shut the door then jumped to the roof.

"What now fox?"

"I don't think it wise to discuss Yusuke's relationship with Keiko in front of them."

"So you brought me out here to discuss it." Hiei felt like laughing, he should have known. "It's no suprise that he didn't get off."

"Why do you say that?"

Hiei told him of time he'd seen the two together. He saw the look of shock cross the fox's face and snickered.

"Well that explains a few things. Maybe what Yusuke needs is a good man to man talk."

"Well you can talk to him, I won't." Hiei would be damned if he talked to the boy. If he did he would simply tell the boy his dear girlfriend was as exciting as corpse in the sack.

"I'll do it."

Yusuke was starting to doze off when a knock sounded on the door. "Yeah."

"It's me Yusuke, may I come in?" Kurama asked from the other side. When he heard permission he entered the room, his nose twitched at the smell. They had definitely been having sex, without no release. "I saw Keiko leave and was wondering if we could talk."

"We didn't get in a fight if that's what you wanna know."

"No, that's not what I want to talk about." He sat down on the bed and looked at his friend. "I want to ask you something personal and it is kind of blunt."

"Hell when have you ever asked permission to be blunt?"

"That's true. Yusuke, how is you and Keiko's sexual relationship?" He waited for the explosion.

"That's none of your damn business fox boy." Yusuke yelled. What the hell, why was he asking something like that?

"Yes, I know it isn't but I will be blunt." Kurama knew it would take a while for the boy to open up. "I noticed when Keiko left that you two had obviously been having sex yet there was no scent of release." He saw Yusuke actually blush at the statement. "I thought you might want to talk to someone about it. I'm offering my ear as a friend and my advice as well if you want it."

"Fine, there isn't much to tell really." He folded his arms behind his head leaning back.

"Okay, how about I ask you a few questions and you answer them for me."

"Fine but don't get weird on me."

Kurama tried to think of the best way to approach the subject. "Let me ask about foreplay, how much foreplay do you two usually have?"

"A little bit, why?"

"Speaking from experience, sometimes foreplay, good foreplay can make the sexual experience much more gratifying. So what does your usual foreplay consist of?" Kurama already knew the answer.

"Not much, kissing and a little breast touching."

"Does she touch you Yusuke?"

"Touch me where?"

"Don't make me say it Yusuke. You know what I'm asking, does she ever touch your dick?" Kurama saw the boy blush once more.

"I can't believe I'm discussing this with you. No, she's never touched it."

"Am I right in assuming you two have never tried oral sex." Kurama waited for the answer and was stunned at the one he got.

"Hell, she won't even let me touch her there much less put my mouth on it."

"Please tell me you are kidding Yusuke. I know some women are shy about oral sex but." Kurama saw that he was more than serious. "Have you tried?"

"Yep, she freaks out. I don't get it; she'll let me stick my dick in her but won't let me touch her."

"What do you do after Yusuke?"

"Besides tonight let's see. The few times she stayed the night after, we went to sleep. Whats that got to do with anything?" Yusuke asked. What did what happened afterwards have to do with anything?

"Nevermind, you just answered my question. Last question Yusuke, have you ever thought of having sex with anyone else? Been attracted to anyone else per say?" All he got was a glare. "Fine, I'll leave you to answer that one yourself. My advice Yusuke, I care about you and Keiko both. I consider you both as friends but I think before you jump back in a permanent relationship with her you need to explore other options."

Kurama walked back downstairs and decided something real quick. First, he needed to talk to the other three. Maybe in helping Yusuke he'd help himself in the process. He didn't have to worry about helping Hiei, he was one youkai that could handle his own affairs. He just wondered if the miko knew what was in store for her.

He grinned as he walked in, Kagome was trying to keep distance between herself and Hiei. "I want to talk to you three." He was about to help Hiei get what he wanted also. "First I want to ask you two how would you feel if I pushed Yusuke and your friend together?"

"Why would you want to do that?" Mai asked.

"Not like we haven't thought about that ourselves." Kagome muttered.

"I see, its because I think they like each other."

"What about his girlfriend?" Mai asked once more.

Hiei snorted at that. Kurama answered for them both. "Neither Hiei or I believe she is right for him. I think Tar is exactly what he needs."

"Okay, you have our attention. Spill it." Kagome wanted to hear this.

"Very well, it will take co-operation on your end also. I believe if we force them to spend time alone, things will happen on their own. I'm going to suggest you two go along with the new sleeping arrangements." He waited.

"Just what will the new sleeping arrangements be?" Mai wasn't sure if she wanted to know.

"Simple, I'm going to tell both of them that we believe with the attack today none of you three are safe alone. So we will split up in pairs at night, one of us with one of you." He didn't have to wait a second for the outburst.

"Oh hell NO. I'm not sharing a bed with Hiei." Kagome stomped her foot. She wasn't stupid! Kurama would surely want Mai to bunk with him for obvious reason which left her with Hiei.

"Calm yourself woman, we will only need to do so for a few days. And I will sleep on the floor." Hiei had to admit it the fox was sly.

"Exactly, me and Hiei will take a place on the floor leaving you two the beds. We will be doing this for them two. I agree with Hiei, it shouldn't take more than a few days. You can almost cut the tension between the two. I'm suprised Keiko didn't pick up on the attraction herself." Kurama waited for anymore rejections. "Very well, Hiei will you inform Yusuke of the new sleeping arrangements. Make up a lie or something if you have to."

"Fine, I'll just say I sense something watching the place. Tell the girl that also. Don't won't to be caught in a lie." He disappeared.

"Mai, will you go talk to Tar. If you have to make it sound like we decided on the pairing because it was what you two girls wanted leaving her no choice on her option."

"Okay."


Tar looked up from her game when the door opened, "Hey Mai."

"Hey, I'm afraid I got bad news; kind of anyways." She sat down on the bed beside her. "You aren't going to like it."

"What?"

"Hiei has informed us that he feels something lingering around the place, watching it. So we have to be on our guard which leaves us with a problem." When she saw she had Tar's attention she continued. "We all feel that we should split up in pairs at night. One of us with one of them."

"So you're basically telling me that a guy and a girl pair up. The rest I can figure out for myself. You like Kurama and Kagome likes Hiei, so you two want to pair up with them. Which leaves me with Yusuke, right. Well, I don't think his girlfriend will let me sleep in the same room with them. So I guess I'm shit out of luck. Thanks for trying, I hope your first time doesn't hurt." She went back to playing her game.

"Keiko left already. Yusuke will be sleeping in the same room with you."

The game stopped. "Fine but if he so much as speaks to me the television is going over his head." The game began again as Mai walked out the room.

She could hear Yusuke yelling as she shut the door, at least her part went over easy. Then again she knew Tar believed that Yusuke was happy with Keiko and wasn't the least bit interested in her. And Tar wasn't the type to throw herself at a guy. Boy, was she in for a rude awakening.

Yusuke was going to kill all four of them. He wasn't stupid, the four of them had the hots for one another. Kurama was just using this shit as an excuse to get in the blonde's panties. And Hiei was going along with it for the same reasons. They were going to stick him in a room with that bitch, just so they could try and get laid. "Fine but the first time she looks at me the wrong way, I'm throwing her boney ass out the window."


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