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Restraint

Title: Restraint

Author: Inu Hanyou Nikkie

Rating: T

Genre: Angst

Universe: Canon

Word Count: 450

Summary: He wanted to trust her but his heart was always breaking

Warnings: Language. Mind set of InuYasha early in their adventures and hunt for Naraku.

Author's Note: I am an avid Rosary/Sit/Ouswari Hater. In this story I wanted to focus on the early introduction to InuYasha and Kagome's abusive nature with the Rosary. She isn't this 'Oh poor me' girl who suffers from the 'intense cruelties' of InuYasha.

Disclaimer: I do not own nor make any monies off of Inuyasha and the gang. No, that pleasure completely belongs to the Goddess Rumiko Takahashi, Shounen Sunday, VIZ. I am only using them for pure entertainment value only.

Restraint

When I first met you, Kagome, I admit I was quite the terror. You whose scent and looks at first blinded me. I had thought only that Kikyou – that bitch - who killed me had come back for a second killing. So I reacted like I always have reacted from my years, no centuries of abusive interaction with others have developed within. With a grand showing of my power and strength. I got by through fear and intimidation.

That is how I survived after the final near fatal beating I got when I accidentally crossed my bastard brother’s path. It was only when he stated killing a child was no ‘fun’ for him; of course, that was the translation to his words.

I wouldn’t have really killed you, yea… I may wounded you. Given you scars but never taken your life. The thrill and the freedom of being free and feeling of my youki and jyaki flowing within and without me made me feel generous that day.

Then that fucking bitch, Kaede… If she wasn’t already that near the end of her life I would have removed her fucking arm and tongue for what she did! Don’t think I didn’t catch that fucking scent of Kikyou all over those fucking beads? I’m a lot fucking smarter than I ALLOW people to think. When those beads formed around my neck, I felt chills along my spine and had I not been wanting for that fucking jewel I would have escaped.

Then you said that one word.

That one fucking word.

THAT FUCKING WORD!!

I felt my youki and jyaki scream out in agony as it was cut down. Everything was dimmed for me. Yes, I still had my powers, my strengths but it was so much lower. I was leashed.

You keep me leashed on your choke chain like a whipped dog.

I guess all I really am to you is a dog.

A dog that you need to beat down in front of all others.

Nothing like showing off your… lap dog isn’t it? Makes you proud? Especially with that Kouga.

Fine then… when he comes by to repeatedly rape you then rips your body apart because his pack is rebelling against him for fucking a human and his status is challenged don’t come crying back to me.

Heh.

I’ll probably be… SITTING for you won’t I, when that happens…

InuYasha feeling an odd wetness on his cheek raises himself up into a sitting position in his perch in the tall tree. He glances down for a few seconds making sure all is okay below him with his odd pack before a trembling hand is raised to his cheek encountering… tears…