Untill My Return

I still don't own Inuyash



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The festival began, it was big and loud. The music was wonderful, the food was delicious, and every one was dancing. Mamoru , the headmaster, danced with his wife Akina, the young couples danced, and even the old. Every one was happy and having fun, except for Rin, who sat quietly to the side. Her heart was still trying to go along with her made up mind.



“Rin?” Yasashiku tried to get her attention. “Rin? Hello?”



“Hm?” She quickly changed her sad face. “Oh Yasashiku? How are you?”



He gave a warm chuckle, Lord Sesshomaru never chuckled. “Rin would you like to dance?”



“Oh,” She thought over her conversation with Akina quickly in her head, “Yes, I would like to dance.”



Akina was right, Rin needed to live life now.



“You know Rin, next month will be my twenty first birthday?” Yasashiku tried to make small talk.



“I know, Akina and I have already made your present.” She smiled.



He loved her smile. It was so beautiful.



“Rin, I -” He was cut off by Rin's yelp of excitement when they brought out the deserts.



“Mm, look! They brought out the pies.” She grabbed his hand and ran toward the table. Over the years, she had developed a huge appetite. Even after the big feast, she still had room for desert.



He chuckled again. Everything Rin did pleased him. They sat down and ate till they were filled. By the time every one was done, the elderly began to tell tales of love and adventure.



Yasashiku tapped Rin on the shoulder and whispered in her ear, “Will miss Rin take a walk with me.”



She could feel the blood rush to her face, she nodded.



They walked to the small bridge, the moon could be seen reflecting off the clean water in the river.



They stood side by side, in silence.



Rin was first to speak.



“I really am happy that they made you the new general.” Rin stated trying to break the awkward silence.



“Yea. “ Yasashiku tried to think of what else to say.



“Your father would be very proud.” Rin said, placing her hand on his arm.



He looked up to her smiling face and blushed. “Well, I hope so.” He took her hand in his and faced her, “Rin I, “ he couldn't think of the proper words he wanted to say. “I've always,” he took another moment. “I've always found you to be kind and beautiful.” He took a deep breath. “I love you Rin.”



She knew this was going to happen, but it still left her speechless. “I. . . “



“Before you say anything please hear me out. I've always loved you. I've done everything in my power to make you happy. I know, that you still wait for you lord, and the only thing that bothers me, is the fact that I can't go out and find him for you. Your happiness and wellbeing are my top concern, I would like nothing more than to you see you smile every day, every night, and every morning.”



He looked deep into her chocolate eyes, trying to find her true feelings.



She looked away and fought back the tears.



“Rin? Have I sadden you?” he asked, worried about her reaction.



“No, its just that,” she sighed, “I . . .” Once again she could not speak the words, her thoughts were all tangled and she fought the urge to jump into the water.



“I need to think things over Yasa. If I may have one week, I will give you your answer.”



She could see the disappointment written on his face. It pained her.



“If that is what my lady wants, then she may have it.” He kissed her hand. “My I still accompany you to what is left of the festival?”



She smiled lightly, “Of course you may.”



“Rin, If I may ask you something?” he hesitantly spoke.



“Hm?” She said curiously.



“My I have one kiss?” He looked her in the eyes.



She smiled. What a request. “Why would you ask for a kiss when there is a village full of women who'd die for your affection?”



“Because I believe that your kiss would be worth more than all of their's combined.” he smiled.



She giggled, “Then you may.”



He leaned into her, and gently pressed his lips to hers. She could feel the heat coming off his body and blood rush to her cheeks again.



He took a step back. It was wonderful, she smelled so pleasant and her lips were soft. If only he could have more than a peck on the lips.



“Well then, lets go back.” She took his arm and led him back the festival.



She truly was conflicted now, she was begging to feel a warm felling in her heart when she was around Yasashiku and Sesshomaru became a mere thought.



Perhaps it was time, time to move on and live life, live life with Yasashiku.



A human life.



She would after all, she would only get one.



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The cage has been opened, I spread my wings, and fly into the eternal sun.



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The more she thought about yesterday's events, the more she felt certain of her decision. After she did her part in cleaning the village of yesterday's festival, she felt sweaty and dirty.





Felling that her part was done, she grabbed a new change of clothes and made her way to the secret water fall she found when she was thirteen.



She had found it while she was taking a midday walk. Sesshomaru taught her how to know if there is one near by, when the ground is softer and the air is humid. She had walked around a bit and noticed it. It was quite far away, small and luscious, with plenty of shade and yet enough sunlight to keep it warm.



Once she made her way, she took a step into the water and began to disrobe. She sat down on the flat rock formation just at the edge of the water.



She loved it here. It was quiet and relaxing. She took a few minutes to measure her surroundings and then relaxed into the cool water that refreshed her nude skin. She couldn't help but fell tired, and slowly feel into a deep slumber.



It was when the moon was high, an ox demon came across scent of the water fall. He could smell the cool water, but what caught his attention, was the scent of purity and human flesh. He continued in the direction of the scent. The closer he got the more he wanted the precious treasure. He began to drool, it had been a while, he could feel his urge getting harder, he wanted to deflower the virgin and then eat her flesh.



He was almost there, just behind the few bushes, he could practically feel the mist in the air.



It was then that he saw a quick flash of light, almost a whip. He stopped at his tracks and felt blood drip down his chest, everything went blurry, and then he felt nothing.



A loud thud woke Rin up from her nap. She quickly sat up and looked around. She appeared to be alone. She then noticed the moon.



“Oh no, oh god, its late.” She stood up and walked to the other side to retrieve her clothing until she heard a tree branch snap. She quickly ducked into the waist high water and called out. “Who's there?”



She tried to inch herself closer to her pile of clothing. Inside her kimono was a dagger that Yasashiku had given her for protection. Ever since they were young, he would train with her. After he'd receive a lesson from the guardian's he'd go home and teach Rin. She would help him practice in return he'd teach her self defense.



She wasn't afraid, more embarrassed since she was naked.



She could hear the foot steps, they were coming right in front of her.



Once she reached her clothing, so took her dagger. She could hear whatever it was coming toward her.



As soon as she saw the shadow she threw her dagger, aiming for the head.



She was sure she'd nailed it, but the shadow moved closer.



Now she was beginning to worry.



The shadow stepped closer.



Her heart beat was fast.



Closer.



She could feel the panic.



One more steep and it would be in the moon light.



It was just then, she heard the villagers call her name. She turned back and the shadow was gone. She quickly began to dress. She ran in the direction of the voices, she didn't want them see her secret place.



Luckily there were rather far, she made her way to them.



“Hey,” she said out of breath. “Sorry, I was just. . . I was walking and I . . .” now she had to make up something. “ I was, I was walking, and I went up to the mountain and I lost my way. I was lost, and then. . . I heard your voices and. . . wow, here I am. I'm hungry.” She smiled.



“Rin, we were worried sick.” Akina came to her and hugged her.



“What were you doing in the mountain?” Mamoru asked.



“Walking, I was walking and I got lost.” She would keep her story. No matter what.



“Well as long as your alright, then thats fine. Rin, dear, next time you leave please tell someone.” Akina held her hand.



“I will.” Rin said.



She could hear a horse coming fast. She turned to see Yasashiku jumping off and running to her. He grabbed her and held her tightly. “Oh god Rin, I was scared you had been taken from us.”



She was shocked to see him so emotional. “I'm fine, really.” She patted his back for comfort.



He let go and noticed the villagers staring in awe.



“Nice to now that Rin has some one to protect her so well.” Akina teased.



Both Rin and Yasashiku blushed.



“Well its late lets go back every one.” Mamoru moved every one along.



Rin began to move with the villages but stopped to look back in the direction she had came.



The shadow. It looked so familiar. Tall and strong. It couldn't have been. . . Could it?



“Rin?” Yasashiku's voice distracted her from finishing her thought.



“Oh, Sorry, I thought I heard something.”



“A demon?” He took out his blade.



“NO! I mean, I don't think so. Sounded like a rat. Shall we?” She held out her hand.



He smiled and took her hand.



“Rin, are you sure your okay? Its not like you to wonder off alone.” She could tell he was concerned.



“Yasa, I'm fine.” She hesitated. “The truth is I. . .” She felt he had a right to now about her secret place, but at the same time, she couldn't let it go. “I was walking to help me think about my answer.” She lied. But it did seem more believable.



“So have you made a decision?” He asked, smiling lightly.



“Yasa! I still have six days.” She giggled.



“Rin.” he stood in front of her, “I have another request.”



“What?”



“I need one more kiss.” He's face was serious.



“Um, I don't know, Yasa, I-” She could see the slight disappointment on his face, “I suppose.”



He placed a hand on her cheek and kissed her. A little bit more needful. She could feel the dampness of his lips on hers. She could melt into his arms.



There was a rustle in the shadows behind them. Yasashiku quickly pulled Rin behind him.



“Rin, go to the village.”



“Yasa, its probably nothing.”



She felt and uneasy feeling creeping in her gut.



“Rin, just stay behind me.”



He was protective, so much like her Lord.



A small rabbit made its way to their feet.



“See, I told you, it was nothing.” Rin said with relief.



“It never hurts to be aware.” Yasashiku felt that the rabbit wasn't what made the noise, it was something bigger, but he didn't want Rin to be afraid. “Come one, we'll go back on the horse.”



He got up and helped Rin on in front of him. The warmth and close contact of her small and petite body made his need ache.



He had dreamed of having her, he'd share his bed with her. Keep her warm and safe. Fell her heart close to his.



She was the desire of his soul. He would do anything for her. He'd die for her.



Just to be with her and see her smile.



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Even in the heat of battle, you are my only thought.



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The shadow would not leave Rin's thoughts. Something told her it was her lord, yet, her doubt would not slip away.



Eager to find out the truth, she told Akina she wanted to walk in the mountains again.



“I need to think and the mountain is peaceful and quiet.” Rin said, after drinking whats left of her tea.



“What is so important that you need such silence and distance to think?” Akina began to pick up the morning dishes.



“Yasa.” was all Rin said.



Akina stopped and looked at Rin. She felt a small spark of joy for the young girl. She wanted her to be happy.



“I see.” Akina smiled. “Very well, but if your not back by night fall, I'm sending the villagers after you.”



“I know.” Rin sighed.



“Alright, go ahead, run along.” Akina patted Rin's back.



As soon as Rin walked out of their small home, Yasashiku was waiting for her.



“Yasa? What are you doing?”



“I was just walking around and I heard you were going to the mountains.” He had a look of worry.



“Yes, I'll be fine.” she tried walking around him.



“Please let me go with you.” He stood in front of her.



“Yasa, really, I'll be okay.” she tried to go around him again.



“Rin.” he put his arms on her shoulders. “Its dangerous, if something should happen, I don't know what I'll do.”



“Seek revenge.” she laughed.



He, however, did not feel like joking.



“Oh, come on. Its daylight, I'll be back before sundown. I promise. Please let me go alone.” She persuaded.



He nodded lightly.



“Promise me you won't follow.” She added.



“Now, Rin.” he tried to argue.



“Promise.” her face was stern, he had to promise.



He reluctantly agreed. “Fine, but you have to promise to be back before sundown.”



“I will.” She gave him a quick hug and walked into the woods.



She walked a while in the direction of the mountains, just in case he broke his promise and was following her.



She kept her focus on the surrounding noises, all she could hear were birds singing.



She reached an open meadow, it was rather high, so she was able to look down. As he promised, she was alone.



With a sigh of relief, she made her way to the water fall. Her clothing from last night were still there, although she seemed to be missing your inner kimono. She looked around, and found nothing but trees and flowers. She walked the surrounding area, still she found nothing. She stood in the same spot she saw the shadow. It was directly in front of the water fall. She turned and walked back from the same spot.



After about a few yards, she began to smell something fowl. A little bit further and she came across a dead ox demon. His face was slashed in half, and the blood had dried. Her knife couldn't have done this, even then have gone this far.



She examined it closely, he wasn't as tall as the shadow, and much more wide.



She stoop above the creature's sliced head, the wound seemed to be a straight line. Perfect. Clean.



She looked around to see if maybe there were any more signs of something being there, but found nothing.



Letting out a long sigh, she walked back the waterfall.



Her heart told her it was Sesshomaru but her mind, couldn't comprehend.



Being more cautious, she decided to take a bath wearing her bathing kimono, just in case the shadow came by.



Slowly she began to hum, the same song she made for Sesshomaru. Even after all these years, she never forgot it.



Unable to move freely with her bathing kimono on, she looked around. Still onnly the trees and flowers, and of course a dead ox demon.



She disrobed and took a dive into the deep end.



The cool water felt great as she turned and twisted under the water. She could see her long black hair gracefully move around her.



Bursting out of the water, she took a huge gulp of air, dived back in, and swam to shallow end.



Sitting on her knees she moved her hair out of her face, and opened her eyes.



There at the waters edge stood the great lord Sesshomaru.



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And even though I have changed.



You are still the same to me



Why must my love for you be so cruel.



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