why did you leave me alone for so long?

Chapter 2

Evanescence

Whisper

‘blah'-thought

"blah"-words

'blah'-beast


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Kagome needed new cloths, she would no longer be going to school so why should she wear the horrid uniform. She entered a village and walked into the closest shop.

"Well how may I help you?" The owner asked rudely.

"Hakama. Now human." She growled.

"As yo-you wi-sh malady." She stuttered.

"Make it fast, I'm in the mood for blood." She said coldly a small smirk playing on her lips.

Sesshomaru walked into the store and glared at the demoness, but after a good look he noticed she was un-mated. But her cloths, did they not belong to InuYasha’s miko?
"Woman what have you done with the miko who wore those clothes?"

(Catch me as I
fall
Say you're here and it's all over now
Speaking to the atmosphere
No one's here and I fall into myself
This truth drives me into madness

I know I can stop the pain if I will it all away
If I will it all away)

"Why Sesshomaru how nice it is to see you again." She said respectfully, but with out feeling.

"Answer my question demoness." He growled, how dare she play with him.

"Why do you care about her for anyways? Answer my question then I will answer yours." She said.

"She was someone I respected, but now she seems to be dead." He said with sad tone.


(Don't turn away
Don't give in to the pain
Don't try to hide
Though they're screaming your name
Don't close your eyes
God
knows what lies behind them
Don't turn out the light
Never sleep never die)


"Well since you answered my question, I will answer yours. I am that miko. InuYasha and I had a 'fight' and he took something of mine. To 'repay' him I had to become a demon." She said with a smirk, he had no idea what had happened.

"So you are Kagome?"

"Yes."

"And you turned demon?"

She nodded.

"Strange." He whispered.


(I'm frightened by what I see
But somehow I know that there's much more to come
Immobilized by my fear
And soon to be blinded by tears

I can stop the pain if I will it all away
If I will it all away)

"Malady here's your hakama. There is a changing room in the back." The owner said quietly.

Kagome took the hakama and walked to the changing room, Sesshomaru fallowed.

He pushed her up against the wall and stared into her eyes, he leaned in and Kagome turned her head.

"I vowed to never love anyone, again." She said quietly.

(Don't turn away
Don't
give in to the pain
Don't try to hide
Though they're screaming your name
Don't close your eyes
God knows what lies behind them
Don't
turn out the light
Never sleep never die)

"I see. If you decide to come with me then I will be outside waiting for you." Sesshomaru turned and left, upset that she had refused him.

Kagome thought about if she should go or not, she shook her head and dressed.

When she was done she was wearing a black hakama with sakura blossoms that looked like they were falling at the bottom. She went outside to see if Sesshomaru was still there, he was walking away with a slow pace like he knew that she would be follow him.
Kagome started after him and he looked behind to see if she did follow him, she
was. He smiled inwardly.

"Rin will be happy that you are coming with this Sesshomaru." He said coldly.

"Whatever!" She replied, colder than Sesshomaru.(Oh frost-bite!)

‘She colder than this Sesshomaru. I haven't heard such a cold voice than when my… mother died.' He thought sadly. ‘Why should I think of these things, I have more important things to do.'

"Sesshomaru is something wrong?" Kagome said with a board tone.

"No." He said emotionless.
The left the village and went into the Forest. Soon Kagome saw little Rin waiting by a tree, Jaken and Ah-Un not far from
her.

"Lord Sesshomaru!" Rin squealed and ran up to him, she hugged his leg and he look down at her.

He patted her head and she let go of his
leg.
Rin looked at Kagome and immediately released him.
"Hi Kagome!" She said happily, also hugging Kagome’s leg.

Kagome tried to at least not sound too cold, but she couldn't.
"Hello Rin." She said coldly.

Rin just hugged her tighter, Kagome sighed and patted Rin’s head.
Rin let go after that and Kagome did something she didn't expect.
Kagome picked her up and held her, she could smell in Rin’s sent that she was sad. Kagome started to purr to comfort her. Rin just gave into the hug and she sighed happily.

That moment Inuyasha appeared along with everyone.
"Sesshomaru you asshole, what have you done with Kagome?! I can smell her sent!" He yelled and pulled out his sword.

"Ask her yourself." Sesshomaru said bored.


"Nina?" InuYasha said confused.

He looked toward the girl who was holding Rin, by her looks he could still tell it was Kagome Higurashi but she was a demon.

"You son of a bitch what did you do to her?!?"

That was his last words before his head was taken off by a dark purple poison whip, which belonged to Kagome. Now Inuyasha's body lay lifeless and his head had rolled behind Shippo, before he turned around Sango grabbed him. A kit did not need to see that, it would torment him for years.

The group looked at Kagome, who was now purring and comforting Rin because she was crying. Rin unfortunately saw what happened. Shippo was behind Sango when it happened so he did not see it.

"Kagome why did you kill Inuyasha?" Miroku asked.

(Fallen
angels at my feet
Whispered voices at my ear
Death before my eyes
Lying next to me I fear
She beckons me shall I give in
Upon my end
shall I begin
Forsaking all I've fallen for I rise to meet the end)

"He got what was coming to him." She hissed.

Her eyes were red because her beast wanted more blood to cover the ground around its feet. She still had Rin in her arms, who was shivering from fright.
'This child is so cute but why is she shivering? Ether she does not like me or she is scared of me.'

Rin started to cry again, Kagome's beast didn't know what to do so she thought
of her as her own pup like what all demoness do. (A/N: They purr to comfort their pup and give they attention.) Rin was getting use to this and stop crying, Kagome's beast licked away the tears. Rin fell asleep and Kagome went back to normal.

Ah-Un walk up to her and Kagome put Rin on Ah-Un. Ah-Unstarted to purr at her as a thanks, she just give a small smile to them.
Then she looked at her old friends.

"He broke my heart, to a point where a dark spirit was awoken in me, the shards aloud me to choose between a demon or human. I chose who I am, there is no turning back."
They understood a little, but not completely. Sesshomaru was fed up with being around so many humans and started to leave.

"Mama take me with you." Cried Shippo.

"Come." Was all she said.

"Wait. Kagome can we came a long way for you, what will we do now?" Sango asked, she wanted to go along with Kagome because she didn't want to lose her.

Kagome looked at Sesshomaru, he nodded yes. She turned to them and nodded, they came along.

(Don't turn away
Don't
give in to the pain
Don't try to hide
though they're screaming your name
Don't close your eyes
God knows what lies behind them
Don't
turn out the light
Never sleep never die)

That was all that was said that night, the fire was bright with joy Kagome looked into the fire with such hatred she put it out and told every one to go to sleep. Somewhere there was a human soul crying for forgiveness but her demon shut it up ,since no one else was there her demon comforted her human soul. Because no one was there, the demon rocked the human soul to sleep…


(Don't turn away

Don't try to hide
Don't close your eyes
Don't turn out the light
Don't turn away
Don't try to hide
Don't close your eyes

Don't turn out the light)