Look at me now

Chapter 2: Nothing like I used to be

I pulled into the school parking lot and was relived to see that there were still kids in the courtyard and that I wasn’t late.

I saw an empty spot next my friend Sango’s red sports car and quickly pulled in. I turned off the engine and got out; locking my car door I went and joined my friends in front of the school.
“Hey Kagome!” My friend Sango yelled. Sango was a pretty girl with long brown hair and brown eyes. She was wearing a jean skirt and a white wife beater, and as usual she had on pink eye shadow. She was standing next to my other friends Miroku and Shippo.

Miroku came from a long line of monks and was a pervert by nature. He had dark purple eyes and short black hair that was always pulled back at the nape of his neck and was wearing a pair of black baggy pant and a plain purple shirt that was about two sizes to big for him.

Next to him was my other friend, Shippo. Shippo was a fox demon, and like all of my friends, he like family to me, he had bright orange hair that was pulled up into a pony tail, and had bright green eyes, he was wearing a green shirt and a pair of jeans.

“Oh hey Sango!” I yelled back and smiled, maybe school wasn’t going to be so bad after all. I walked over to the gang and gave everyone a hug, and smiled when Shippo blushed. “It’s been awhile since we have seen you at school kagome,” Miroku smiled at me, “how’s Ryu by the way?” I smiled at him. “He’s good,” I replied, “but he didn’t want me to leave him this morning.”

“Aw well that’s because he’s just a pup, he’ll get used to you going to school in a couple of days, don't worry about him.” I smiled over at Shippo, “thanks Shippo.”
“Hey Kagome?” I looked over at Sango. “Yah?” I asked.

“Well I was just wondering when you planned on telling Sesshomaru. I mean I know what he did and it was totally wrong, but don't you think that he should know that he has a son?” I frowned; I really didn't want to think about him right now. “I don't know Sango,” I said, “maybe.” She nodded.

“Anyway,” Miroku said, “I think that once Sesshomaru and his little gang see you, their going to wish they had been a little nicer.” I giggled, he was right; I looked almost nothing like I used to the last time I was at school.

You see I used to be miss goody-2-shoes, but now I was tougher. Also I had filled out in the right places and had an hourglass figure, my hair had grown to the small of my back and now was silky, and had a nice blue hue to it. I laughed “ya Miroku whatever you say.”

“Oh but it’s true,” he looked me up and down and I blushed.
“You know, for once I actually agree with Miroku.” I looked at Sango like she was crazy. “Kagome what Sango and Miroku means is that, well, you look like a super model now.” I blushed, again, at what Shippo had said. ‘Man’ I thought, ‘I really need to stop blushing so much.’

SMACK!

I laughed and shook my head, when was he going to learn not to grab Sango’s butt? “But Sango?!” I heard Miroku yell. “It’s not my fault! My hand has a mind of it’s own!” I looked at Sango and saw that she was blushing. “Ya well keep your cursed hand away from my butt you stupid monk!”

I laughed and shook my head. When were they just going to stop fighting and realize that they loved each other? It was obvious that the two loved each other, but neither one would ever admit it. “will you to stop fighting already!” Shippo yelled. It had been more of an order than a question.

Sango looked at Miroku and glared but stopped hitting him. She looked at me and smiled. “anyway kagome,” she said, “why don't we go to the office so we can get your schedule?”

I smiled, “sure sounds good to me,” I answered. she smiled and we locked arms with each other and headed for the office leaving to guys staring after us. We smiled when we heard them yell for us to wait.

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I had just gotten my schedule and was really happy with it. This is what it looks like.

1st period: Calculus 2

2ond period: P.E

Lunch

3rd period: History
4th period: Business Course

I have Sango in my first period, and every ones in my P.E class. I have Miroku in history and Shippo in my 4th period. I would have the perfect classes if only I didn't have Sesshomaru in my 1st and 4th period.

“Man just my luck,” I said, “I just have to have him in my classes.”
“ya well its about to get worse.” I look at Shippo, “what are you talking about how can it possibly get any worse?” I asked but stopped when I saw what, or should I say who, he was looking at.

I sighed, I had spoken too soon. There was a way for things to get worse. They saw us looking and came over to us, I waited for them to get here before I spoke, “why hello Sesshomaru.” He looked down at me and smirked, “hello, kagome.”

“well well well if it isn’t little miss goody goody” I smiled, “good to see you again to Kagura.” Kagura smirked and ran her hand over Sesshomaru’s chest. “ya know kagome me and Sesshomaru are going out now, he thinks I'm a lot better in bed than you ever were.” I looked at her and started laughing.

“um kagome are you ok?” Sango asked. I stopped laughing, looked at Kagura and than smiled at Sesshomaru. “gee Sesshomaru I hope that you use a condom. I mean with all of the people and teachers that Kagura has slept with, she’s practically the sponsor for sexually transmitted diseases.” Kagura blushed and glared at me but I just smirked at her.

“I do not have any type of disease!” she yelled and then looked at me and smirked. “but you know, at least I didn't get drunk and lose my virginity to him.” My smile faded and I glared at her, but than thought of something and smiled. “Well your right, but I cant say anything about your virginity, I mean you lost it WAY before I even met you in high school.” Kagura glared at me but kept her mouth shut, and everyone but Sesshomaru was laughing. He just stared at me, shocked, by what I had said. I smiled and turned to Sango, Miroku and Shippo. “come on you guys, I don't want to be late to class.” They smiled and me and Sango went to first period.

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When we reached the classroom me and Sango went and took a seat in the back of the room and waited for class to start. Sango started to talk to me but I kept zoning out. all I could think about was Sesshomaru and Ryu.

tell him

'tell him what? and who are you?'

I am your conscience, and you need to tell Sesshomaru that he has a son

'why should I tell him anything, and even if I did he would just take Ryu away from me'

how do you know he would do that?

'Because he’s a bastard that’s how I know. He doesn’t even care about me! How am I supposed to be with someone that doesn’t care about me?'

Oh will you stop being selfish! stop thinking about yourself! think about Ryu! he needs a father in his life! and its not like Sesshomaru had known that you were pregnant and left! he never knew about Ryu, he still doesn’t know. It’s not fair to Ryu, and it’s not fair to you or Sesshomaru either! how would you feel if you were kept away from your son? huh? It’s not right and you know it! so just tell him!

'Ok I'll tell him, I just have to wait for the right moment.'

for the rest of the period I thought about a way to tell Sesshomaru that he had a 3-year-old son that he never knew about. ‘god this is going to suck.’ I thought before turning by attention to the teacher and taking notes.

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