Devil's Beauty

I got bored… so here’s the next ch.!! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! wish u luck in the year 2006… I’ve gotta get used to that ^_^;;

::DISCLAIMER:: i own nothing... i'm writing from my cuzin's computer... ^_^;;... but if i did... Sess would be seme and Inu would b uke and there would b no kik or kag... hehe... but that's not going to happen... except here!!

-thoughts-
=inner youkai's thoughts=
"speaking"
::emphasizing a word::


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Up the stairs, turning down the hall, making his way to the end, and he busted down the large wooden doors to find a sight that he once dreamt he would be apart of...

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A low moan rippled through the air and as if in slow motion didn't reach Sesshomaru's ears for what seemed like minutes but was actually not even a second. He couldn't believe the sight before him; either he didn't believe it or he didn't want to believe it. The slightest bit of emotion flashed before his eyes causing them to glow with a strange amber tint; he would have taken a step back but his body didn't allow it because of his pride and honor.

Before him lay two figures: one lay sprawled on the ground his hands tied over his head, his legs spread wide, and his face was slightly covered with his long, moon-light hair; the other was kneeling over the first one, with the first one's butt in his lap while thrusting into it, his hands on the silver-haired ones hips, and his long, midnight hair tumbled down his back and over his shoulders hiding his face.

He knew who they were... surprisingly... to himself he didn't wish to know. He felt like running, backing away from this scene like it never happened… but he didn't, wouldn't. It wasn't something he was used to but he was going to face it head on; and the fact that his brother was being fucked right before his eyes... and it wasn't him doing it was disturbing enough.

----Inu's pov----

The pain was so intense... kami I never knew it would hurt this much. It throbbed from my ass as my inner walls were being torn by the pressure of Naraku inside of me. -It hurts!... some one... anyone... help!... get him out. It hurts too much!... Sesshomaru!!-

He started to move... kami! Help me... this hurt so much. And he was coming already... it burned as the sticky, warm liquid pored into me like fire as it seeped into my torn inner ass. It felt like I was being torn in half... I need him out of me before he did anymore damage... I needed him out so that I would still be at least in some way able to bear a child. The youkai blood that flowed through my veins would probably recognize Naraku as my mate... instead of the one that I've desired for so long. The one that I was told that I would be with... the one that would surround me in a blanket of comfort and love if it weren't for the human blood flowing through my veins... he would love me even despite my blood.

=Kami!! This wasn't supposed to happen...= the voice in my head was so loud I could almost not hear myself scream in pain but moan in an unwanted pleasure. -Louder!!!- I screamed right back at the voice -Scream louder so that I won't hear those moans that are not me!!!...- =This wasn't supposed to happen!! ::He:: was supposed to be your first! ::He:: is the one you're suppose to be with... the one you were suppose to moan and groan for!! Make this.... bastard get out of you!! Kill him and bring his head to your ::real:: mate and explain that you were raped!!!...= -no... no... No... NO!!!! I'm not being raped!!! I'm not being.... this is all a bad dream it'll go away!!!...- =This wasn't supposed to happen...= -I'm not being raped!-

My head started to throb as myself and the voice in my head repeated the same things over and over... They were almost drowning out the sounds that I could still hear... grunts from him and moans from me... -louder...- I whisper... -louder... make them disappear, make them go away...-

-I'm not being raped!-

=This wasn't supposed to happen!=

That's when it happened...

I felt him... the one person that I would of gladly let kill me. The one male that I have ever had feelings for and some times when I thought about how easily he caught my attention or how much it hurt because I love him so much. The only being that I would willingly die for or let drag me into hell just to spend eternity with him. And surprisingly enough the only person that I had ever and would ever get a hard-on just by thinking about or even glancing at him.

Turning my head letting it head fall to the floor... there by the door was my first love... my eternal love. My chest tightened just by looking at him, the dull pain of knowing that I could never be with the one I loved the most... that's why I tied to love Kikyo and Kagome... Kikyo reminded me of my love... well some what. She was cold and rarely showed any emotion at all... what even scared me more was that she never let me go passed kissing... and if I did get a chance with my love that I wouldn't even get to stay in his bed... just to be in his presents or in his arms. Kikyo was my first try... that if I couldn't have my love then I could have some one that at least resembles him...

And Kagome... well she was the total opposite of my love... She was kind and gentle; caring and loving... she could always put a smile on my face. And her era was so interesting I would actually start looking at her more and watched what she did and how she did it just to learn new things about a world and its people that I know... She was also a back up... if I couldn't stand being with one that was so close to being the one I love then I would go to her and that way I would never be reminded of him... but I couldn't let him slip through my fingers without even trying.

But I know now that I could never ever love her... I feel sick every time since what happened that I even tried to love her and the fact that she loved me and then had gone and done such a thing had hurt. But I knew now that she never loved me, if she had loved me she would have never walked away when I, for the first time in my life and probably the last, reached out for some one when I was in dire need of help. She could burn in hell of all I cared... no never mind, I'd rather have her live for eternity with the guilt of leaving a friend behind... once I got on my feet, there was going to be some hell to pay.

I looked at him... Naraku still pounding away into my body... it hurt so much that I thought I would surely die. But as I looked into the eyes of the demon lord that had captured my heart as easily as my mind, I felt that I could survive... I can stop Naraku... I felt some thing slip gradually from the corner of my eye and I knew that I was crying... but I didn't want to be weak in front of him. I wanted to show him that I could be strong when he would be away; that I could be strong without him... even if only for a little while, I could still be strong. I wanted him to be proud that if he ever had me as his mate that I wouldn't whine like any other bitch would when he was away, always complaining how he was never home... No, I wanted him to see me as a strong person in he could look to when he, secretly, needed help... but it was ruined.

I looked back at Naraku and he slowed his pace until he finally stopped and looked straight into my eyes... without even noticing I smirked at him... then as if just noticing the pains that I had set aside not too long ago it all hit me like a ton of rocks... my senses started fading... slowly my eyes began to close and out of the corner of my eye I could see my love, my world... Sesshomaru standing next to the bed with Naraku in his claws, blood seeping from the wounds on his back and chest... then all I could see was black.

----Sess's pov----(from the start of inu's pov... but in sess's)

That filthy hanyou was looking straight at me... how dare he! He had no right to ever look at me... especially now. Here he was being a bitch to our sworn enemy and he had the nerve to look me straight in the eye as if I would help him!... wait, why would he need my help if he was doing this willingly?

I looked at him closer... not even going noticed to anyone. His eyes were blank and the only emotions that were being shown there was... helplessness and shame. His eyes were so not him that for a second I thought there was no way that it was him... there was just no way... But it ::was:: him... I knew it was. I looked him up and down as best I could from all the hair in the way... he was bleeding... from wounds on his neck and shoulders, cuts and gashes on his chest and stomach, scratches on his legs traveling up his thighs... I could see the pooling of blood where very lower back was and I knew that if he had done this intentionally he would of not of been this hurt...

This angered me. Did my brother... ::my:: future mate do this with full will and ended up like this or did Naraku some how control him into doing this? I growled at the thought of either one... I was just about to storm out of there so that I would leave my brother to deal with this since my mind could only see one thing as I heard my brother moan in pleasure... but then I saw it... a shimmer from the corner of my brother's eye... I watched intently as the salty clear substance run down his round cheeks that seemed to be paler than they usually were.

I watched as he turned his gaze from mine to look into Naraku's... a burning sensation pained through my chest as I slowly understood that he didn't do it intentionally... Naraku forced him into doing this. I watched, holding myself back so that my brother will get across Naraku's mind what ever he wanted him to know, as he slowly stopped his invasion on my brother. I heard my brother whimper in pain and I knew it was my time to take over the situation. With speed that not even I knew I possessed grabbed Naraku off my mate and tore him into pieces letting his blood cover my claws and the front of my silken kimono and the ancient armor that my father had had made just for me.

I was enjoying the feeling of tearing flesh and the wounds leaking of half-breed blood... even after I knew that Naraku was dead I continued so that he wouldn’t 't bother to come back. After what seemed hours of my youkai taking over and tearing Naraku into sushi strips I stopped and dropped what ever was left of him to the ground not even looking at him. I knelt down next to Inuyasha's side and looked over him and winced.

He was bleeding badly... I took a whiff of his scent and nearly passed out... the shamelessness and pain had taken over his scent blanketing him in an almost intolerable aura. I slipped my arms protectively around him and pressed him to my chest weary of my armor. In a swift and graceful movement I was standing up with him lovingly in my possessive embrace my arms holding him as close as possible without hurting him. Quickly but carefully as if walking on eggshells I ran out of the room and the castle rushing towards the west to my castle so that I could nurse my future mate back into heath... and so I could finally, after decades of being denied what was mine, claim my mate.

My love... my mate... my lover... my brother...

He will bear my pups just as he was indented.

And he would love no matter if he did not wish it... even though I knew he did...

WOW!!!... sorry it was so short... i'll make the next one longer!

Ur-GaY-LoVeR