Sesshoumaru's Anger Management

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Second and final chapter...
Please excuse grammatical errors i know they're in there somewhere... where are you my little grammatical errors come out so i may shoot you...
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Sesshoumaru’s Anger Management

I felt the splash of cold water on my face. “Miroku, Miroku, please wake up!” The garbled voice of one of my closest friends Inuyasha rang in my ears, he was so close. “Miroku please open your eyes Miroku!” My eye’s slowly opened to a blurred vision of something red and white. Then two yellow orbs peered down at me. I blinked a few times adjusting my vision until I recognized the rarely worried form of the hanyou. A pain shot threw me in an instant and I screamed. Inuyasha held me in his arms to keep me from thrashing about harming myself more. My groin ached my head was spinning I couldn’t keep the vomit down, I pushed myself away from the hanyou and emptied my stomach in the lake. The sour, acidic taste burnt my throat. I stayed there bent over panting heavily feeling the water splash up against my bare body. My bare bloody body. Two clawed hands held my shoulders and pulled me away from the disgusting water. I panted, closing my eyes too tired to do much else. The water disappeared underneath me as I was pulled up and set down on the grass. I felt Inuyasha’s hands push me till I was on my back. No! I will not be subject to this again. I screamed and bolted up despite the sudden pain that shot again throughout my body. My eyes were closed I could feel the hanyou pushing me down. I was too weak to make a successful protest, I started screaming the only thing I could do. Tears automatically poured out of my eyes. The hanyou released me. I opened my eyes to look at him, he stared at me hesitant to touch me. Why didn’t I trust him. Maybe because he has those same eyes. The eyes that watched me as their owner molested me. Humiliated me. Tortured me. “Miroku…” Inuyasha reached a clawed hand out to my shoulder. “Miroku… I’m not going to hurt you” His eyes, I couldn’t stop staring at those eyes, but they were different. Now I see, they are different, compassionate, caring. Inuyasha moved close to me and I tensed. I forced myself not to flinch away or cause him any sort of uneasiness. “It’s okay” his rarely heard soothing voice comforted me as he held me for many minutes.

I heard a shuffle and the little warmth that was surrounding me left. I opened my eyes just in time to see Inuyasha scoop me up and take me to the water. “I-Inuyasha?” my voice was not it’s regular.

“It’s okay, I have to clean you up” He gently put me down in the water and tenderly cleansed my skin of the blood and dirt. He dipped his hand in the water and wiped my tear stained face that apparently had dirt on it from being pushed face down into the dirt as my hand’s were being retrained. I sniffled at the memory so fresh in my head. Inuyasha continued cleansing my face and my body. He picked me up once again and took off his red kimono top draping it over my exposed lap. I leaned my head against his chest and let him carry me to where ever he was going.

We walked a while and set me on a mattress, I was too groggy and too much in pain to remember my other friends. After what seemed three minutes I felt the gentle clawed hand on the hanyou removing something from my lap and pulling my legs up. My eyes shot open terrified of what was going on. My fears were quelled when I saw the hanyou pulling up green pants on me. Then my white shirt, the black robe and the purple outer robe. “It took me a while to find the exact same ones Miroku” I heard him say. How long was I asleep? “No one will have to know about this, you don’t have to worry” My brain started to function. It’s true I didn’t want anyone to know about this.

“Thank you” my voice still not the same. Inuyasha smiled and nodded. He closed my eyes with his hand and I was engulfed by a slumber. Many hours past until dawn when I woke up. I turned over seeing an empty mattress. Beside it was Inuyasha’s sword. Tetsuaiga. My hand shaking as I reached for it. I stretched a little painful but that would be over soon enough. My fingers reached the handle as I stretched a little more and grasped it. I pulled it towards me and pulled it out of its sheath. How was I going to do this? My body refused to get up and the only thing working were my arms. I grabbed the blade and pointed the handle upwards the tip pointing at my throat. I grasped the blade a little tighter and I felt the cold blood run down my wrist and arm. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes ready to let go before I heard the door slide open and Shippo out of all people walked in. He stared at me with his childlike eyes as I stared at him with my tear-filled ones.

“Miroku! What are you doing!?” As soon as he said that Inuyasha stormed in. He saw me and whipped it out of my hands in a second. I turned over not wanting Shippo to witness a grown man cry.

“Shippo get out of here and don’t say a word of this to the others” Inuyasha said firmly as he tried to sooth my quivering shoulders. The little fox demon made a small noise and I heard the door slide shut. Inuyasha leaned over and turned me towards him making my wet face lean against his chest. “What were you thinking?” He said calmly. I shook my head and continued with my uncontrollable weeping. “Come on Miroku, look at me” I couldn’t “Look at me” I turned my head avoiding his eyes “I said look at me monk!” He turned my chin towards him. “It’s in the past now, Sesshoumaru will pay for what he’s done to you. I promise… Now stop crying,” I sniffed and continued looking into his eyes. Some tears still leaked out of my eyes. “Stop” He said shaking me a little. I sniffled one last time and looked at him. My eyes puffy my lips red and my voice deep. “Now, wash your face and come to breakfast” I nodded and did as he instructed me to. For the next week I remained silent most of the time. Sango realized I haven’t flirted or touched her in a while. The questioned me several times but I gave them a fake smile and said it was nothing to worry about. Inuyasha was keeping a look out for Sesshoumaru, sniffing for him from time to time. Thankfully he was no where around. I stuck to the group never venturing by myself. I hated it, I needed my time alone. I needed to recollect all my thoughts. Inuyasha and I took a bath in the hot spring. My physical wounds healed, not completely though. I was relaxing to sit back without having to wince or feel the humiliating pain in my lower regions. Small waves gently pushed against me as Inuyasha got out of the water. “Are you coming or are you gonna stay in there for a little while longer?”

“I’ll just stay here only for a few minutes longer”

“Will you be okay by yourself? Don’t do anything stupid” Inuyasha has been keeping a close eye on me ever since the sword incident. He’s never left my side not once. Until now.

“I won’t… Go I’ll be there in a minute” I laid my head back onto a boulder and closed my eyes as I heard him get dressed and leave. I wasn’t alone for two minutes when I felt a hand come over my mouth. I panicked and heard the same deep voice in my ear.

“Don’t struggle, you don’t want to get hurt like last time now do you?” My eyes widened in fear. No, no not again! I prayed for any god up there to have mercy on me. I was pulled out of the water and carried away to a clearing. He set me down and spread my legs. “You’re lucky I’m not in a fowl mood, I’m just horny and I need to get it out of my system” I was paralyzed until it clicked into my brain to cry out for help. Surely Inuyasha would hear it. The demon was too fast he was one step ahead of me as he brought a cloth to my mouth and tied it. I panicked and kicked, struggling to release myself. This will not happen again. I received a smack to my face and then a punch. He spread once again my struggling legs apart and pulled them up. I started to cry again, I felt so weak, so helpless. I wanted to die. I wish he’d just kill me after he’s done. I stopped struggling giving up all hope, and just let him have his way with me. He thrusted into me and I let out a muffled scream. He developed a pace and I went limp not caring. I closed my eyes and turned my head sideways then I felt him roughly pull out of me and let my legs go. Then I heard it. Inuyasha’s voice.

“Leave him alone you sick bastard!” I sat up and watched the brothers battle each other. He came for me… He actually came. I scooted backwards sitting up and pinning myself against a tree. I ripped the cloth from my mouth and watched the brothers fight each other with watery eyes. The fight went on for five minutes until I heard footsteps running. Oh no! The girls! They’re coming! I huddled my legs together trying to hide myself when the girls came running out of the forest. Kagome shouting for Sesshoumaru and Inuyasha to stop. Sango spotted me huddled to myself against my tree. I watched her run towards me worry on her face. She knelt beside me and tried to look me in the face. I couldn’t, I turned my head and closed my eyes. Trembling. I didn’t want her to see me like this. I heard a gasp, she must have spotted the blood that I was sitting on. I couldn’t cover it. She laid a hand on my trembling shoulder.

“Please… Don’t…” My shaky voice barely audible.

“M-Miroku…Did he…?”

“Please… Just leave me… Help Inuyasha” I didn’t want anyone near me, not now. It was too humiliating. After long minutes of fighting, Sesshoumaru departed but gave me a horrid glare before he did. Inuyasha once again removed his top kimono and helped me tie it around my waist. They girls and Shippo stood behind him looking at me. Why were they just standing there. Why couldn’t they leave! I felt arms wrap around me. I pushed away, I didn’t want to be touched. The arms tightened and I began to panic. My eyes watered again. I wanted to be alone. I tried to push him away again but he kept me in his arms my face buried in his chest. I struggled but my energy was wasted from the crying I was doing in the process. I embraced him and closed my eyes. Inuyasha whispered soothing words I didn’t understand into my ear. He waved the others away. He held me for the longest time, cradling me, comforting me.

“I’ll protect you…” He assured me. I didn’t believe him, if Sesshoumaru wanted something he was going to get it one way or another. I tightened my grip on him and I felt him release his own grip. He lifted my chin and gave me a peck on my swollen lips. “I’ll protect you…”
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