One Broken Heart, One Lonely Soul
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InuYasha › Het - Male/Female › InuYasha/Kikyo
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Adult ++
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5
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10
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Thoughts of the Beloved
********Chapter 2: Thoughts of the Beloved.********
Sango, Miroku, and Shippou stood there, wondering what just happened. Though they saw the whole thing, they wanted to know why Kagome was talking about Kikyou.
He knew that he woke the gang up with that fight.* Damn, now I have to hear it from them * He dusted his robes and acted casually, even though the gang saw he was steamed.
“Um, InuYasha… What just happened?” Miroku asked in confusion.
“None of your damn business, you lecherous priest.” “Um….I’m a Monk.”
“Houshi! Shut up!” Sango yelled at him, after bopping him on the head. Though, Shippou just sat there watching the argument, licking a little orange lollipop. Finally, he spoke up. “Why did Kagome mention Kikyou, InuYasha?”
He dug his nails deep into the bark before jumping off of it and punching Shippou in the head. “Owe! What’d I say?”
“Would you all just back off! It’s my problem!” He yelled before going deep into the forest by himself.
* I just, don’t know what to do….I broke Kikyou’s heart…then I thought nothing of it. I kept at it and never once thought of how she felt. * He sighed to himself, before plopping himself under a tree deep in the forest. “Kikyou…I’m sorry…” he whispered. Then, the hanyou got lost in thought thinking about the day he had met her and then on. He closed his eyes, and a smile was placed on his face, thinking about the good times. “I remember when we met, my love.” He said, pretending she was right next to him. “I was in search for the jewel because Sesshoumaru taunted me on how I wasn’t a full demon. Then, I saw you, and your beautiful hazel eyes. I got lost in them. Then…I didn’t want the jewel anymore, I wanted you. When I attacked the villages and got injured, you were there to make me feel better. When I was taunted and hated by many, you were there to comfort me. When…I was alone…you were there to keep me company. You were my world.”
He sighed, still smiling, as a tear rolled down his cheek. “One thing I didn’t realize until now though, was that when I needed sweet love, you were there to give it to me. You would lose your powers…just for me.”
Then, he felt something run through his head as the smile on his face disappeared. The day that he was asked to become a full human. He remembered that day like it was yesterday. He wished it were. “Kikyou…I should have told you right then and there to make me a human. Instead, I waited until Naraku tore us apart, then I thought nothing of what you wanted. Only my needs, of how I wanted to be ruler, reign above all and be demon, most powerful in all the land. And because of my selfishness, you now walk the lands with borrowed souls to keep you from going to hell. But why? Why do you stay on this land and weep, even if you lost all hope of loving me again? Is it true, that you still await my arrival, so I can join you in hell?” His hope dropped. “Or, are you just waiting for Naraku to come out of hiding so you can resume your duty as the guard of the Shikon Jewel?” He took a deep breath and sighed. “I might never understand you and your feelings, Kikyou…”
Sango, Miroku, and Shippou stood there, wondering what just happened. Though they saw the whole thing, they wanted to know why Kagome was talking about Kikyou.
He knew that he woke the gang up with that fight.* Damn, now I have to hear it from them * He dusted his robes and acted casually, even though the gang saw he was steamed.
“Um, InuYasha… What just happened?” Miroku asked in confusion.
“None of your damn business, you lecherous priest.” “Um….I’m a Monk.”
“Houshi! Shut up!” Sango yelled at him, after bopping him on the head. Though, Shippou just sat there watching the argument, licking a little orange lollipop. Finally, he spoke up. “Why did Kagome mention Kikyou, InuYasha?”
He dug his nails deep into the bark before jumping off of it and punching Shippou in the head. “Owe! What’d I say?”
“Would you all just back off! It’s my problem!” He yelled before going deep into the forest by himself.
* I just, don’t know what to do….I broke Kikyou’s heart…then I thought nothing of it. I kept at it and never once thought of how she felt. * He sighed to himself, before plopping himself under a tree deep in the forest. “Kikyou…I’m sorry…” he whispered. Then, the hanyou got lost in thought thinking about the day he had met her and then on. He closed his eyes, and a smile was placed on his face, thinking about the good times. “I remember when we met, my love.” He said, pretending she was right next to him. “I was in search for the jewel because Sesshoumaru taunted me on how I wasn’t a full demon. Then, I saw you, and your beautiful hazel eyes. I got lost in them. Then…I didn’t want the jewel anymore, I wanted you. When I attacked the villages and got injured, you were there to make me feel better. When I was taunted and hated by many, you were there to comfort me. When…I was alone…you were there to keep me company. You were my world.”
He sighed, still smiling, as a tear rolled down his cheek. “One thing I didn’t realize until now though, was that when I needed sweet love, you were there to give it to me. You would lose your powers…just for me.”
Then, he felt something run through his head as the smile on his face disappeared. The day that he was asked to become a full human. He remembered that day like it was yesterday. He wished it were. “Kikyou…I should have told you right then and there to make me a human. Instead, I waited until Naraku tore us apart, then I thought nothing of what you wanted. Only my needs, of how I wanted to be ruler, reign above all and be demon, most powerful in all the land. And because of my selfishness, you now walk the lands with borrowed souls to keep you from going to hell. But why? Why do you stay on this land and weep, even if you lost all hope of loving me again? Is it true, that you still await my arrival, so I can join you in hell?” His hope dropped. “Or, are you just waiting for Naraku to come out of hiding so you can resume your duty as the guard of the Shikon Jewel?” He took a deep breath and sighed. “I might never understand you and your feelings, Kikyou…”