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InuYasha › Yaoi - Male/Male
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Adult ++
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I Need You
'...' is for thought = EX: '...Inuyasha is such a stupid baka!...' Sesshoumaru thought, angrilly.
"..." is for regular speech EX: "Inuyasha, you're such a stupid baka!" Sesshoumaru growled.
Sesshoumaru awoke, cold and alone, in his bed. A horrible headache throbbed in his already dizzy head, and he still felt weak from the dangerous amount of blood he had lost that night. The self-inflicted wounds that had marred his arms were gone, thanks to his father's saliva and his own youkai healing. Unfortunately, Sesshoumaru had never experienced such an extreme amount of blood loss, so he wasn't sure when he would be completely rejuvinated again.
It took him awhile to drag himself out of bed, due to his unusually weak body. And he obviously wasn't a morning person, either. He was awake enough to realize that his father wasn't there with him, which was why he felt so cold and alone. His ears drooped slightly as a wave of depression far worse than his headache washed over him.
He couldn't help it; he always felt so hopeless and full of so much despair when he was alone...when InuTaishou wasn't there. His father was the only one who made him feel as if he were really not alone. Anyone else could be near Sesshoumaru and he would still feel as if he were the last being on Earth.The tragic thing was...his father and him were the last of the inuyoukai.
The ningen outnumbered the youkai, true, but there was always plenty of demons in the world. The world was strange, for it seemed strange that humans and demons would willingly accept each other in one society as a whole. Of course, there still was racism and hate crimes, but it really wasn't a big problem. And even though the youkai lived longer and were far stronger, they held the ningen in such esteem high enough that they would take them as their mates.
Sesshoumaru's pointy ears twitched slightly as he finally realized what he had done.
'...Father...will be...angry with...me. But why did he not punish me last night? Maybe he was too tired...or maybe he wishes to plan my punishment first. It does not matter to me, for I do deserve it! I have disgraced him more than I know. I deserve to be thrown out in the cold streets, but...I would do anything to stay with my lord InuTaishou...' Sesshoumaru mused as panic and a deeper flood of depression set in. His hands trembled and his lower lip quivered. He felt tempted to claw at his arms again, but the mere thought of his wonderful father stopped him.
And his father's voice stopped him, too. The boy looked up to see his father standing in the doorway, his arms hanging at his sides, as if he didn't know what to do with them. He meekly looked at InuTaishou, but was careful not to look him in the eye. Of course, since Sesshoumaru was the pup, he automatically was labled submissive, unless he someday challenged his father and won. But for now, his father was the alpha and probably always would be. Not that Sesshoumaru minded at all; he loved his father being dominant, being in charge. It kinda...turned him on.
"Sesshoumaru, look at me. You have permission to." InuTaishou ordered firmly, his baritone rich, deep, and smooth.
The younger youkai slowly rose his golden eyes to meet the older youkai's similar, yet more wild, intense golden eyes. InuTaishou held his gaze, as if he were afraid if they broke eye contact, his son would vanish.
"How do you feel, Sesshoumaru? Do you need more bedrest? Are you hungry? Tell me what you need..." InuTaishou asked as he approached his son slowly, as to not startle or upset him.
Sesshoumaru's heartbeat accelerated and all he could do was stare stupidly at his father. Tons of thoughts raced through his already throbbing head, but there was only one thing he could clearly think of.
'...I need you...' Sesshoumaru thought inside his head, but he did not voice it.
"Answer me, Sesshoumaru." InuTaishou growled lightly, but it was only a warning growl.
"I am a little hungry." Sesshoumaru admitted, although it was not what he had wanted to say. He wanted to say those three words he had thought to himself, but he wasn't sure what they meant. He wasn't sure what exactly the need was that he had for his father. And he was not totally convinced InuTaishou would respond positively.
"Come, I will make you something..." InuTaishou replied as he carefully watched his son attempt to get out of the bed.
Sesshoumaru immediately tried to stand on his own, but his legs were very wobbly and weak, and he could not support himself. With a hiss, he fell over, but only to be caught by his father's strong arms. He blushed lightly as he felt a strange tingle in his belly as the older demon held him. His smaller, more slender arms slowly wound themselves around InuTaishou's neck.
"Sesshoumaru...?" The great inuyoukai said to get his son's attention, his strong hold on him never faltering.
"Hai, father?" The young inuyoukai buried his face in his father's broad, well-toned muscular chest. He breathed in InuTaishou's unique, spicy, but very alluring scent that was...InuTaishou. His father's scent was very pleasant, well, at least to Sesshoumaru. InuTaishou's scent was that of a powerful storm and cinnamon spice.
"Why did you try to kill yourself last night?" InuTaishou demanded in a soft tone as he gently stroked his son's silver mane, enjoying its silky texture. Somehow, it felt so right and so good to hold his eldest son in his arms. Sesshoumaru's scent overpowered his nose and it was all he could smell at the moment. His pup's scent was that of fresh rain, sakura blossoms, and vanilla spice all rolled up into one uke-like, but still masculine scent. To InuTaishou, it was more than pleasant...it was an aphrodisiac.
"I told you last night. I apologize. I should not have been...so shameful. I am a disgrace, father. Please forgive me. I will do anything...just please forgive me, father..." Sesshoumaru whispered, one side of his face pressed against his father's chest.
"I forgave you last night, Sesshoumaru. But do not let it happen again. If you have a problem, or need help, come to me. I will be there for you, my son. I have taken as many days as I could off work and I have also excused you from school, for the time being. You are more important than my job and your education put together. Remember that." InuTaishou spoke as normally as he could, for both Sesshoumaru's body and scent was making his member harden.
"Thank you, father. I understand." Sesshoumaru hugged InuTaishou closer to himself, but only to feel something hard pressed against his hip. He looked up at his father, his eyes big and wide. "Are you all right, father?"
"Hai, Hai, I am fine. I think you should lie down for awhile and I'll bring your breakfast up to you. You do need more rest..." InuTaishou attempted to move away from Sesshoumaru, but to no avail. His son only pressed his body even more tightly against his. The inuyoukai lord was mildly surprised to feel his own son's hardness against him.
"Father, I am not hungry anymore. I feel...strange..." Sesshoumaru reached down with one hand between them and grasped InuTaishou's manhood. He touched it carefully and did not miss the strangled gasp that escaped from his father's lips. He smiled lightly when he felt his father grip his hips as Sesshoumaru stroked him slowly.
"S-sesshoumaru, stop this. You do not...know what...you are doing...to me..." InuTaishou tried hard not to thrust into his son's hand. He was so tempted just to take the boy then and there, but his rational mind was still intact, if just barely.
"Father...kiss me...kiss me like you would your mate..." Sesshoumaru begged and submissively pressed himself more against his father's bigger body. With a low growl, InuTaishou finally lost it. He cradled his son's head with one strong hand and supported his body with the other. Without hesitation, the very aroused inuyoukai claimed his son's lips in a rough, but very arousing kiss. He thrust his tongue in Sesshoumaru's open, pliant mouth and easily dominated him. Sesshoumaru had ceased stroking him, for not he just clung to his father and returned the sinfully hot kiss.
InuTaishou picked Sesshoumaru up and carried him over to his son's bed. He laid his son down and impatiently tore his own clothes off. Sesshoumaru tried to rid himself of his own clothes, but apparently it wasn't fast enough for InuTaishou, so he ripped his own son's clothes from his body.
The well-muscled, extremely handsome inuyoukai knelt before his son, his golden orbs admired his son's more slender, smaller frame. Just by staring at Sesshoumaru, his member got even harder. Without further hesitation, he completely covered Sesshoumaru's body with his own. The older demon hissed at the skin-to-skin contact and he couldn't help but grind his hips against the younger demon's. He chuckled lightly in satisfaction at the pleasured little mews and the loud purring of the boy beneath him.
Sesshoumaru clawed at his father's back and he couldn't help but buck his lower body against InuTaishou's. The friction was so damn unbelieveably delicious and he couldn't get enough of it. He panted and moaned, writhing under his gorgeous father. The beautiful boy could do nothing but cling and pant while the older man moved against him.
"Kiss me..." Sesshoumaru whispered into his father's ear, his tongue darting out to lick the pointed shell of his ear. The younger youkai was even more satisfied when he felt his father's lips passionately kissing and nibbling his own.
Unfortunately, they both reached their climaxes all too soon...
TBC
Note: MMmmm...well, I gave ya a little lime? How did ya like that? Sorry its so short! It'll be longer next time. I'm just really tired. I worked 8 hours today, and hadn't gotten much sleep...and I have to work Monday, too. No school, though. ^^
To My Reviewers:
Dilly- Thanks for reviewing and thanks for the suggestion! I had not even thought of that, yet. Its a good idea! ^^
Shadedfaith-Thanks, I appreciate it! Unfortunately, I don't have a spell check. -.- The documents I use don't offer it at all. I used to have microsoft word, which worked great, until it somehow accidently got deleted, and we don't know how to get it back. Believe me, we tried. We tried the code on it, but it wouldn't work. *shruggs too* I'm good at grammar, so it really shouldn't be a problem. But yeah, since there's a hurricane a'commin, (which means NO SCHOOL! YEAH!), I don't have to go to bed earlier. I only have to go to work, and that's not till 2 in the afternoon! ^_^ Thanks again!
"..." is for regular speech EX: "Inuyasha, you're such a stupid baka!" Sesshoumaru growled.
Sesshoumaru awoke, cold and alone, in his bed. A horrible headache throbbed in his already dizzy head, and he still felt weak from the dangerous amount of blood he had lost that night. The self-inflicted wounds that had marred his arms were gone, thanks to his father's saliva and his own youkai healing. Unfortunately, Sesshoumaru had never experienced such an extreme amount of blood loss, so he wasn't sure when he would be completely rejuvinated again.
It took him awhile to drag himself out of bed, due to his unusually weak body. And he obviously wasn't a morning person, either. He was awake enough to realize that his father wasn't there with him, which was why he felt so cold and alone. His ears drooped slightly as a wave of depression far worse than his headache washed over him.
He couldn't help it; he always felt so hopeless and full of so much despair when he was alone...when InuTaishou wasn't there. His father was the only one who made him feel as if he were really not alone. Anyone else could be near Sesshoumaru and he would still feel as if he were the last being on Earth.The tragic thing was...his father and him were the last of the inuyoukai.
The ningen outnumbered the youkai, true, but there was always plenty of demons in the world. The world was strange, for it seemed strange that humans and demons would willingly accept each other in one society as a whole. Of course, there still was racism and hate crimes, but it really wasn't a big problem. And even though the youkai lived longer and were far stronger, they held the ningen in such esteem high enough that they would take them as their mates.
Sesshoumaru's pointy ears twitched slightly as he finally realized what he had done.
'...Father...will be...angry with...me. But why did he not punish me last night? Maybe he was too tired...or maybe he wishes to plan my punishment first. It does not matter to me, for I do deserve it! I have disgraced him more than I know. I deserve to be thrown out in the cold streets, but...I would do anything to stay with my lord InuTaishou...' Sesshoumaru mused as panic and a deeper flood of depression set in. His hands trembled and his lower lip quivered. He felt tempted to claw at his arms again, but the mere thought of his wonderful father stopped him.
And his father's voice stopped him, too. The boy looked up to see his father standing in the doorway, his arms hanging at his sides, as if he didn't know what to do with them. He meekly looked at InuTaishou, but was careful not to look him in the eye. Of course, since Sesshoumaru was the pup, he automatically was labled submissive, unless he someday challenged his father and won. But for now, his father was the alpha and probably always would be. Not that Sesshoumaru minded at all; he loved his father being dominant, being in charge. It kinda...turned him on.
"Sesshoumaru, look at me. You have permission to." InuTaishou ordered firmly, his baritone rich, deep, and smooth.
The younger youkai slowly rose his golden eyes to meet the older youkai's similar, yet more wild, intense golden eyes. InuTaishou held his gaze, as if he were afraid if they broke eye contact, his son would vanish.
"How do you feel, Sesshoumaru? Do you need more bedrest? Are you hungry? Tell me what you need..." InuTaishou asked as he approached his son slowly, as to not startle or upset him.
Sesshoumaru's heartbeat accelerated and all he could do was stare stupidly at his father. Tons of thoughts raced through his already throbbing head, but there was only one thing he could clearly think of.
'...I need you...' Sesshoumaru thought inside his head, but he did not voice it.
"Answer me, Sesshoumaru." InuTaishou growled lightly, but it was only a warning growl.
"I am a little hungry." Sesshoumaru admitted, although it was not what he had wanted to say. He wanted to say those three words he had thought to himself, but he wasn't sure what they meant. He wasn't sure what exactly the need was that he had for his father. And he was not totally convinced InuTaishou would respond positively.
"Come, I will make you something..." InuTaishou replied as he carefully watched his son attempt to get out of the bed.
Sesshoumaru immediately tried to stand on his own, but his legs were very wobbly and weak, and he could not support himself. With a hiss, he fell over, but only to be caught by his father's strong arms. He blushed lightly as he felt a strange tingle in his belly as the older demon held him. His smaller, more slender arms slowly wound themselves around InuTaishou's neck.
"Sesshoumaru...?" The great inuyoukai said to get his son's attention, his strong hold on him never faltering.
"Hai, father?" The young inuyoukai buried his face in his father's broad, well-toned muscular chest. He breathed in InuTaishou's unique, spicy, but very alluring scent that was...InuTaishou. His father's scent was very pleasant, well, at least to Sesshoumaru. InuTaishou's scent was that of a powerful storm and cinnamon spice.
"Why did you try to kill yourself last night?" InuTaishou demanded in a soft tone as he gently stroked his son's silver mane, enjoying its silky texture. Somehow, it felt so right and so good to hold his eldest son in his arms. Sesshoumaru's scent overpowered his nose and it was all he could smell at the moment. His pup's scent was that of fresh rain, sakura blossoms, and vanilla spice all rolled up into one uke-like, but still masculine scent. To InuTaishou, it was more than pleasant...it was an aphrodisiac.
"I told you last night. I apologize. I should not have been...so shameful. I am a disgrace, father. Please forgive me. I will do anything...just please forgive me, father..." Sesshoumaru whispered, one side of his face pressed against his father's chest.
"I forgave you last night, Sesshoumaru. But do not let it happen again. If you have a problem, or need help, come to me. I will be there for you, my son. I have taken as many days as I could off work and I have also excused you from school, for the time being. You are more important than my job and your education put together. Remember that." InuTaishou spoke as normally as he could, for both Sesshoumaru's body and scent was making his member harden.
"Thank you, father. I understand." Sesshoumaru hugged InuTaishou closer to himself, but only to feel something hard pressed against his hip. He looked up at his father, his eyes big and wide. "Are you all right, father?"
"Hai, Hai, I am fine. I think you should lie down for awhile and I'll bring your breakfast up to you. You do need more rest..." InuTaishou attempted to move away from Sesshoumaru, but to no avail. His son only pressed his body even more tightly against his. The inuyoukai lord was mildly surprised to feel his own son's hardness against him.
"Father, I am not hungry anymore. I feel...strange..." Sesshoumaru reached down with one hand between them and grasped InuTaishou's manhood. He touched it carefully and did not miss the strangled gasp that escaped from his father's lips. He smiled lightly when he felt his father grip his hips as Sesshoumaru stroked him slowly.
"S-sesshoumaru, stop this. You do not...know what...you are doing...to me..." InuTaishou tried hard not to thrust into his son's hand. He was so tempted just to take the boy then and there, but his rational mind was still intact, if just barely.
"Father...kiss me...kiss me like you would your mate..." Sesshoumaru begged and submissively pressed himself more against his father's bigger body. With a low growl, InuTaishou finally lost it. He cradled his son's head with one strong hand and supported his body with the other. Without hesitation, the very aroused inuyoukai claimed his son's lips in a rough, but very arousing kiss. He thrust his tongue in Sesshoumaru's open, pliant mouth and easily dominated him. Sesshoumaru had ceased stroking him, for not he just clung to his father and returned the sinfully hot kiss.
InuTaishou picked Sesshoumaru up and carried him over to his son's bed. He laid his son down and impatiently tore his own clothes off. Sesshoumaru tried to rid himself of his own clothes, but apparently it wasn't fast enough for InuTaishou, so he ripped his own son's clothes from his body.
The well-muscled, extremely handsome inuyoukai knelt before his son, his golden orbs admired his son's more slender, smaller frame. Just by staring at Sesshoumaru, his member got even harder. Without further hesitation, he completely covered Sesshoumaru's body with his own. The older demon hissed at the skin-to-skin contact and he couldn't help but grind his hips against the younger demon's. He chuckled lightly in satisfaction at the pleasured little mews and the loud purring of the boy beneath him.
Sesshoumaru clawed at his father's back and he couldn't help but buck his lower body against InuTaishou's. The friction was so damn unbelieveably delicious and he couldn't get enough of it. He panted and moaned, writhing under his gorgeous father. The beautiful boy could do nothing but cling and pant while the older man moved against him.
"Kiss me..." Sesshoumaru whispered into his father's ear, his tongue darting out to lick the pointed shell of his ear. The younger youkai was even more satisfied when he felt his father's lips passionately kissing and nibbling his own.
Unfortunately, they both reached their climaxes all too soon...
TBC
Note: MMmmm...well, I gave ya a little lime? How did ya like that? Sorry its so short! It'll be longer next time. I'm just really tired. I worked 8 hours today, and hadn't gotten much sleep...and I have to work Monday, too. No school, though. ^^
To My Reviewers:
Dilly- Thanks for reviewing and thanks for the suggestion! I had not even thought of that, yet. Its a good idea! ^^
Shadedfaith-Thanks, I appreciate it! Unfortunately, I don't have a spell check. -.- The documents I use don't offer it at all. I used to have microsoft word, which worked great, until it somehow accidently got deleted, and we don't know how to get it back. Believe me, we tried. We tried the code on it, but it wouldn't work. *shruggs too* I'm good at grammar, so it really shouldn't be a problem. But yeah, since there's a hurricane a'commin, (which means NO SCHOOL! YEAH!), I don't have to go to bed earlier. I only have to go to work, and that's not till 2 in the afternoon! ^_^ Thanks again!