What Never Should

I don’t own InuYasha, although I want to... *starts thinking up plan to assassinate company owner*
Summary: Review to chapter 1
Writing Style: Review to chapter1

Chapter 2. Musing

InuYasha limped very slowly back to Kaede’s village, his entire body going against his orders of working and walking normally. He was in so much pain, especially from the other night. He could barely remember what happened, but knew the heat was gone, and that was good enough for him. He stepped under the wooden arch into Kaede’s village, putting a hand on one of the large pillars to catch his breath, and give his pained body a rest.

A flash of black, green and white flashed by his eyes just as he was thrown to the ground, small feminine arms wrapping around his torso, a head burying deep into his kimono, mumbling. InuYasha looked up, black hair draping in his face, but he could see the figure nonetheless. He frowned at the miko, trying to tear her arms from his body.

“Kagome will you let me go,” InuYasha cried with exasperation.

Kagome stood, placing her hands on he hips and glaring down at the half-demon, her eyes glaring into his confused yellow ones. He looked around her to see Sango and Miroku approaching, stopping beside the miko to look down at the flustered and warn hanyou below.

“InuYasha... what happened?” Sango asked.

“Nothing, I just found a demon last night,” InuYasha half-lied.

It was true, he had found a demon, but things didn’t really go a way they both expected it too. Oh no, it went a completely different way. A way with InuYasha pinned beneath the demon, panting for breath, tears coming to his eyes, swaying bodies, and an explosion... IunYasha shook his head.

“Your hair... it’s battered,” Miroku said, lifting a very sticky piece of clumped hair. “Was this demon bigger than you expected.

‘Bigger, oh hell yea,’ InuYasha thought, listening to the very carefully placed words the monk spoke.

“You look tired, and when you were walking to the village you were limping,” Kagome said, kneeling down in front of him. “Did you get hurt during the fight?”

“No,” InuYasha mumbled. ‘He didn’t hurt me. He didn’t want to.’

“We should take you to Kaede, maybe she can help you with your wounds and get you cleaned up,” Sango said, also kneeling down beside the miko. “Then maybe you can help up clean up the village?”

InuYasha snorted and stood, using the pillar for support. Kagome grabbed his arm to help, but he pulled away, limping toward the hot spring near the back of the village. He needed some time to think, to get some things sorted out in his head, especially after what happened during the early morning....

*~*~*

InuYasha sighed, sitting down into the warm water. The spring seemed father than it normally was, but he knew it was from the slow pace he was moving. He ran his hand into the water and began to soak his hair, letting the dirt clumps, leaves and grass fall into the water and wash away.

He leaned back against the soft, warm, stones, resting his head on a rounded one poking up from the water. He closed his eyes, breathing in the warm sent of pine and oak, his eyeslids falling heavily, though he didn’t want sleep.

‘I can’t believe what happened last night,’ InuYasha thought, running a hand through his hair. ‘At first we were fighting, like we usually do, and then... we were having sex like no tomorrow.’

The hanyou scooped up some water and rubbed his shoulders, riding it of dust and dirt. He ran his hand up his neck and stopped, feeling to very distinct marks on his neck. He moved his hand away, seeing fresh blood trickle down his fingers and drip into the steaming water below, disappearing into it’s fogged surface.

‘Weird?’ InuYasha thought.

He sighed, running his hands up his other arm and massaging the back of his neck. He thought back to the morning, when he and... Sesshomaru... had woken. It had been so strange, yet so affectionate.

(Flashback)

InuYasha groaned, opening his weary eyes. He blinked away the grass and dirt that had gotten into his yellow orbs and turned weakly, his entire body aching from the night earlier. He closed his eyes, burying his face into a well toned and very warm chest breathing calmly beside him.

Sesshomaru felt the young hanyou shift in his sleep, groaning from the pain. He sighed, knowing he had tried not to hurt the youth, but he also knew his size, and to tell the truth, he was big... scratch that... extremely big. He moved his hand, pulling his white kimono up and petted the soft white hair of his brother, leaning forward and placing a soft kiss on the top of his head. He felt his youth shift in his arms, turning to look up at him. He leaned down, capturing the hanyou’s lips. When he didn’t feel InuYasha protest, he went farther, rolling on top of the hanyou and grinding his hips down onto the smaller male, making him whimper with a light moan.

‘Why is he doing this. He’s no longer affected by my heat, so why is he being so passionate with me?’

Sesshomaru slid on of his hands down under the kimono, running his nails across InuYasha’s soft body, making the half-demon shudder. His under the hanyou’s body and he pushed in two fingers, kissing his brother before the could dry out. He added a third and a forth quickly, sliding his fingers in and out, stretching the hanyou for a second time.

“Sesshomaru,” InuYasha panted. “Why are you... doing this?”

“Because I love you,” Sesshomaru whispered, sliding his tongue into InuYasha’s mouth and attaching their lips once again.

Sesshomaru removed his fingers, replacing them with his erection. Once again InuYasha tenses, gripping into the ground, shaking his head back and forth. He bit down on his lower lip, holding back his cries. Sesshomaru stopped, keeping his body still, waiting for his younger sibling to get used tot he sudden intrusion.

InuYasha took a calming breath, opening his eyes to look up into the yellow ones of his brother. Sesshomaru rocked back, slowly and softly. He pushed back, just as slow and soft, making the hanyou moan. InuYasha leaned up, pressing his lips to his brother. He felt a soft tongue run over his bottom lip and opened his mouth, allowing his youkai brother’s tongue to move around his cavernous mouth. He pressed his tongue to Sesshomaru’s, letting them dance together, touching and pressing against one another.

Sesshomaru rocked back again, slowly and passionately, pressing into his brother again. He wanted to make InuYasha feel good and take his time. Their lips parted, panting for air before they latched onto each other again, tongues running together. Sesshomaru arched his back, turning his body barely an inch as he pushed, hitting that bundle on nerved deep within the hanyou.

InuYasha arched, pulling away from his brother and crying out. He reached up with a shaky hand, gripping onto his brothers upper arm, wrapping his legs around his waist, using his other hand to hold him in place as the youkai pushed slowly into the soft body below. He panted, eyes fogged with lust. His face was flushed and he could feel sweat coating his and his brothers bodies, dripping down their muscled arms and chest.

InuYasha clamped down on his brother, getting a throaty growl from the youkai. He smiled and captured his brothers lips again, clamping down once again on his brothers large erection. Not one to be left out of the fun, Sesshomaru wrapped his hand around his brothers shaft, stroking it in time with his slow thrusts.

Their speed increased slowly, rocking together like one. Sesshomaru growled into his brothers mouth, pushing as deep as he could, never once arching away from that one spot. InuYasha squeezed one last time, crying out Sesshomaru’s name as he came, feeling his older sibling come at the same time, releasing his seed deep within him.

Sesshomaru kissed InuYasha as he pulled out, wiping down his chest and licking off his fingers. InuYasha gathered his breath, his eyes closed and heart pounding. He yelped when he felt himself get lifted from the ground and pulled into the older males arms. He hesitantly wrapped his arms around his brothers neck, resting his head against his toned chest.

They dressed each other silently, neither talking. InuYasha kept his gaze averted from his elders, not daring to look into the eyes of his brother, fearing to see something he may not be able to reject. He had always felt love for his brother, but this just took the cake. He had never really felt in love with his brother and this was going far, farther than he expected.

Sesshomaru finished fastening the last tie on InuYasha’ kimono, straightening his sleeves. He ran a hand through the matted hair, lifting his siblings chin gently to look into his eyes. InuYasha’s eyes held fear, but not fear for his life, fear of his feelings. Sesshomaru dipped, kissing his brother once more before separating and stepping back.

They stared at one another, golden looking into golden. Silver hair blowing around each other in the wind that was beginning to kick. Sesshomaru gave his brother a small bow before jumping over him and disappearing into the far trees, his stole leaving one last whip in the air.

InuYasha watched his brother leave his perfect body diving over him. He felt the youkai’s hand run along his face when he jumped, leaving him with one last touch and the tingling feeling on his lips from where their lips had just been.

(End flashback)

‘He wasn’t even under the scent of heat,' InuYasha thought, running his hands through his hair as he dried himself off. ‘So why did we have sex this morning as well?’

He slung his hair over his shoulder pulling the top of his kimono over his head, securing it beneath his red pants. He rubbed his back. The water had done good for him, but he was still sore, he still didn’t know if he would be able to walk normally.

‘Why brother. Why did you leave me with that one last touch,’ InuYasha asked himself. ‘I cans till feel his lips on mine. I can still feel the tingling he left me with.’

He walked back to the village, stepping through the trees to see the group sitting outside Kaede’s hut, talking amongst themselves, speaking about Naraku and finding the rest of the jewel. InuYasha walked past them and toward the far side of the village, jumping into a respected tree with the perfect branch for him to ly on, and positioned himself for a rest, which he was in dire need for.

InuYasha had been questioning his sexuality for quite some time, he didn’t know what he felt. Yes, it was true, he loved Kagome. But she was more like a little sister to him that he could protect. Shippo was like a younger, annoying brother and Sango was just a friend. Okay, so he loved Kikyo, but that was different. He was younger then, and still, back in those years, he didn’t know how he felt. Miroku... he was just a pervert.

‘Am I really in love with you,’ InuYasha asked himself, opening his yellow orbs to look up at the high sun. ‘I’m so confused right now.’

“Hey, InuYasha,” cam Kagome’s annoying voice.

“Yea, what do you want,” InuYasha asked, a little more rudely than he liked.

“Well someone’s grouchy,” Kagome grumbled. “Listen, the others and I are going with Kaede to get some berries, you want to help?”

“No, I’m tired. Go without me,” InuYasha said, more softly this time.

“Are you alright?” Kagome asked, voice filled with worry.

‘I hope so,’ InuYasha sighed. “I’m fine. Quite harking on me woman.”

“Looks likes someone needs a puppy nap,” Kagome said through gritted teeth.

“WOULD YOU JUST GET OUT OF HERE,” InuYasha snapped, eyes flashing dangerously.

Kagome glared at him and walked away, eyes burning like hells fire. She stopped nd turned back to InuYasha, glaring at him.

“InuYasha...” the hanyou perked his ears. “Sit boy.”

WHAM.

Kagome turned and stalked of, arms crossed over her chest, nose held in the air and eyes closed. InuYasha rose from the ground, fist shaking angrily, his hair matted once again with leaves and grass. He felt his face go red and stood, stalking off in the opposite direction. He didn’t have time for the miko, especially her stupid antics. He needed some time to himself, he needed to get the questions that were swimming in his head out of the way.

*~*~*

“Lord Sesshomaru,” Rin cheered. “Your back.”

Sesshomaru didn’t pay any attention to the girl as he walked back to her and Jaken. The young girl ran to his side and started walking with him, staring up at him with starry eyes. She looked back at Jaken who was trying to pull Ah Un along with him. She giggled and looked back up at her respected youkai lord, watching him carefully.

“Lord Sesshomaru, you look lost in thought,” Rin said. “Is something bothering you?”

“Rin, do not speak to lord Sesshomaru unless he asks you too,” Jaken barked.

Rin just poked her tongue out at the toad demon and looked back at her lord, noticing that he had stopped walking and focused ahead of him, eyes fogged with thought. His face was paler than before and his eyes seemed dazed out of order.

“My lord, please excuse the young girl,” Jaken said, turning to glare at her. “She does not know how to respect her lords.”

“And you do,” Rin bit back.

“Of course I do,” Jaken snarled. “Please my lord, do not listen to the child.”

“Do not worry, Rin, there in nothing bothering me,” Sesshomaru finally answered.

Rin smiled. “That’s good.”

‘InuYasha...’

Rin and Jaken continued to walk, Rin jumping onto Ah Un’s back, the large two-headed serpent demon helping her to climb up onto it’s back. Sesshomaru turned back to the east, staring out at the mountains. A wind pushed through the tall grasses, making his hair twist around his face. He put his hands together, turning and continuing on, following his toad servant and the young human child.