I got lost in the darkness

Hi,
well, first of all, I'm so very very sorry, that it took me so long to update! I have really no excuse for that, except for writers block and that I had no internet for the last three months ^^''
Also, thanks for the reviews ^____^ and especially for the one from Neko Yokai , 'cause if not for that one I would have probably never continued on this story.
Oh and I really need a beta reader, so if anyone would like to do that, just tell me lool
So on with the story.
*hugz* Haru

Disclaimer: Inuyasha belongs to Rumiko Takahashi.... I know.... Y__Y

*-Chapter 1 - So it starts again-*

"Momma!" The woman turned around. Giving the girl a cold look.
"What do you want, Tsuki?"
The little girl flinched. "I... I just wanted to show you..."
"You wanted to show me what?" The woman interrupted her impatiently.
"Nothing"
The woman cursed.
"How many times do I have to tell you to not waste my time? Go play with Shippo or something, just get out of my way!"
The girl looked at the ground, trying to hold back tears. "Yes momma."

-*-

Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation, no breathing
Don't give a fuck
If I cut my arm bleeding
(Papa Roach ~ Last Resort)

Blood dripped from her arm. She allready felt a little lightheaded. Though that didn't stop her from furiously slashing at her bloody left arm. Cutting deeper than she ever had.
It hurt so much.
So damn much.
Why?
Why couldn't she just vanish? Fade away, disappear? She was nowhere wanted.
Nobody wanted a dirty halfbreed like her. Not even her own parents.
Love, friendship, for her this were nothing but words, since Shippo had left her, too. Things normal people had.
But never, never someone like her.
Someone with dirty blood.
A freak of nature.
Her arm was numb.
With almost perverse fascination wat watched the blood dripping from the knife.
Drop.
Drop.
Drop.
Her blood.
Dirty blood.
She felt even more disgustet. Cutting again as deep as possible.
She clenched her teeth.
Slashing at her arm.
Perhaps this time she should finally end it.
After all, something as disgusting as her didn't deserve to live.
Perhaps she should be finally putting an end to this pain. This loneliness. Putting an end to her existence.
Nobody would miss her.
It would only be good to rid the world of a thing like her. To clean the world of her.
Dirty blood.
She felt sick in the stomach.
Blood continued dripping onto the ground.
Drop.
Drop.
Drop.
The world around her started to spin.
Then she fainted from bloodloss.

-*-

Tsuki had known it. Known it from the very beginning. Meeting with Shippo would only mean trouble.
Now she was sitting here, next to one of the persons she never wanted to see again, learning that the Shikon no Tama was back.
And better yet, that it was broken again. Oh, and let's not forget that Psycho Naraku, trying to get a hold on the shards. She groaned.
Hadn't Naraku been dead? And didn't exactly the same thing happen five hundred years before? Honestly, fate should really come up with something new.
"So what are we going to do?", Hiro, Sesshoumaru's oldest son, asked.
"We'll do the same thing as last time. Collect as many shards as possible and fight Naraku. But..." Shippo looked at the ground. "I think we'll need help from Kagome and Inuyasha."
"I don't know Shippo, have you allready forgotten, what happened? And even if they wanted to help us, we can't do this to...." Sango trailed off and glanced at Tsuki for a moment.
"No." Tsuki said in a low voice. "We will need their help. My mo- Kagome is the only one with the abillity to see the shards. Furthermore we'll need any help we can get."
"But..."
"I'll be okay Sango, really." Sango wasn't convinced at all. She looked at her mate.
"What do you think, Sess?"
"Well, I agree with the Kitsune and Tsuki. If we want to defeat Naraku we'll need the help of my half-brother and his mate."
The former taijiya was silent for a moment.
"There's no other way, ne?" She sighed.


"Kaiya? Kaaaahaaaiyaaa!!!!"
The girl ignored her little brother's try to get her attention and concentrated on her algebra homework again.
"Kaaaaaaaaaahaaaaaiyyyyaaaaa"
Annoyed she looked up from her paper.
"What do you want Shiro?"
"Mom told me to get you for supper. And this guy will be there, too. He's really cool! Look what he got me!" Shiro showed her his new actionfigure.
"Cool.", she said with a fake smile. "Well, tell them that I'm not hungry."
"But..." She shoved him out of her room.
"Just tell them." With that she locked the door.
With a sigh she let herself fall onto her bed. 'Great. Just what I need now.' she thought sarcastically as she stared at the ceiling.
She hated her mother's newest boyfriend. She didn't really know why, but she just had a bad feeling about him.
Someone knocked at her door.
"Kaiya?" Her mother.
"What?!"
"You'll come down for supper immediately!"
Instead of answering she turned her radio louder.
"Kaiya!"
She just ignored her now surely furious mother and lay down on her bed again, taking her homeworks with her. Now, what was this formula again?

AN: Allright I have no talent at all lool but it's fun.
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