Loss and Gain

Chapter 2

The two lovers froze and looked around frantically, Inu Yasha sniffed the air “it’s that damn kitsune” he growled, “he’s heading this way from the woods”

Sango was hurriedly getting dressed Inu Yasha had not noticed that he was kneeling by himself as Sango ran away. He quickly got dressed ‘man what the hell did I do’ he thought smelling tears as he looked at Sango run back to camp.

Sango began to run and cry ‘why did I let him take my virginity, now I am soiled’ she thought not looking back at Inu Yasha ‘who would want a worthless whore like me, I want to go back to him’ and stopped dead in her tracks. ‘I want to go back to him?’ she thought ‘why would I want that . . .’ before she could finish thinking she found herself turning back to Inu Yasha and running towards him.

Inu Yasha saw her stop suddenly then turn and run back ‘what is she going to do?’ he thought and noticed that Kagome and Miroku’s scents were closing in on him. He did not have time to react as Sango reached out and hugged him, she had made it back to him and he heard her crying about being a whore and dirty.

“Sango I am so sorry,” said Inu Yasha.

“Inu Yasha why did you do it?” she sniffled.

Before he could answer the rest of the gang broke through the tree line and saw Sango crying into Inu Yasha’s chest as he held her. Miroku walked forward and was reaching out a hand and asked “Inu Yasha what happened to Sango?”

As Miroku finished saying those words Sango cringed at his outstretched hand and hid behind Inu Yasha. Kagome wondered what would make her do this and spoke up “Inu Yasha what’s going on?” she asked.

“Inu Yasha can we go back to camp?” asked Sango ignoring the others, Inu Yasha did not want to answer their questions so he nodded yes.

“Will you carry me Inu Yasha?” asked a teary eyed Sango.

Everyone gawked at her but Inu Yasha just scooped her up and as she buried her face into his chest, she began to calm down. Kagome wanted answers as well as Miroku but they just watched as Inu Yasha walked past as Sango wrapped her arms around his neck and clung to Inu Yasha as if he would leave her.

The walk back to camp was tense and quiet as Sango fell asleep in Inu Yasha’s arms, Miroku and Kagome along with Kilala and Shippo trailed behind Inu Yasha. As they reached camp Inu Yasha went near Kagome’s bed to set Sango down as Kagome just watched, but Sango woke up as he tried to pull her away from him.

“Inu Yasha please don’t let me be alone” she began to cry again.

Kagome was getting upset that someone besides her was touching Inu Yasha, but she was more worried about Sango and just sat into her sleeping bag as Inu Yasha sat next to her.

“You are not alone Sango, we are all here” said Miroku but felt hurt as Sango cringed at his voice.

“Inu Yasha” she began, her mind was broke and she only felt better around Inu Yasha “please I’ll do anything if you don’t leave me.”

Inu Yasha was watching and as she finished talking, she began to remove his fire rat haori as she sat in his lap still. Kagome stared at Sango as she began to try to kiss Inu Yasha but he held her in place.

“Sango stop I will not leave you so go to sleep” he tried explaining but Sango began to cry at this.

“You don’t want me because I am dirty” she cried.

“Sango that’s not it . . .” he began, as everyone else listened shocked.

“It’s your fault I am dirty” she cried hitting his chest “why wont you take me!? Am I just some dirty whore who displeases you?”

Inu Yasha looked towards Kagome and motioned her to lean forward so he could whisper into her ear “Kagome she wants me to sleep with her and I will have to so she will understand that she isn’t unpleasant”

Kagome knew that Sango was in a very bad mental state and wanted there to be another way for this to work but Sango was now crying about how no one would want her not even a youkai or hanyou.

“Why are you telling me anyway?” whispered Kagome.

“I don’t want to hurt you but I want to help Sango,” he whispered back.

Kagome felt her heart speed up at the thought of Inu Yasha not wanting to hurt her ‘does that mean he wants to have sex with me?’ she thought and decided that she better let him go with Sango right now before she changed her mind.

“Ok” she said.

Miroku was stunned that this was happening but he was to traumatized to say or do anything, plus every time he did do something Sango would cringe away from him. Inu Yasha stood up with Sango in his arms and walked into the woods until the others could not see them.

“Sango you are not displeasing in anyway” said Inu Yasha.

Sango looked at him and felt her heart flutter but then began doubting this “Inu Yasha how could I not be displeasing, you took my innocence and I didn’t even fight back I just sat there and took it like a whore.”

“Sango you are beautiful and I would like to touch you again,” he pleaded.

“I-I am beautiful Inu Yasha?” she asked.

“Yes and that is why I took you, you are so beautiful I could not help myself” he said setting her on the grass.

Sango felt better ‘I am not a whore I just loved Inu Yasha!?’ she thought ‘right? Of course and he believes I am beautiful!’

Sango nodded as she began to touch Inu Yasha’s chest trying to get his clothes off, he pulled up his hand and held hers “Sango are you sure you want me I am the one who is displeasing.” He said “I am just a hanyou remember”

“Yes Inu Yasha I remember but I want you, please make me yours,” she said pulling on his garments again.

Inu Yasha pulled off his clothing and began to remove hers; once they were naked, he stopped to admire Sango in the light of the setting sun.

“You are gorgeous Sango,” he breathed.

She blushed a deep crimson before pulling on his hair so he would come closer. Inu Yasha placed his lips on hers and waited until she pushed back before he kissed passionately. Inu Yasha pushed Sango’s legs apart with his as he moved into position and looked at her to make sure she was ok, Sango nodded and he slid into her until she was full and let out a small moan.

Soon the two were matching each other’s movements and as Inu Yasha began slamming into her, she moaned and screamed his name. Inu Yasha was pounding into her being careful to not use to much force, and was on the brink of exploding. When Sango’s inner walls closed around Inu Yasha’s hardened shaft as the orgasm hit Sango, Inu Yasha thrust into her one last time before spewing his seed into her.

Back at camp Kagome tried to cover her ears as Sango’s screams began to waft into the camp sight, Inu Yasha’s could be heard also. Miroku just went to sleep ignoring everything around him and as the sounds of lovemaking stopped Shippo walked over to Kagome.

“Hey Shippo” Kagome said nervously as the sky darkened into night.

“Kagome what is it to ‘take innocence’ and a ‘whore’?” asked the innocent kitsune.

“What are you talking about Shippo?” she asked a little surprised he knew the word whore.

“Well I heard the whole conversation between Sango and Inu Yasha a little bit ago,” he said.

“Really?” she asked.

“Aa!” he said proudly puffing out his chest (Aa = yeah, yup; a masculine phrase used in Japan) and continued “Sango asked how she couldn’t be displeasing because Inu Yasha had taken her innocence and she didn’t fight back, she said she just took it like a whore.”

Kagome’s heart almost stopped and she went pale “S-Shippo are . . . are you sure?” she asked shakily.

“Aa! Why?” he asked unaware of what was going on.

Kagome then remembered what Sango had said in the campsite, ‘she said that it was Inu Yasha’s fault that she was dirty!’