I Want You To Want Me

Taking a quick recap back to, that sisterly chat. "Naru let's have a sister to sister chat." Katsumi didn't miss her sisters uncomfortable smile. "Trust me jelly bean it'll be fun." She said cheerfully taking the offered slice of Oreo ice cream cake from her outstretched hand.



"Sure Kat. What do you want to talk about?" She said uneasy at the sudden conversation grabbing a fork in the counter draw she took a seat keeping her face down as she ate.



"What's his name and is he going to take you to the prom?" Katsumi said knowingly seating in the opposite side of her eying her turning red.



"Whoa! W-why w-would you ask that?" She stuttered nervously her rosy cheeks giving her away at the knowing smile on her big sister's perfect face.



"I'm asking because I know when something rubs you the wrong way, when you wrinkle up your nose, that's saying your not sure what to do." Katsumi stated confidently accustomed to her baby sister's simplicity to the obvious.



"I do not wrinkle my nose, not all the time." Her mind wasn't even convinced at what she just said.



“Spill it.” In surrender she set her fork aside, folding her hands together on the table keeping a leveled gaze.



"Okay you got me..." Her gaze lowered, she chewed on her bottom lip. What will her sister's reaction will be when she tells her about kouga?



“Well what's the guy's name already.”



"First you have to promise me kat. That you won't tell momma, like right now."



"Holy shit!” She exclaimed happily. “This has got to be bad, oh how wonderful guy drama.” Katsumi rejoiced abundantly entertained as she chewed her cake in excitement, “Now that you've stopped playing the holy nun act , I see you've finally come to your senses." Her mossy green eyes twinkled with glee.



She huffed, offended as she crossed her arms, "I haven't been playing, any act for christ's sake.”She pointed an accusing finger in an after thought, “And just so you know I'm going to have sex, like one of these days." She shot back.



She smiled at her baby sister, lacing her fingers together, "Uh huh, I know that your as scare of sex as you are of teletubbies, Naru." She replied undoubtedly.



Stunned she retorted, "Hey you can't use that against me, you cheater anyone with the right mind would be scared of those things." She pointed out with a wave of her hand.



Katsumi flicked her brown hair over her shoulder, keeping her gaze locked with hers, she continued calmly, "So then we can drop the game and stop beating around the bush, baby sis? “



“Whatever.” She frowned.



“Tell me his name.” Her jaded eyes, continued to stared, persuade her there is no choice but to give.



Taking a long deep breath, she looked at her, "His name is harashi, kouga." She paused, waiting for any hint of emotion, then she continued.



“We met about three and a half weeks ago at a Yoyogi park.” Katsumi remained silent, listening as she took a small bite of her half eaten ice cream cake.



After several seconds, she asked. “So what's the problem? Why keep this from mom, when you only met a guy in the park, probably someone from another high school nearby?” She shifted wiping with a petite move of her wrist with a napkin the corner of her mouth, while pushing her plate away."



“There isn't...another high school near my school.”



“There isn't?”



“No. And kouga doesn't go to high school.”



“Oh. My. God! He's in college...Oh my gosh! Now I get it he goes to college and stuff, so you'd think mom would freak out and...”



“He doesn't go to college either.”



“Okay. I'm not following.”



“Kouga is, is thirty nine,” Naru panicked, watching her face light up in surprised disbelief. “ But he's really sweet to me kat, honest and...We've uh been together for, four and half weeks from today.”



"Holy sugar honey ice tea. You the virgin has a, a-a...” She composed herself, beginning again, “Your seeing a guy, who's thirty-nine and mom doesn't know about it.” She began to laugh, leaning closer, she patted her back in sympathetic gesture.



“This isn't funny kat, what am I going to do.”



“Kiss your butt good-bye, because mom is so going to kill you, if she finds out.” Katsumi stopped laugh some, leaning back in her chair crossing her legs.



“Watch and see little sis, she'll give you the lecture about, what you should do when you get sexual urges for someone you like.” Naru grimaced, in embarrassment, hoping that wouldn't come to be.“Your gonna wish she'd just send you away to your room for the rest of your life, learn from me."



Slumping over, she dropped her forehead onto the table with a light thud. “Thanks for the helpful advice sis. I'll put it to good use." She gave her an reassuring smile, that things were only getting better.



Stroking the back of her head, she ventured on, “By the way, when are you going to tell mom?" Katsumi removed her hand, as she lifted her head.



Putting her chin her palm, she sighed, "Oh I don't know. Maybe I'll tell her when I finish my last will in testament but not before I get up enough balls to actually commit the life threatening act." She laughed jokingly, with a sadden smile.



Katsumi smiled, knowing this guy must be special. "It won't hurt to try jellybean.” She placed her hand atop of hers, “And besides you shouldn't worry, since your currently legal now that it's your birthday by state law your an adult. Plus mom's a lawyer so she knows you don't have to do anything she says and that's that." Leaving her seat, she took her plate and placed it in the sink.



She stood also doing the same. “I've never been so happy with the government for passing that law." She smiled with relief.



Looking at her perfectly painted manicure, she asked on, "Tell me more about this kouga. I'm not too happy about him having several years over you thing. But I can deal with if, he makes you happy. So let's hear it." She sat back in her seat scooting her chair next to her, patting the empty seat telling her to sit down.



She frowned again, taking a seat she was uncomfortable with this as is, “So what's up?”



“Um well he owns a company and..."



"Yea uh huh. Get to the good stuff what's his body like? Is he hot? Any comparison to Brad Pitt?"



"Yea he looks good but..."



"And what about his penis is it decent or porn star huge?"



"Katsumi!" Her face turning into a tomato again she stared at her with wide eyes.



"What! You mean you haven't even...oh my god you haven't even seen it, Naru are you still a virgin?" She said looking at her with an amused expression folding her arms together.



"Yes I'm still a virgin and for one I don't see anything wrong with not having sex."



"Yea there isn't if your dead from the waist down." Katsumi laughed holding her side, in tears at that the startling confession.



"I have felt it before so I'm not all that clueless."



"Is that right, then how big is he?"



"What?"



"I said how big is he? Look you haven't seen it so there's a size range either small, medium, or large."



"Don't make me say it."



"Come on Naru you've felt it right?"



“Yea.”



"Say it or I'm telling mom when you were sixteen you had explicit photos of your internet buddy named mark."



"You wouldn't dare."



"Yes I would. No one's around but me jellybean, so spill it."



"Goddamn dirty rotten blackmailer. Okay he-he's um...a large, I guess when he's...hard."



"Now was that so bad, you sound like you've got a keeper there."



"Is he going to be the one to break you in?"



"Maybe I've been thinking of doing it with him on my birthday and I agreed I'd go through with it yesterday."



"That's so virgin I can't stand it. You know, if kouga's the one you want to be with then it's okay to give him something to show how much you like him."



"I guess."



"Does he know about your prom and is he going to take you?"



"I haven't told him yet." She said pushing her chair back while she pushed her hair behind her ear putting her plate in the sink.



"How about you get a hair cut this time. It's about time for a new look don't you think. We can go shopping right now while we get your hair done for your birthday love." Katsumi said softly putting her plate in the sink behind her.



"Okay when do we leave?" Naru eyed her sister moving to the living room she smiled to herself looking at a life size twin of her mother in height and shape her slender shape was made for show. Traveling behind her to see her bending down, she began searching through one of her Gucci duffel bag's. Naru watched curious as to what she was doing flopping down on the couch arm rest.



"You should get dressed."



"I will. What are you looking for?"



"My make-up bag."



"Oh, your going to do a quick touch up before we head out."



"Not exactly jelly bean. Your getting the quick touch up after we get back." Katsumi smiled anxious to do her baby sister's make over she gave her an distrustful look which made her laugh.



"It'll be painless, I'm a model these things are my specialty,” She placed her make up bag away rushing to the kitchen to snatch up her blue coach handbag,“I'll be picking out your outfit too. Something sexy but innocent for you, that'll have kouga's tongue hanging."



She jogged upstairs to her room grabbing the first pair of jeans that caught her eye putting them on quickly she grabbed her phone and credit card from the vanity stomping downstairs.



"I have to call kouga first kat and how long is this extreme make over going to take?"



"It won't take long it'll be fast." She picked up her car keys out of her purse to the rental parked in the driveway hold the front door open.



Four long hours later...



Naru sat bored out of her mind in the hair salon waiting to leave she had just finished talking to kouga on her pretty pink razr phone. Ecstatic she was going to see him with a new duo she thought with a smile exiting outside the salon. A short trim to the once waist length strands left her hair touching her shoulders, intricately cut into layers around her heart shaped face.



The shine, velvety texture, and thickness turned heads the richest shade of dark chocolate. Entering an small popular clothing store. She spotted katsumi her new fashion consultant multitasking between three racks of clothes. She shook her head, until she felt a buzz tensing slightly from hearing her newly bought ring tone playing, Avril Lagvine's Keep holding on, along with the vibration against her butt. Naru quickly dug inside her left back pocket. Grinning as she viewed the caller ID, not even a whole day gone by and gigi was already blowing her cell up. Walking in, she pushed the talk button, spotting her sister's lithe frame with more outfits then necessary slung over one arm.



"Gigi, I'm going to have to call you back...yea my sister's mistaking the word shopping spree too literally...yes I promise. I'll call you as soon as I step into the house...uh huh bye." Flipping her phone shut, she slid the slim device into the back of her hip hugging jeans. Not missing a beat, her highlighted brown hair by the cash register wandering over, she sighed loudly with a hand on her hip.



"I hope I'm not paying for all of this, cause I gots a limit on this credit card, and I'm not over charging so don't ask." She surveyed the different colored clothes hanging off of her arm cautiously.



She turned at her sister's voice dripping with sarcasm, her eyes widened while she clasped a hand to her mouth shock by her new hair style, "Oh my god! You look damn good. You see I was right.”



Katsumi giggled, touching her hair while letting the soft strands slip through her fingers like water. "With all honesty jellybean you look beautiful."



"Okay, I get it. God I'm glamorous, please the attention is too much." She laughed, pushing her hair behind her ear, a faint blushing coloring her cheeks.



"Alright listen, I couldn't decide what to get you, so I took them all hope you don't mind." She smiled, with anxious delight, hoping to pick the right look for her baby sister's new cut. She traveled over to the cashier, pulling her credit card from her purse.



"Oh my gosh! Naru what time is it? Didn't you say you had to call kouga before we left?" Grabbing the many bags, and taking one set for her and the other for Naru, they walked out the store side by side.



"It's three twenty, and I did call him while I was in the salon.”



“What did you tell him?”



“That I would see him at four."



“Um, and how long were in the salon?"



Smacking her forehead for losing track of time again, "Kuso! I should of said five instead, it going to take us an half in hour the most to get home Kat, how are we getting there then finding what to wear?"



"Don't panic baby sis. I have everything covered; with my driving will get there in twenty tops trust me."





And after three traffic violations, and two speeding tickets she did just that. Making up lost time katsumi made quick work back at the house, and made an important phone call to someone special, a secret love she hadn't told her sister about. Ending her phone call katsumi did her make up, light and simple put her finishing touches to her red eye shadow.





The outfit she selected, out of the pile flattered her body shape considerably, she bought a mid thigh tennis skirt adding the red tube top, just cause it was partially summer. Naru approved of the skirt but, she stared at the tube top with a slight frown, thinking it was a bit much. She wasn't all too uncomfortable with support for the big girls, her demi bra helped in any case. She sighed letting her sister win, because she needed to stretch her cramping legs. Sitting while she did her make-up made her irritable, gazing at her reflection on her full length mirror. She thought she didn't look half bad, her flat stomach was visible to view showing every dip and curve to the naked eye. she knew katsumi picked this intentionally. Other hand she knew she'd be pretty cool outside with this thin top on, it did secure her chest snuggly though. Slipping on a pair of white floral sandals she smiled at her newly painted toes, the color red all thanks to her professional skills as a model in training.



"Wear these. It'll finish off the outfit perfectly."



"I thought, I had to wear them for the prom, isn't that why you bought them?"



"You can always wear them again." She stated, getting up from her bed she opened the box taking the small ruby studs out motioning, turning around to face the full length mirror on her room door looking at her place each stud in each ear.



"Thanks kat you do a good job." She approved with a smile.



"No prob."



"You know looking at your face with the red make-up on, you have some model potential." She smiled.



"But your body throws you off though, it screams playboy pin up." Her smile turned upside down at that comment while katsumi laughed pinching her nose.



"Are you going to stay over kouga's tonight?” She asked sweeping Naru's hair back behind her shoulders.



"Maybe. I don't know." She blushed knowing what she wanted to do with kouga for her birthday.



"You should stay with him for your birthday." Katsumi argued off handedly moving back to sit on her bed crossing her legs.



"Kat can I ask you a personal question?" She said turning towards katsumi her face getting redder by the minute.



"Sure what is it?"



Looking down at her dark curtain of hair covering her small face from view she spoke softly hugging her arms around herself. "Did it hurt your first time?" Looking up her face a deep red but her expression was innocent curiosity.



"Well yea. It's going to hurt your first time too Naru,” Katsumi smiled with sisterly love, it was cute to her that she was nervous. “It'll be fine. I mean there's no other way around it but as things progress it gets better don't worry."



"Okay thanks." Naru replied, she was going to miss her sister more thinking of her whenever she needed helping guidance. Grabbing her purse quickly katsumi sprayed her neck and stomach with a hand size bottle of Christian Dior.



"Now your complete.” She said while reapplying her lip gloss. “I purchased this at the airport cost me ten dollars which was a steal compared to the original."



"I want to go with you.” She said softly, looking down at her feet wiggle. “When you leave to the airport I know I won't see you again for a while."



"A family send off, how cute.” She smiled brightly at her adorable face.



"Can you do me another favor?"



"Anything." She replied fluffy her waist length hair looking at her through the mirror.



"Can you drive me to kouga's house." A lopsided grin on her face, another new change was getting her learners permit. Pulling up to the mansion sized condo where kouga lived, katsumi gave her the thumbs up the place was beautiful, contemporary, and large. Two cars were parked in the spacious oval driveway an black jaguar and sliver BMW, keeping the engine on she turned to face her baby sister looking too nervous for taste she was chewing on her bottom lip this won't do at all she thought sighing loudly she gave her tan shoulder a nudge.