A Blind Heart

Chapter 17 ~

Ladies Night

Author’s Acknowledgements:

Thank you to kookookitty for the awesome website http://dict.regex.info/cgi-bin/j-e. Thank you to Faerie_Demoness for being a great beta. Her suggestions better the story and the author! Most important thanks to all the readers. When my muse decides to take an unscheduled break, your reviews really keep me going!

Story Note: this take place during the stroll to the bedrooms and the onsen. All the women will have their say and then there will be another lemon. Read on and enjoy!

Sango POV

I am a demon slayer, so pretty much I am hard to shock. Been there done that as Kagome would say. But damned if the last two weeks have not blown my mind! First Naraku and the dark priestess Leiko make that infernal spell. Anyone who knows me will have to admit that for four long years I have ignored my feelings for the houshi and instead pushed him away at every opportunity. Who was I to find happiness when I had not taken revenge for my village and my family? Why should I fall in love and have children when they could not? Kagome always told me that it was silly to think as such. That those who truly loved me would want for me to be happy. That living your life without love and happiness is not really living, it was more like existing. Deep down inside I knew that, but how do you give up on something when you’ve held onto it for so long?

The night that the spell was cast Roku and I was sleeping with Kirara and Shippo between us. Wasn’t so much as I didn’t trust the monk as I didn’t trust me; four years is a long time to withstand temptation! Suddenly my eyes popped open. In that second all of my longing, my wants, my needs and desires for him piled on top of me almost drowning me with their intensity. As I gazed into his eyes seeing it all reflected back at me I yielded. Don’t get me wrong we both knew it was a spell. Yet it was that final push that we both needed. The push that sent you over the precipice and into unknown territory without a conscious thought. We stood and grabbing each others hands ran to the woods. Before running off I told Kirara to protect Shippo. I was crazed with lust yes but not irresponsible with the kitsune safety.

We hadn’t run very far when he grabbed me and pushed me into a tree. His mouth was feverishly devouring mine while his hand learned each curve of my body. Clothes were removed so quickly that it was a miracle they were not torn in haste. The need to feel bare flesh was overwhelming. When our naked bodies finally pressed together I shuddered. I was inundated with my desire for Miroku. Four years of needs had built up. As he kissed his way down my neck I bit my lip. I wanted to scream out my passion to the heavens, but being quiet and able to finish this was much more important. (I would hate to get attacked my Youkai because we made too much noise) His lips encircled my nipple and began sucking. My poor legs would not have held me up if not for his arms around me. When he used just a smidgen of teeth to nibble I exploded. As this point I wasn’t sure if I would survive his attention, but what a way to depart this world. His hands were not idle while he worshipped at my breast, instead they traced along my body until they reached my womanhood. My back arched as he slid just the barest tip of his finger inside my folds to caress my hidden pearl. So close, dear Kami I was so close to exploding again! I grabbed his face and kissed him pouring into that kiss every emotion that I felt for him, all the while bucking against his hand. That damn hentai knew what I was starved for and kept me hovering on the edge.

Well screw that I was a demon slayer, we were bold and took what we needed in life, so why not in love? I jumped up and placed my legs around his waist. I could feel his manhood pulsing and trapped between us. Using one hand I reached down and caressed it. The best description for it was silk covering steel. It was so wonderfully hard and yet so soft and smooth to the touch. He shuddered and whispered my name hoarsely. He went to move and I squeezed him. “No, here and now” I whispered to him as I undulated my hips and slid him inside of me. Thanks to years of demon slaying and riding my maidenhood was a thing of the past. It was still tight, so that he had to fight to stay within my body. How to describe that feeling of being filled for the very first time? Or how it looked when I glanced down seeing us joined by that piece of flesh?

I grew impatient and forced myself down the rest of his length in one stroke. Dear Kami I was filled to the point of almost painful. I tensed; and Miroku feeling this began to stimulate my breast. His light caresses and occasional plucking had me spiraling out of control. As desire hit me anew I began to move. He braced one hand above me on the tree and with his other guided my hips into a rhythm. We kissed and shuddered as our bodies began to strain. I was so close. I whimpered into his ear for more. His face turned to me and his hand pinched my nipple hard and told me to come for him. And so I did. I came apart in his arms laughing and happy in my new discovery of him. He was still pumping furiously trying to find his own release. So I lightly bit him on his ear and said now. His last thrust almost pushed me to the other side of the tree. But neither I nor my womanhood was complaining.

“Miroku” I began. He placed his hand over my mouth. “Shh Sango, don’t say anything, just say that you love me, say that you need me. Want me the way that I want you. Choose me and a life together Shin`ai of my heart. Choose us Sango” he said while looking me in the eyes. I threw my arms around him and said yes. What else could I say to this man whom I loved? Whether it was 1 year or 100 years I would stay with him and thank the Kami for every moment his was with me. We got dressed and then noticed the demonic and miko auras. Thinking of Kagome we ran towards it, never expecting what we found.

But that was weeks ago, and our group has headed towards healing. True the dynamics had changed but the friendship and love had remained the same. Maybe in another lifetime this would not have existed. Yes we were the most unlikely group to protect the earth at first glance. But when you really thought about it, none of us had went unscathed by Raidon and Naraku. They had influenced so many parts of our lives and decisions that to imagine a world without them was difficult. Enough morbid thoughts already!

Here we are in heaven, not yet dead a fact that I am extremely grateful for. In the mist of this newfound happiness is a small grain of sadness. Miroku and I will have such a short lifespan compared to Sesshoumaru-Sama, Kagome, InuYasha and Kikyo. A part of me could not help but wish that we were Youkai so that we could enjoy a long life together. I made a note to speak to Ayame. No male in this time liked it when a female chased them. After all they are raised to the hunter not the game. Honestly if a warrior woman like me could land Miroku there was a chance for her to still get Koga and have him think it was all his idea!

Kikyo POV

I am but a simple miko who fell in love with a hanyou. Fate and decisions made long before I was born influenced my future. I died and was resurrected. I fell in love and then fell into hate. And I probably have the least to say. I am simply beleaguered by my emotions. A month ago I existed, not really alive and hating Kagome because she was. The only thing I wanted most in this world was InuYasha and it seemed that Fate itself conspired against us.

Then came that night when he swooped into the forest and mated with me, marking me as his for all eternity. I won’t lie and say it was wonderful. Oh it was magical, and as life returned to my body I actually started to enjoy it. But it was over before I really got started and then we were running through the forest to find Kagome. This was my moment of triumph, to show that silly woman that Yasha was mine and always would be. Strangely in the moment when I saw the knowledge fill her eyes I did not feel triumphant, instead seeing the light in her eyes die twisted something in my heart and I felt regret. I of all people should know you can’t help whom you fall in love with. The quest for Yasha’s heart was not a game. No matter who won someone was going to hurt.

Did I like the fact that even this, my semi return to life and mating with InuYasha had Naraku’s hand in it? No. Yet a part of me was so happy to have what I wanted fifty plus years ago. I wanted InuYasha love and a chance at having children. A part of me feels like I cheated and won unfairly. That because of the spell InuYasha could not choose. An even smaller part wonders if he even thought of her at all that night. I never asked him and I never would. Even the purest heart must have secrets that it never tells.

In typical Kagome fashion she forgave us. I think that her heart healing had more to do with a certain Taiyoukai than her gentle nature. I know you must be wondering how I am handling the news of Midoriko and Sen being our parents. I feel a lot of things such as joy, despair, anger, sadness and a sense of lost. I am happy to have another sister, but Kaede will always be first in my heart. I felt sad because I would outlive her. Kagome being my sister made a certain sense though. Our rivalry over everything was closer aligned to sibling rivalry than anything else. But the anger was there too, for a life built on lies. So much wasted time and for what?

I’m glad to be sleeping with the girls. I need to mull over everything that’s happened recently and my anata would not let me do it. He would pace and yell and generally bitch about everything. Call me selfish but some alone time was definitely needed. A small part of me mused that this is what heaven was like. Glad I never went to hell like I intended!

*********** MAJOR LEMON WARNING / ANAL CONTENT AHEAD ********************

I will admit part of me will miss my anata. That’s the part that throbbing with the remembrance of last night and how it felt as we fucked doggie style. Yes there are nights when we make love, but last night he took me with a force that bordered on desperation. We were by the stream when he fell to his knees, and pulled down my hakama. Without prelim he began to devour me, licking, kissing and nibbling on my pearl. I came quickly and would have fallen if not for his hands wrapped around my waist. He pulled me down to the ground and finish disrobing me. His hand arranged me until I was on all fours with my head resting on my arms and my ass up in the air like an offering.

There was no forewarning; he suddenly thrust his entire length into my core. I ground my forehead against my arm at the sensation. He rode me like the bitch that I was, slamming his length into me repeatedly as I felt his balls smacking my ass. As I started contracting on his manhood he reached around and pinched my pearl. I went from on the edge of an orgasm to falling into one. Before I could come off of my orgasm he withdrew. Using the moisture of my body he coated his fingers and stuck one in my ass. It was far from disagreeable and wiggled my ass for more. He kept up the process adding one more finger until finally all four were inside me.

His other hand was playing with his staff keeping it hard. When he was satisfied that I was sufficiently prepared he removed his fingers and began the task of inserting his manhood. It pinched a bit at first, but then the sensations that followed were indescribable. Once it was no longer a struggle to get in my body, he quickened his pace. His cock kept rubbing over one spot that was so pleasurable I began to buck as my orgasm approached. When Yasha reached over and stuck two fingers inside my pussy and pressed hard on my clit I exploded. The contraction of my ass on his cock proved too much and I could feel him releasing into my ass. My legs wobbled and I could not hold myself up any longer. We fell to the side with him still imbedded in my ass and his arms around me.

“Now bitch I have had you in every conceivable way. You are mine throughout eternity. My blood to yours, my heart to yours, and two souls joined forever as one. Your happiness is my happiness; my strength is your strength. Forever we will walk the path of life and death together. This is my solemn oath to you” with that he bit me on my neck again. When he finished I repeated the vow to him and marked his neck. It was strange but the moment his blood hit my tongue completing the oath I felt different. I was complete and whole for the first time in my life. I also had an urge for Ramen, what the hell was that all about?

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Ayame POV

Oh that damn Koga, he has made me look for him for over four months. To say I was unhappy was a severe understatement. Why in the seven levels of hell does he want that human miko? Unless she truly loves him they can’t life bond which means faster than you can blink he’ll be burying his mate.

Beyond that, the stupid alpha promised ME he would become my mate. True it was a strange blood moon and he’d had a little too much Sake, but I was not letting that mangy wolf off the hook. I loved him, I lusted after him and I hated him for making me want him, while not even sparing me a passing thought! So I waited as patiently as I could, and then came up with the idea of the Elders. Nothing can bring to heel a male with cold feet like an Elder can.

Did I really want him like this? No, but at this point, I was desperate. There were untold years of chasing the idiot all over Japan and for what I ask you? Nothing, I had absolutely nothing to show for it. I tell you I could drop to my knees and thank the Kami’s when I saw Sesshoumaru-sama take Kagome in his arms. Don’t get me wrong, I have never disliked Kagome after all I did not know her really. I just knew that she was in the way of me getting my mate. Nothing personal though.

It’s been an interesting day though. We get to see heaven, always a plus. We get training to defend the earth, but judgment is still out on that one. Best of all Fate has declared Koga mine! The down side of that was I would like to know that Koga wanted me for the special alpha bitch that I am and not because Fate decreed it. Would it hurt him to chase me for once? For once I was going to have break down and ask for advice plain and simple. The other ladies seemed to have no problem getting their males to pursue them. Maybe I was doing something wrong.

I almost rubbed my hands together Koga-Chan you won’t know what hit you!

In the Onsen:

Kagome thought to herself ‘So here we are sitting in the onsen relaxing. But it wasn’t very relaxing. Tension is so thick you could slice through it.’ I rolled my eyes. By the way we were conducting ourselves you would think that we were mortal enemies instead of young women who belonged to the same side. I sighed, obviously I would have to get the ball rolling. “So Ayame-chan, I take it that you’ve been in love with Koga for a long time”. I almost laughed at the expression on her face. It was a cross of shock and anger. It was so obvious that she was crazy about the wolf and that he was giving her major problems.

“Ayame-chan, maybe you should stop chasing Koga-kun so hard. You should chase him until he catches you.” Sango shyly offered. The “Huh” that slipped out of Ayame’s mouth coupled with the dumb founded expression cracked us all up. Once we stopped laughing Sango began to explain. “Say you want to track and kill a rogue Youkai. But the more you chase the Youkai the more he flees. By continuing this pattern of pursuit you will expend valuable resources and energy. Now if you leave him a trail to follow; you become the hunted. You sit and wait and when he shows up you will have caught your prey with minimal time and effort. So lay out a trail and let Koga catch you. He’ll thump his chest because he caught his prey and you land your mate.”

Kikyo finished snickering and waved her hand. “We will help you get gorgeous. But remember only speak to Koga-Sama when he addresses you. Be polite but ignore him the rest of the time. It will rattle him to have you act completely different and have the expected pattern changed. Is there another male that you can speculate you might mate with if Koga chooses not to? Nothing brings out the competitiveness in a male than the thought another male wants what’s his. Oh this is going to be so much fun!”

Ayame threw her head back and laughed. “You girls are so wicked! But I like it! Do you have any other advice?”

Kikyo giggled and said “I think you should wear your kimono lower than normal and show more cleavage. Stumbling into him once in a while won’t hurt any.”

Sango “Wear scented oil which will drive him to distraction. Place a little bit of oil on your hands so when you stumble into him and grab him your scent will remain on him. As he goes throughout the day the scent will make him think of you.” We all went silent and stared at her. “Nani! I just remembered one of the girls in the village use to do that before she got married. Do I look like the type of girl to do that?”

Kagome “Last thing, some night before we split up to our separate wings drop a hair ornament or something small. It will force him to find you the next day to return it. Okay ladies, operation get that Youkai is now in effect. Remember the rule book, anything discussed here stays secret. We girls always protect each other!”

Kikyo – “What’s a book?”

Sango – “What rule book?”

Ayame – “How come I didn’t get one?”

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KAGS POV

I lay there at night thinking of everything that’s happened so far. Wondering how things went from relatively simple to extremely complicated. So much has happened in the past four years. I started remembering my trip down the well, freeing InuYasha, meeting new friends going on grand adventures with the gang. Falling in and out of love with InuYasha, it was the discovery of my first love, the despair of my first lost. I found myself and yet lost pieces of myself. In the end I didn’t know where I belonged. Now I was being told that the fate of the world rest on my shoulders. Well the shoulders of seven other people too. How can you feel so together and yet so torn apart?

Sesshoumaru wanted me, but could I, no did I trust that love. And if I trusted that love did I truly believe I was worthy of? A month ago I knew myself. I was Kagome Higurashi the Miko from the future. I was a high school graduate, a loving daughter with a great mother, brother and grandfather. I was best friend to Sango and Miroku, mother to young Shippo and the unrequited love of InuYasha. I was not the strongest of the group, nor the wisest, couldn’t even begin to touch hentai status. My purifying powers were not dependable, I knew little about Miko powers and magic when compared to others. I was not refined enough for this era, and too unreliable for mine. I belonged to both era’s and yet fit in neither.

Now? I was still Kagome. Higurashi was up for debate though. Still torn apart but now it was over the lie that was my life, my past. I didn’t know if Sesshoumaru would love the bastard child of a Tenshi and Miko. ‘Believe me that little thought bummed me out!’ I was no longer the Miko from the future. I finally had an era that I was consigned to and yet did not really belong. I graduated high school which I was guessing wouldn’t have much impact in this time and place. I had two mothers, two fathers, a brother and a grandfather, half of which I might never see again. Friendship and parenthood status was still the same. I had unfathomable powers and the knowledge to use them. Suddenly a month ago seemed a lot clearer. Well, they do say hindsight is 20/20.

I could not sleep, and rather than toss and turn I got up. Maybe wandering around would help me sleep. Sango’s sleepy voice warned me to be careful. ‘Honestly what does she think could happen in heaven?’ I walked down the hallways turning randomly. Maybe I’d get lost and get out of training tomorrow. Nah, my luck isn’t that good. I arrived at the garden before I knew it. Kami it was gorgeous. I sat on a bench under the Sakura tree. The sky here was so different. The stars were so close that I think I could stretch out and touch them. Guess heaven isn’t so bad.

“It’s impolite to stare at someone from the shadows you know”. I turned and found Maru in the shadow of the Dogwood trees. Watching him step from the shadows could be likened to watching an angel unveil himself. Where there was darkness suddenly there was pristine white. A girl could lose her heart to a Taiyoukai when he looked like that. And when he smirked I knew that somehow he was sharing my feelings. So unfair! I silently wondered if I could do the same. As I focused my senses I began to feel contentment, a feeling of belonging, of finding your place in the world. For Maru I was home. Uncomfortable with that for now I decided to test exactly how far this sharing thing went. I was about to think up the naughtiest fantasy and let the mind link do the rest. Talk about safe sex!

Let’s see one chair, some magically enchanted rope, a handsome naked Taiyoukai and a silk blindfold. When I saw his eyebrow go up I knew I had his attention. Hmm how wicked could I get? Take naked Taiyoukai and sit him on chair. Tie up his hand behind his back with rope. Proceed to tie up both legs making sure they remain open while working. Enchant rope, chair and Taiyoukai so he is unable to escape. Place silk blindfold around eyes, ignore growl. Step back and admire the picture. Yep definitely have his attention now; his eyes are rimmed with red. Now that I have him at my mercy I can have my way with him.

I kneel down between his legs. He’s as aroused by this game as I am. I lean forward and rake my nails down his thighs watching as his cock jumps in response to it. I lick a straight line from the base of his cock to the top. And then I blew on it gently. So far so good! I grabbed his sacs and began to gently caress them. I couldn’t wait a second longer. I engulfed the head of his cock with my mouth. Gently sucking, licking and occasionally nibbling at him hard. Okay, okay I will admit it was biting.

I took a deep breath and went down his entire length. I couldn’t stay there long, but I intended to enjoy it while I can. Coming back up for a breath of air I noticed the sensation of being stroked on my knees with something ultra soft. What in the world? Suddenly my fantasy was high-jacked!

Japanese Glossary –
Oyasuminasai – Good night
Koibito – beloved
Itoshi - darling
Saiai - dear
Koishii - beloved
Shin`ai – beloved (deep affection)
Anata – dear (husband)
Aisai – beloved wife
Onsen – hot springs