It Is Good To Be Kagome

A/N: First of all, let me say a huge thank you to Atropa. Without her permission, this oneshot would not be possible. In order to understand what has happened, it would be best for you to read Atropa’s ‘Nighttime’ collection, number 32. That will bring you to an understanding of what has happened to cause Kagome such anguish. The Nighttime story is told from Inu Yasha and Sango’s perspective, and this shot is told in Kagome’s perspective. Atropa did a wonderful job on her one shot, and has granted me permission to do my take on how Kagome felt. I strongly suggest that if you like Sango, then she is the author that you need to check out. Her one shots are riveting and will keep you entertained. I am a fan of her work and after you read some of her stuff, you will be too. The next stud on my list is that sexy spirit detective, Yusuke Urameshi. Now, remember that I don’t own IY, and even though I have tried, I can’t convince the owner to sell the rights to me. This is not an Inu Yasha bashing one shot.
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Kagome sighed as she gazed longingly at the well house. She knew that it would probably be a wasted effort, but something inside of her told her that she needed to go. After everything that had happened, she felt as though a piece of her heart was missing and she needed to do something about it.

It had been a year since she had left the feudal era in a rage when she found out that her best friend, Sango had slept with the love of her life and had gotten pregnant. But, looking back on it, she had seen the signs and had probably driven Inu Yasha into the slayer’s arms by constantly sitting him. However, that did not stop the ache that always hit her when she thought about those two together. The fact that Inu Yasha had run off every single male that had been interested in her had given her the idea that he wanted her, but in the end, he had hurt her and now, she had nobody. As if that was not bad enough, Kagome could not get over the fact that the girl she had considered a sister had gone behind her back and had not said a word about caring for the hanyou. If she had just come out and said, “Kagome, I have feelings for Inu Yasha and I wanted to let you know before I acted on them.” it would have been different, and she could have dealt with it better. But to know that they did not even respect her feelings hurt. And it hurt a lot.

Kagome reached into her shirt and pulled out the necklace that she constantly wore. She had told Miroku that she was giving him her part of the shikon and then said that she was never coming back, but even in her anger, she had kept one small shard. She did not know the reason why at the time, but now, it seemed to be calling to her to return and face her past.

With a deep sigh, she made her way over to the well house and went inside. She stared at the well for a few minutes before climbing onto the rim. She took a deep breath and then jumped.

Kagome knew that she was passing through time when the blue light surrounded her and when she finally stopped, she looked up and saw nothing but clear, blue sky. She carefully climbed up and out of the well, but sat on its rim. She looked around and then shrugged. It was now or never. She had to confront the two people who hurt her the most.

She began walking towards the village, but stopped when she saw that it was overrun with youkai. Shaking her head, she started forward, and earned herself many curious glances. When she finally came to Kaede’s old hut, she knocked and found herself face-to-face with a female kitsune.

“May I help you, human?” She asked, her light voice kind. Kagome studied the female and could not help but think that she was very attractive with her long dark hair and bright green eyes.

“I’m looking for Kaede. Is she here?” Kagome asked politely. She began to shiver when the female leaned forward.

“I am afraid that the old miko is no longer here. This is a kitsune village now. All of the humans have moved on. Lord Shippo has given them a new place to call home and she is probably there.” The female said, stepping back.

Kagome’s mind was all a flutter. Shippo was a lord? How was that possible? It had only been a year. The female saw the human girl’s confusion and giggled.

“Lord Shippo is the lord of these lands. He is one of four lords that rule Japan. The other lords are Lord Sesshomaru of the west, Lord Kouga of the east, Lord Saki of the north, and Lord Shippo of the south.” She explained.

Kagome slowly nodded and then turned around when someone yelled out that Lord Shippo was near. She smiled and looked forward to seeing her little kitsune friend. However, when she caught sight of the entourage, the kitsune that was leading the soldiers was a very cold looking young man. He looked around at his people and nodded when spoken to. However, that cold look upon his face did not last when he locked eyes with Kagome.

Shippo was stunned. He used to dream that one day Kagome would return and his group of friends would get back together. However, she had not and he had to spend several years in Inu Yasha and Sango’s care, not that he minded Sango, of course, but the hanyou never seemed to care for him and would always try to pick a fight with him. However, that quickly stopped when he had come of age and surpassed Inu Yasha in strength and speed.

Now, as he looked at the familiar face, he could feel his anger bubbling to the surface. Just who in the hell did she think she was? Was she expecting him to welcome her with open arms or did she think that he would accept some sort of flimsy excuse of why it had taken her twenty years to finally come back? Hell no. He was not having it. In fact, it was against the laws in his land for a human to be near a youkai village, and so, Shippo nodded to his general, who ordered the guards to detain the human female.

Kagome watched as the handsome young kitsune’s face went from cold, to stunned, and then back to cold. He had nodded at another kitsune who ordered his men to grab her. Her eyes widened and she nervously took a step back. What in the hell was going on?

When the guards grabbed her, Kagome whimpered and looked back at the kitsune. His eyes were narrowed and Kagome could swear that she could see the hatred in his eyes. She watched as he dismounted his horse and walked over to where the guards were holding onto her.

“Why are you here, woman? Did you think that you would be welcomed back with open arms?” He asked, his eyes narrowing in disgust.

Kagome cocked her head. “Listen. I don’t know who in the hell you are, but I want to speak to Lord Shippo.” She said, her voice wavering a bit.

Shippo laughed. “And what makes you think that you are not talking to him now, bitch?” He demanded, his fists clenched at his side.

Kagome looked at him as if he were crazy. “Because, you arrogant son of a bitch. Shippo is only a kit. He was living in this village a year ago when I left, and now I find that he is a lord. I want to speak to him to find out where Miroku and the others have gone.” She hissed, her own eyes narrowing at him in silent challenge.

Shippo studied Kagome for a few moments before turning to his general. “Bring her. We will take her to Lord Shippo and then we can have our fun with her.” He said, laughing.

Kagome gulped and felt herself being hauled up on a horse. The general grabbed her by the neck and told her not to do anything stupid or she would regret it. When she nodded, he let her neck go and followed his lord.

The ride to Shippo’s palace had been a rather quiet one, but Kagome’s heart kept racing. She could not wait to see her little friend again. Shippo, Kaede, and Miroku were the only ones that Kagome wanted to see. It would be nice to hear what had been happening in their lives since she left.

When they finally arrived, Kagome was hauled down and made to follow the kitsune who had called her a bitch. When they arrived at a large door, guards quickly opened it and bowed to the young kitsune, but he never acknowledged them. He walked up to a large throne and sat down. He motioned for the guards to bring Kagome to him and then dismissed them. Once they were gone, he allowed the corner of his lip to come up, and reveal a sharp fang.

“So, Kagome. What is it that you wanted to speak to me about?” Shippo asked, his tone condescending.

Kagome glared at him. “You are not Shippo. Shippo is a kit.” She growled back at him. When he stood up, Kagome took in a deep breath and watched as he stalked down the steps towards her.

With two clawed fingers, he lifted her chin and said, “But, Kagome. I am Shippo. It’s been twenty years, you fucking bitch. Twenty years of hoping that you would one day come back for me. Twenty years of praying that you would take me away from Inu Yasha. Twenty years of plotting how I was going to repay you for abandoning me.”

Kagome’s eyes went wide. “You are sick. I have only been gone for a year. I was eighteen when I left, and now, I am nineteen. And let’s get something straight right now, I never abandoned Shippo, if that is what you are getting at. I left the feudal era because I was hurting. I had been betrayed and could not look at their faces anymore. I spent over six months crying myself to sleep at night, hoping to forget their betrayal, but I could not. I have finally begun to heal and all I wanted to do was come back and tell the three people that respected me that I was alright.” She said, yanking her chin away from the kitsune’s claws.

Shippo stepped back. He remembered that day well. When Kagome found out that Inu Yasha and Sango were mated, she had left in a fury, screaming that Sango had stolen her boyfriend. He had wanted to take her side, but the tender way that the hanyou was treating Sango told him that he had never loved Kagome the way that he loved the slayer. He looked down and could feel the waves of despair rolling off of Kagome, and he wondered if she was telling the truth about it only being a year for her. He would have to ask someone who was much more experienced in such matters.

Grasping her upper arm, he hauled Kagome to her feet and walked her to the door. He called for a guard and told the guard to take Kagome to the hot spring and have a maid with her. She was to be dressed appropriately and given a room. He would send for her later. Nodding, the guard did as he was told, and Shippo watched as Kagome looked over her shoulder at him and shot him a glared that could have rivaled Sesshomaru’s. He smirked at the thought of getting her angry, but then remember what Kagome was capable of when she was angry, so he quickly decided that for now, he would be hospitable.

He had called upon the one person who he trusted. Lecher as he was, he was wise and seemed to give good advice. When he was seated before him, Shippo asked, “Miroku, is it possible for one year to pass in one era, and several years to pass in another?”

Miroku raised an eyebrow up at the kitsune, but then nodded. “Yes. Time moves at different speeds, my friend. Why do you ask?” He wondered.

Shippo sighed. “Kagome has returned. She claims that she has only been gone a year, but, I can’t help but think that she is lying. She looks so young and when she speaks, I can feel the raw emotion coming from her. Part of me wants to believe her, but the rest of me wants to scream at her and tell her that all she speaks of is lies.” He explained.

Miroku sighed. How had Kagome managed to come through the well again? She had told him that she was giving him the jewel, but perhaps she kept a shard. He glanced over at Shippo. “Have you spoken with her about her reasons for leaving? I know that she was upset over the relationship of Inu Yasha and Sango, but come to think of it, we never stopped to wonder how she felt nor did we offer to lend her our comfort. Perhaps Lady Kagome felt betrayed by all of us accepting the relationship and felt that we should have stood by her.” He said. He took a sip of his tea and watched the kitsune carefully. The young lord was certainly handsome. With his long red hair and flashing green eyes, Shippo was a favorite among the ladies of the court and was often rejecting some poor female. He kept saying that his mate would not throw herself at him, but rather make him chase her. He shook his head and then asked, “Are you going to inform Inu Yasha that Kagome is back? He had wanted to speak with her, but because she sealed the well from her side, it was impossible.”

Shippo thought for a moment, and then shook his head. “Not yet. Not until I find out what is going on. I don’t want to do anything until I listen to Kagome. Then, I will decide from there.” He said, his green eyes glittering. Kagome owed him an explanation and he would receive it. Now.

Standing up, he motioned for Miroku to follow him and led him to a door. Without even knocking, Shippo opened it and was greeted by a pillow being tossed at him.

“You asshole. Don’t you know how to knock?” Kagome demanded, her temper already flaring.

“Damn it, woman. This is my palace and I can do whatever I want. Now, sit your ass down. We have some questions for you.” Shippo growled, his patience wearing thin already.

Kagome huffed and sat on the bed. She glanced over at the other man beside the kitsune and had to look twice. The man was older and was missing some hair, but the violet eyes gave him away.

“Miroku? What in the hell happened to you?” Kagome whispered. She blushed when Miroku nodded, and heard him say, “This is what happens when one gets older, Lady Kagome.”

Kagome’s mouth dropped open and she shook her head. She looked from the kitsune and the monk and then pointed at them. “This isn’t right. When I left, you had hair.” She said, not quite grasping Miroku’s words yet.

Miroku chuckled and walked over to the stunned young woman. He pulled a chair over to her and sat down. His eyes were gentle and understanding, but from the look on his face, Kagome could tell that she was about to be interrogated.

“Kagome, you have not aged. Shippo tells me that for you, only a year has passed. What have you been doing with yourself while you were away?” He asked, his violet eyes shining with curiosity.

Kagome sighed. “Honestly, Miroku? I have been trying to get over feeling betrayed. But, it seems that nothing I do works and I am still left feeling empty and cold.” She said, looking down.

Miroku nodded. “Tell me how you felt when you learned that Sango and Inu Yasha mated. I want to hear your words. I know that you were very angry and had left this era in a rage, but I want to know how you felt.” He said.

“I felt deceived. I felt angry. I felt hurt. But, most of all, I felt lonely. By his own actions and words, Inu Yasha made me believe that he loved me. He chased off Kouga each time Kouga would come and see me. He would act jealous and pissed off every single time I would speak to another male. When they mated, neither had enough respect for me to come and tell me to my face that they were interested in each other. If they had, I could have accepted their mating and the fact that she was pregnant. Sure, I would have still been angry, but I could have gotten over it and moved on, but they never took into consideration of how it would make me feel to know that the man I loved and the woman who I believed to be a sister would go behind my back and sleep together. When I was in my own era, I spent several months crying and unable to sleep. Each time I would close my eyes, I would see them together, smiling at each other and it made me sick to know that they could so easily break my trust.” Kagome explained, her eyes welling up with tears.

Shippo shifted uncomfortably. He had not thought about her feelings about finding out that her two closest friends had mated behind her back. He looked up and nearly growled when he saw Miroku reach out to touch her hand. He narrowed his green eyes as he felt a sudden protectiveness flood his senses.

Miroku patted Kagome’s hand and said, “Why didn’t you tell us how you felt? We could have helped you. Kagome, that day you gave me back the jewel, you refused to speak with me. I would have been there for you to lean on. And, how did you come to be back here in our era? You gave me the jewel, or did you keep part of it?”

Kagome grinned sheepishly. “I am selfish. I kept a piece of the jewel in case I changed my mind. But, as for the other part of your statement, everyone was crowding around the new couple and congratulating them. It was as if Inu Yasha and Sango were rubbing my face in the fact that they stabbed me in my back.” She said as she pulled her hand away from Miroku’s.

The monk sighed. He had been right. He stood up and extended his hand to Kagome. When she placed her hand in his, he pulled her to him and gave her a hug. He whispered his apologies to her and told her that she had every right to be upset with everyone, but that she should have trusted her friends to help her through the difficult times. When he felt Kagome nod, he released her and told Shippo that he was going to the dining room for dinner. Startled, Kagome looked out the window and saw that it was indeed dark out and she heard her stomach rumble. .

She heard a cough and looked over at the kitsune. She shrugged. “Well, ok. So, I believe that you are Shippo. Happy now?” She asked.

Shippo quirked an eyebrow up at her. “No.” He said. “I am hungry and you have not eaten. Come, let’s go join Miroku in the dining room. I am sure by now he had fondled at least three of my serving wenches.”

Kagome sighed. He was probably right. She stood up and walked towards Shippo. She was about to walk past him, but his arm prevented her from moving forward and he grabbed her hand. He wrapped Kagome’s hand around his arm and escorted her down to the dining room where Miroku was waiting for them. Sure enough, Shippo’s statement had been correct and Kagome could see a couple of handprints on his face.

Shippo shook his head and led Kagome to her chair. They ate dinner in silence and when they were done, Shippo had a guard escort Kagome to her chambers.

“Make sure that Lady Kagome has something to wear to bed, and have a maid look in on the lady in the morning. Treat her as you would a guest.” Shippo ordered. The guard saluted and motioned for Kagome to follow him.

When Kagome left, Miroku turned to Shippo. “Kagome is still as beautiful as the day she left. I can see her point of view, but I am still glad that Inu Yasha and Sango mated.” He said, his eyes trained on the young lord.

Shippo looked down. “Yeah, she is beautiful. But, she is right. Inu Yasha did lead her on. Kagome could have been with Kouga all this time had Inu Yasha just been straight with her. She feels cheated, and damn it, I don’t blame her. I feel cheated.” He said, looking up at his friend.

“Sango and Inu Yasha could not help falling in love. No one can, and it just happened. Kagome was simply an unfortunate victim in life’s game, but perhaps now that she has seen us, she can finally lay to rest what has been bothering her. I can see exactly what kind of toll this entire situation has had on her, but she needs to realize that this was for the best. She will find someone else to love. She and Inu Yasha were simply not good together.” Miroku said, standing up. When Shippo stood, he led the monk to the front door.

“I am going to go and see Inu Yasha. He needs to know that Kagome has returned and that the jewel needs to be returned to her. Will you prepare Kagome for a visit from him?” Miroku asked.

Shippo glared at the monk. “Why would he have to bring it? Is there something wrong with your arms that you can’t tote a little jewel around?” He said through clenched teeth.

Miroku chuckled. “So, you are protecting her feelings. I see that what was once a crush has now evolved. Be careful, my friend. She may wind up going back to her own era once she resolves things here.” He warned.

Shippo glared at the monk and watched him exit through the door. Once the door was closed, Shippo leaned on the door and shook his head. Damn monk. Of course he wanted to protect Kagome’s feelings now that he knew the circumstances of her departure. Perhaps he could persuade her to stay with him.

He shook his head again and went to his bedchambers. As he passed Kagome’s door, he was tempted to look in on her, but refrained. He would speak to her in the morning.

The next morning was exciting for Kagome. She found out that Kouga was coming for a visit and that Shippo had invited the wolf to stay for a couple of days. He had even gifted her with a few new kimonos and she was amazed at how different people were treating her.

After a nice relaxing soak, the young women who were Kagome’s attendants quickly dressed her and did her hair. Once she was done, Kagome was told that she was expected in the dining room and she hurried down the stairs.

She could hear two male voices and when she entered the dining room, she saw Shippo speaking with a youkai that had long black hair. It was Kouga.

“Kouga!” Kagome cried. She rushed forward and saw him turn towards her, a smile upon his lips. He opened his arms and Kagome flung herself into them, and felt them wrap around her.

“Kagome, where have you been?” Kouga whispered, his hands gently caressing her back. Kagome had to fight back a sob, and managed to reply.

“I went home to my own era for a while, Kouga. I’m sorry that I did not say goodbye.” She said, tightening her arms around him.

She heard the wolf sigh and then say, “You are here now. That is what matters. Shippo told me why you left. You should have come to me, Kagome. I would have taken care of you.”

Kagome nodded. She felt him tighten his arms around her and then heard a low growl. She lifted her head from Kouga’s chest and looked at Shippo. The kitsune was not looking at them, but Kagome could have sworn that he was the one who growled.

Kouga was fully aware that Shippo had feelings for Kagome. He released her from his arms and then said, “Ayame would have come, but she is home with our pups. Please forgive her.”

Shippo nodded and looked at Kagome. He could not read her face, and if she were upset, he could not tell. He reached over and pulled Kagome towards him.

“Tell Ayame that her presence was missed. However, it is time for breakfast and I am starving.” Shippo said, leading Kagome over to the table.

Kouga could not believe the look on Kagome’s face. She did not even flinch when he mentioned Ayame’s name, but her eyes had lost their twinkle. But, he would not apologize for being with his mate. He was now a father and had given Kagome a chance to be with him long ago, but she had refused him time and again. He could offer her nothing more than friendship now, but it seemed that Shippo could offer what he could not.

“So, Shippo. I have been told that you have turned down yet another young lady. Tell me, when are you going to mate? You need an heir to carry your lands should something happen to you.” Kouga said, his eyes straying over to Kagome.

Shippo glared at the wolf. It was clear that the wolf was implying something, but he was not going to fall for it.

“I will not mate any of those baka females. They annoy me and most of them are only interested in wealth and power, not in me.” He replied.

Kouga nodded. He glanced over at Kagome who was eating her breakfast quietly. He would speak to Shippo in private later on. He knew exactly why Shippo did not want to mate the females of the court. He wanted to mate the female that was sitting at his side and only she was worthy of him.
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After breakfast, Kagome walked through the gardens while Shippo and Kouga met in Shippo’s study. She could not believe that so much had changed and she was now more convinced than ever that her life sucked.

She sat down on a wooden bench and heard footsteps behind her. When she turned around, she saw Shippo walking towards her.

He made his way over to her and eased himself down beside her. He did not speak for a few moments, but then said, “I would like to ask a favor of you, Kagome.”

Kagome stared at the kitsune, and then nodded. Upon seeing her nod, Shippo said, “I do not want you to leave. For twenty years, I have missed you and I do not want to lose you again. The day you walked out of my life, I was miserable and I could not bear it if you left again. Would you please stay with me?”

Kagome was speechless. She could see that he was struggling with his emotions and was lonely. This must have been the first time he had let his true feelings show in such a long time. Finally, Kagome nodded and reached for his hand.

“I will stay, Shippo. I will stay until you find yourself a mate.” She said, smiling up at her friend.

Shippo grinned at her. “Perhaps I will never take a mate and then you would have to stay with me for all eternity.” He said, his green eyes twinkling.

Kagome laughed and then placed her head on his shoulder. For the first time in a year, Kagome was at peace.
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The next few weeks went by very quickly for Kagome. She and Shippo had spent most of their days together and had settled into a very comfortable routine. In the mornings, they would have their breakfast and then he would go to his study while she went either to the library or the gardens. In the afternoon, they would have lunch together and then he would ask her to join him in the study to keep him company. At night, they had dinner together and then would adjourn to the library where one of them would select a book and take turns reading a chapter. Shippo was slowly changing from being a cold and heartless lord to being a very kind and caring lord.

However, all good things must come to an end, and at the end of the month, Kagome’s greatest fear happened. She found herself face-to-face with the hanyou that had betrayed her.

Inu Yasha had learned from Miroku that Kagome had returned and had agreed that she should have the jewel back. He told Sango where he was going and why. When she heard that Kagome was back, she immediately said that she wanted to go as well, but Inu Yasha told her that she had to stay with their kids. She had complained and told him that if he were not back in a week, she was coming after him. He had laughed and kissed his beloved mate before taking off.

As he made his way to Shippo’s palace, he thought of what he would say to Kagome. He had known that she had been hurt by him mating Sango, but he could not help who he loved, and it was Sango who held his heart. What was he supposed to do?

Now, as he stood in the grand hallway of Shippo’s palace, he heard light footsteps coming down the stairs and he looked up to see Kagome coming towards him, a book in her hand. Apparently, what she was reading was of greater importance than watching where she was going because she missed a step and lost her balance.

He didn’t even think. Inu Yasha darted forth and quickly caught Kagome before she could tumble down the stairs. She giggled and thanked him before she straightened up. However, she quickly lost her smile when she saw exactly who it was who caught her.

“Hey, Kagome. Long time, no see.” Inu Yasha said, hoping to break the ice. However, from the look on her face, he could tell that he was about to be sat into hell.

Kagome began to shake and backed away from him. Seeing Inu Yasha again opened all of the wounds she had been trying to close. As she backed up, she could see him reaching out for her, but when she hit something solid, she looked up into Shippo’s concerned eyes.

“I presume that you have the jewel, Inu Yasha.” Shippo said, his arms holding Kagome to his chest.

Inu Yasha nodded and said, “Kagome, Miroku told me that for you, only a year has passed since you last saw us. You need to know that I am sorry for what you have been through, but I am not sorry that I mated Sango.”

Shippo wanted to rip Inu Yasha’s throat out. Could he not see that he was not helping Kagome? However, Kagome finally looked at the hanyou and said, “I don’t give a damn about who you are mated to. You could have mated Naraku and I would still be hurting. You led me on, Inu Yasha. You chased away males who were interested in me, and if you even say that you did not, I am sure that Kouga would be more than happy to back up my claim. You made me think that there could actually be something between us and instead of being honest with me, you used me until something better came along. You and Sango went behind my back and mated before even telling me about it so that I could prepare myself. Sure, I would have been upset, but I could have handled it a lot better than I handle being betrayed. Did you ever respect me, Inu Yasha? Did my feelings ever matter to either of you?”

Inu Yasha’s ears flattened on his skull. “Of course, I respected you. And yes, your feelings mattered to us, but we simply could not deny nature, Kagome. When a demon finds its mate, it wants that mate right there and then. We could not help it, and I am sorry if you felt betrayed. Please believe me when I say that betraying you was not our intention. Sango wanted to come along to explain her side, but she had to stay with our kids. We both love you and miss you, but we do not regret mating. I’m sorry, but that is the way we both feel.” He said softly.

Kagome felt Shippo’s arms tighten around her. He could feel her hot tears as they seeped through his haori. He looked at the hanyou and told him to give him the jewel. Once it was in Shippo’s hand, he offered Inu Yasha a room, but his offer was declined.

“I had better start heading back. Sango will come after me if I am gone for too long. Kagome, I hope that one day you find someone to love you as much as I love Sango. If I would have known that I would fall in love with Sango, I would never have interfered with you and Kouga.” Inu Yasha said, as he turned to walk to the front door. He opened it and then glanced back at Kagome. For an instant, he wanted to go to her and comfort her, but he did not. He was mated and he would never cheat on his beloved Sango. Let Shippo comfort Kagome. Happy with his decision, Inu Yasha began running towards his village and did not look back.

Kagome felt Shippo’s claw slip under her chin and tilt her head up. Her dark eyes were filled with tears and she said, “Well, I guess I look pretty foolish right now, don’t I?”

Shippo shook his head. “No. You loved him and he hurt you. You are not the foolish one. I never did think he was very smart, but I will say this, Sango is good for him. He is never cruel to her, and I think that if he would have stayed with you, you would have had to endure a lot of abuse from him. At least now, you can find a mate who loves you and will not treat you as he did.” He said, his voice soft. He felt Kagome lean into him and he released her chin to pull her closer. He closed his eyes and felt as though his entire body was on fire. He loved how her body seemed to fit with his and he could only hope that she would allow him to hold her a bit longer.

When they finally broke apart, Shippo leaned down to Kagome and softly brushed his lips over hers. When he stepped back, he quickly left the hall, and nearly ran for his study. What had he just done? He had probably frightened her with his advances and now she would probably leave him. He sat at his desk and placed his head in his hands and groaned. He wondered if Sesshomaru ever had problems like the ones he was having with Kagome.
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Kagome watched as Shippo walked to his study. His tail was swaying back and forth, and Kagome could not help but wonder what it would feel like in her hands. When she realized that she was having hentai thoughts about Shippo, she wanted to smack herself and reminded herself that at this point in time, she was not interested in anybody. She was still grieving over the loss of her first love, but the way Shippo filled out his pants made her want to drool. Bad Kagome.

She walked outside and took in a deep breath of fresh air. She had to calm her nerves and looked up at the sky. She frowned when she noticed that the normally blue sky was littered with dark clouds and she groaned. She had always hated thunderstorms and would often stay awake and wait them out. However, she did not have her headphones or cd player, so she would just have to sit in the dark alone.

When it was time for bed, the rain had already started and Shippo led Kagome to her room. He kissed her cheek and bid her a goodnight. They had not spoken about the earlier kiss and Shippo had to wonder if she had enjoyed it. She did not seem upset with him and that was a good sign. After he left her, he went straight for his chambers and settled in for the night.

It was late when Shippo was awoken by the loud crash of thunder. He looked over at his window and could see lightening light up the night sky. He wondered if Kagome still had her fear of thunderstorms and decided to go and check on her. When he was still a kit, they used to snuggle up together and would fall asleep holding each other. Now, as he made his way down the massive hall, he wondered if Kagome would allow him to offer her the same comfort that she had given to him.

He quietly opened her door and looked over at her bed. He could see that she was awake and sitting quietly against the headboard.

“Let me guess…the thunderstorms woke you up.” He said as he moved closer to Kagome. He chuckled when he saw her nod.

He could see her looking up at him and when another flash of lightening hit, he could see the curiosity in her eyes. Without another moment’s hesitation, he picked her up and held her close.

“Shippo? What are you doing?” Kagome asked, her voice unsteady. Shippo did not say a word to her. He exited her chambers and made the journey back to his own chambers. Tonight, she would sleep with him and he would hold her until morning.

When he made it to his private chambers, he quickly entered and closed the door with his tail. He walked over to his bed and gently placed Kagome on it. He pushed her down and covered her body with his sheets and furs. He walked around to his side and removed his robe. He could hear Kagome’s sharp intake of breath when she saw that he was naked. Well, he hated to sleep in clothing. They were too restrictive.

He reached out and pulled Kagome over to him. He made her settle against him and made sure that her head was on his chest. He felt her arm move and for a moment, he was sure that she was going to try and shove away from him, but instead, she placed her hand upon his chest, right above his heart.

Shippo closed his eyes and sighed. He placed his hand over hers and gave her hand a gentle squeeze.

“Shippo?” Kagome asked, hoping that he had not fallen asleep already. She felt him shift a bit and then heard, “What is it, Kagome?”

“I was thinking about earlier. It is going to sound strange, but why did you kiss me?” She asked, her face flaming.

Shippo did not know what to say. Finally, after some thought, he said, “Because, from the moment I tried to steal your jewel shards, I became infatuated with you. Call it a crush, if you want, but what I felt was a lot stronger than friendship. After you left, it broke my heart. I grew angry and took my anger out on a lot of people, but despite the fact that I was angry, I realized that I loved you, and continued to love you as the years passed. When I became old enough, I took over the lands that my father had ruled, and was trained by my uncle after I came to live here. After I became the official lord, I promised myself that if I could not have you by my side, then I would not mate. But, again, as the years ticked by, I grew angrier and began to loose hope that you would return. When I saw you in the village, I snapped and wanted you to hurt just as much as I did. But, after I learned why you left, I can’t help but feel angry at myself for even attempting to upset you. The reason why I kissed you was because I wanted to. Because I have wanted to kiss you for a very long time, and I am not going to miss out on being around you ever again. So, unless you agree to be my mate, I will not mate with another woman, and either way, you promised that you would stay.”

Kagome was stunned. No one had ever spoken to her like that. She could actually feel Shippo’s heart speed up as he explained how he felt to her. When he finally stopped talking, Kagome shyly said, “I liked how you kissed me.”

Shippo smiled into the dark. He allowed his hand to come up and gently lifted her chin so that she could look at him.

“That was not a real kiss. This is.” He whispered, as his lips came down to hers. He gently covered her mouth with his and nibbled on her bottom lip. When he felt her respond to him, he shifted a bit and began to probe at her mouth with his tongue. As soon as she opened her mouth to him, his tongue darted in and began to caress hers in a fashion that was far from innocent. He knew that he would have to control himself or else he and Kagome would go further than what she was ready for.

Kagome moaned softly as Shippo invaded her mouth with his tongue. She brought her tongue up to greet his and was amazed to find that he was a very skilled kisser. She felt her body heat up and felt her panties moisten a bit. Though he kept his touches light and non aggressive, Kagome could feel her body awakening. She had never felt this way with Inu Yasha. Could it be that what he told her was correct and that a person, youkai or not, would know their mate by instinct?

Shippo could smell Kagome’s growing arousal. His own arousal was painfully hard and he felt his claws and fangs lengthen. It was clear that his own youkai knew what it wanted and it wanted Kagome, and it knew that she was in heat. He felt her press her body up against his and all of his self control flew right out the window.

He broke the kiss and pressed Kagome to her back. “Do you want this? If not, tell me now. Once we start, I won’t be able to stop until I have marked and mated you.” He said, his voice low and raspy.

Kagome took a deep breath and brought her hand up and wrapped it around to hold the back of his head.

“I’m sure.” She said, pulling him back down and kissing him with everything she had. She felt his body shudder and then felt her nightgown being ripped away from her body. Soon, she was clad in only her panties and Shippo had pushed the sheets and furs from their bodies. He gazed down at her body and felt his blood rushing through his veins. He did not waste anytime and quickly parted Kagome’s thighs.

He bent his head and took one of her stiff nipples into his mouth and he closed his eyes. He ran his tongue over the peak and felt his woman’s breathing increase. His claws ran gently along her sides and he smirked when he felt her hips jerk as he gave her nipple a gentle nip. He moved to the other nipple and suckled at it, showering it with the same attention that he had bestowed upon its twin. He wanted to give Kagome a night that she would remember for the rest of their long lives.

Kagome gasped as his fangs grazed her sensitive skin. He had left her nipples and was now kissing a path down to her stomach. He had a firm grip on her hips and refused to let her move. As his tongue traced around her belly button, Kagome reached down and buried her hands in his hair. When he growled softly at her, she smiled and began to gently massage his scalp, but when he finally dipped his tongue into her belly button, she threw her head back and cried out. Every single caress that he gave to her was heightened by the fact that she had never been touch in such ways.

When he finally released her hips, he moved back up her body and kissed her again. But, this time, his hand wandered down until he felt the crotch of her panties. He moaned when he realized that she was already moist and it would be so easy for him to remove the lace barrier and slide into her inviting body, but he wanted to draw this out. He wanted to give his mate something that no other woman had received from him. He wanted her to know pleasure and to know that it was only he who could give it to her.

He gently caressed her through her panties and then allowed his hand to go inside. He found her clit and with a practiced touch, he began to massage the tiny little button, and watched as Kagome closed her eyes and savored what he was doing to her. He increased his speed and placed a bit more pressure against the tiny nub, and it was not long before he forced Kagome into an orgasm.

He continued to rub her, but lightened his touches a bit to allow her to come down from her climax. He pulled his hand from her panties and slowly slid the material down her legs until she was just as bare as he was. His green eyes sparkled as he brought his hands back to her body. His thumb rested upon her button and he began to rub once again, but this time, he inserted two fingers into her soaked pussy.

She had tried to close her legs, but because he was lying between them, she simply had to let go and let him do what he wanted. When he felt her muscles clench his fingers, Shippo closed his eyes and quickly brought his tongue down to replace his thumb. He lapped at her button until the muscles clenching his fingers grew tighter, and finally, Kagome screamed his name as she was thrown into yet another climax.

Without missing a beat, Shippo removed his fingers and eagerly allowed his tongue to lap up her juices. He moaned at the sweetness of her honey and when he had tasted enough, he knew it was time to mount his woman.

He pulled Kagome up and made her get on her hands and knees. Her body was still trembling from her previous orgasms and he smiled as he leaned over her. With his hand, he guided his cock to her opening, and then closed his eyes. With a grunt, he thrust forward and breeched her virgin membrane, causing his new mate to scream in agony. He stilled his body and whispered soothing words to her and allowed her to adjust to his cock.

When her muscles finally relaxed, Shippo began a smooth series of strokes designed to get Kagome used to the feel of him moving within her body. When she began to meet his strokes, he reared up and placed his hands on her hips.

He set a fast pace, and his thrusts were hard. He could hear Kagome’s breathing become harsher and he wanted to smile. He knew that he was an excellent lover. He had the opportunity to fuck many females, but none of them were worth taking as a mate. That honor went to the woman he now held.

Kagome began to cry out as Shippo’s thrusts grew in speed and strength. She closed her eyes and could have sworn that the slapping of their skin was louder than the thunder that was currently rumbling outside the window.

Shippo felt his climax approaching and he laid over Kagome’s back. He quickly pushed her hair to the side and when he felt his seed leave his body, he bit deep into the flesh of her neck.

Kagome whined in pain as her mate marked her. He growled at her and she quickly stilled. When he removed his fangs, he lapped up the blood that he had failed to catch and then said, “Kagome, I love you.”

Kagome smiled as he continued to thrust into her body and said, “And I love you, Shippo.”

He pulled out of Kagome’s body and sat up. He pulled her up and turned her around to face him. Without a moment’s hesitation, he cut into his own skin and pressed her mouth to the wound.

“You must drink from me and complete the mating ritual.” He said, his body tightening in pleasure when he felt her soft tongue upon his skin. When she had taken enough of his blood, the wound quickly closed and he lay his mate back down on the bed. He was still between her thighs and gave her a wicked smile before he thrust back inside of her.

For the rest of the night, they mated until the sun began to peak through the darkened sky. When they finally drifted off to sleep, Shippo smirked at a job well done. He had fucked his mate to the point where she had to beg him to let her sleep. However, if she thought that she would be leaving his bed on this new day, she was mistaken.

As they slept, a small group of visitors came to the palace doors. Miroku knocked and was greeted by Shippo’s retainer. Oddly enough, the retainer was a cousin of Jaken, but was a lot less annoying. When the group was told that Shippo was still asleep, Kouga snorted and stormed up the stairs. It was the kitsune that wanted this damn meeting, and now, they were going to have it. On his way to the palace, he had bumped into the monk, who had bumped into Inu Yasha. They decided to tag along, and Inu Yasha had told him and Miroku that his conversation with Kagome had not gone all that well. He had then remarked about Shippo’s reaction to Kagome and had wondered if the kitsune had feelings for the miko.

“He growled when I hugged Kagome. That was certainly unusual.” Kouga said as he rubbed the back of his neck.

Miroku nodded. “We all are aware of how Shippo feels about Lady Kagome. He is protective and will not allow harm to come to her. She needs someone that she can count on and she probably sees Shippo as someone she can go to for support.” He said.

As they reached the palace doors, they saw Sesshomaru and his mate land near them. As usual, he was on time.

Now, as Kouga approached Shippo’s bedchamber, he heard footsteps behind him and looked back to see Inu Yasha, Miroku, Sesshomaru, and his mate following him. Apparently, he was not the only one anxious to get the meeting started.

He walked up to the door and quirked a sniff. The odor coming from the room was that of intercourse. He opened the door and was greeted by the sight of Shippo curled up behind Kagome, and they were both asleep.

Shippo was quickly awoken by the sounds of arguing. He looked up and saw that his bedchamber was open and that Miroku was now being bopped on his head with his staff. Inu Yasha was apparently upset over something and was now taking it out on the monk’s head. With a low growl, he made sure that his mate was covered and got out of bed. Throwing on his robe, he quickly walked to the door and glared at the people standing in the hall.

“Do you want to tell me why you people are standing in front of my private chambers?” Shippo growled.

Kouga shook his head and pointed at Kagome. “You…she…sex.” He yelped. He quickly regained his senses when the monk’s staff popped him on his head.

“What gave us away, Kouga? Was it the fact that we were in bed together or was it the smell?” Shippo asked, his tone sarcastic.

Miroku rubbed the knot that was forming on his head and asked, “So, are the two of you mated?”

Shippo nodded. “Yes. She is my mate and is the soon-to-be mother of my kit.” He affirmed.

Inu Yasha’s eyes went wide. “She’s pregnant?” He asked, his eyes as wide as saucers.

Shippo smirked. “Yes. Last night, she went into heat. I gave her a choice and told her that if she did not want to mate to tell me and we would stop, but she obviously did not want to and now she is expecting.” He said, enjoying the way Inu Yasha’s face lit up as the information began to sink in.

Sesshomaru glared at the fools around him, but quickly calmed down when his mate touched his arm.

“Remember what we were like when we first mated? Give them a break.” She whispered. When he nodded, she smirked. Yep, she still had her hold over him.

Shippo told his guests to meet him in his study and he would join them in a little while. After they left, he went back into his bedchamber and closed the door. He allowed the robe to slip off of his body and he got back into bed. He smiled as he began to kiss Kagome’s neck.

When she finally rolled onto her back, Shippo attacked her mouth with his and was thrilled when her tongue greeted his. When he finally pulled back, he watched as she opened her eyes and smiled up at him.

“I have guests that I need to go see, and you are to stay in bed and wait for me. I promise, the wait will be worth it.” He said, his green eyes shining with mischief. Kagome giggled and nodded. She watched as he got up and dressed. After he left the room, she smirked.

She had known the minute that he had gotten out of bed. She had always been a light sleeper, and she had heard the entire conversation. She placed her hands upon her belly and smiled. She was going to be a mother. She sat up and looked around the room. She was now Shippo’s mate and she knew that she would be the envy of the ladies of court. Perhaps it was time to let go of her anger towards Inu Yasha and Sango. After all, she could now understand their position and had found herself in the exact same spot that they had been in. She lay back down and snuggled into the furs. It looked as though she was finally getting back on track. Finally, she did not have to worry about being alone anymore. Who would have guessed that the small kitsune that she had found when she was fifteen would turn out to become her mate and lover? Well, alls well that ends well, she supposed. Perhaps it was time to let go and make peace with Sango. After all, they had once been so close. Yes, rebuilding the friendship was a possibility.

Kagome closed her eyes and allowed herself to drift back off into a sweet slumber, her dreams of her devilishly handsome kitsune. Now, Kagome could look to a future filled with a mate and kits of her own.