Hopeless Fate: Bleeding

Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha.

Warning: Story might contain Male on Male relations, rape, Mpreg and much more. If you do not like, do not read. You have been warned.

Note: English is not my mother tongue so bare with me for the mistakes.

Chapter 18: Treason

'' My Lord'' Said Kumo as he kneeled in front of his lord without even looking at the daiyoukai beside him.

Sesshomaru watched the kneeling man, eyes full of incomprehension and denial. He knew for sure that he wasn't this man's lord for he was kneeled right at the feet of his lover. This only leaded him to one conclusion: Kateshi was the lord; he was the unknown enemy he had had to deal with for the last months. How ironic. He was just under his very eyes.

Sesshomaru looked at Kateshi with questioning eyes. He still refused to believe the reality facing him. Kateshi looked back at him, a wide grin sprayed on his face. Then, he turned his face to Kumo.

'' You've done a good job, Kumo.'' Said kateshi. '' I guess there's only one thing left to dispose of him. '' He added.

'' Yes my lord. '' Said Kumo. He rose on his feet and drew his sword out. The demons around the daiyoukai did the same.

Sesshomaru mind registered the words 'dispose of him'. That would be him, wouldn't it? As if he would let them do it. Anger rose in him. He wasn't one you could use and dispose of. He would show them what happens when they try to do so. He swung his sword around him and cut down the black shadows coming after him. Of all the attackers, only four of them were left standing uninjured.

Kateshi was still on his side, watching the scene unfold with unhidden amusement. Oh, Sesshomaru was always full of wonders.

From the corner of his eyes, the daiyoukai saw the smirking face of his lover... or ex-lover. In his weakened state, Sesshomaru drew all of his remaining youki and directed his attack on Kateshi. He raised Bakuseiga high, pointing the tip of the sword to the sky and cried:

'' Dragon Strike. ''

A blue dragon of wind and thunder was formed above him and it came crashing down on Kateshi. The attack done, Sesshomaru was left empty and had to stand with the help of his sword. He watched as the dragon impacted with the youkai and waited for the light to dissipate. When it did, his heart almost stopped. Kateshi was there, still smirking at him, standing at the same place as before and his body unscratched.

'' Now that wasn't a nice thing to do, was it Sesshomaru? '' he said with a mocking voice. '' I knew you loved me, but I didn't know it was that passionate. ''

Sesshomaru growled at his words. That bastard... he was going to... He didn't finish his thought for he found himself pinned on the ground by the weight of Kateshi's body. His sword was yanked from his hold. He growled louder.

'' Tsk, tsk, tsk. You are acting like a dog Sesshy... Oh wait I forgot, you are a dog. ''

'' You... You... Why? '' Asked Sesshomaru.

'' Why? Why what? Why did I fuck you? ''

'' Why did you betray me? ''

'' Hummm... no reason in particular. I needed to find the box your father had hidden and it just happened that I crossed your path before knowing that your father had it. '' He said. '' I admit it would have surely been easier if I really did go after your brother like Jaken said. Oh yeah, poor Jaken, I am sorry to say he's been dead for quite a while, as my father is. You know, it's so easy controlling their corpse. He never went to Inuyasha by the way. But now the real reason would be... for fun. I have to say that it was so easy to infiltrate your castle. The attacks were my doing and the personal guard idea was also mine. I just had to gain your thrust. And even doing that was easy. I just had to fuck you. And what a fuck you are... Humm, so tight and hot each times, whining under me for more. Such a slut you are. I'm really going to miss this tight opening of yours. Well all good things have to come to an end. But don't worry Sesshy, I'm going to let my men fill you one last time before they kill you. ''

Sesshomaru had listened to his explanation in silence, incredulity cutting his voice short. The father of his child had only seen him as a game and this knowledge hurt him. And now, Kateshi was talking about his men raping him as if it was nothing. He struggled under his tormentor in hope of freeing himself.

'' Hey, hey! Don't worry Sesshy. '' Began Kateshi. '' I assure you that they will satisfy you. They are well done down there and if you don't find it enough, they can take you two at the time. '' He added wickedly.

He let go of the daiyoukai and Sesshomaru took this small opening to escape and ran.

'' After him. '' ordonned Kateshi to his men.

...

'' Well ? ''Said Kateshi when he saw Kumo come back alone. '' Did you kill him? ''

'' No, my lord. He killed the others. '' answered Kumo.

'' And why didn't you kill him after that? ''

'' That is because, I found out he was in heat, my lord. ''

'' In what? ''

'' In heat, my lord. ''

'' Like a female? ''

'' Yes my lord. ''

'' Interesting. He never ceases to amaze me. ''

...

Ha...ha...ha... The male's breathing was saccade. His chest rose with much difficulty and with a different rhythm at each inhalation. Each breath he took made him hiss in pain. The pain, it was the most unbearable pain he had ever felt. It was as if he was burning from the inside. The aching was slowly spreading from his torso to the rest of his body. What puzzled him the much about it was that he wasn't physically injured. His ribs weren't broken, nor were his lung perforated.

Resting beside a tree, he raised a trembling hand to his face and, by this gesture, revealed two red marking on his wrists. He wiped the sweat from his forehead which was harbouring a blue crescent moon. The motion made him brush the long silver hairs that were stuck there. The man, if you could call him that, was beautiful. If someone were to glance at his face for the first time in his life, he might have confounded him with a stunning woman because of his refined feature. Add to the blue moon on his forehead, he had two red marking on each of his cheek as well as one red stripe on each of his eye lids. His piercing eyes were golden yellow and filled with pain. As for his ear, they were pointed in an elvish way. On a closer inspection, it was clear that the creature was male. Even if someone didn't want to believe that fact, he wouldn't be able to prove the contrary. The demon - he obviously wasn't human - was dressed in a white kimono with red honeycomb and flower crest decorating the collar and the sleeves. His lower body was covered by a Sashinuki hakame, gathered at his ankles to produce a ''ballooning'' effect. Over his kimono was a black armor. It included a spiked pauldron covering his left shoulder and attached to the upper section of the cuirass. Around his right shoulder, was the moko-sama, a large billowing collection of white fur. As for his footwear, it was simply a flat pointed ankle-high boots. At his side laid his two swords, Tenseiga and Bakuseiga.

Raising his head, Sesshomaru glazed at the sky wondering about how much time had pass since he had collapse beside the tree. His mind was telling him that too much time had since and that he better had to move before... before he appears. He didn't want that. His skin rose in goosebumps, he the mighty lord Sesshomaru was afraid. No, he wasn't; he was NOT afraid he told himself. He was not; at least he was trying to convince himself that he wasn't. In his present state, he couldn't do much to defend himself and that he, the powerful Sesshomaru, was more helpless than a human was a humiliating fact he didn't want to admit. Why did it have to come to this? If only he wasn't cursed by... by this condition that he inherited from his mother, he wouldn't have been in this state. He would have been the Sesshomaru everyone had in mind. He wouldn't have been betrayed and Oh, how much this betrayal burned at him. He had lost everything in one night, his title, his pride and his love. He had been forced to flee, leaving the dismembered corpses of his retainer Jaken and his guards. How long had it been since, he didn't know. His tormented mind hadn't kept count and the days and nights seemed to melt together. All he knew was his pain that led him wandering helplessly. He knew he had to seek help, but were he wasn't certain of. His brother...yes he might be able to help him.

Throbbing all over, he gathered all the remaining energy he had and raised on his feet slowly, helping his ascension by grabbing the tree. Trembling all over he began to put an uncertain foot in front of him and then another one and another one until his body was able to keep going at a slow rhythm. Inuyasha was about six hour from here and that was for someone who was walking at a normal speed. In his state, he didn't want to think about how long it would take him. Normally he would have just rest until he was able to continue, but he couldn't, not with HIM pursuing him. He kept walking slowly and came abruptly to a stop. Right there, behind him, he could sense a tremendous amount of youki flaring in his direction. The beating of his heart increased dramatically. NO! It couldn't be. He didn't want it to be. Choking, he slowly turned his body in the direction of the energy and his heart almost stopped at the sight greeting him. There he was, the man he didn't want to see, the man he didn't want to be found by.

'' I found you, Sesshomaru'' said the man with a sweet voice, almost too sweet for the grin he wore on his face.

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Sesshomaru body froze where he stood. He wanted to move, to run and escape from here, from the reality that faced him. Even if his mind wanted to do just that, his body refused to do so.

All he could do was shake from his core; while staring in the eyes of what he considered was the reincarnation of pure evil. The man's brown eyes were glinting with amusement, as if he being here was just a game. And he was, just a simple game for this man. Yes, that man had had toyed with him; with his mind and his body. That man had fooled him so easily; so easily that even a fool would have laughed at him.

Willing his frozen lips to move, Sesshomaru murmured something in a whisper so soft that only the more accurate ears could perceive.

'' Kateshi'' After saying this accursed name, Sesshomaru closed his eyes desperately.

There he was, the man he had considerate as his love, his mate to be. The man he had come to love, the first and only one who had managed to make him, Sesshomaru, feel like this; made him feel so much love and joy. Now those feeling were replaced by a burning pain he felt in his chest, no in all his being; his soul.

How he would love to say that he hated the man from all his being after all he had done. He wanted that to be true, but he couldn't. A part of him still loved him and he also hated himself for having even a parcel of this sentiment remain within him. His body still bore the proof of that love, for he still bore the child born from their union. If only he was strong, he would have killed the still unborn child residing within him. To have a child with a treacherous demon as a father was a sin. It was worse than having a hanyou as a child. But he couldn't do that. It was his child, his blood and he didn't care if it bore the blood of a traitor. He had become as weak mentally, for he still loved Kateshi. This was unforgivable; he had tainted the name of his great father, Inutaisho.

'' Why the trembling, Sesshomaru? Aren't you happy to see me? '' Said Kateshi in a mocking voice. '' Isn't that what you wanted? '' He continued while gazing at the demon lord. The daiyoukai still had his eyes closes. '' Won't you come and give me a welcome kiss? ''

At the last words, Sesshomaru opened his eyes with resolve.

'' Just kill me, as you've planned to do '' he said with a voice he wanted firm.

If he died, his child and he wouldn't have to live in shame was what he tried to tell himself. The truth was that he wanted to give birth to it.

'' Kill you? I don't think so. '' With this answer, Kateshi disappeared from Sesshomaru sight.

Blinking twice, Sesshomaru searched for him with his eyes. Still not seeing his form, he kept looking around until he felt someone grab his hip. He struggled to escape the touch, scratching at the youkai with his claws, but the hands around him held him still.

'' Sssshhh, calm down Sesshy'' murmured Kateshi in his ear, using the same nickname he used to whisper to him with passion when they made love. But now, this word who meant love sounded so deformed that the hair on Sesshomaru's neck rose. '' I won't kill you'' he continued.

Katashi slowly brought his nose on Sesshoumaru's neck while taking a big inhalation. '' You smell so good. I can see that my men didn't lie to me '' he said with a honey spilled voice. '' You're actually in heat. Who would have ever thought that the mighty Sesshomaru was only a bitch in heat. '' He added. '' But by the way you wriggled under me each time I took you, it's not so hard to believe after all. ''

His breath brushed the skin of the daiyoukai, making him still completely. Soon after, Sesshomaru felt wetness on the bottom of his neckline, a wetness that rose to its top. Realizing that Kateshi's tongue was licking him, bile raised in his troat, menacing to erupt. His heat and his pregnancy still ongoing inside him had made him so helpless. He couldn't do a thing to stop the wet appendage.

Removing his tongue from Sesshomaru, Katashi continued: '' It's no wonder you were as tight as the first time every time I was inside of you. '' He chuckled lowly before adding. '' If the council knew you were a bitch, they wouldn't have let you rule over them and you would have been fair game for anyone wishing to possess the Western Lands. It marvels me how you managed to hide it so well for so long.''

Sesshomaru wanted to say that he had it all wrong, that he wasn't a bitch from the beginning, that he never had to hide, that it was because he fell in love with him; but upon realizing the futility of saying so, he hold his tongue.

'' If I had known that, I wouldn't have played with you like this... hum now I'm lying. It was so much fun toying with you... watching you fall in love with me; you are so lovely, being in love. Did you know that? Now, the truth is that I might have planned another fate for you if I knew. Another twist. Like never letting you know I was the one after the box and using it without you knowing it. And after obtaining the power, obtain all I want and fuck you and pup you. Having some children of mine seem like a good idea. It's like having your own personal slaves. The only problem would be for them not to betray me, but with the power of the box, they wouldn't have a chance. A, but it's never late for that, you know, to pup you.'' Katashi said the last words with lust flowing from his mouth.

T.B.C... Or so I wanted it to be.

From: the one who is still writing this crappy story

To: those who are miraculously still reading it

Would I really stop it here? Well yes, but I didn't. The evil I wanted to stop the chapter here, just to let you on another cliff... surprisingly, I did resist the temptation (I wanted to live).

So here is a warning:

There it is; the RAPE scene. Don't say I didn't warn you about the fact that there is RAPE in this chapter. Here I go again: RAPE, RAPE and RAPE! You have been warned, if you don't like that kind of thing; just skip the scene or click on the back button.

And on with the story.

As Sesshomaru's mind registered the meaning of the words of his ex lover, he felt the grip on his waist consolidate. His body was brutally turned to face Kateshi. He locked his eyes on those of the man holding him, only to be greeted by two brown mocking orbs burning with desire.

A shiver of disgust and fear ran through him. Lips locked on his own. He felt a wet tongue probe at the fissure between them, trying to force its way in. He struggled to get free, pulling his head back, only to be immobilized by the firm hold of Kateshi's hand on his hair.

Kateshi's free hand caressed his hip and descended further on his body to stop on his belly. The daiyoukai sighed in relief at the pause it did; it was short lived as he remembered his child, lying under the thin protection of his skin. To his relief, the hand continued its journey, but to his misfortune it grabbed his manhood.

Sesshomaru gasped as he sensed, through the thin fabric of his hakama, the hand rub the most private and vulnerable part of himself. Kateshi took the opportunity to slip his tongue into the small opening of his lips. The hot appendage took it's time to explore the moisture of his orifice, taking in the sweet taste of the daiyoukai. Said daiyoukai widened his eyes and tried to growl in protest. His growls were lost in the other's cavity and reached the other's ears as a small grunt.

It felt awful. The thing - that hand - his body knew it too well. He didn't want to react to the touch but did so by automatism. That hand had touched him and loved him so many times before; at least, made him thought so. Because of that, the daiyoukai couldn't help but feel shame as his member expended under the carefully administrated strokes, blood rushing through it.

Raising his arms, he formed his finger into a fist and slammed them down on the chest of the man holding him. He repeated the gesture and after a while, seeing that Kateshi didn't even appear to notice it, he dug his poison claws into the traitor shoulders. At this feeble attempt, the demon chuckle and took his lips away from the youkai he was molesting. As they parted, a thread of saliva was formed, still connecting them.

'' There is no need to be in such a hurry, baby. I will love you in time, don't worry '' he said, voice dripping with need and mockery. Humm, it was a good feeling to be this powerful, to have within one's grip and at its mercy one who was so strong. It was intoxicating; it was as if he was a junky at the peak of his high after consuming his drug.

'' Let go of me, you bastard. '' Commended Sesshomaru. He tried to state the order in a loud an authoritative voice, but couldn't. It came out not as a shout, but as a soft trembling whisper, like a frail breeze on the morning.

'' Do you really want me to? '' Asked Kateshi. '' I remember that not long ago you were laying under me, moaning in pleasure. '' He added maliciously.

'' I hate you! '' Yelled the daiyoukai as he spat on the man's face.

'' Do you? Really, I've would have thought the contrary.''

The traitor whipped the spit from his features with his slender fingers and brought said fingers to his mouth. He licked them slowly and sensuously, his tongue covering one finger after another.

At the sight of this, a tremor of disgust traveled Sesshomaru. This man, the one he had considered as his mate before, was trying to dominate him by committing an act that shouldn't be, one who was hideous and degrading: rape. The one he had loved wanted to rape him.

He was there, in this traitor arms, lying still. His mating mark hurt like hell. It might be because he knew his mate was going to hurt him, that his mate didn't love him.

No, he wouldn't. He wouldn't let it happen. Even if he was in a weakened state, there was no way he was letting that treacherous bastard take him. Not without a fight at least. Yes, he would fight until every bit of life he had had left him.

Kateshi took hold of his mouth once again. When Sesshomaru sense the invasive tongue fondle his, he bit down. Hot liquid flowed in and down to his oesophagus. He could taste the blood; sweet and sour it was. The groan of pain he heard made his heart race from satisfaction. He wanted to sever the appendage; he wanted it to hurt more. He wanted it to hurt as he hurt, but he knew that physical pain wasn't enough for this. His contentment was short lived when fingers closed around his throat and crushed the air out of him. Forced to loosen his hold, he let go of the tongue.

'' YOU BITCH! '' Barked Kateshi as blood was flowing down on his chin. '' You are gonna regret doing this!'' He added infuriated.

Sesshomaru wanted to reply that he wouldn't, but couldn't let out any sound. He was clawing frenetically at the traitor's arm in hope to return air in his burning lungs. His body was toss on the ground and collided brutally with it in an agonizing cracking sound. Two of his ribs had broken due to the impact.

Wincing in pain and a bit disoriented, he put an arm around his broken ribs and tried to rise only to be stopped by a vicious kick delivered on the left side of his skull. He felt back, his vision blurred as his head seemed to explode. He lay down, waiting for his sight to clear. When it did, the first thing he saw was Kateshi looking down at him from where he was and wearing a sadistic smile.

The pain he felt at his side was horrible, but it couldn't surpass the panic that travelled him. Ignoring Kateshi, he rolled with difficulty on his side and he drew his arms around his belly. He hoped his baby was well after such a shock. Wave of pain and panic came out of the little living being residing in him. It felt pain for its 'mother' but wasn't harmed further than that. Sesshomaru's heart relaxed a bit, but reality came crashing back on him when he saw Kateshi on the corner of his eyes.

Still smiling, Kateshi crouched down beside him and reached for his face and rubbed one of his bloody cheeks. The former lord of the west turned his head to the side in hope of escaping this fake loving gesture.

A body pressed down on his, flaring new pain at his broken ribs. Hands grabbed his wrist, teared them from his stomach and brought them over his head. He thrashed about violently and at this, Kateshi tighten his grip until the bones in his right wrist snapped.

Sesshomaru couldn't suppress the excruciating squeal of hurt coming out of him and heard a laugh. He was laughing; Kateshi was laughing at his pain.

Broken, his arm was useless. He couldn't do a thing to resist the other and that fact left Sesshomaru desperate. Even if that was the case, the daiyoukai still trashed under the other and this time, he was rewarded with a punched to his belly, right where his child was resting.

Sesshomaru screamed a scream full of pain and terror and stopped moving immediately. He hurt and so did his child. The blow had wounded his treasure, his child, he could feel it. It wasn't life threatening. His baby would survive with no more harsh treatments.

Kateshi was puzzled. The daiyoukai had let such an exquisite injured sound out of him. One he would have never expected to hear and he now wondered about the reason for it.

Sesshomaru sobbed as he tried to gulp mouthful of air and forced words out of him.

'' Please, don't hurt us. '' He pleaded desperately. '' Don't hurt him further than you already have. ''

'' Us... Him? '' Asked Kateshi.

The youkai dropped his gaze on the stomach he had just hit. He let go of the broken wrist while his other hand still hold the other healthy wrist. He brought his hand on Sesshomaru's belly and concentrated his thought on it.

There, he felt a rapid and irregular heartbeat hidden under the daiyoukai own pulse. The bitch had already conceived. How could he have missed it? After all, hadn't he touched this body many times before? Well, who cared anyways? Children, he could do many more even if this one perished.

'' Haha...hahaha... You're so fertile Sesshomaru. That's a good thing you know? Like this you'll be able to bear me many children. '' He said with a jovial tone which changes for a serious and menacing one as he added. '' You'll cease this meaningless resistance if you want it to live. ''

Sesshomaru said nothing. What could he say? He could say nothing at all if he wanted his child to live. He was powerless. All he could do now was take whatever the traitor intended to do to him.

Hands clawed at him, tearing clothes and skin at the same time while leaving in its wake deep and red fissures. Wind breezed on his exposed skin and he tried to squirm around to hide his showing member. Exposed, he felt vulnerable and powerless. The last of his pride cracked like broken glass.

Kateshi played with one of his nipples and bit the other, dragging blood and a small grunt out of Sesshomaru. With the other hand, he reached for him and grabbed his limp member, crushing it. In pain the daiyoukai was. The man wasn't trying to pleasure him at all; he was trying to show him how helpless he was, how insignificant he was.

Leaving his member, Kateshi spat on his fingers and brought them between his buttocks. Without a warning, he pushed two fingers in and out of the small cavity. Kateshi withdrew them almost immediately, causing a ploc sound. It wouldn't please him if Sesshomaru's entrance was prepared for him.

Grabbing the daiyoukai thigh, he positioned himself. The tip of his leaking shaft was probing at the opening.

'' No, stop it! '' Yelled Sesshomaru when he felt the head piercing him, entering him.

Upon hearing that, Kateshi buried himself within the daiyoukai in one stoke. Sesshomaru screamed in pain. Pain wasn't enough to describe what he was feeling. His insides were burning, as if they were on fire. It hurt, oh it hurt so much that his breath blocked and he was forced to calm his breathing. Never before had Kateshi taken him so roughly.

Not even letting time for his body to adjust to the foreign object, the man began moving in a 'in and out' movement.

'' It hurts doesn't it? '' He said cruelly. '' I hope it does. I told you you were gonna regret it '' He added.

As an answer, Sesshomaru whimpered. In and out, in and out was all his entire mind registered. First it was at a slow pace, and now at a much rapid one. The rhythm kept increasing and so did the tearing of his inside. Blood flowed freely between his legs, providing an easier entry for the attacking member.

He closed his eyes, trying to forget where he was, what was happening to him. His mind wandered to the times he had traveled with Rin, Jaken and Ah-Un. He almost achieved his goal, only to be brutally awakened by fingers holding his chin and forcing him to open his eyes. Kateshi wasn't going to let him go back into his mind. He wanted him to look into his eyes, and look he did. Those eyes were glossy with pleasure and held evil.

Kateshi's tongue licked the nip of his neck and bite down, marking him as his once again. As he pounded into him one last time, the man grunted and came inside him. Hot liquid poured out as the man withdrew the now limp member, causing his ripped entrance to burn more.

'' ki... Kill me'' muttered Sesshomaru in a broken voice, sore from all the screams he had let out.

'' Oh... you would like that, wouldn't you. '' Answered Kateshi. ''But I won't, I want you to live; live in shame... yes it would be too easy if were to kill you now. Maybe you'll be lucky and die here from your wounds or be eaten by some beast. We'll wait and see, won't we? Anyway, now that all will know that I'm mated to you, no fucking elders can differ with me being the Lord of the Westerns Lands.'' After saying that, he left.

Internally torn and outwardly battered, Sesshoumaru's body was shaking all over. He stayed there sobbing, unable to move this now dirty body of his.

T.B.C.

Sorry for the late update, but I was really occupied. This is what happened:

I broke one of my toes

The following day after this incident, my father forced me to go to vacation for 4 days.

As I didn't want to go – because my toe hurt like hell - he decided to cut the internet, which means I can't go on it without his FCK consent.

Returning from vacation, I'm stuck with visit and visit and visit and visit and... I think you got the point. Now here I am, trying to find time to write.