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InuYasha › Yaoi - Male/Male › Kouga/InuYasha
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Adult +
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19
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Remembering
Disclaimer: I do not own Inu Yasha.
Enjoy!
Love is Love
Laughs diffuse all around the cave as two young wolves ran to go get their leader. The elders had sent the two to fetch him so they could get the whole story. Therefore, the two ran into the room smiling and such as, they looked at the empty bed. Then, their smiles faded as their eyes wandered to the body in the middle of the room.
“Kouga!”
……………
Lying down on the roof of the inn, Inu Yasha tried to get to sleep, but no sleep came to him. Every time he closed his eyes he saw Kouga, and at this, he grew angry. Being told a little part of your life was effaced from your memory was not something you would want to know.
Thinking about the girl, he figured maybe if he thought about everything in his past that happen with him and Kouga he could remember any little hint. On the other hand, perhaps if that fails, he could wait for the future to find it, just as the woman had mentioned.
He recalled every instant with Kouga, and realized that, yeah he did have feelings for him, but nothing he remembered Kouga doing proved that he felt the same. All the stupid fights and bickering seemed like two enemies would go thru.
It rather made him upset, thinking back to all those fights and threats made. What really got him upset was what he did to Kouga. ’Stupid…,’ was all he could think as he blinked his eyes countless of times before keeping them shut and finally sleep took over him.
It was not long before he was jolted awake from a dream he did not know how to explain. It felt so familiar, yet so foreign. Growling under his breath, he got up and went into the forest to let off some steam. He wandered around until he came upon a lake he never noticed before, so he slowly undresses and slipped into the cold water.
Letting out a hiss due to the cold, he froze were he stood as he stared into the middle of the lake. Something about the lake was making him want to smile, but he didn’t know why. Turning around he purposely lost his balance and fell backwards into the water.
As the water surrounds him, no way to breath, he opened his eyes to see the orange moon from an under-water perspective. It was probably the most beautiful sight he ever laid his eyes on, and yet he was companionless. No one to gawk with him.
It was then that he realized that he was missing something inside of him that he didn’t know he even had.
“Kouga” he whispered as he came up to breathe some cold air. Getting out he shook off and put on his clothes. He couldn’t think straight at the moment, so instead of calming down, he started to punch down trees.
………………
“Is he going to be okay? Will he?” Hakkaku asked Togi, the packs medic, who stepped out of her section of the cave used as a type of hospital.
A sigh escaped her lips as she scanned the tribe all waiting in front of her waiting to see if their leader was all right. Letting out an easygoing laugh, she said, “He will be fine, no big harm is done. Shoo! Go back to your business. He needs to rest.”
Everyone started to leave, all trusting their medic’s word on the matter, all but two. Ginta and Hakkaku.
“That isn’t the truth, is it?” Ginta asked, holding onto his friend. Worry started to flare up from within the two wolves as the face Togi had on turned to worry. “Well?” he asked, getting anxious to know about his leader, but more importantly, about his friend.
“You know those people he sometimes goes to look for,” she started, but waited for some kind of response. After seeing the two nod in a union, she continued. “Well, go get them. They should be here to here the truth. They are his friends, you know. Oh, but don’t tell any of the pack members, don’t want them panicking…”
“Right” they both said before dashing out of the cave in a blink of an eye. For when it comes to Kouga, the two would try their hardest to help him.
………………
It was about late morning by the time Inu made his way back to the village. His hands, well, they were far from un noticeable. They lay limp at his sides, blood dripping from his fingertips. You would have to look twice to see that the red was blood, otherwise you would think it was just part of his kimono. They went numb not to long ago. He had spent his night punching trees until only dust remains.
Agony, anguish, anxiety, bitterness, despondency, distress, grief, heartache, hurt, malaise, martyrdom, misery, rack, sadness.
Those are some of the synonyms for pain. Not one of those words could describe what Inu Yasha was feeling at this exact moment. After spending his night out in the forest, he figured something out. He figured out what the emptiness in him was. He figured out what was missing.
He was missing his Kouga.
That missing part of him was always there, ever since he could remember, but it never felt so bad. I guess you can say, Inu Yasha never had that void filled, and when it was filled and then lost, he wasn’t ready to go back to the emptiness.
After figuring that out, he realized what the girl had said; Just try to remember, like the little things from the past.
In the past, the emptiness was a little thing. It never bothered him one bit, only on an occasion he couldn’t figure out, but he shook that off when it happened. Realizing this now made him feel oblivious to his own heart. He may have some demon blood, but even the coldest demon has a heart.
“Stupid…” he breathed out as he stopped in front of the area Kouga died, before being brought back. His mind raced, not stopping his train of thought even when villagers cursed at him for knocking them over when he stalked down the road.
“But it’s…” he started, stopping by the flower shop of the town, where in the display were a bundle of roses, all neatly tied together. His heart seemed to skip of beat. Roses, they reminded him of Kouga, he couldn’t grasp why though. He knew if he found a way to remember he would conjure up why they reminded him of the wolf.
“Not my fault…” he walked aimlessly as he narrowed his eyes and started to growl. His already dried blood covered hands seeping with new blood as he formed his hand into a fist tightly. He made a realization he didn’t really like, but truth isn’t always good to know. With that, he froze in front of a shop, but this one stood out though it looked like any other shop in the village.
“This happened…” he hissed out as he looked straight into the shop thru the open door to see bottle thrown about in a muddle. His breath became ragged as a familiar girl stepped out into the open, and looked straight into Inu’s eyes.
“You know, this isn’t very entertaining. You do know what you do with boring acts, right. You cancel them…permanently.” she cooed as she ran her single pointer finger across her neck. Smirking, she motioned him to go before retreating back into the shop.
Running in the direction of the inn, he knew exactly what he was going to do. He was going to blame the one to blame. No more of this blaming himself crap. It wasn’t his fault he was so confused! God damn it! She was the one who gave him the potion. The one who didn’t stop this when it got too far. She was the one who was trying to kill him, supposedly, even if he was said to want it. She was the one who started this all.
“Kagome!!!” he yelled, breaking into the inn front doors. The innkeeper, and his wife, both looked up at him while he seethed thru the hall. They went up to him, going to ask what was wrong, only to be thrown aside.
“Where are you wench?” he cried out, bursting into the room she staid in, only to find no one. Not even Sango was there, same with the other rooms. It was then that the innkeeper came in, holding his stomach from were he was thrown away. “Two wolves came by earlier this morning, talking with your friends before they all left in a hurry.”
Sniffing the air, he indeed smelt two different wolf scents. He knew who the wolves are, so he didn’t waist time staying there. His destination; to the wolf cave!
Going as fast as he could, he stopped, not even when his legs begged him for a rest. He needed to talk with Kagome then and now. Who was listening to them when they talked, he could care less. He didn’t give a rat’s ass who heard him.
His head just needed some clearing, and this was his only way he could clear it. He knew it wasn’t right, but anger clouded his thoughts, causing him to not care about it.
As the scent of wolves grew stronger, the more thoughts of Kouga he had. Then, the more thoughts of Kouga he had, the faster he went. The faster he went, the more anxious he got. Becoming more anxious made him more angrier, which made him want nothing more then to clear his thoughts.
Bypassing all the wolves that stood in his way, he followed Kagome’s scent deep into the cave. It was then did the overpowering scent of Kouga did he freeze and think things over.
‘What will ragging on Kagome do to help me? It won’t make me remember, will it? Fuck! What the hell was that woman doing in the village? Does she work there? Gah that can wait until I see what was the big problem,’ he thought to himself.
Just as he was about to trudge into the room, he could here a voice, which he did not recognize, begin to speak, so he waited and started to listen.
“Well, the blow to his head didn’t cause to much brain damage, which is good. There is no internal bleeding, as far as I can tell.”
“That’s good.” he heard Miroku state as another wave of silence washed over the room. Inu Yasha decided to wait out there until he heard more of the damage, since he figured he wouldn’t be wanted anyway.
“I think Kouga tried to aim for memory loss, when he struck his head with the blunted bone. A little to the left, and he would forget a lot of what happen to him the past few months or so,” the unrecognized voice added, a sigh could be heard escaping her lips.
“That’s good! That’s very good to know he doesn’t have memory loss!” he heard Kagome said cheerfully. He could hear her jump up and down, clapping her hands while doing so. Inu just rolled his eyes. ‘Nothing to important. So what if he tried to forget. He’s fine, stupid flea bag.’
He started to walk in and that’s when he saw Kouga lying on a type of bed, head all bandaged up he looked over to the group, who didn’t realize his intrusion. It was then that made Inu Yasha freeze in place, for her voice was as cold as ice, and as dark as Naraku.
“Yeah, but what good is remembering if you might not ever wake up again?” and with that, he was shocked into remembering everything he forgot.
EndOfChapter
Yup, well, those two days went by fast, and I was in a slump, so now I promise to get in another chapter by Sunday! If not, sorry…T-T I have this idea in my head that is perfect, thanks to a song by Evanescence...sp? I don’t know what it’s called, but oh well. I LOVE YOU ALL!!
Oh and, for the medic wolf, I don’t know if there is a real medic in the show, or if they even show the wolf pack after when they almost all went bye-bye, since I am waiting for the box-sets to come out to watch them since I gave up on waiting until Saturday to watch new episodes at like 1:30, so yeah…I made up someone, so if ya know, tell me. KTHXBI!!! <333
Enjoy!
Love is Love
Laughs diffuse all around the cave as two young wolves ran to go get their leader. The elders had sent the two to fetch him so they could get the whole story. Therefore, the two ran into the room smiling and such as, they looked at the empty bed. Then, their smiles faded as their eyes wandered to the body in the middle of the room.
“Kouga!”
……………
Lying down on the roof of the inn, Inu Yasha tried to get to sleep, but no sleep came to him. Every time he closed his eyes he saw Kouga, and at this, he grew angry. Being told a little part of your life was effaced from your memory was not something you would want to know.
Thinking about the girl, he figured maybe if he thought about everything in his past that happen with him and Kouga he could remember any little hint. On the other hand, perhaps if that fails, he could wait for the future to find it, just as the woman had mentioned.
He recalled every instant with Kouga, and realized that, yeah he did have feelings for him, but nothing he remembered Kouga doing proved that he felt the same. All the stupid fights and bickering seemed like two enemies would go thru.
It rather made him upset, thinking back to all those fights and threats made. What really got him upset was what he did to Kouga. ’Stupid…,’ was all he could think as he blinked his eyes countless of times before keeping them shut and finally sleep took over him.
It was not long before he was jolted awake from a dream he did not know how to explain. It felt so familiar, yet so foreign. Growling under his breath, he got up and went into the forest to let off some steam. He wandered around until he came upon a lake he never noticed before, so he slowly undresses and slipped into the cold water.
Letting out a hiss due to the cold, he froze were he stood as he stared into the middle of the lake. Something about the lake was making him want to smile, but he didn’t know why. Turning around he purposely lost his balance and fell backwards into the water.
As the water surrounds him, no way to breath, he opened his eyes to see the orange moon from an under-water perspective. It was probably the most beautiful sight he ever laid his eyes on, and yet he was companionless. No one to gawk with him.
It was then that he realized that he was missing something inside of him that he didn’t know he even had.
“Kouga” he whispered as he came up to breathe some cold air. Getting out he shook off and put on his clothes. He couldn’t think straight at the moment, so instead of calming down, he started to punch down trees.
………………
“Is he going to be okay? Will he?” Hakkaku asked Togi, the packs medic, who stepped out of her section of the cave used as a type of hospital.
A sigh escaped her lips as she scanned the tribe all waiting in front of her waiting to see if their leader was all right. Letting out an easygoing laugh, she said, “He will be fine, no big harm is done. Shoo! Go back to your business. He needs to rest.”
Everyone started to leave, all trusting their medic’s word on the matter, all but two. Ginta and Hakkaku.
“That isn’t the truth, is it?” Ginta asked, holding onto his friend. Worry started to flare up from within the two wolves as the face Togi had on turned to worry. “Well?” he asked, getting anxious to know about his leader, but more importantly, about his friend.
“You know those people he sometimes goes to look for,” she started, but waited for some kind of response. After seeing the two nod in a union, she continued. “Well, go get them. They should be here to here the truth. They are his friends, you know. Oh, but don’t tell any of the pack members, don’t want them panicking…”
“Right” they both said before dashing out of the cave in a blink of an eye. For when it comes to Kouga, the two would try their hardest to help him.
………………
It was about late morning by the time Inu made his way back to the village. His hands, well, they were far from un noticeable. They lay limp at his sides, blood dripping from his fingertips. You would have to look twice to see that the red was blood, otherwise you would think it was just part of his kimono. They went numb not to long ago. He had spent his night punching trees until only dust remains.
Agony, anguish, anxiety, bitterness, despondency, distress, grief, heartache, hurt, malaise, martyrdom, misery, rack, sadness.
Those are some of the synonyms for pain. Not one of those words could describe what Inu Yasha was feeling at this exact moment. After spending his night out in the forest, he figured something out. He figured out what the emptiness in him was. He figured out what was missing.
He was missing his Kouga.
That missing part of him was always there, ever since he could remember, but it never felt so bad. I guess you can say, Inu Yasha never had that void filled, and when it was filled and then lost, he wasn’t ready to go back to the emptiness.
After figuring that out, he realized what the girl had said; Just try to remember, like the little things from the past.
In the past, the emptiness was a little thing. It never bothered him one bit, only on an occasion he couldn’t figure out, but he shook that off when it happened. Realizing this now made him feel oblivious to his own heart. He may have some demon blood, but even the coldest demon has a heart.
“Stupid…” he breathed out as he stopped in front of the area Kouga died, before being brought back. His mind raced, not stopping his train of thought even when villagers cursed at him for knocking them over when he stalked down the road.
“But it’s…” he started, stopping by the flower shop of the town, where in the display were a bundle of roses, all neatly tied together. His heart seemed to skip of beat. Roses, they reminded him of Kouga, he couldn’t grasp why though. He knew if he found a way to remember he would conjure up why they reminded him of the wolf.
“Not my fault…” he walked aimlessly as he narrowed his eyes and started to growl. His already dried blood covered hands seeping with new blood as he formed his hand into a fist tightly. He made a realization he didn’t really like, but truth isn’t always good to know. With that, he froze in front of a shop, but this one stood out though it looked like any other shop in the village.
“This happened…” he hissed out as he looked straight into the shop thru the open door to see bottle thrown about in a muddle. His breath became ragged as a familiar girl stepped out into the open, and looked straight into Inu’s eyes.
“You know, this isn’t very entertaining. You do know what you do with boring acts, right. You cancel them…permanently.” she cooed as she ran her single pointer finger across her neck. Smirking, she motioned him to go before retreating back into the shop.
Running in the direction of the inn, he knew exactly what he was going to do. He was going to blame the one to blame. No more of this blaming himself crap. It wasn’t his fault he was so confused! God damn it! She was the one who gave him the potion. The one who didn’t stop this when it got too far. She was the one who was trying to kill him, supposedly, even if he was said to want it. She was the one who started this all.
“Kagome!!!” he yelled, breaking into the inn front doors. The innkeeper, and his wife, both looked up at him while he seethed thru the hall. They went up to him, going to ask what was wrong, only to be thrown aside.
“Where are you wench?” he cried out, bursting into the room she staid in, only to find no one. Not even Sango was there, same with the other rooms. It was then that the innkeeper came in, holding his stomach from were he was thrown away. “Two wolves came by earlier this morning, talking with your friends before they all left in a hurry.”
Sniffing the air, he indeed smelt two different wolf scents. He knew who the wolves are, so he didn’t waist time staying there. His destination; to the wolf cave!
Going as fast as he could, he stopped, not even when his legs begged him for a rest. He needed to talk with Kagome then and now. Who was listening to them when they talked, he could care less. He didn’t give a rat’s ass who heard him.
His head just needed some clearing, and this was his only way he could clear it. He knew it wasn’t right, but anger clouded his thoughts, causing him to not care about it.
As the scent of wolves grew stronger, the more thoughts of Kouga he had. Then, the more thoughts of Kouga he had, the faster he went. The faster he went, the more anxious he got. Becoming more anxious made him more angrier, which made him want nothing more then to clear his thoughts.
Bypassing all the wolves that stood in his way, he followed Kagome’s scent deep into the cave. It was then did the overpowering scent of Kouga did he freeze and think things over.
‘What will ragging on Kagome do to help me? It won’t make me remember, will it? Fuck! What the hell was that woman doing in the village? Does she work there? Gah that can wait until I see what was the big problem,’ he thought to himself.
Just as he was about to trudge into the room, he could here a voice, which he did not recognize, begin to speak, so he waited and started to listen.
“Well, the blow to his head didn’t cause to much brain damage, which is good. There is no internal bleeding, as far as I can tell.”
“That’s good.” he heard Miroku state as another wave of silence washed over the room. Inu Yasha decided to wait out there until he heard more of the damage, since he figured he wouldn’t be wanted anyway.
“I think Kouga tried to aim for memory loss, when he struck his head with the blunted bone. A little to the left, and he would forget a lot of what happen to him the past few months or so,” the unrecognized voice added, a sigh could be heard escaping her lips.
“That’s good! That’s very good to know he doesn’t have memory loss!” he heard Kagome said cheerfully. He could hear her jump up and down, clapping her hands while doing so. Inu just rolled his eyes. ‘Nothing to important. So what if he tried to forget. He’s fine, stupid flea bag.’
He started to walk in and that’s when he saw Kouga lying on a type of bed, head all bandaged up he looked over to the group, who didn’t realize his intrusion. It was then that made Inu Yasha freeze in place, for her voice was as cold as ice, and as dark as Naraku.
“Yeah, but what good is remembering if you might not ever wake up again?” and with that, he was shocked into remembering everything he forgot.
EndOfChapter
Yup, well, those two days went by fast, and I was in a slump, so now I promise to get in another chapter by Sunday! If not, sorry…T-T I have this idea in my head that is perfect, thanks to a song by Evanescence...sp? I don’t know what it’s called, but oh well. I LOVE YOU ALL!!
Oh and, for the medic wolf, I don’t know if there is a real medic in the show, or if they even show the wolf pack after when they almost all went bye-bye, since I am waiting for the box-sets to come out to watch them since I gave up on waiting until Saturday to watch new episodes at like 1:30, so yeah…I made up someone, so if ya know, tell me. KTHXBI!!! <333