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Lust or Love?
An
alternative fanfic created by Phlie.
Chapter 14 – Flower
Oh, Oh,
please stop yelling, Inu Yasha”, Kagome cried out. “I have a splitting headache!”
Everyone’s
eyes went from Inu Yasha to the newly awakened girl. Kagome didn’t have a chance to try to get up
before everyone rushed around her.
Everyone besides Inu Yasha, that is.
Kagome watched him back away and leave the hut. She just sighed longingly and stayed still
for a brief moment before turning her head towards her friends and accepted
their help.
Inu
Yasha had left the hut, thinking that she didn’t need him anymore. He wanted to stay in there with her, but he
didn’t want to be a nuisance. Besides,
she would be coming into heat soon and then shortly after would be the new moon
and his change. He needed to prepare
himself for what he was going to have to do and that meant time to himself to make sure his plan would work. He was relying on this.
*
* * *
By day
she wandered the fields right outside the village and
by night she simply sat with her back against the wall of Kaede’s hut, stroking
Shippo’s fur as he curled up in her lap.
This had been going on for 5 days, and with no end in sight. Something had to be done to snap Kagome out
of whatever had her in this mood. Sango,
Miroku, and Shippo had all agreed on this, but none of them wanted to be the
one to approach the girl since she seemed to have new and powerful skills. Shippo and Miroku agreed that Sango should be
the one to go. Sango thought that they
were cowards. Standing to leave the hut
in search of her friend, Sango turned to her lover.
“You
realize”, she said to him, “this means you no longer are the dominate one. Expect to be on bottom from now on.” She walked out before Miroku, who had turned
beet red, could say anything. Shippo
could only laugh at the disgruntled monk and before he knew what was happening,
Miroku had grabbed the kitsune and launched him out the window.
*
* * *
Sango
found Kagome lying in a field of flowers.
She stood above her friend, thinking that she was asleep. Sango looked up at the sky. There wasn’t a cloud in sight and it was a
truly beautiful day. It was almost the
end of summer and they wouldn’t get many more days like this. She knew her friend was still a bit exhausted
from all that she had been put thru and was about to sit next to her and wait
for Kagome to awaken when she heard a familiar sigh and looked back down at the
now squinting Kagome.
“You’re
blocking my rays, Sango. Why don’t you
join me?”
Unaccustomed
to purposefully lying in the hot sun, Sango stood there for a few moments
before dropping down beside her friend.
It took Sango even longer to finally make the final transition to
actually laying down. Once she had, she
realized why Kagome was doing this. It
was a perfect meld of sights and sounds, hot and cold, and she was lulled
almost instantly into a state somewhere between being awake and being sound
asleep. The sun shone down on them, kissing the friends with its warmth while
the ground was slightly cool from the layers of grass and flowers that shielded
it from the sun. The wind gently swept
across the field, rustling the grass ever so slightly. The flowers of the field were a mish mash of
various colors and scents that surprisingly blended into the perfect
scene. She thought she could stay like
this forever. Well, maybe if Miroku was
the one lying next to her.
“This
would be the perfect place to loose one’s virginity in”, Sango said, almost as
if she didn’t mean to speak aloud. “I
didn’t see you at first because of the tall grass. You could stay here all day without being noticed,
if no one was looking for you.” She
turned to look at her friend, trying to register the girl’s mood by reading her
expressions.
“Hai,
that’s true. I was thinking something
along those lines earlier.” Kagome let
out a long sigh. “I just don’t think
that it’s going to happen that way though.”
“Why
not, still trying to decide on the perfect man?
Looks can be deceiving. Just
think about Yojin.”
“Oh, I
know, Sango. Yojin was nothing but eye
candy. I got over that quick enough.”
“Could have fooled us. You were
practically drooling over him, and look what it got you.”
“No, you
have it wrong.” Kagome turned over on
her side and propped her head up on her hand, looking at her friend. “I did think he was nice looking, but
something about Inu Yasha that night made my senses go
haywire. There’s something about him
that I just can’t resist. I just don’t
know what it is, but I crave it.”
Sango
turned to look at Kagome. She couldn’t
believe what she was finally hearing.
“So, you want Inu Yasha? I
thought you were getting tired of the way he was treating you.”
“Well,
yah. But then he stopped behaving like a
damn slave and suddenly began to act like he had some confidence, but not like
that vain Yojin. That’s what started me
thinking about him. He kept staring at
me with those beautiful eyes, like he knew everything about me and wanted me
anyway. No, not even that, more like I
was already his. I couldn’t think
straight, so I got up from the campfire and tried to collect my thoughts. That’s when I felt arms encircling me, and I
thought it was Inu Yasha…well, you know the rest.”
“That’s
the way he used to act around you all the time, back before you lost your
memory. I guess with all the confusion
and the need to help you regain yourself, he forgot himself as well. You are your own person, Kagome…yet so much a
part of him. It’s the same for him.”
“Like
one ends where the other begins. If this
is the way he is, the true him, then he is like the perfect compromise between
the way he was acting, and the mystery man.”
Kagome giggled. “It’s like
someone took the two and mashed them into one body. A delightfully yummy
sandwich, somewhere between saint and devil.”
Sango
caught her breath. She was so close to
telling her friend she was completely right.
She needed to change the subject before she dropped any kind of hint
that would let Kagome in on the whole truth.
She sat up once more. “Are you
okay, though? We have been so worried
about you.”
Kagome
looked up at her friend, who was blocking the sun again. “Yes, I’m fine. I’m just trying to figure out why this always
seems to happen.”
“What
are you talking about?”
“Well, I
finally decide that I want Inu Yasha, the real Inu Yasha, and he won’t come
near me. I know that I’m in heat, and he
probably stayed away because of that, but he left as soon as I revived.”
“I don’t
know about that, but I do know that when we thought you were dead Inu Yasha was
outraged. He had murder in his eyes and
yet he was devastated. We were all
frustrated because we didn’t know how to kill Yojin, but for Inu Yasha, it was
more than that. He looked so hurt.”
“I wish
I knew, Sango, one way or another.”
“I
know. That’s how I used to feel about
the lech. Speaking of which, I have to go
find him, he is owed a punishment.”
Kagome
looked at her friend questioningly, but Sango just laughed. “You’ll understand if you ever put this field
to good use.” Sango got up and walked
away, back towards the village, laughing.
*
* * *
Kagome
was still keeping to herself for the most part, but she had been talking to her
friends more. Something always pulled
her back to the field Sango had found her in, though. She had gone back once again to relax and
think about her situation with Inu Yasha.
If he if didn’t appear soon, she might have to go track him down and
make him listen to what she had to say.
‘That would be a sight’, she
thought. ‘Me, making him listen. Hmph.’
The day
was winding down. Soaking up the rays of
the sun was just too relaxing, and with all the anxiety she had been having,
the lack of demons to fight made this a temptation she couldn’t resist. She was almost asleep when she heard someone
walking towards her. She panicked for a
brief moment before realizing that she didn’t sense any danger near her, but
she left her eyes closed and waited.
He sat
down next to her and looked around for just a moment. This really was as peaceful as Sango said it
was. No wonder Kagome spent so much time
here now. He toyed with the idea of
joining her in her nap, but he needed to talk to her and settle things before
it was too late. He noticed a flower
close to his hand and picked it. He just
sat there, looking at the flower. ‘I wonder how she will take the truth’,
he thought. ‘Our relationship is like
this flower, beautiful and fresh.’
He looked out onto the sea of flowers that were being moved by the
gentle breeze. ‘But easily swayed by the wind, and dying fast if not given the proper
care. Will this flower of mine wilt once
the truth is known?’
Kagome
was getting impatient. She had thought
at first it was Inu Yasha, but she knew that he wouldn’t sit there that long
without waking her up. Besides, whoever
it was had the smell of freshness, as if they had just come from taking a
bath. She almost laughed, thinking that
it couldn’t be Inu Yasha. Yah, as if he
would do something like that right before coming to her. She managed to suppress her urge, not wanting
her unknown visitor to know she was faking her slumber.
He took
the flower he was holding and lightly touched a soft petal to Kagome’s mouth,
letting it trail along her soft, pink lips.
The petals kept contact with her skin as he traced the outline of her
chin, then allowed the flower to skim along the length of her neck. The sensation caused a mia mixture of being
seduced and tickled. She couldn’t stand
it any longer. She had to know who was
driving her insane. She kept her eyes
closed, not wanting to ruin the moment, but she spoke to him now.
“You had
better be the man of my dreams, or you are going to be in so much trouble.”
“I don’t
know if I’m the man of your dreams, but I hope that I am.” His hand had stopped when he heard her speak,
and he let thewer wer drop now, landing on her chest right where her heart was.
She just
smiled sweetly, as reality hit her, and slowly opened her eyes. She had been wrong, so wrong! He would do many unlikely things for her, it
seemed.
“Inu
Yasha…”, she began, but was cut off as he put a clawed
finger on her bottom lip. His touch sent
a delightful shiver thru both of thbodibodies.
He paused again, almost unsure if he wanted to ruin
this perfect moment between them.
He knew it had to be done, however.
“There’s
something I have to show you, and you’re probably not going to like it.”
Kagome
just sat there, a million scenarios going thru her head. She didn’t want him to do, say, or show her
anything she wasn’t going to like. She had
a feeling that whatever it was would prove the ending to her relationship with
him, before it really even started.
“Can’t
it wait, Inu Yasha? There’s something I
need to tell you. I have made a decision.
And I want you to know, right now.”
The sun was
slowly starting to dip behind the trees, saying a farewell to the day as night
began to claim its throne. “I’m sorry,
Kagome, but this won’t wait, can’t wait…”, he trailed
off as the look of astonishment came across her beautiful face.
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Lust or Love?
An
alternative fanfic created by Phlie.
Chapter 14 – Flower
Oh, Oh,
please stop yelling, Inu Yasha”, Kagome cried out. “I have a splitting headache!”
Everyone’s
eyes went from Inu Yasha to the newly awakened girl. Kagome didn’t have a chance to try to get up
before everyone rushed around her.
Everyone besides Inu Yasha, that is.
Kagome watched him back away and leave the hut. She just sighed longingly and stayed still
for a brief moment before turning her head towards her friends and accepted
their help.
Inu
Yasha had left the hut, thinking that she didn’t need him anymore. He wanted to stay in there with her, but he
didn’t want to be a nuisance. Besides,
she would be coming into heat soon and then shortly after would be the new moon
and his change. He needed to prepare
himself for what he was going to have to do and that meant time to himself to make sure his plan would work. He was relying on this.
*
* * *
By day
she wandered the fields right outside the village and
by night she simply sat with her back against the wall of Kaede’s hut, stroking
Shippo’s fur as he curled up in her lap.
This had been going on for 5 days, and with no end in sight. Something had to be done to snap Kagome out
of whatever had her in this mood. Sango,
Miroku, and Shippo had all agreed on this, but none of them wanted to be the
one to approach the girl since she seemed to have new and powerful skills. Shippo and Miroku agreed that Sango should be
the one to go. Sango thought that they
were cowards. Standing to leave the hut
in search of her friend, Sango turned to her lover.
“You
realize”, she said to him, “this means you no longer are the dominate one. Expect to be on bottom from now on.” She walked out before Miroku, who had turned
beet red, could say anything. Shippo
could only laugh at the disgruntled monk and before he knew what was happening,
Miroku had grabbed the kitsune and launched him out the window.
*
* * *
Sango
found Kagome lying in a field of flowers.
She stood above her friend, thinking that she was asleep. Sango looked up at the sky. There wasn’t a cloud in sight and it was a
truly beautiful day. It was almost the
end of summer and they wouldn’t get many more days like this. She knew her friend was still a bit exhausted
from all that she had been put thru and was about to sit next to her and wait
for Kagome to awaken when she heard a familiar sigh and looked back down at the
now squinting Kagome.
“You’re
blocking my rays, Sango. Why don’t you
join me?”
Unaccustomed
to purposefully lying in the hot sun, Sango stood there for a few moments
before dropping down beside her friend.
It took Sango even longer to finally make the final transition to
actually laying down. Once she had, she
realized why Kagome was doing this. It
was a perfect meld of sights and sounds, hot and cold, and she was lulled
almost instantly into a state somewhere between being awake and being sound
asleep. The sun shone down on them, kissing the friends with its warmth while
the ground was slightly cool from the layers of grass and flowers that shielded
it from the sun. The wind gently swept
across the field, rustling the grass ever so slightly. The flowers of the field were a mish mash of
various colors and scents that surprisingly blended into the perfect
scene. She thought she could stay like
this forever. Well, maybe if Miroku was
the one lying next to her.
“This
would be the perfect place to loose one’s virginity in”, Sango said, almost as
if she didn’t mean to speak aloud. “I
didn’t see you at first because of the tall grass. You could stay here all day without being noticed,
if no one was looking for you.” She
turned to look at her friend, trying to register the girl’s mood by reading her
expressions.
“Hai,
that’s true. I was thinking something
along those lines earlier.” Kagome let
out a long sigh. “I just don’t think
that it’s going to happen that way though.”
“Why
not, still trying to decide on the perfect man?
Looks can be deceiving. Just
think about Yojin.”
“Oh, I
know, Sango. Yojin was nothing but eye
candy. I got over that quick enough.”
“Could have fooled us. You were
practically drooling over him, and look what it got you.”
“No, you
have it wrong.” Kagome turned over on
her side and propped her head up on her hand, looking at her friend. “I did think he was nice looking, but
something about Inu Yasha that night made my senses go
haywire. There’s something about him
that I just can’t resist. I just don’t
know what it is, but I crave it.”
Sango
turned to look at Kagome. She couldn’t
believe what she was finally hearing.
“So, you want Inu Yasha? I
thought you were getting tired of the way he was treating you.”
“Well,
yah. But then he stopped behaving like a
damn slave and suddenly began to act like he had some confidence, but not like
that vain Yojin. That’s what started me
thinking about him. He kept staring at
me with those beautiful eyes, like he knew everything about me and wanted me
anyway. No, not even that, more like I
was already his. I couldn’t think
straight, so I got up from the campfire and tried to collect my thoughts. That’s when I felt arms encircling me, and I
thought it was Inu Yasha…well, you know the rest.”
“That’s
the way he used to act around you all the time, back before you lost your
memory. I guess with all the confusion
and the need to help you regain yourself, he forgot himself as well. You are your own person, Kagome…yet so much a
part of him. It’s the same for him.”
“Like
one ends where the other begins. If this
is the way he is, the true him, then he is like the perfect compromise between
the way he was acting, and the mystery man.”
Kagome giggled. “It’s like
someone took the two and mashed them into one body. A delightfully yummy
sandwich, somewhere between saint and devil.”
Sango
caught her breath. She was so close to
telling her friend she was completely right.
She needed to change the subject before she dropped any kind of hint
that would let Kagome in on the whole truth.
She sat up once more. “Are you
okay, though? We have been so worried
about you.”
Kagome
looked up at her friend, who was blocking the sun again. “Yes, I’m fine. I’m just trying to figure out why this always
seems to happen.”
“What
are you talking about?”
“Well, I
finally decide that I want Inu Yasha, the real Inu Yasha, and he won’t come
near me. I know that I’m in heat, and he
probably stayed away because of that, but he left as soon as I revived.”
“I don’t
know about that, but I do know that when we thought you were dead Inu Yasha was
outraged. He had murder in his eyes and
yet he was devastated. We were all
frustrated because we didn’t know how to kill Yojin, but for Inu Yasha, it was
more than that. He looked so hurt.”
“I wish
I knew, Sango, one way or another.”
“I
know. That’s how I used to feel about
the lech. Speaking of which, I have to go
find him, he is owed a punishment.”
Kagome
looked at her friend questioningly, but Sango just laughed. “You’ll understand if you ever put this field
to good use.” Sango got up and walked
away, back towards the village, laughing.
*
* * *
Kagome
was still keeping to herself for the most part, but she had been talking to her
friends more. Something always pulled
her back to the field Sango had found her in, though. She had gone back once again to relax and
think about her situation with Inu Yasha.
If he if didn’t appear soon, she might have to go track him down and
make him listen to what she had to say.
‘That would be a sight’, she
thought. ‘Me, making him listen. Hmph.’
The day
was winding down. Soaking up the rays of
the sun was just too relaxing, and with all the anxiety she had been having,
the lack of demons to fight made this a temptation she couldn’t resist. She was almost asleep when she heard someone
walking towards her. She panicked for a
brief moment before realizing that she didn’t sense any danger near her, but
she left her eyes closed and waited.
He sat
down next to her and looked around for just a moment. This really was as peaceful as Sango said it
was. No wonder Kagome spent so much time
here now. He toyed with the idea of
joining her in her nap, but he needed to talk to her and settle things before
it was too late. He noticed a flower
close to his hand and picked it. He just
sat there, looking at the flower. ‘I wonder how she will take the truth’,
he thought. ‘Our relationship is like
this flower, beautiful and fresh.’
He looked out onto the sea of flowers that were being moved by the
gentle breeze. ‘But easily swayed by the wind, and dying fast if not given the proper
care. Will this flower of mine wilt once
the truth is known?’
Kagome
was getting impatient. She had thought
at first it was Inu Yasha, but she knew that he wouldn’t sit there that long
without waking her up. Besides, whoever
it was had the smell of freshness, as if they had just come from taking a
bath. She almost laughed, thinking that
it couldn’t be Inu Yasha. Yah, as if he
would do something like that right before coming to her. She managed to suppress her urge, not wanting
her unknown visitor to know she was faking her slumber.
He took
the flower he was holding and lightly touched a soft petal to Kagome’s mouth,
letting it trail along her soft, pink lips.
The petals kept contact with her skin as he traced the outline of her
chin, then allowed the flower to skim along the length of her neck. The sensation caused a mia mixture of being
seduced and tickled. She couldn’t stand
it any longer. She had to know who was
driving her insane. She kept her eyes
closed, not wanting to ruin the moment, but she spoke to him now.
“You had
better be the man of my dreams, or you are going to be in so much trouble.”
“I don’t
know if I’m the man of your dreams, but I hope that I am.” His hand had stopped when he heard her speak,
and he let thewer wer drop now, landing on her chest right where her heart was.
She just
smiled sweetly, as reality hit her, and slowly opened her eyes. She had been wrong, so wrong! He would do many unlikely things for her, it
seemed.
“Inu
Yasha…”, she began, but was cut off as he put a clawed
finger on her bottom lip. His touch sent
a delightful shiver thru both of thbodibodies.
He paused again, almost unsure if he wanted to ruin
this perfect moment between them.
He knew it had to be done, however.
“There’s
something I have to show you, and you’re probably not going to like it.”
Kagome
just sat there, a million scenarios going thru her head. She didn’t want him to do, say, or show her
anything she wasn’t going to like. She had
a feeling that whatever it was would prove the ending to her relationship with
him, before it really even started.
“Can’t
it wait, Inu Yasha? There’s something I
need to tell you. I have made a decision.
And I want you to know, right now.”
The sun was
slowly starting to dip behind the trees, saying a farewell to the day as night
began to claim its throne. “I’m sorry,
Kagome, but this won’t wait, can’t wait…”, he trailed
off as the look of astonishment came across her beautiful face.
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