August

(Please make note that Chapter 11 was edited from the update I gave about not being able to post a new chapter into a brand new and lengthy real chapter 11. So please be sure to go read chapter 11 before continuing on to chapter 12. Also wanted to state some references in this chapter. Paramore - Brick By Boring Brick is mentioned, song, lyrics and whatever else needs to be included belong to Paramore. Also reference to The Princess Bride, that does not belong to me and there are quotes from the movie that are not my work, but quotes that are being mentioned here in the beginning for their credit sake. Thank you so much!



Also, this chapter is dedicated again to my lovely fiancée, It’s from here were I get my inspiration to write for Ayame. I base a lot of the alternate universe personality on her mixed with some elements of Canon Ayame.



So this is for White Wolf Ayame. The love of my life. Thank you for being so amazing to me, and supportive. I love you.)





I reached up back behind my head and untied the halter part of the dress from around my neck, but kept it the straps draped over my shoulders. I saw Kouga’s lips form into a hungry grin as he continued to watch me. This was exactly what he wanted, and I felt more confident than ever as I slowly undid the rest of my dress. I turned so that he was staring at my back. I reached behind my back and pulled on the zipper that helped keep the dress secure and in place, and as I turned back around I let the fabric slip from my shoulders and from around my waist and hips, the soft material barely making a noise as it hit the floor.



I took a step forward on the tile and Kouga took a step forward in the water, propping himself on the edge of the pool with his head resting on one hand as he stared at the show I was giving him.



My breasts are average in size. I could have worn the dress without a bra but had insisted on wearing a strapless one anyway. No way did I want to go to a fancy five star restaurant and suddenly get cold and have the entire establishment see my nipples under my dress.



I was not too small but not extra large. I thought my breasts were perfect and normal. And I saw that Kouga’s eyes were trained right on my chest where the strapless bra was still on me. But it was my decision what to take off next, not his. That was part of the tease after all.



I turned around again, and I heard him moan softly behind me. While my breasts were average in size, I always liked to think that whatever deity was out there blessed me with nice hips and even nicer ass. The dress I was in was flowing but I still didn’t want the chance of anyone seeing a panty-line. So I was wearing a thong that matched the strapless bra. Black and lacey.



I hooked my thumbs into the sides, bending over ever so slightly and pulling down the sides. I heard another soft moan behind me. This made me smile, too bad Kouga couldn’t see it on my face.



I moved my hands from my hips and trailed them up my sides to the strapless bra. Slowly I started to undo the hooks, and when they were all undone I tossed the garment down to the floor to lay on top of the dress. But I kept my back to him so he couldn’t see the front yet. And I knew that was driving him nuts.



My thumbs went back into the lacey sides of my panties, hooking onto them I slowly pulled one side and then the other before pulling them down half way down my hips but far enough down my rear end so that the thin lines of fabric were just under the curve of my ass cheeks. That’s where I left it, again to tease him.



I straightened my posture and glanced over my shoulder to look at him. His mouth was slightly parted and I saw that one hand was in the water as the other kept his head in a comfortable position.



“Kouga…”I cooed.



“Hmm?!” he started, snapping out of whatever trance I had him in.



“Are you enjoying yourself?” I asked.



“Oh yeah…” he replied, his voice breathy and just barely above a whisper.



“Good boy…” I said as I reached up to let my hair down out of the intricate bun that it had been wrapped in with the chopstick pins. My hair had been straightened before it was pulled into the style, so when I let it down some parts were still straight while other parts curled in small waves down my back.



My hands were back at my hips but didn’t go straight for the sides of my panties. Instead I turned around to face him, some of my hair had fallen over my chest and covered my breasts from his view. I wanted to see his face for this part.



His eyes held a distinct hunger in them and it only turned me on more. He was so sexy staring at me.



I let my hands slide from my hips down my legs, taking my underwear with them, stepping out of them and tossing them on the floor. My hands moved back up my legs, over my hips and my waist and along the sides of my breasts with my hair still covered over them. But I moved my hands behind my head to move my hair so that all of it was behind my back, and the entirety of my body was on display for the man that I loved so much.



I took a step closer to the pool, walking slowly, sauntering over to where Kouga was leaning against the side. I sat down in front of him, and he backed up just enough so that he was still close to me but allowed me to have room to get in the water. I let myself sink in from the side, and the water level came up to about two inches under my breasts.



Kouga closed the gap that was between us, and he wrapped his arms around my hips and I draped my arms over his shoulders. We stared into each other’s eyes for what felt like forever. I could really get lost in those electric blue eyes, they were so dazzling, so perfect. I felt his hands squeezing my ass and from the front I felt his rock hard erection against my stomach.



“Alright, I’m living a little,” I confessed to him with a smile on my lips. “Now here is the part where we either go swimming as intended… or…” I trailed off, glancing down a t the water where I saw the steam rising, but now that I was this close there was no hiding in the water.



“Or we have sex again…” he finished for me, his voice was husky, full of lust. I knew he wanted to go for round two. We had talked about it just after round one, but neither of us had gone for it again because we were both tired and needed a nap. Now seemed like the perfect opportunity to go again. This time I felt no hesitation, no ‘what-ifs’ played any factor on whether or not we should have sex again. I knew I loved him and I knew he loved me just as much in return.



“How could I deny you anything you wanted?” I asked him, but it wasn’t really a question that needed an answer. And the smile he gave me made my heart melt. He was so gorgeous. I think he was speechless, because his response didn’t come in the form of words, but instead a low, guttural, and possessive growl rumbled in his throat. It wasn’t like he had to fend off anyone else from touching me or taking me away from him, but it felt he was more so trying to let me know subtly that I was his, and this moment belonged to us, and he was very turned on and needed immediate attention.



A lingering thought in the back of my head told me I should feel dirty for having sex twice in the first day… I mean I had only lost my virginity hours ago… but it was Kouga and he wanted it so bad, and he was being so good, letting me tease him, and being patient.



I moved one hand from his shoulders, down his lean muscled torso-those washboard abs, until my hand disappeared under the water to take hold of something large, firm, and warm. I smiled as I locked my eyes with his, his gaze was lidded, his mouth was parted as he panted ever so softly. I saw him swallow a lump that had been in his throat as I secured a decent grip on his erection and slowly started stroking him.



A blush raced across the bridge of his nose and he let out another growl, “I don’t know how much more of this teasing I can take, Ayame…” he warned me. I nodded at him, “What do you want to do then?” I asked.



“Fuck you,” he answered honestly, “Again…”



I gave him permission with a silent nod, and that’s all it took for him to release his inner beast. The first time was soft and tender, but this time since I had been teasing him, he let a more wild and passionate side of him turn itself loose. It was almost as if there was a real animal inside him… part of his name sake, his last name did translate to “Wolf” in English from the Japanese word “Ookami” after all. And he was letting that wolf out and setting it onto me.



And I liked it.



He moved quickly, scooping me up and moving us over to slightly more shallow waters of the pool, the water coming up to my thighs and hips instead of my torso. He moved in, kissing me something fierce. His tongue invaded my mouth with dire abandon, his hands were on my ass squeezing as he grinded his arousal against my stomach. I kissed him back, moaning softly as a battle of dominance started between our tongues. I wanted in some ways to top him, to have some control over this situation, but he had released that inner beast and there was no turning back. He won… this time. I submitted to him with a soft moan like whimper, but he continued kissing me with fervor. It was really turning me on, to the point where he didn’t even have to put fingers inside me, or anything… I was ready for him to just take me.



It was almost like he read my mind, because suddenly I was turned around and bent over the side of the pool. My breasts were pressed onto the tile and the cool sensation of the tile compared to the warm water was a stark contrast and I couldn’t help but moan softly. He was behind me, he hadn’t moved, but I could tell a difference in how he was standing. He had me bent over, my legs were spread just enough, and he was looming over my back. I felt him rub against my entrance, and he met no resistance as he pushed into me.



It wasn’t like before. Earlier he had been very gentle with me to make sure I was comfortable. This time, he still moved with care but the gentle nature was gone. His thrusts started out at a moderate pace, shallow for this angle, I suppose wanting to fully fit all of himself inside me. He was a big boy, and I was not a seasoned veteran, even being ready for him, I was still tight and that took some getting used to for the both of us.



I heard a deep moan from behind me as he was finally buried fully inside. He had stopped moving completely, but his hands slowly ran up my legs, from my knees all the way up to my hips as he gripped onto them tightly. I mentally prepared myself for my cervix to get a royal beating from the head of his penis. Before I could even finish my thoughts he was moving, faster than before, harder than before. He was giving me a deep fucking that I wasn’t sure I was prepared for, but I had no choice this far into it. The noises that escaped my throat were half moans mixed with screaming. I liked it, even though it hurt.



I noticed that water was splashing over the sides of the pool, and the tile wasn’t something that was already easy to grip onto, so having it now also be wet made it very difficult for me to hold on to anything, or at least to brace myself. I kept my arms curled in a fashion so that they were under my chest, my nipples still pressed against the tile. The only thing that was keeping me from being shoved out of the pool completely was Kouga’s tight grip on my hips as he repeatedly rammed into me.



I tilted my head to the side, one ear against the tile, doing my best to look over my shoulder to see him. From what I could make out, his eyes were shut, his lips were pulled into what looked like a snarl, but I knew he wasn’t mad or anything, because his teeth might have been clenched together but I could hear his heavy breathing from the work out he was giving us both. There was a thin sheen of sweat covering his torso and it was enhanced from the steam that was rising off of the heated pool water.



“Kouga,” I whimpered.



He didn’t pause, but he growled, “What?”



“Please,” I begged him, “More?”



And I was rewarded by his trademark smirk, as he immediately picked up his pace. If we had been in a bed instead of a pool, I think the headboard would have been banging loudly against the wall.



“More, more, more…” I begged, my voice was just hardly over a whisper laced with pleasure. And Kouga was more than happy to oblige to my wants, but at his current fevered pace I wasn’t sure exactly what more he could give me. That is, until I felt one of his hands leave my hip and grab my leg, just under my knee to raise it up. The angle from which he was penetrating me was already deep and as he pulled my leg up it felt like he was going to completely run me through. My eyes widened, I can’t believe I had asked for this! He slowed his pace down a few notches with this new position, his thrusts were slower, but he still drove in with a certain force when he was pushing back in, and that caused me to moan louder than I had been before, it was almost as if he was paying me back for the teasing I had done to him with teasing me now.



I checked the expression on his face. His eyes were open again, staring at me intently, watching me, how I reacted to his motions, and his lips were still pulled into that smirk of his that I loved so much, but this time it was so wide I could see his teeth… if I hadn’t known any better it would have almost looked like an evil expression. Was he planning something?

Yes he was.



His other hand left my hip and he grabbed a large portion of my hair, and pulled. Not enough to hurt me but enough to make a gasp escape past my lips. He bent over my back, his thrusting almost stopped completely. He was buried inside of me as far as he could go and if anything he would thrust ever so slightly, not even pulling out, just pushing and pressing against my insides. But as he pulled my hair he brought his lips to my ear, his tongue running along the outside as he whispered, his voice deep and almost haunting, that sent shivers down my spine.



“You are my bitch.”



Woah. What?!



“K-Kou-Kouga?” My voice was betraying what I was feeling on the inside, it sounded lost and confused.



“You like this don’t you?” He whispered again.



I wasn’t sure. I mean yes, at first this was incredibly sexy. But now that he was talking like this to me it felt… strange. I wasn’t sure if I liked it. I couldn’t answer him honestly.



“Don’t you!?” he demanded, his whisper more heated in my ear.



“Kouga…” I whimpered.



“Such a good girl, dirty girl, MY girl,” he continued, his tone very possessive.



I shook my head to the best of my abilities with his tight grip on my hair. My breath was coming out in pants. He moved his lips so they were no longer against my ear, and he let my head move down some out of the angle he had it in. Instead his lips and his teeth found the sensitive space of skin between my neck and shoulder. And he bit me. Not a little love bite, not a playful nip.



He. Fucking. Bit. Me. HARD!



And he wasn’t letting go. His pace in thrusting into me starting to pick up again, and I was lost in a state of horrible pain and intense pleasure. My mind felt like it was going to explode. I felt the tears in my eyes and they freely rolled down my cheeks, but all I could manage to say was his name over and over again, even though I was whimpering and crying, he didn’t stop what he was doing… and I think it only drove him to continue further.



But I had asked for this. I had begged for more. He was giving me what he thought I wanted because I had asked of it from him. So while it hurt, and even though I was in pain, I couldn’t be mad at him.



His teeth were still embedded in my skin, one hand in my hair, the other holding up my leg, he was thrusting faster, harder, until finally I felt his body shiver. And through his teeth clamped onto me I heard him grunt. He had released his orgasm and in the heat of the moment, I could only assume that he thought I had done the same.



He finally released his hold on me. He let my leg down, let my hair out of his hand, and removed his teeth from my skin, instead replacing it with his lips, kissing me softly where he had bruised me. He was still inside me and I couldn’t get up, so instead I just collapsed onto the tile, pulling my arm over to cover my face.



And I cried.



“Hey…” he whispered. He sounded normal again. “Ayame?”



I couldn’t answer him, I was too busy balling my eyes out.



“Ayame?” he asked again.



I still gave him no answer.



“Did I hurt you?” he asked.



I could only nod, I didn’t trust my words.



I felt him leave my body, pulling out and moving away from me. I felt my legs shaking, even in the water where I was a little lighter than I was outside of it, I felt myself sinking from the inability to hold up my own weight. He came to my side and pulled me up from the tile. I didn’t want him to see me like this… but my body wasn’t working with me.



“Baby, I’m sorry,” he said softly. He placed one hand on my back rubbing it slowly. I didn’t have the heart to look at him. I know he didn’t hurt me on purpose… but I was still in a lot of pain.



“Come here,” he said, trying his best to pull me off of the tile and the side of the pool. At first I was reluctant to move at all, but he was insistent on making me move by the little tugs he gave me. He helped me pick myself up and he held me against his chest. He didn’t try to look me in the eyes or force me to do something I didn’t want to do. I think he understood that I was still hurt and didn’t want to face him fully, but he wanted to be close to me.



He guided us over to the steps of the pool and sat down, pulling me into his lap and just held me.



“I’m really sorry, Ayame,” he said again, and he said it repeatedly until I finally looked up at him. My lip was trembling and my eyes were red from crying. He looked shocked when he saw my face. He hadn’t realized how much pain I was in, how much pain he had caused me. His eyes narrowed but not towards me… he was mad at himself.



“Kouga…” I managed to whisper. “It’s my fault. I asked for more, you only gave me what you thought I wanted.”



“No…” he said defiantly. “That was only your second time, and I lost control. I’m so sorry Ayame. It wasn’t your fault at all. I should have controlled myself better.”



I reached up and brushed my fingers across his cheek and for once forced him to look into my eyes. “Kouga…”



“Ayame…”





“I love you,” I said.



“I love you too…” he said with a sigh.



“I liked it until it became TOO rough,” I said.



He raised an eyebrow at me, “You did?”



I nodded, “And the dirty talk was okay… I mean I was confused a little. But I could get used to it… if I know it’s coming.”



“You want me to ask you next time?” He asked, “Like ask you if I can talk dirty… so you know it’s coming?”



I nodded again, “That’s fine.”



“Alright, that’s fair enough for me,” he said.



After that we sat together for a few quiet moments before I brought my hand up to take a look at it. My fingers were wrinkled. It was time to get out of the water. I showed him my hand with a weak smile and he pressed his forehead against mine. With no effort he picked me up out of the water and took us both over to the towels he had waiting on a lounge chair.



He set me down on the chair next to the towels and handed me one so I could dry myself off.



“I should probably take you home,” he said after he had dried himself off and wrapped his towel around his waist.



I nodded. As much as I would have liked to spend even more time with him, as much of a glutton I was for his attention, the thought of going home and sleeping my own bed and spending some time to myself to sort out my thoughts was very appealing.



So I didn’t argue.



“Yeah, my gramps might be worried about me. It is late, and I didn’t call him earlier to let him know what was going on. He might be worried sick,” I confessed.



“Don’t worry about it,” Kouga said. “I’ll get you home safely.”



“Thank you…” I whispered, and gave him a small smile.



It was enough for him to come over to where I was sitting down, bend over and give me a gentle kiss. He ran his hands through my damp hair and gave me a very soft look, his eyes held so much care and love for me in them… and even now, I sometimes found that hard to believe. I felt a blush wash over my face and I hugged him the best that I could with the position we were in together.



After a few moments he and I both gathered our scattered things and we went up to his bedroom to change clothes. I had put my outfit that I had started out the day in, and put my dress back on a hanger and put the protective plastic over it so it wouldn’t get damaged in the closet for any reason. He pulled on a pair of faded blue jeans and a tank top, pulling on a hoodie over it. He offered one to me because we both guessed it was getting colder outside and I hadn’t started the day wearing anything warm at all. His jacket was huge on me but I liked it. It was simple and black and had his father’s law firm logo over the left breast, a white wolf silhouette howling up at the moon. It was very pretty.



I had all my things and he took me home as promised. It wasn’t a long drive and we were silent again for another car ride, but we held hands and I leaned on his shoulder and the radio was playing softly. The song that was on was rather interesting. I liked the band and over all the song itself had a nice beat to it, but I’m the type of person who really listened to the lyrics. The song was by Paramore, the title of the song ‘Brick By Boring Brick’. I thought it was very odd, and there was definitely a subliminal message in the song. The concept of appearance versus reality and the loss of innocence to experiences in life… and how well that seemed to encompass my entire day.



Bada-baba-bada-babada!



It wasn’t long before we were in my driveway and outside my front door. I had tried calling my gramps but he hadn’t answered the phone. It was late and he wasn’t getting any younger and I figured he was asleep.



I looked at Kouga, and he rested his hands on my hips before leaning in to give me a kiss good night. It was chaste, simple, no tongue involved. Just a sweet kiss that took my breath away. He didn’t have to say it to me… I could see the love in his eyes as he pulled back enough to look at me.



“I’ll see you tomorrow, okay?” he said.



I nodded, “But tomorrow we aren’t skipping school.”



He chuckled, “Yeah… then I won’t see you until lunch period.”



I stuck my tongue out at him and unlocked my front door, “It’s your loss then.”



“Alright alright I might be there early…” he laughed as he waved good bye and walked down the steps back to his truck. I closed the door behind me and locked it, leaning against it a moment and closing my eyes. A lot happened today… A lot that has I think… changed me for the better.



I hugged myself, still wearing the hoodie that Kouga let me borrow. It smelled like him, and he gave it to me, so it was something special. I pushed off the door and headed up the stairs to my bedroom.



There was a tray on my bed with a note next to it from my gramps. “I figured you might be out with your boyfriend since it’s late, Ayame. I’ve already gone to bed but here’s a late night snack in case you are hungry. Love always, Granmps.”



I smiled down at the celery sticks and apple wedges with peanut butter on them. I changed out of my jeans and into pajama pants and kept the hoodie on as I sat on my bed and munched on the snack gramps had left for me, watching a little bit of television. The last thing I remembered before falling asleep was a movie being on, and I was upset that I couldn’t keep my eyes open for the entire thing, it had been a long time since I’d seen ‘The Princess Bride’ and it was one of my favorites. But my eyes were heavy… and when I couldn’t keep them open anymore, I allowed myself to pass out while the movie was going… the last thing I heard was, "Get away, I'm telling you, or I call the Brute Squad." "I'm on the Brute Squad." "You are the brute squad."